mercury, sun, pluto and sagittarius โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Things that could make you feel better when you're in a bad mood (anxious, sad or worst) based on your 5H :
Aries/Mars 5H = finding something to let out your emotional frustration such as exercising, going for a run or masturbation; dancing and shaking your ass; going to a sauna or a hammam; taking a cold shower to feel less overwhelmed physically.
Taurus/Venus 5H = eating your fav comfort food and not feeling guilty even if that's something deemed as unhealthy/junk food; wearing comfy clothes and not caring about how you look (just enjoying and chilling); ordering some take-out just because.
Gemini/Mercury 5H = reading a part of one of your fav books; watching an old cartoon from your childhood; using your hands for something artistic (even if it's about a silly doodle); having a good laugh with friends, watching reality-tv and not feeling guilty hahaha.
Cancer/Moon 5H = taking a long bath; spending time around children (bonus point if they're from ur fam); talking to your loved ones (give them a call!!); swimming naked somewhere; calling your mom or your women friends and pour your heart out.
Leo/Sun 5H = listening to positive affirmations; complimenting yourself in front of a mirror; wearing your fav outfit and parading somewhere; acting like you're the star of your own movie (it's needed sometimes); wearing something shiny.
Virgo/Mercury 5H = cleaning and reorganizing your things - can be only about your desk/work space as it helps with feeling less anxious mentally speaking; criticizing people u don't like w friends; doing a full skin care routine (face mask, 10 steps shit) while watching a show.
Libra/Venus 5H = dressing up and wearing a beautiful makeup/beautiful jewelry even if you're staying at home because sometimes, feeling beautiful is important; creating a pretty atmosphere in your bedroom (scented candle, nice bed sheets...) before sleeping.
Scorpio/Pluto 5H = masturbation/having sex with someone; spending the day naked at your place and enjoying the privacy; buying a new sex-toy; writing a list of your enemies; burning some incense and watching your fav horror movie; reading about the occult.
Sagittarius/Jupiter 5H = going on an adventure somehow (can be only about going to that new place you always wanted to try in your neighborhood); scheduling a trip somewhere; watching a documentary about your fav topic (and educating urself in the process).
Capricorn/Saturn 5H = seeking advices and words of encouragement from older people; doing something that makes you feel more in control of your life and congratulating yourself right after; spending some alone time without telling anyone how to reach you out.
Aquarius/Uranus 5H = indulging in your niche hobby no one knows about; dressing without caring about others' judgement and actually enjoying it; watching an experimental movie; listening to music and daydreaming.
Pisces/Neptune 5H = listening to your fav playlist (you need one that exists only to uplift your mood); writing cheesy poems just because; telling your loved ones how much you actually love them; spending time near the ocean.
this post flopped the first time but i've remaded it and it's way better than before so here it is
My big 6 as Princesses
Leo Ascendant: Rapunzel
Do I need to say much about it? I think Rapunzel is the embodiment of Leo Ascendant. Although I am not a blonde (even though sometimes I want to paint my hair blonde or red lol - my friends tempt me tbh), I see myself a lot in her. Our way of illuminating a whole room with our energy (I'm very humble I know lmaoooo), our glowing vibes, our contagious happiness and laugh, our vibe in general, our clumsy way most of the times, our turning head beauty, our type for men, and the most important thing: our long-ass hair that takes a lot of compliment most of the times haha
Sagittarius Sun & Mercury: Merida
Ok but I relate so much with Merida in a personal level, even my relationship with my mom is the same I swear. Our way of acting on impulsive mode 100% of the time, our need of going out in adventures and to release ourselves from fitting in a box, the way we share our opinions proudly and we can be funny without trying much, the way we do crazy things without thinking about the consequences, the way we like to show our potential to anyone who doesn't believe it, the way we absolutely do not accept when someone tries to control us, the way we say what's on our minds most of the times
5H Sun & Mercury: Tinker Bell
Can we ignore the fact she's not an actual princess? Because I need to put her in here. She's one of the characters I've related the most since I was a child tbh. I'm gonna be honest here that Inwas a child kind of spoiled (also being an only child helps), and when things didn't go as I planned, I got mad just like her, I remember my dad saying to my child me that I was just like her, even the red cheeks lmao. I just feel like her energy in general is a lot like mine and the way we're hardworkes, oh my gosh I really love her movies and she was one of the characters that made me who I am today. The nostalgia is feral
Gemini Moon: Anna
The overthinking, the way we feel like we can fix even people who are unfixable, the clumsy way (again), the way we can fall for the most shitbag men in the world without seeing their red flags, the way we embark in the most random situations without even meaning to, the way we speak without thinking and mess up our relationships with it but we try to fix things one more time, the hope we feel because we need to hold on to something before we lose our minds, etc
11H Moon: Charlotte
She needed more screen time lol, she's such a funny character and she NEEDED her prince charming lol. Ok, now I'm confused if she actually fits my moon house but I just really relate to her and I'm gonba put her here because she's my comfort character lmao, the exxagerated way of acting sometimes? check. the need to find love and happiness? check check. the vanity sometimes because we like to feel glamorous? check. and also our ingenuity sometimes lol (istg i'm not an intitulated person but this post can say something else? I swear I'm just trying to show my best sides here guys)
Aquarius Venus: Bella
The way we find pleasure in reading and seeking knowledge in a variety of stories, the way we find love and the most diverse universes, the way fall in love with the most unique creatures because we're focused on what's inside, the way we stand our ground even when the situation is against us, our courage. (I just think Bella has everything to do with aquarius venus in general, this placement is so her)
7H Venus: Cinderella
(+ my 7H Neptune) The way we would do anything for love, the way we can let people step on us sometimes because of our ingenuity, the way we live in our dreams and in our own heads to escape reality, the way we have dreams of finding our one true love, the way we want to stay loyal to only one man our whole life as long as is reciprocal, the generosity we feel towards everyone even if the person has been bad to us (The fact she's always been my favorite princess since I was a child)
Taurus Mars: Moana
The stubborn personality, the need to impose our beliefs when we think it's very important, the way we would do anything and get aboard in any adventure just to save our loved ones and seek the truth, the love we have for our home land but witha desire of getting to know something else. This one was shorter but idk how to explain properly, is the vibes yk?
10H Mars: Elsa
The need to be seen as perfect, the pressure people put on us, the cold way of acting in front of others when you're actually breaking down inside, the urge to release all the negativity stuck inside us, the way we work hard in our job and we can be very responsible when necessary, the way we put our head on top of our heart in the professional field, the way we can be the greatest in everything because we put our whole heart and soul when we enjoy something, the pessimistic way we see things sometimes... Yes I've put Elsa and Anna but to explain myself I also feel like there are two little devils or more fighting inside my head to see who's gonna command so maybe that's it (yeah let's put the fault on my gemini moon and taurus mars who have nothing to in commom with each other lol)
pile V :(
the piles go from top left to right. so, african violet is pile i, pastel lilac is pile ii, and so on and so forth.
take the time to close your eyes, breathe, and meditate on the PAC prompt, then open your eyes and let your guides lead you to the pile for you. i hope you enjoy, and please let me know if it resonates with you! my ask box is open [even to anonnies]).
Shufflemancy:
"Deep" by Big Sean (feat. Lil Wayne)
"Black Cat Nero" by Ateez
"Everlasting Love" by Fifth Harmony
"Neighbors" by J. Cole
Signs:
"this is my last straw"; "i can't do this anymore"; "why do people think this about me?"; "what did i even do?"; "so much for that"; someone with light hair (ie. strawberry blonde, honey blonde, could be bleached recently); someone who is a social butterfly or around social butterflies usually; screen time; movies; tall (in height or in thoughts and beliefs); nurturer; green; you could be drawn to my profile picture and page because of the green
Reading:
the people choosing this pile are looking for hope during a time where they feel very anxious and possibly even lonely. you might feel as if you've been struggling and fighting for a long time and don't feel that you can go on any longer. although you feel this way, your harsh truth is that you have to keep going and fighting until the bitter end. no one else can help you complete this breakthrough and gain the self-confidence and skill that will be learned from this treacherous time. other people can't take on this burden for you - it has to be done by you.
you're meant to feel isolated right now because old bonds are being broken and disintegrated while new ones are being crafted. you likely feel like you're going through a bad luck period; you might feel disillusioned with life and disappointed. one way you can overcome this is by no longer looking back on the past and worrying about what would've or should've been. all of that has already been done and whatever has happened can't be taken back. now is the time to take actions towards a new future and seek your own truth for the present moment rather than dwelling on the past. that's when your luck will renew.
Shufflemancy:
"Superstar" by Shinee
"Destruction" by Piri (feat. Kold-Blooded)
"Hold On" by H.E.R
"Out Of Control" by The Boyz
Signs:
"i wanna be free"; "don't take me for granted"; "i'm only hurting me"; "perfect control"; "he left us all behind"; "you promised"; air signs (gemini, libra, aquarius); relationship problems; "what happened to the plan we had"; monolingual; someone in the field of science and technology; astronomy; planter/green thumb; non-committal; someone is cheating; "whoopsie"; petite/small (could be thoughts or physical size)
Reading:
there's a lot of anger in the people that chose this pile. you might naturally be generous towards others and be the type of person to give your last when you have none. you gain a lot from being this generous and helpful towards others. one harsh truth you need to hear is that everyone isn't your friend, so stop continuing to be overly helpful when people have shown their intentions towards you. you're not obligated to save and help everyone you come across. stop following in the footsteps of tradition and allowing people to take your kindness for granted.
at this current point in time, someone is manipulating you because you're allowing them to. you know that they are because you've recently started feeling more upset than usual - that's because your inner and higher self know that you're downplaying your worth and allowing yourself to be walked all over. it's time to break the precedent you've set and create a new one. when you allow this anger to be heard and seen, people will recognize it and you will begin feeling at peace again. make the decision and follow through with actions to show your seriousness and relieve yourself of the anger you feel before it hardens and turns into greed and a lack of willingness to help others at any point.
Shufflemancy:
"Bills, Bills, Bills" by Destiny's Child
"Mo Money (Interlude)" by J. Cole
"Who Says" by Selena Gomez
"You Don't Know Me" by Ariana Grande
Signs:
"i wouldn't wanna be anybody else"; "i'm sure you've got some things you'd like to change about yourself"; "you don't know where i've been"; "you think you know, but you have no idea"; "they don't understand"; someone is science and technology; someone planning on changing the future of society; someone with a heart for humanity; empath; self employment; seemingly no direction; spontaneity; "just winging it tbh"; 30s; medium or dark hair (ie. black, jet black, raven black)
Reading:
first, if you also felt drawn to pile i go read it first. pile i and you have similar topics in that both of you currently feel insecure and might even be feeling like you have imposter syndrome. you're thinking "am i even good enough to do what it is i'm being told to"? "why do people view me in this way when i'm nothing like that?". despite this, there's also a little voice in your head and/or heart that gives you hope and is giving you insight from afar even if you feel it's hard to interpret or understand. your harsh truth is that your anxiety and shortsightedness is what's holding you back from seeing the light. you need to have confidence in yourself because without it you will falter and never feel good enough. other people's compliments and encouragement will mean nothing until you give them to yourself.
this may come as a surprise to some of you - fame and recognition is in your future, but you know the idea of "you never know what's happening behind closed doors"? when you receive this limelight, you will never feel satisfied with what you're doing and your accomplishments until you praise yourself for what you've done. the most meaningful gifts and compliments must come from yourself or else all the others are just words and material things. you can't allow self-pity and depression allow you to not see yourself for the gem and unique person you are. you deserve to see the beauty in yourself. freeing yourself from needing others' compliments and instead giving them to yourself will free you from your current stress.
Shufflemancy:
"No Scrubs" by TLC
"Blow The Whistle" by Too Short
"Run" by Otis Kane
"pride.is.the.devil" by J. Cole (feat. Lil Baby)
Signs:
"pride is the devil.. i think it got a hold on me"; "pride is the reason for the dichotomy"; "stop"; "i get breathless"; screen time/movies; work; social butterfly; little miss/mister perfect; "everything i touch turns to gold"; sexual frustration/release; not self employed; working for a big company; striving for recognition and overwhelming success; medium or dark hair (ie. brown, brunette, mousy brown); skillful; jack of all trades; (former) procrastinator; "one less problem"; "this is the come up"
Reading:
the people choosing this pile are hard workers willing to do anything in order to achieve their wants and dreams. you have a strong willpower and mind set that enables you to be successful often. you'll continue to work until you're on your last leg and suffering both mentally and physically. you don't allow others to help you even when you need it. your harsh truth is that you're so oblivious it hurts. you need to re-evaluate what you're doing and the track you're heading down as a result of your actions and instincts. you're leading yourself down a path where plans will get canceled either because of event issues or because of personal health issues. you know the saying "if you don't take a break your body will force you to take one"? that's the path you're currently working towards. this will eventually lead you to feelings of gloom and self-doubt. you'll think that this path isn't for you or your beliefs are wrong when in reality, you're just working too hard. you are on the right path, but even those following the correct way need breaks.
remember to look for and enjoy the little parts of life. if you're so focused on meeting the next goal/the next finish line, then you'll never appreciate it when you meet the one you were striving for last time. you'll always be on the search for the next best thing, and you'll end up never being satisfied which would be unfortunate because blessings and luck are intrinsically linked to you. do all things in moderation and change the current way you view your reaching of goals in order to have true satisfaction.
Shufflemancy:
"Jealous" by Kehlani feat. Lexii Alijai
"Superstar" by Shinee
"My Name Is" by Eminem
"Attention" by Charlie Puth
Signs:
12:11; "i can't just invest in shit"; "i see right through it"; "if this is the way it is, don't even put me through it"; "you just want attention"; "i know that dress is karma, perfume regret"; sexual expriences/first time; intelligence; mystery; hidden enemies; hidden intentions; science and technology; computer science; tall (in height); skillful; high position; travel and adventure; air sign (libra, gemini, aquarius); "i suck at letting go"; age gap; "die a little bit"; "i wanna be prepared; just in case"; "come my way"
Reading:
so many many messages came out for this pile, so you could be the most confused about your current life situation, or you're being oblivious to signs being sent to you. you're naturally in tune with the divine feminine, your emotions, and your intuition. you're such an original with rich skill and the resources to succeed (even if you don't feel you do). new beginnings are at the tip of your future, and you're staring at them in awe, but the inner feelings you harbor towards prior experiences that have turned sour keeps them from reaching you like you expect. it's like you want revenge against those that have wronged you. by the way, if you were drawn to pile ii, please go read it! i feel that some people overlap between that pile and this one. your harsh truth aligns with theirs in that you can't let prior experiences sour your future.
as of now, your bitterness and craving for revenge is leading you to be lethargic and experience delays. you might even feel frustrated because, again, you can see new beginnings and blessings in sight but they're being kept away from you. they will continue to be out of reach until you allow karma to do its work on its own and not influence the outcome. this is going to be hard to understand, but you need to learn to forgive whoever hurt you; this doesn't mean you have to be friends with them or be totally enthusiastic when thinking about them, but you need to at least allow yourself to be indifferent towards them. like i said before, you need to allow karma and the universe to do the work of allowing them to reap what they've sown. you need to forgive in order to heal. after you do that, you will feel so secure and see the blessings you've been eyeing plop directly into your lap. a new found love and connection will likely present itself afterwards also.
this is your Tower moment in that you need to remove your prior foundation and buildings in order to create something grander and more fit for you rather than for others who have pressured or influenced you to do something different. this pettiness is not of you, so don't allow it to consume you. allow optimism and passion for something new to fill you and leave behind what brings about depression and anger. listen to your intuition and think over the dreams your guides have sent you. it's time for you to heal and go on new journeys rather than wallowing in despair.
Shufflemancy:
"Dancing Like Butterfly Wings" by Ateez
"no tears left to cry (live)" by Ariana Grande
"No Friends In The Industry" by Drake
"make up (live)" by Ariana Grande
Signs:
"i wanna be in the gold of time"; "highlight of my life"; "i love it when we make up"; "it's a mood; it's a vibe"; 20s; quiet time; introvert; culinary arts; foodie; performing arts; artistic kid; earth sign (taurus, virgo, capricorn); narcissism; medium or dark hair (ie. black, brown); tan complexion; spring break; vacations/traveling; study abroad; ariana grande stan
Reading:
this pile has been feeling nostalgic recently. you miss your childhood, don't you? you miss the feelings of not being worried, of being free of adult responsibilities and stressors. you miss when your biggest worry was whether or not your friend would be at school so you two could play together. you might be in high school or college as of now and although you're experiencing some successes, something is missing. you feel as if you need to go through a rebirth phase; you need something or someone new and exciting to come in and give you a shock. you're daydreaming of this a ton to the point where it might even be messing up your study schedule or something of the sort. you could be separating from your childhood friends and that's also partially why you feel nostalgic.
your harsh truth is that a whole new community of people and friends are waiting on you and willing to give you the new and exciting life you're looking for, but you're avoiding or ignoring them. you might not even know them personally yet, but your daydreaming on old friendships keeps you from opening up to others. maybe your shyness gets the best of you? or you worry if old bad habits will pop up and ruin everything, but you need to slowly but surely put yourself out there. do everything in moderation and at your own pace. be willing to be uncomfortable in order to experience what you daydream about. create new foundations in order to become the next version of yourself.
Astro Notes - 04
โจ๏ธ Solar Return Edition โจ๏ธ
Sun in the 12th house: indicates a year of many transformations in yourself. You'll get through big changes in yourself generally. You'll isolate yourself from the world and will see it in a new brand perception. You'll enjoy the loneliness and the wisdom it brings to you. You may focus on your subconscious mind and in topics of ocultism and spiritualism. You may get profetic dreams or just very intense/meaninful dreams in general. If you have natal planets in the 12th houses, you probably will learn how to deal with them more easily. The dreams and death realms are very vibrant in your life this year. This can also indicate dangerous situations or a literal rebirth, meaning you could've went to an almost death situation somehow and you've survived it. This placement is a huge indicator of a spiritual awakening or just the end of a huge cycle in your life. Let go of the old and accept the new โจ๏ธ
Sun conjunct mars: you'll spend the biggest part of your energy on yourself (as you should). You'll cut off parasites and abusive relationships of your life and focus on your own well being. You'll be more active on working on yourself and your personal image. You'll focus on upgrading yourself to the maximum, specially in work places, like school, gym, etc. On a more literal note, this can indicate you'll understand more of the masculine energy around you and you'll probably have a better relationship with your father
Sun square neptune: you may enter on vicious cycles of self-made lies, illusions and daydreaming and this can cause you many pain/moments of stagnation in your life. Once you realize your idealistic acts (after a lot of suffering to be honest), you can get over it with a lil bit of dedication and start focusing more on real life, even if it's hard. That's why looking at neptune is actually so important, because it's a planet that clouds your vision.
Sun trine north node: Your life path this year will be heavily impacted by your personal image. How you present yourself and how you are generally will make you move forward and advance in your life. Being your true self will bring your opportunities and new paths, will make you closer to your true purpose in life.
Sun sextile south node: What you've already mastered in your lifes will be synchronized with what you're being in the present. Imagine that you're using all the weapons in your stock to get better and better. Everything you've learned in this life and in the others is being heavily useful to you now (even if you don't know anything about your past lives) and helps you out generally.
Sun trine chiron: Being your authentic self and accepting you identity is gonna help you to heal your wounds. It don't matter what your wounds are, if you start to accept you as who you really are, you will learn how to deal with them more easily.
Sun parallel moon: Your emotional needs will be in tune with your true essence. This might be a year where you'll understand more of your emotions and you'll express it better.
Sun parallel mercury: Your communication style will be closer to your identity. You may communicate with an easier flow this year. The words you say have an impact on who you are going to be. You'll be more confident in your speech because you really relate to it now. It's an indicator of mastering your words and becoming more eloquent.
Sun parallel pluto: It's your chance to work on yourself to be more powerful. It's another indicator of big changes on yourself. You may work a lot on your intensity and passions this year. You may also become more obsessive with people and general things, but this can also indicate people being more obsessed with >you<.
byeee see ya
pile 2, everything resonated with me specially the second paragraph, i also feel like some people don't like me because of my natural talents/charm or just for being myself??? (not trying to brag or anything bc i'm not that special or talented or charming lol) also, i feel like people do not like at all my naiviness sometimes... anyways ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐คทโโ๏ธ
AKA you as unforgiven โ le serrafim songs
take this however it resonates.
calm down and take deep breaths.
โฅ๏ธ pile 1. impurities
you might be in a part of your life where things seem to be coming together for you. maybe in all aspects of your life. people might be jealous of that or maybe even trash talk you. but they just wanna know how you did. what you did to get that, they canโt find out how you did it. itโs like it was natural and not something you did. theyโre mad about it.
thereโs something in you thatโs weird to normal people. you see things that other people donโt and youโre imagination is out of this world. you use your โweirdnessโ in everything you do. thereโs a sense of going with the flow. people donโt like this because every time they seem to try to go with the flow everything crashes for them. something stupid happens but when you do it everything goes somewhat smoothly.
the lyrics โgoodness or badness, itโs either magic or tragicโ played while doing this part soโฆ I think people donโt like your ability to bounce back. or your ability to be indifferent about things going wrong. not exactly indifferent but the way youโre just like โwelp it happened, so thereโs no point in dwellingโ. you donโt dwell to much on the badness or even goodness of your life or things.
you might have a problem with overthinking about things. even if you do have a indifferent feeling about things going wrong or something, thereโs still a part that you donโt exactly show. or thoughts that sit in the back of your head. you take your time with things and I think people donโt like that. which is a reason why your life is coming together. you take time to make your decisions, people donโt see that side of you so it could be a reason why they donโt see why almost everything goes good for you.
they seem to dislike you because of an imaginary rivalry. or imaginary conflicts. it might be one-sided or there could be a conflict or rivalry but you think itโs just something small or not serious. they treat it as if itโs a villain origin story. it could be a fun thing for you but for them itโs like life or death.
people donโt like you because you have people in your corner. youโre able to show your real self to them and youโre still excepted and supported. they donโt like that and they feel like they have to hide themselves in order to have people by their side. they see you with your friends and all the support you have celebrating and having fun, they want that.
overall they donโt like you because enough have qualities and characteristics in you that they want or donโt have. youโre in touch with yourself and your surroundings.
โฅ๏ธ pile 2. unforgiven
people might not like you because you might seem to be successfully complete your goals or attain what you want. they might think if you continue this way and only think about material things you might become greedy with your money.ย
they dislike you because you have too much of a burden?? like they donโt like the fact that you have so much on your plate, yet youโre still winning. youโve been hurting for a while they donโt like that you havenโt come into your power yet. but youโre still accomplishing things if that makes sense. yes you have shit going on but youโre still going.ย
thereโs a very strong sense of people not liking how even though you have so much stuff going on youโll still end up on top of things. no matter whatโs happing youโre still overcoming and setting a road to walk down. a road less taken that everyone wants to take but isnโt capable or not ready for. theyโre not the ones to lead the rebellion. you are.ย
you have a glow to you they donโt like. they donโt like that youโre the shit. you have this power within you to be a bigger person and lead a life of wonder. a life of going your own way. people want to be that but arenโt made for it or theyโre not ready. but most people arenโt made for it. you speak out about important things and they donโt like that.ย
they donโt like how you support others unconditionally. you support people like you and you encourage them. they donโt like that because they arenโt apart of that. they donโt like that youโre using your mind and resources for people that arenโt them. itโs a โthat should be meโ type of feeling.ย
they donโt like the fact that you further yourself with knowledge, and that you then use that to your advantage. you use it to not only help yourself but others as well. you use your knowledge and your voice to help people. they donโt like that you can find passion and a road to take from within you.ย
โฅ๏ธ pile 3. Eve, Pysche, and the bluebeardโs Wife
they hate you because the energy you give is love. you have so much love for yourself and others. you have an otherworldly aura. maybe they donโt like that you love yourself and other so much because they see themselves as unworthy of your love or just love in general.ย
they hate that youโve gone through a rebirth. youโre fearless in their eyes they feel like youโve seen everything and anything. theyโve seen you fall but youโve come back. they thought you werenโt getting back up, but you did. theyโve seen you fall from grace but youโve transformed even more. youโre even better than you were before.ย
they hate you because you wish for whatโs forbidden. you go out and to all these spontaneous crazy things and have fun. they canโt do that. they hate how youโre a mess when they look close enough but you still have a graceful and otherworldly aura. itโs like a beautiful mess really. you just wanna have fun and they hate that. they also hate how you have people to do these things with, there friends might leave them to do these things on their own. honestly is takes the fun out of doing crazy things when youโre by yourself.ย
while your life is a โmessโ you still have your shit together. they donโt understand that. they think that you shouldโve fallen and not have gotten back up. they donโt like how youโve gotten everything youโve wanted and more. they hate how youโve effortlessly built your future. all while being a mess.ย
they absolutely hate how strong you are and what youโve seemed to accomplish. you have something inside you thatโs willing to push boundaries and expectations. you have the courage to stand up for yourself and others. you have strength in moments of distress. they hate how confident you are in yourself and what you do. itโs in everything you do.ย
I usually donโt use pronouns or gender energy with my readings or really think or feel them but there might be a lot of men or heavy masculine energies that dislike you. they judge you for everything you do and watch youโre every move. every little thing you do seems to either piss them off or at least question you in a bad way. they think you canโt do anything right or they think everything mentioned above but in an inhuman amount. itโs really inhuman the amounts of dislike and hate they have towards you.ย
this is a special pile!! if you couldnโt tell. I pulled a total 8 cards instead of my normal 6 and the use of the bottom card. 6/8 were major arcana cards. I donโt usually state what cards I pull but you can sort of get a sense of what they are in my normal readings, but Iโm going to tell you what can pulled.ย
the empress, death, page of swords, strength, judgment & the emperor, and the chariot.ย
Iโve never had that many major cards in a pile or reading before for anyone.ย
for the 6th place 2 cards had flown out so I decided to keep them together. as the 6th card I decided to take them literally because of the contents of Eve, Psyche, the bluebeardโs Wife and also the aura I was feeling while doing this pile.ย I was honestly shocked but proud of this pile. Iโm sorry if I couldnโt convey the power of this pac correctly, I felt there isnโt enough words to fully convey this pile. but looking at the cards and the feeling of the song and the meaning of each of these womenโs stories youโll understand.ย
except the scenario is that fucking message i'd kill for a chance to never sending it
Itโs a hobby
Astro notes - 01
โจ๏ธ General Edition โจ๏ธ
Fire women look like goddesses in red. they're fine as fuck in red hair, red lipstick, red clothes, just red red red red (do it paint your hair red โค)
Fire placements tend to eat while drinking water, and feel energetically refreshed by the water in general. They literally feel like they're reborn when they get out of the shower lol
If you have moon conjunct south node (or other personal planets maybe) in your venus persona chart, you probably will meet and even marry with a past life lover!
If you have personal planets in aries and sagittarius in water houses, you are as intuitive and spiritual as people with water personal planets, or even more than them
If they also have south node conjuncting personal planets, they will have many insights in past lives in general, they can tell you so many details to you, it's amazing
I love you so much people with personal planets in the 12th house, you are in my heart and you're very special <3
Every gemini needs a sagittarius in their lives and vice-versa, bitch we're soulmates (also every virgo needs a libra and vice-versa)
I've noticed married couples usually have the same moon or moon conjunct venus, or even both! So cute
If you feel emotionally connected to someone and you don't have the same moon sign, check your moon persona chart because you probably have their moon sign in it
Aquarius venus natives love so hard when they truly fall in love, but if this person break their hearts they will never look in their face again
Having the same vertex and north node as someone is a clear fated connection. the vertex feels like you'll always meet no matter what, the nn feels like you'll have the same journey in life. both will always share a deep knowledge with each other
What's up with 12th house synastry and this dreamy deja vu life you feel all the time when you're in love with them? I already understood we're connected universe, you can stop now...
Cancer rising men ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐ฆ ๐ค ๐ women with 4th house placements. (in case you didn't understand, they want to have a family together and have such a nurturing love for each other)
Mars in 1st house in a platonic relationship will make the house person be personally annoyed by everything the mars does but deeply find it funny, and the mars will love to annoy the house (it's giving siblings/cousins vibes)
Actually moon conjunct ascendant in a friendship with two females will make them both see themselves in each other, but this will make them uncomfortable because they both think they're better than the other person. Usually the moon person wants to try a friendship but the ascendant person doesn't give a f or just finds the ascendant person too childish or annoying
If you're deeply and unconscioulsy afraid of water is not because you have 12th house/pisces placements specifically, it could be, but you probably died drowned in one of your lives
Don't think you don't have past lives connections just because isn't a personal planet conjuncting your south node in synastry, it could be any planet or calculation point, pr even asteroids, they're also important
Having moon conjunct placements double whammy in a friendship is an amazing thing to have and this friendship will probably last for a looong time (for ex: person A has moon conjunct person B's mars and person B has moon conjunct person A's jupiter)
Venus conjunct mars in aries in a composite chart is that couple that the chemistry never ends, they will always be on fire, burning for each other ๐ฅ๐ฅ (specially if they also have earth placements)
If one of the angles conjunct your south node in synastry, it means you both still have business to solve in this lifetime, because it is also aspecting the north node
If someone's juno conjunct your south node in a platonic relationship, this person helped you to find your husband/wife in a past life, or just helped you two to get together
If it's a non platonic relationship, this person could be your husband or wife in a past life
12th house synastry in a non platonic relationship ๐ค both having the same intense dreams with each other at the same time. Also, if you're the planet person, it's easier for you to manifest the house person to dream of you!!
8th and 12th house synastry in a platonic relationship will cause conversations so interesting and spiritual, find a friend with these characteristic if you love these type of conversations
Is not that vedic astrology is more right than the western astrology, I think you just didn't look at the persona charts to get a better insight in your placements, do it sis please
People with a developed taurus mars or other placements have such a healthy relationship with food. If they also have a 6th house stellium they will really care for their body and health in general
If you have leo personal placements, you probably had a bad relationship with your hair when you were little
People with 6th house stellium + sagittarius placements have beautiful skin on their legs and body in general (fairer than in the face ๐ญ) and get compliments a lot but also suffer from skin diseases if bad aspected
Moon conjunct ascendant is a good synastry aspect for non platonic relationships ๐
Look at the venus in your mars persona chart, you probably have a great chemistry with people who have the venus or mars on this sign in their natal! (for ex: person A has aquarius venus in their mars pc and person B is an aquarius venus in natal)
You probably feel weirdly attracted to the ethnicities you've had in your past lives.
North node conjunct descendant (in a platonic relationship): the nn person will help descendant person to get together with their husband in a way depending on the sign. ex: if it's in aquarius, it's through social media and probably a long distance relationship
South node conjunct ascendant: past life connection for sure!!!
That's it for now, have a great day guys! I'm so happy today... I'm sorry if I focused too much on past lives but I learned so much about it and I was really excited to share it here ๐ I'll probably be uptading this post sometimes
things only exist because you are aware of them. you "create" because you're aware, conscious, knowing of it existing: your creations are only assumptions hardened to truth, materialized as part of your own perception. one's perception is the one that materializes things. the reason why you "experience" things is because you dwell on them inside of yourself; because you're the one confirming or denying them as truth. you only create things to be aware of, so create something you like. you only create things to be aware of, that's why imagination IS the only reality. all things are happening in our awareness of them, simultaneously. mind is the only reality for it's the only one that perceives. to perceive is to experience. to perceive is to have. to perceive is to live it. and the way to perceive what you want is to imagine it. stop discerning your imagination and ~reality~ as separate because that's just not, N๐ซT the case, for they are the same thing: experiences from the mind. blend them. everything is only awareness of it. both imagination and so called reality are the same thing: mind being aware of something.
yes thank you very much again๐๐๐๐
you're welcome โก