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What was your crush thinking & feeling the last time they saw you?
Pile 1 -> Pile 2
Pile 3 -> Pile 4
Pile 1
AoP, 7oP, Moon, AoW, KnoC, 59oC, 10oS, Devil, 8oS (AoC)
Pile 1, your crush feels like you're their missing puzzle piece. For several years, theyโve felt incomplete or that something was missing from their life until they met you. For some, theyโve felt this way from the moment they laid eyes on you. As cliche as it sounds, this person feels that from the moment you walked into their life itโs as if the clouds parted and an angel descended from heaven into their world. Their desire for you runs deep, Pile 1, but they may be hiding their feelings for now. They don't want to scare you away or give the impression that all they desire is a physical relationship. Nonetheless, every time they see you, it requires a great deal of self-control to refrain from expressing how they truly feel.
The last time your crush saw you, they thought about asking you out but they chickened out and missed their chance. For some, they felt that the timing or location wasn't right and didn't want to risk scaring you away. This person might have a deep fear of rejection or think that you're so attractive and out of their league that if they made a move, you would probably reject them harshly or laugh in their face. They genuinely have feelings for you, so each time they try to psych themselves up but end up getting nervous. You might notice them engaging in small talk with you or making small gestures of affection or appreciation as an attempt to get closer to you. The last time this individual saw you, it hit them hard - they realized that they are head over heels in love with you.
Channelled Song: Cherish the Day by Sade
Pile 2
7oS, 10oW, 8oW, AoC, 5oC, Judgement, 9oW, 2oW (8oS)
The last time your crush laid eyes on you, Pile 2, they had this crazy urge to throw caution to the wind and run away with you. You made them feel like taking a leap of faith, whether it's just for one night or for a lifetime together. At that moment, all their problems seemed insignificant compared to the possibility of being with you. Your crush probably has a lot on their plate and often daydreams about a different lifeโone where it's just the two of you without any distractions or interference from others. Maybe they're already in another relationship or simply not ready for commitment right now. But despite all that, when they saw you last time, they couldn't help but entertain the thought of confessing their love for you anyway.
The last time they saw you, despite being excited they also felt a lot of disappointment and sadness about having to push down their true emotions and use their better judgment when it comes to this connection. Deep down, this person knows that you're the one for them, but theyโve decided to stay guarded against those feelings for now. Maybe they're waiting for things in their life to clear up before making a move towards you. But right now, they're choosing to just appreciate you from afar.
Channelled Song: Donโt Want to Miss a Thing by Aerosmith
Pile 3
8oP, 7oP, Fool (rev), 2oC, HP, 6oW (rev), 5oC, 8oW (Hermit)
Pile 3, you and your crush could work together or you may have met while either one or both of you were on the clock. When your crush last saw you, they kept things professional despite wanting to open up and speak or act further. They may have felt that it would have been foolish or unwise at the time due to others overhearing and making assumptions about your connection.
Pile 3, your crush deeply desires to start a relationship with you but they feel they would have to keep things between you two secret for now. Not because they want to sneak around or hide you - quite the opposite! They are afraid that once people know you two are together, they will try to turn you both against each other or find ways to sabotage the connection. They donโt want anything to come between this connection, so for now when they see you, especially at work, they play it cool and pretend to be focused on the tasks at hand. Despite this, they are ready to move things forward and come together publicly as a couple once the time is right.
Channelled Song: When Iโm in Your Arms by Cleo Sol
Pile 4
7oS, 9oC, 5oS, HM, 10oC, Devil, 3oS, AoW, Judgement, Fool, 2oW, 6oP (KnoC)
Pile 4, it seems like your crush has mixed and conflicting thoughts and emotions about you. For some, this could have been a past sneaky link connection or someone who was โoff limitsโ to you in some way. For others, they may see being with you as something forbidden or taboo, which only intensifies their desire.
You're the person of their dreams, Pile 4, not just in looks but also in personality and intelligence. In their eyes, you're the whole package. The moment they last laid eyes on you, they felt a sudden ache of longing to be with you. Unfortunately, this person might be sacrificing their own happiness to please others or conform to their family's expectations. It's sad because this has led them to become almost obsessed with you and it's slowly breaking their heart that they're not making a move towards you.
When they saw you last, all they could think about was how much they desire you and how desperately they dream about running away with you and starting a life together. However, reality quickly brought them back down to earth and most likely all they could offer at that time was kind words, a smile or maybe even an invitation for a casual hangout. Your crush genuinely likes you but in order for things to progress between the two of you, they need to stop caring so much about what others think and start living life on their own terms.
Channelled Song: If It Makes You Happy by Sheryl Crow
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Saturn in the 1st house
Might have struggles to find yourself. You might have been restricted to be yourself since childhood by one of your parents or both, this could have caused you to hate how you are physically and mentally, also it can indicate one of them were very exigent about your appearance and how you showed yourself to the world. You might be perceived as someone bossy, confident and powerful at first sight by others. You are respected in your professional field, people view you as an inspiration. You know how to assert yourself once you've learned how to heal your saturn. You age beautifully and time only makes you prettier, unless saturn is afflicted by other malefic planets (harsh aspects/conjunctions) me realizing i have it square mars ๐ญ. Something I've realized is that people are obsessed with talking about their appearance as they get older, be it negatively or positively. For ex: Some people are always talking about how Nina Dobrev aged weirdly and that there's something wrong with her face now, the same with Lana Del Rey, where people keep fat shaming her. On the other side, people always praise Taylor Swift for getting prettier each year.
Celebrities Examples
Princess Diana Taylor Swift
Britney Spears Katy Perry
Lana Del Rey Monica Bellucci
Kesha Nina Dobrev
Brittany Murphy Marina
Other examples who didn't fit in here because of the limit of images: Meghan Trainor, Adam Levine, Jared Leto, Jackson Wang, Taeyong, Jaehyun.
gemini moons may didn't have the chance to speak up their feelings to their lover in a past life
~ When the heaven cries an angel dies ~
โช Pisces Placements/Moon are very sensitive souls, they can go through a lot of moods and they think that nobody understands them, these natives are the cutest when they are in a good mood
โช Having a Leo moon/Moon in the 5th house makes you to be very outgoing and shinning out of your crowd, you really take life as a party and you have to live it at the fullest
โช Air Moons [Aquarius, Gemini, Libra] have a really good connection to music and arts, they are feeling the music and breathing the music is something very hard to describe words but their feelings go insane when they listen music
โช Your Venus return can be the most luckiest period of having luck in finding a partner, The Venus return is when Venus comes back into the sign you have it under your chart, for example you have Taurus Venus and when Venus comes back into Taurus's constellation there might be a lucky period of finding love
โช Venus aspecting Pluto or Saturn are devastated when they go through a breakup, these people can fall into depression or a deep mental state when they broke up but their rebith transformation is gonna be the biggest, when they heal there are no more tears to be left.
โช The moon in your chart can repsent a drop from your past life, natives with the Moon in Scorpio or 8th house could have suffered the death loss of someone they really loved/it could be the mother or their partner
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So hurry, 'cause I need some, need some, need some help
And I've been waitin' patient, patiently
'Cause I don't have you here with, here with, here with me
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โช Lilith - Moon aspects are classified as being the strongest aspects to find in a chart, because it can influence a lot of things both negatively and positively ways, it was a great power if you learn about them
โช Venus is in detriment in Scorpio, so the planet of love doesn't get along very much with this sign and it can manifest though finding toxic partners or painful relationships, the lessons is to first love yourself then to love others [Vedic and Sidereal charts come in please because this applies to you very much]
โช Mercury and Saturn aspects can have the fear to talk and can be very shy when you met them, they can be anxious about they talk thinking they have a bad voice but is not true at all, your voice is absolutely stunning no matter what other people say
โช Mars - Moon in harsh aspects can be pretty scary while being mad, their feelings and reactions are literally changing from hot to cold and back, they are very impulsive while being mad and can end up to scream and cry in the same time [minor Aspects applied the energy can still be felt ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ]
โช Uranus quintile Venus can feel excited when they start to be in a relationship, is this little spark in their souls is feeling excited when they are in love and can often experience butterflies
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But at least I have the memory
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โช Venus - Moon aspects like to listen to music and make it a part of the lives, these natives enjoy the music based on how they feel at that moment and it can be a state of soul for them but also very eliberating, music heals their soul
โช Neptune - Mercury/Venus aspects have a really encroaching voice, like a fresh breeze of air their voices are feeling so smooth and soft is literally so angelic
โชVenus in Earth Signs and Water Signs is literally the vibe of "I give you all my heart" and is so cute is literally so romantic and passionate, it also gives Venus in the 11th house vibes they love with their souls omg
โช Never hurt a Venusian/Cancerian Moon please [Taurus, Libra, Cancer] they like to make memories and moments with the people they love and once you hurt someone like this they will delete all the memories with you and become harsh
โช Juno Asteroid [3] with Pisces influence (Pisces Degrees 12ยฐ, 24ยฐ or Juno in Pisces/12th house) can have a spouse who can seek for emotional and physical touch (Everything related to Pisces is so romantic)
โช Juno asteroid [3] with Scorpio Influence (Scorpio Degrees 8ยฐ, 20ยฐ or Juno in Scorpio/8th house) can have a very possesive spouse, someone very protective aswell but also jealous with probably jealousy issues
โช Juno Asteroid [3] with Virgo influence (Virgo Degrees 6ยฐ, 18ยฐ or Juno in Virgo/Juno in the 6th house) can have a very admirable spouse, their spouse can be hardworking and that can give then succes, also someone with a golden heart and very gentle
โช Juno with Libra Influence [At Libra Degrees 7ยฐ, 19ยฐ or Juno in Libra/7th house) are the people who search for a harmonious relationship and seek balance for them, they want someone who can accept them and someone very romantic/passionate
โช Juno - Mars aspects can have a lot of passion and romantism in their relationship while also posesivness and conflicts/they can get jealous fast and very possesive of their spouse of vice versa
โช Venus/Mercury rulling over the 8th house can make the native to be very sensual in voice either it's body, they really know how to touch someone's heart with their words and that can make other people to simp for them,Venus and Mercury signs in the 8th house are, Libra, Taurus and Gemini with Virgo.
โช Venus in Fire signs [Aries, Sagittarius, Leo] fall to fast in love, for real they are like seeing someone and the next minute can end up crushing over that person but if they are ending up hurt in this process they are healing kinda slow
โช In my opinion Lilith is the side of us who is sensual showing to people but True Lilith is our inner sensuality who only few can see or show
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โ๏ธ The weather is so chill today I like it so much in here, it reminded me of some nostalgia and had to make a post about this theme โ๏ธ
๐ Hope everyone reading my notes has a good day full of light and good energy ๐
how would sun opposite pluto manifest in every day life
you may feel like your dark side is very different from your ego and who you are and the later suffers many transformations throughout your life
thanks i'll take synastry into account then composite ok๐๐ป๐
ok but my advice is to not obsess over it bc if a relationship isn't supposed to happen the synastry can be the most perfect one and it won't matter a bit so just use it as a nice tool to analyse the relationship and not to be delusional ๐๐ good luck to you both!
Hello ! Can you talk about parallel aspect ? I donโt understant it.. i only know about ( square + conjunct + opposite + sextile )
yes! a parallel aspect occurs when two planets/angles/asteroids are in a close degree of declination in the same pole (north/north or south/north). they have the same effect as a conjunction but only the positive traits. conjunctions are known for being tricky depending on the planets because it can be both good or bad, however, parallels are considered a soft aspect. and a contra-parallel aspect occurs when two planets/angles/asteroids are in the opposite degrees of the declination in opposite poles (north/south), they have the same effects of an opposition but in a lighter way. some astrologers use orbs of 2ยฐ degrees maximum and others 1ยฐ orb for these minor aspects.
I'm absolutely tired of seeing self-proclaimed "astrologers" on Tiktok spreading false information about astrology and even gaining money over it. And sometimes they end up creating a bad fame surrounding astrology when they say something non sense and people just start to discredit even more astrology. And I say this as someone who's not an astrologer but knows astrology enough to see when someone is just saying anything to earn money on the internet without verifying the facts. Most of the times they don't know even the basic about astrology. And it's crazier when I see people like this from my country because they translate any shit with no foundation claiming to be professionals when it's so amateur it's funny ๐ญ
can describe someone who is sexually promiscuous and/or otherwise concerned with appearance, dating, romance, art or children, it can be one or all. the chart ruler (ruler of ascendant) is the body, the body your soul claimed before deliverance and by house placement it gives additional detail about your motives and/or appearance. In traditional astrology the 5th house is the joy of venus, it doesn't get its meaning from the sun or Leo, the 5th house is the house of lust, sexuality, flings, all things fun, its just a creative and sexy ass house in general so the chart ruler here can describe someone who is beautiful, flirty, fashionable, borderline venusian, body is youthful even in old age, well groomed, smells really nice and has rizz. the 8th house has nothing on this house because the 8th house is not sexual at all and doesn't get its meaning from scorpio or mars in traditional astrology (i know it hurts to hear this for all you girlies that have been romanticizing your 8th house placements because of what some amateur astrologers told you on tiktok, i hope this post makes yall stop bcs that house deals with abuse, nothing sexy about it) the 6th house is where the meaning of mars comes from, i hope this helps ;)
โhowโs your summer going?โ
me:
this time, i don't think this pile was specifically for me, but i resonated with some things of the 3rd pile!
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๐ฆข โ เฃช Pile 1 โโ ื ื
You're efficient and goal oriented. You're mentally very strong, I'm not saying this in a 'omg you've been through so much, you're so strong way' but in a way where you're extremely resilient. You seem to be progressing in life. You're the kind of person, no matter how many times you're rejected, no matter how many times you're betrayed or made fun of, you'll always get back up, try again & manage to get something even better. You seem to be dependable and practical. You're likely not the type to pull out the victim card just to win an argument or prove that you're right. You instead try to explain why you think the way you think (even though you might give up halfway if the other person doesn't seem to understand). It's not just your personal charms that make you attractive, you have people who have power, be it popularity, wealth, looks or status who seem to take an interest in you. Even if this is not the case, people assume that people older than you, especially men who are older than you and have some sort of power adore you and are protective of you. Humans are social animals so people naturally assume that you must be 'all that' for such great people to take interest in you, if that makes sense. Some of you have some sort of connection with older men, I mean, most of you get along well with older men but some of you have an uncle or a dad who is a teacher at your school or the head boy of your school is your brother/friend/something. You probably get the idea now. If not, men from your family, men you're friends with or have dated are probably on some sort of a pedestal, they might seem unattainable and untouchable to others (tbh they're probably actually unattainable) but they seem to have a good connection with you. They seem to care about you or atleast that's what people think. You also seem to come off as if you have it all together, even if you don't. I'm getting that most of you have very chaotic lives or had really chaotic lives in the past but somehow you always manage to move on, have new friends, new lovers, grow in some way, get better looking and seem happier.
People wonder how you do it. If you're still a minor then the people older than you are probably just one or two years or batches older than you, also, the relationship between you might not even be romantic, most people do perceive it that way though. Some of you have probably gotten accused of victimizing yourself in front of men or older boys in the past. I'm getting that from a young age, girls have proven to you again and again that not every girl has good intentions towards you so you probably have a much easier time talking to guys about your concerns. I'm actually getting a very specific scenario, in the past, a whole group of girls ostracized you, left you out, humiliated you and they had each other to rely on but you had no one. At that time, you might have tried to talk to them about your feelings but they gaslighted you into thinking that you're the problem. Maybe, you had made a mistake so you thought that the way they were treating you was justified but you still felt really hurt so you talked about your feelings to some guy and that guy either unfollowed them on socials, called them off, talked about it to someone in order to defend you and those girls ganged up against you and went "why are you victimizing yourself for male validation?" Most of you have found lovely girls or women who make you feel like you can trust girls again but some of you should work on healing whatever past trauma you have with girls, you can do it !! You seem focused on money, health and security. You seem to have a good foundation in relationships with certain people. There are also moments when you're kinda possessive of others. "YOU'RE MY BESTFRIEND, NOT HER BESTFRIEND" but like in a jokey manner. You're respected by others for your achievements. You might be big on earning, saving and investing money. If you're not successful yet, you seem to be working towards it. There are times when you're like "I'm sorry I can't come because I have a test tomorrow and I need to revise" or "I'm sorry but I have to go home now because I have some work to complete.
Besides everything, you're still very mysterious. You're also self reflective. You're wise and intelligent. You know how to have a balanced approach in life. You're not the type to dedicate your life to a religion or a god but you're also not the type to have no faith. You're optimistic but still realistic. You're desirable and unattainable. You have a thirst for knowledge in every way, be it science, spirituality, philosophy or whatever. People often don't understand why you do what you do, like supposing you believe that 'guys are not worth losing friends over' but you still date someone your best friend likes even if everyone in the friend group is against you, they start leaving you out and you end up breaking up with the guy. Somehow, your life starts flourishing after everything has happened. You grow so much as a person, people might not even recognise you anymore. It's because you go with your instincts, you follow your inner voice and don't live life to please other people. Another scenario I'm getting is that supposing, your best friend likes a guy and you like him too but he likes you back. You'll try to communicate with your friend about it, you'll say something like "if you want me to, I'll cut contact with him" but they say something like "no it's fine, you can date him", you'll take it at face value and start dating the guy. You're a soul searcher and you never give up on getting to know yourself better. When it comes to love, be it platonic or romantic, you are patient and pretty calm on the outside but have a lot of love for them on the inside. You give them a very intimate place in your life. You move very gracefully, like physically. Even your facial expressions might be graceful to some extent. You sometimes do illogical things that start making sense later in the future. People also assume that you're very lucky, things just fall into place for you. Even though you're resilient and strong, you never seem to lose touch with your femininity. People assume that you don't really have to pursue people, even if you initiate conversations first, it's the other person that ends up pursuing you.
๐ฆข โ เฃช Pile 2 โโ ื ื
This pile seems connected to pile 1. You're kind of mean, mostly to people who deserve it. If you're mean for no reason to sweet people then with all due respect, self reflect and try to grow up. People from your past or people who don't know you well enough assume that you're a social climber who networks to climb up the social ladder. You might be going through a rough patch because you come off kind of unhinged. You're out of control and know how to manipulate situations. Your haters seem to be the ones who find you the most attractive and most of your haters are people from your past. You are able to self sustain, if people try to leave you out, you'll be more than fine by yourself. It irks people, they're like 'who the fuck does she/he think she/he is?' You might be working from home or people just don't have any idea as to what you're doing. This pile is mysterious and people don't know what's going on with you yet they're still obsessed with you. Recently, maybe within the last 6-8 months, you've gotten rid of some sort of an addiction or obsession. For some of you, this obsession was likely a person. Some of you seem to be embarassed whenever you think about how desperate you acted. People from the past, probably people you trusted suddenly turned against you and well they thought you'd try to make them stay but you stopped trying after a while. For many of you, this is not just one person or a single group of people, you've let go of so many people who you know from completely different places. I'm getting the kind of energy where the protagonist loses friends then she finds out that her boyfriend is cheating on her but she can't let go, her family is abusing her but she cannot leave the environment until one day something clicks inside her and she leaves her boyfriend and starts standing up to her family or atleast learn how to deal with them until she has enough resources to leave. Then her life becomes better because she continues growing and has learnt how to respect herself. You seem to be really free right now or atleast that's how you appear. Not in a way where you are free at all times.
Instead, in a way where you are allowed to mould your future the way you want. You're self aware and you've accepted yourself, your thoughts, desires and darker aspects. Supposing you've recognised that you're self centred and someone is like "you only care about yourself, you're so selfish", it doesn't bother you because you're aware of it and have learnt how to not overdo it. Some of you are actually legit in hiding, self isolating, got overwhelmed and ghosted everyone, etc. Whatever toxic relationship, situationship or friendship cycles that you've ended have caused you to change and grow in a way where you're extremely focused and respect yourself. In the past, you might've been really kind, forgave people, let them in without any proper apologies and kept on helping and loving them but now you're realising that your time, love, energy, effort, presence and resources are all very precious and people should prove how worthy they are of all of these before you give these away to them. You come off detached, independent and are starting to reclaim your power. People from your past made you dim your shine just to love them because they were uncomfortable with how bright you were, now you're choosing to shine amidst anything. You're not even trying to shine to please others, you're doing it for yourself. I'm not even getting that you're selfish, if you care about someone, in the past atleast, when you cared about people, you were selfless and self sacrificing. You've chosen to not do that anymore though, not unless they're willing to do the same for you and prove it. People from your past and any other haters are just jealous. You ignore warnings and just do what you want. There's something about you that screams trouble. You also seem to be really suspicious of people who have good intentions for you and they find it intriguing because most people trust them right away. You're the kind of person who starts fresh again and again. People who knew you a year ago don't know you at all, if you know what I mean. People (from the past especially) tend to tell others negative things.
They say that you're two faced, malicious, a pathological liar, cheater, etc. and when they talk to you, they have those beliefs about you but you prove to be honest and take responsibility for your actions. People don't know what to make of you and that makes you so attractive. You can be mean but are usually so sweet, you're also extremely selfless and self aware but at the same time self centred, you're cold and distant but extremely warm. People don't know what to think about you, you're just that mysterious to them. You are also more than capable of taking care of yourself but you seem to have someone who's willing to be there for you even if you do not ask for help. You're someone people can trust very easily but at the same time cannot trust. You're also arrogant but humble, you have enough humility to understand that there's so much in life that you have yet to experience, see, feel and learn. You act like you're the best but you do not act like it in a way where you disregard your negative qualities and weaknesses. I just heard "everyone deserves an opinion but not everyone deserves a say". You might listen to everyone's opinions but not allow them to affect your values, life or decisions but if an opinion is good enough from your perspective, you carefully think about it and try to apply it to your life to see how it turns out for you. You continue learning from others. You prefer stability in connections and seek long term success. You prove to be very dependable at times. You set out goals and work to achieve them. You have a lot of ability and potential to grow, no matter how much you might've accomplished so far. You could literally be a highschool drop out doing nothing with your life currently but people know that if you decide to not live like that anymore, you can easily become a millionaire or you could be a multi millionaire but people think that you'll only continue getting richer and more successful. You also have a practical side to yourself. You seem to be growing internally which is helping your attractiveness.
๐ฆข โ เฃช Pile 3 โโ ื ื
You're energetic and optimistic especially at the beginning or in big social groups. I just heard 'baby talking', while doing it solely in front of guys could be considered 'pick me', you tend to do it a lot in social interactions with all genders, it's a habit at this point. On the outside, you're friendly and funny. You're also very charming with your words. I just heard 'silver tongue'. At this point, you're basically fearless. Most of you here don't fear god, death or hell. You fear yourself, you do not want to live a good life because you wish to go to heaven, instead, you want to live a good life because you do not wish to disappoint yourself. You're self centred and care deeply about yourself. You're also honest and passionate. When it comes to love, people are shocked at how passionate you can be. You wish to express love through grand gestures as well as little things but doing something big and having people go speechless is way more fun to you. You're not afraid to share your emotions. You're also not scared of confrontation, you're the type to go and say "I heard you were talking shit about me" to your best friend if you hear about them saying something negative about you. You seem to have a clear judgement and a strong sense of integrity. You have a really big aura, it's impossible to not notice you. You are the type to take action towards the things and people you want so you have a hard time understanding people who do not do so. You have a vision for your future and know how to persevere. You might also be physically touchy or people enjoy touching you. When you get angry, it's quite a mess, regardless of how you handle it, you can get very harsh if you want to. Also, you are super hot when you're angry. You likely have been told to humble yourself atleast once in your life. You're learning how to trust yourself and the universe. Recently, something might've happened which caused you to simply choose to have faith in the way things are and will be in the future. You're choosing to focus on what you can control. Recently, you've started to take better care of yourself than before.
I'm not sure what happened but people tried to humble you in some way, it was very hard on you but at the same time, it wasn't. People thought/think that you've lost your purpose in life. They thought that you were hopeless. I think some people purposely tried to ruin your life, it was likely a group of people who tried to do this to you with one person being the head/mind. They thought it worked but they could soon see that it didn't, if this hasn't happened yet, it will. All of these people seem to be jealous of you in one way or another. However, this isn't the only group that's talking crap about you while they're obsessed with you, there are people who hate on you for no reason. I heard 'neighbourhood karens'. These people have or had no clue that you are/were doing something in secret that was helping you move forward while they were taunting you for being unsuccessful and stuff. Supposing, you dropped out of school temporarily because of financial or personal issues, these people are/were having a laugh about it but you are not a loser. Almost everyone seems to have something against you if I'm honest. They want to make you feel shitty about yourself. If you haven't already, you're soon going to rise above your problems and haters. The thing is you're already over the worst part of your life so far and you've survived. For a while, you might've doubted yourself but you're back and working again. Your fears came true but you learnt from your past and now you're basically fearless. You're the kind of person where even if everyone is leaving you out in class or even bullying you, you'll still show up to class to mark your attendance and people wonder how you do it. You ignore people who hurt you or have hurt you and they're so bitter. According to others, you're taking a rest or something. "What do you even do at home all day?" that's what people might ask you but you're genuinely busy with trying to build your future. There are times when you come off very rigid. There are some things that you are not willing to compromise with. You also seem hard to motivate on the outside but you're extremely motivated or disciplined on the inside.
You're always on the top. People who tend to underestimate you and then regret it. You always have some sort of an advantage or atleast that's how they view you. You do not mind fighting if things come down to it though you try to keep the peace. You trust yourself and stand your ground. If a group of people choose to make you feel like shit, you'll likely stand up for yourself even if you're alone and even if you have to leave them behind. You're brave and have multiple sides to you. Everyone sees you as a rival or a competition in some way, maybe people who are thirsty for the attention of the opposite sex have a special distaste towards you. You're very honest and self confident. You're always growing in one way or another. You are always working towards making your life better. It's hard to open you up and to get to see your actual personality that isn't as friendly and optimistic as at the beginning. Healing and change come slowly for you but when they come, it hits you altogether, completely changing you as a person. You seem to lack support in your life but you still manage to take care of yourself. You were forced to leave someone or multiple people in the past and it was for the best, you're shining much brighter now. With some people, your falling off was very messy but for the others you just quietly walked out of their lives and you've also completely changed. You make people feel like they belong and you also act like you've got the world at your feet. You've completed a major cycle or are on the verge of completing it. You seem fulfilled and are beginning a new journey. One of the reasons people are so mad at you is because you act like you don't need anyone to be whole. There's also something about you being successful in one way or another. For most of you, even though you're already attractive, you're going through a hard time but when you're done, a whole new world is going to open up to you and you're going to rise above all your haters, all love.
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