I Think The Hardest Part Is Knowing That I'm Temporary In Someone Else's Life. In Everyone's Life. I

“I don’t like the idea of ‘understanding’ a film. I don’t believe that rational understanding is an essential element in the reception of any work of art. Either a film has something to say to you or it hasn’t. If you are moved by it, you don’t need it explained to you. If not, no explanation can make you moved by it.”

— Federico Fellini

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

i'm terrified of the day i've grieved you longer than i've loved you

my girl ghosted me. hope i die

i have this distinct need to make myself the smallest in a room because i always take up too my space with my loud voice. i talk loudly and flail my hands around because i don't know how to control myself in front of other people. so maybe, if the bones in my body shrunk and i lost more than eighty percent of my fat then my voice would shrink with me and i would match the tone of the normal people in the room. maybe then i can not only look at myself in the mirror and be happy, i can also listen to my own voice and avoid wanting to claw out my vocal chords. i'll feel normal i think

I gotta say lesbianism is my own personality trait im exactly what the stereotype says

i cant tell my older brother that ill be forever envious of his first baby because i was his first baby so ill suffer

Not going to lie . this might be the worst july Ever. and that might or might not be related to me turning Eighteen (crazy)

forget about touching grass, i need to touch THE SEA I NEED TO GO INTO THE WATER I NEED TO DIVE INTO THE SEA!!!!!!!!!!!!