I Just Want To Be In My Mommy's Arms Right Now

Nails set inspired by Aya Takano by nailedbykani

death will not do us part you stupid cunt

new year, consistently corrosive me

so suffocating when i can hear my family downstairs laughing and having the time of their lives while im upstairs burying my face into my pillow sobbing because i dont feel normal and im afraid i never will and my self is slipping away and im aching to hold on to that temporary fulfillment i have sometimes

yeah this is a new account and i'll only be here whenever i have a meltdown but atleast it has personality

i want to melt into this bed and be stuffed with rocks until im all filled up so i cant be awoken and my soul drifts off my body and takes part in my day to day experiences and i am left to soak in my sweat and sleep forever

i'm terrified of the day i've grieved you longer than i've loved you

the worst kind of pain is when you realize you never got to give them the spotify playlist you made for them

The soundtrack ripping my soul right out of my body didn’t help either

i'm so in love with the "legend" that your beauty marks / moles are where your lover liked to kiss you the most in your past life. like how beautiful is it that some pretty girl who loved me kissed me all over my back and neck and hands in some past life and i get to carry all of that love with me in this life ?? that is lovely to think about