Hi, love your works so much! Can't wait for more updates đ„°đ„° I was wondering maybe you'd like the idea where book!Aemond and Velarion!(Strong?)Reader are in an arranged marriage. But Reader just knows what to say and how to act so that Aemond is wrapped around her finger (kinda thought of Margaery and Joffrey situation, she was such a talented schemer, worthy of winning the Throne đ). I don't really know about the setting, like if it's before, during or after the Dance... just thought it'd be interesting to see this kind of plot with our beloved Prince đ€ŽđŒđ
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Dragon Sickness (18+)
Pairing: bookcanon!Aemond x Strong!Niece!Reader
Warnings: No usage of (Y/N), Greens win AU, bookcanon Greens, the obvious Targaryen incest, mentions of major character deaths (we're entering spoiler grounds, but not really), blood, gore etc.
Word Count: 3.5K+
Author's Note: I fell in love with this idea the moment I saw it! I ended up altering the plot line for this one-shot a little bit - the reader will definitely grow into the Margaery architype, but today you shall see her as she was when she just learned how to make ends meet with her newfound life at Court.
I don't know if I should turn this into yet another series, but if you guys enjoyed this, let me know
Also, thank you so, so much for your kind words ⥠i'm hugging you to the moon and back!
PART 2 IS OUT NOW âĄâĄâĄ
Who could ever blame you for your indiscreet acts? Alliances change when the world you know suddenly turns upside down.
She remembered how weak she was. How scared she had been.
How her eyes widened into two brown specs of uncertainty, how her mouth fell agape, as she mulled over Alicentâs words.
âYou shall marry Aemond within the next moon turns. For the good of the Realm.â
The Dowager Queen had openly admitted to being against the match â of course, the prospect of her perfect son, married off to a lowly bastard of Rhaenyra's (otherwise said, her last surviving child), didnât specifically thrill her. Much less her demanding and scornful father.
Still, it couldnât be helped. And if the Velaryon wanted to keep her head away from a spike, she had no other choice but to comply.
Although⊠she wasnât a Velaryon now, was she? Aegon the Usurper made sure of that.
His final gift to her was to strip her of all her titles. She had been openly declared a bastard â before the masses, before the Court.
With a wide smile upon his burnt lips, the âKingâ had told her sheâd be a Targaryen instead. Driftmark wouldnât matter, her legacy wouldnât matter. Aemond would inherit the seat with the Usurperâs blessing, as a homage brought to his able fighting and his shown bravery on the bloody battlefield.
Never mind that heâd never partaken in a fight; save for the one that killed her stepfather, Daemon, and sent her poor mother in a downward spiral. Aemond had chosen his adversaries wisely, and managed to go through the whole war without as much of a scratch upon his silver armour.
âI shanât marry your son. Not now, not ever.â Her own voice rang out.
âYou will do exactly as demanded.â
âI would rather die than bear the treacherous children of that monstrous beast.â
A monstrous beast. That is what Aemond was.
And that is what he shall remain. No matter how many gifts he brought to her. No matter how many hours of their days and days in their weeks and weeks in their months they spent promenading those ghastly gardens.
âYou will if you know your best interests. Your own head may hold no value to you, but a single swing of my sonâs sword would be enough to bring forth the ruin of House Blackwood.â
At first, sheâd been restless in her attempts to escape the Keep. Her every waking hour was spent shamelessly inside the Sept, where she prayed not for the safety of her brothersâ souls, but for revenge against the mutted Greens.
The slight breeze of the cathedral mended her flesh from the heat of summer. And no one dared to approach or talk to her. The quietness was a welcomed deed.
During the first night of their betrothal, her glossy eyes scanned Aemondâs face. His hands wantonly gripped at his thighs and a slight twitch of his mouth, accompanied by an elongated hum escaped his lips.
There was no other discernable expression. And when he led her to the chambers of her early girlhood, he merely bowed and kissed her hand.
She spent the first night of their betrothal scraping her knuckles so harshly, that they broke and cracked under the stimulation of the cold water.
Her thirst for vengeance ceased after the first two months. Her wedding date was approaching swiftly, and she found herself faced with the abhorrent truth. She had no allies. No more friends at Court. The girl had shut herself in her tiny room, losing her mind with the pain and grief that flooded her at night: the faces of her mother, her brothers, her father. The sound of their screams and their endless pleas for help.
Every night, without a fail, she woke up tormented by nightmares â her throat burning with absolving shrieks of fear, exacerbated breaths of air and flimsy nightdresses, damp throughout by breaks of sweat.
The first night she lashed out onto her bedding was the night she found out Aemond had moved his Quarters next to hers. He yanked the door open and stepped into the light of her candle â looking ravished, completely out of breath and startled. Started not for his own accord and safety, but for the state that his future wife had been in.
âShit, itâs alright, Iâm hereââ
The echo of his mellow voice deterred her to let out a blood-curdling scream, that would have rivalled even the one of the late Queen Rhaenyra, after Aegon the Usurper ceased her at Dragonstone, and reeled his dragon to eat her whole.
âGet the fuck away from me! Get the fuck out of my room!â
Her sobs pierced into the manâs heart, but his hurt expression was masked quickly with one most bitter and taciturn. He clenched his fists ruefully by his side, and spat out an apology in a low and dangerous tone.
âAs you wish.â
And how dearly he loved those words:
âAs you wish.â
'As you desire.â
Even though nothing had been, or ever will be, as she achingly wished them to.
âYou could at least attempt to look happy.â His chastising tone rained upon her, as his Lady remained hammered in her seat. Maids flocked to her like lost chickens to their cock, arranging her hair and picking out dresses fit for their engagement parade.
Her face contorted into the mirror, and a faint sigh beleft her lips. Carefully she turned around, reflecting his stance with a subtle arch to her shapely brow.
âItâs bad luck to see your bride before the wedding ceremony.â
âAn old wives' tale. And one that applies only on the day itself.â
âPerhaps we should encourage tradition more. Make it so we donât cross paths at all til then.â
Just as fast as it came, the feral look dissolved over his tired face. Aemond heaved out a heavy exhale and merely settled to growl at her maids.
âLeave us. Now.â
A discontented look painted over her fair features. His niece opened her mouth in protest, to try and stop the fleeing girls from truly making their escape.
âI must remind my Prince that the engagement assembly will be held in less than an hour. I believe I should like them to stay.â
The gathered women exchanged lost and protruding glances, until the former King Regent spoke again.
âThey will leave us at once.â
âTheyâll do no such a thing. They must make haste to get me ready. We wouldnât want to upset your mother.â
âIâm more than capable of lacing up a loose bodice.â
The tight expression on her face deserted her features with the leave of his smug retort. She swallowed thickly in enraged abandon, and silently beseeched her ladies not to leave her all alone.
Still ravishing her with his bold stare, Aemond stepped another foot into the cosy confinements of her tidy prison. âIf Iâm to turn around now and find any of you standing before me, Iâll arrange that youâre all flogged and defiled beyond the utter of salvation.â
Brisk footsteps swallowed the room, echoing wildly through the narrow dark hallways. The former Velaryon shook her head in disarray, and graced her soon-to-be-husband with a tight smile and a nod.
âCongratulations.â She uttered humorously, âI should enjoy looking like a fool tonight much more than being proper by your side.â
As if drowned below a trace, Aemond took another step in the direction of the frowning Princess. His face remained impenetrable, but as he opened his mouth to speak, his voice ran meek, unsure and hoarse.
âTurn around.â He commanded her gently, whilst grabbing a deep green garment from the cluttery made on her bed. Despite her lack of desire to abide by his request, the woman turned her back to him and muttered slowly, though much softer than intended.
âI donât like that one. Itâll make the skirts look out of place.â
âWhich one do you want, then?â His whisper had made her draw in a sharp gasp; the warmth of his breath fell soothingly over the nape of her neck, caressing her delicate skin in a way she hadnât known was possible.
âThe red one with black lacings.â
His hand came to spin her back around, and their noses nearly touched together. A smile tugged at the ends of his upturned lips, but the look inside his eye remained frigid and unforgiving.
âYour petticoat wonât be those colours.â
A conceited scowl graced her face. She reached her hand behind him and skillfully snatched one of a different design. âFine. I want to wear this one, then.â
The obnoxious blue and silver danced across her paling skin. And if Aemond werenât so dazed by their proximity and lack of air, he might have laughed at her feeble attempts of vexing him.
âThose are Velaryon hues.â
âPerfect. I shall honour my house well.â
âYou are not a Velaryon to grace them with such a feat.â
âNo, you are absolutely right. Your brother did name me a Targaryen.â
Their faces were so close to each other, that their moving lips were almost touching.
âYet I canât wear black and red either.â A prompted look disarmed the Prince, âIt is all very confusing.â
His lone orb descended to her puffing bosom, but Aemond soon directed himself upon a more elusive image. His fingers twitched with the need to grab a hold of her â to pull away those last pieces of cloth that shielded her away from view.
âYou know full well why I canât allow that.â He hummed in unmoving disapproval, âAs much as I enjoy your voice and the raptures of your closeness, I must say this conversation bores me.â
âI should be able to wear what I want.â Came her prompt and swift reply, âBut of course, Your Grace, forgive me. âTis not for men to pounder on laces and brims.â Her palms took to rest upon his bulging chest, and the girl nearly removed them at once, as the thrumming of his heart enterlaced with her slim fingers. Still, she furrowed her brows in a most perplexed of mockeries, and insatiably drove on, âIndeed resilient men such as yourself occupy their time much better.â
The callouses of his hands fell heavily upon her cheeks.
âFucking their ways through brothels, getting their pricks wet, and fantasising about wars.â
The harshness of his next tug nearly broke her brave facade â her eyes widened in mistrust, and a slight recoil braced over her straightened back. Her small fingers clasped over his shaking wrist, which held onto her face with a gentleness untoward; one completely mismatching with the predatory glimmer in his eye.
The man he was, and the man he was trying to be would surely never mend to one.
A Kinslayer. A monster. A divergent freak.
Nothing more, and nothing less.
His thumb played absent-mindedly at her lower lip, and the young Princess tried her damnest not to bite him. âDid I strike a nerve with that one?â
âYou are as imprudent as you are beautiful. A family trait, I assume.â
âYou have my gratitude for the flattering commentary. Iâm very proud of my heritage.â
His lilac orb bore into her, and the man let out a reserved laugh, âYour bastard brothers were ample proud. Look where that brought them.â The rough end of his hand gripped her own painfully, before she could make for a swing at his handsome face. âLost in the seas, rotting at the bottom of an ocean, nestling inside Sunfyreâs belly.â
While her hands were clasped together, her mouth wasnât sown shut. With a single and effective move, she spat harshly in his face, eliciting a groan from her broader perpetrator.
Though his nostrils flared up in disdain, the man graced her with a calculated smirk. âDid I strike a nerve with that one?â He mocked her with feigned interest.
âFuck you,â She hissed out slowly, âDonât you dare talk of my family â my brothers were ten times the man you are.â
âOh, but I have every right to talk about your family. Given that I will be all yours shortly.â Once more he forced her to turn around, and kneeled over to her spasming form, to begin dressing her up; in nought else, of course, but the mundane silks of his choosing.
"Doesn't the prospect thrill you? To become my lady-wife, to finally bear a true Targaryen inside your royal womb?"
So hopeless and defeated she felt, that the youth jerked herself relentlessly, while repeating him the same plethora of words. âYou cannot force me to be your whore. You cannot force me to wear this. I will not bear your Hightower green.â
Aemond could feel his patience running thin â and when her foot came into contact with his setting knee, the man let out a ferocious growl, and promptly trapped the girl in his arms, with the aid of a nearby wall.
âSo you want to be difficult? You donât want to wear this? Hmm? Well, who am I not to abide my Ladyâs burning wishes?â
The sharpness of his dagger came into quick contact with the milky skin of her thighs. And she might have almost screamed, if Aemond didnât immediately pull himself away. His hard chest grazed hers for but a moment, as the Prince cast his attention to her moving shadow.
âIf you wish not to attend our engagement parade wearing the clothes Iâve chosen for you,â He muttered against her face, a scorned look adorning his own, âThen you wonât be wearing anything at all.â
She huffed out a dispensing pant and pursed her lips into a tight line.
She remained rigid and poised, until a spark of amusement swirled into her eyes.
The first crack was that of a lax smile. The next, a tremor to her lips. The calm before the storm approached, until all rattled down with a mirthed laugh cascading from her reddened lips.
âDo you mean to frighten me with this promise?â She asked through the arch of an uncertain brow, âAs if every man in this cursed Keep wonât get to watch me whore myself out to you anyway, when our wedding night will come?â
His face suddenly hardened at the notion of their reality â as if he didnât give much thought to the bedding ceremony. To his Lady being watched by a thousand other eyes but his.
Aemond suddenly darkened, and his fist came into contact with a near spot on the wall, so awfully close to her frightened, paling face.
She watched with wide eyes how his stare contorted from one of realisation to one of fury. He stiffly peeled his body away from hers, and strained himself to leave her be. The jealous and possessive knots that churned painfully inside his stomach burned his skin upon the surface, and constricted the air he brashly took in.
He nodded to her in a spry and calloused manner, and brought his hand out to touch her cheek. His knuckles had begun to bleed, busted by the force of impact that his fist had faced for him. Behind his eye danced a look of seldom shame â he gnawed harshly at his bottom lip, and pondered, for a while, on apologising to his niece; for his lack of princely conduct, for his show of impropriety â for his inability to keep himself at bay.
Still his thoughts failed to merge to words, and so the man ran his eye one final time over her defensive pose, and merely left her standing there.
As if turned into a statue, the girl barely registered the lethargic closing of the door, the hurried and heavy footsteps that travelled further and further away from her quaint and cluttered space, and the animated curse that slipped past her uncle's throat.
Did he just dare to leave her there, with her petticoat half up her legs, in nought else but a flimsy nightdress?
At first she thought that his avoidance was a blessing in disguise.
For after clashing wits with Aemond, and after his swift hurried departure, the man had barely graced her with another word.
His hand held onto hers for the whole duration of the procession. He wordlessly forced her to dance two dances, and led her to her Quarters as soon as she mentioned that she was tired.
But his palms didnât linger on the shape of her narrow waist â his lips barely grazed her knuckles, and Aemond turned with lest a word to add after their fake sympathies were exchanged.
Had he gotten bored of her? Realised what a terrible match they made, and begged his mother on his hands and knees to break off their ill engagement?
For the first time in a while, a new notion of fear engulfed her.
The Greens couldnât kill her. Of that, she was almost certain. It wouldn't be a wise move, and it would anger the North beyond the power of salvation. The war had had its say on every army that fought into it, yet the Crownlands were especially weak.
But if Aemond were to sever their solidary alliance, then her future would be most uncertain.
Otto Hightower would make her join with an old and withered Lord, no doubt â one with more than enough sons to further on his pesky line. One who couldnât even get it up to her, whoâd never procreate and mend their blood, whoâd make sure Rhaenyraâs line would end with her.
Or perhaps sheâd be sent to join the Faith â become a Septa or a Silent Sister, among the infamous Maris Baratheons of the Realm. Yet another girl who wouldnât keep her tongue when asked.
And history might remember them as âthe women who couldnât be tamedâ, but their lives would be thrown to ruin. Their existence would remain a sham.
No, she had whispered to herself, as she writhed into the soft bedding. If she still thirsted for revenge, she would have to marry Aemond. Keep him interested and relaxed â yearning for her voice and company.
⊠And if she had to whore herself to him to do it, she would obediently assume her role.
âI beg your pardon?â Aegon asked through another gulp of bitter wine, âGods be good â I believe that now Iâve heard it all.â
Aemond paced about his brotherâs room, with his hands clasped behind his back, and his face set into a deep grimace. He hummed in admission to his brotherâs words, and glanced his way with the instance of a hooded eye.
âThere is to be no bedding ceremony.â He repeated himself with ease, âI frightened her enough already. The girl will be plenty uncomfortable without the aid of chafing eyes.â
His brother smiled and raised his brows in nothing else but blinding wonder. A small shake of his head indicated his perplexion, and a sharp inhale his drawn decision.
âMother insisted upon it. You know that well.â The man steadied himself in his chair as he spoke, whilst letting out a small grunt at the contact that the wood made upon his burnt remnants of skin. âI donât see any reason to annul it. Especially now, an eve before.â
Another sip of the stinging liquor interrupted his smooth and ready trail of thought. The Targaryen brushed off Aemondâs concerns, and gleefully bided his teasing.
âItâll do the two of you good â youâll get to see sheâs as pure as a bastard girl can be; and sheâll have no deniability that any of her future heirs are yours.â He pointed his weary digit in the direction of his stiffened form and swallowed down a hefty laugh. âNot to mention that Lord Redwyne and Tarly already placed bets on the state of her maidenhead. Would be a shame to disappoint them both, don't you think?"
âWhat mother thinks is of no consequence. And the amusement of the Realm matters not to me. There will be no bedding ceremony.â
âNonsense, Aemond. It is our duty to upkeep the Realm â and to entertain its inhabitants if need be.â
When his reckless teasing was met with glacial silence, Aegon sighed as he briskly leaned forward. He watched his sibling with an indiscernible expression across his scorched veneer, and yawned greatly at his indisposed behaviour.
âOf course, weâre here to talk it out. But after so much time spent in your company, I fail to see the necessity for such a thing.â A sly smirk danced across his puffy lips, âAre you concerned that she wonât bleed? Or that youâll be too cunt-struck by her to last enough to make a statement?â
Aemondâs fists descended upon the polished wood of Aegonâd desk. He thrashed his brother with a defiant glare, and hissed through his gritted teeth, and tight-set jaw.
âThere will be no bedding ceremony for my niece and I. Tell that to every Lord that wishes to glance upon my wife â if they do so much as to cast their hands on her, theyâll be fucking their own wives with a wooden cock.â
Amusement laced with grave concern â the finality of Aemond's words ought to have vexed him, irk the King in his sibling's weighty insolence. Instead Aegon nodded, pushing back the feeling of dread that settled deep within his bones. His head jerked towards his closed oak door, signalling to his brother that his visit had been overstated. âWhat sort of brother would I be, to not grant you with this simple whim?â
The younger Targaryen mirrored his stance, and turned abruptly on his heel after a low grunt of gratitude.
His hand reached for the golden handle, but Aegon's words deterred him to a halt.
âBut be careful with that one, Aemond. Sheâs brash and wholly unpredictable. Make sure the blood that stains your sheets come morning isnât somehow your very own.â
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Dragon Sickness
Part 2;
Pairing: Bookcanon!Aemond x Strong!Niece!Reader;
Warnings: No usage of Y/N, bookcanon Greens, potential spoilers for Fire&Blood (but not really), dubious consent, allusions to sex, to male masturbation and oral from Aemond (female receiving - he just wants to tickle your pickle with his fingers and mouth but yk), slight angst, minor and major character death, vague descriptions of death by asphyxiation;
For the sake of keeping characters as close to canon as I can, the eye that Aemond lost was his right, not his left!
Word Count: 7k+;
Author's Note: Repost because yeah...
Reblogs would be really appreciated, since I believe I was shadowbanned :") âĄ
Sorry for taking so long with getting this next part out ⥠I wanted to make sure it's perfect (or as close to perfect as I can get it), because the last thing I desire is to post something I'm not proud of/I wouldn't personally read :")
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I also dedicate this chapter to my literal soulmate @diamantesprincess , who beta-read this whole shit-storm for me, and supported my insane antics âĄ
Young girls dream about their wedding day. And women prepare themselves for the humiliation bestowed upon them by the night.
Her cheeks flushed with the expectancy that was thrown before her â the avid sting that prickled her skin, flooded her veins and broke her soul. She could feel her smooth-green gown stick to her contorted form. The horrid fires of lashing out already licking at the corners of her downturned mouth.
The Velaryon thus swallowed thickly, whilst flickering her eyes by nigh to each corner of the squaring table. She neednât glance into the silver plating to ensure what she had known, simply owed to the salacious heat that downed her heart in poisoned terror. How vexing it had been for her to hear the former Queen about â darting to her wedding night, hinting at her lack of purity. How terribly uncertain sheâd felt, when Aemond all but abandoned her on that rueful and exerting night.
Sheâd searched feverishly for his company, trying to converse with him, to allude him to take interest, to inspire him to like her. But her attempts were answered with indifference, with clumsy lines of conversations, which never led her far in musings.
ââ Even so, I trust that you understand your duty.â
She couldnât have been quiet for long. For she felt how her mouth lulled opened, if only to blurt out a passive admission to Alicentâs extended words. Still she felt the decades pass, turning her old, and mean, and cold, as an ample flood of pain engulfed her sparring and incisive heart. The Queen Dowager sighed, either by lack of blitheness or by wry exhaustion, and merely shook her head at the sight of the conflicted bastard.
She supposed she should be grateful â for a private bedding brought across no prying eyes upon her form, upon her skin and womanhood; upon the shame she would soon feel, to spread her legs for the Qybor who slayed her kin. But a private bedding meant she'd have to be alone with him. A private bedding was unsafe, for it meant her maiden blood wouldn't have to be the one staining their rivetting sheets. And Aemond had killed men before, his flesh and blood, innocent spawn â so was there anything that would ensure he wouldn't cut her very throat?
A silent tear obscured her view, and one of Helaenaâs beetles boldly flew nearby her plate.
Satin green and oryx white, silky blue and striking violet.
To be born a female was a wright cursed account.
Upon her birth, she belonged to her father. And when he died, she fitted Daemon. She suited to her brother, Jace, to the whims of the New Seven, and very soon to those of Aemond.
To be born a female stripped one of all crass autonomy.
When she was young, her Septa was the one to tell her the story of her cursed birth â how she was good and quaint and quiet, how she had not ensued hard labour. How her mother cried when she saw her small and portly face. And how she sighed with great relief at the notion of her naked sex.
Benevolence was to be found within the weakness of a poor female.
âThe girls are easier than the boys,â The woman nodded as she spoke, âThey're less rowdy and quick to anger. Easier to marry, too.â
To be born a female meant a deconstructive marriage. Simply something that must happen, not a matter of debate.
To be born a female meant fantasizing about that marriage. Salaciously filling your head with hopeful dreams of charming knights, or handsome princes and comely lords.
To be born a female was underestimated work. Work put up by sons and fathers, whose sole purpose of providing to the girl was to find her a well-suited husband.
A future to be well decided, set in stone and judged quite harshly â all in valour of a missing cock, and a lack of tiny stones.
When Rhaenyra married Daemon, she was happy for her loving mother.
âI want to be just as beautiful on my wedding day!â Her voice chirped through the halls of Dragonstone, whilst rotating about the room, chased by an ongoing Jace, âWeâll have a pigeon cake the size of a young hatchling, and a venue bigger than that made of the smallfolk of Kingâs Landing!â
âMaybe one that smells better, though,â Jace snickered inside her ear, earning a brisk tickle from his younger sister, âBut youâre right, itâs better to stay realistic!â
A loud fit of giggles erupted from the waiting children. Rhaenyra only glanced at Daemon, who in turn shook his head, bemused by her swallowing visions.
âWhatever prompts you to even believe your mother and I will allow such a thing?â The Rogue Prince graced her with a trumping smirk, as the girlâs face fell in a childish and pathetic slouch.
âIâll have to get married one day!â She rebutted her stepfather, âWith a strong knight in shining armour, or a chivalrous Lord from an important House!â
âThere will be yet some time before that happens, sweet girl.â Rhaenyra grinned at her daughterâs eagerness, pushing down the bittersweet feeling that gnawed beneath her bludgeon gown. She placed her hand atop her cheek and gingerly grazed the youthâs plumpness with a soft, motherly touch. âA couple of years from now on, at best!â She hummed into her tender caress and opened her mouth to speak again, but Jacaerysâ mellow voice cut the base of her dream short.
âI would be very careful with what I want,â He mimicked a serious and grieving tone, âSo far you could only marry Tyland Lannister or Kermit Tully!â
Her eyes widened to the size of two round plates, and the young Velaryon merely scrunched her nose up in dissatisfaction. âKermit wouldnât be that badâŠâ She tried to reason with herself, âAnd his sister, Celia, is very nice! We would get along quite well.â
âOf course, of course ââ Jace nodded in understanding, before throwing Luke a mischievous look, âOr you could always marry Aemond â heâd be quite a match, you know!â
Silence ensued for a while, until all three children broke down in their hysteric fits of laughter.
âOh, Gods be goodâŠ!â She murmured lowly, shock and aversion evident on her once impatient face.
Sheâd found herself someone who loved her, someone whom she could amply trust. A man thatâd be reliant for her, in her times of greatest fraught.
When the War of Ravens first ensued, it was he and her small brothers who went to deliver envoys. When Luke died, it was he who mended and arranged the curdling scheme of Blood and Cheese. And when Aemond took a hold of Harrenhal, cruelly burning at their alliesâ lands⊠it was he who gave his life in an attempt to free their folk.
âGods be goodâŠ!â Her voice strained through the musings of her handmaiden, so preoccupied with lacing up her constricting and excessive corset. âCould you go in any tighter?â Her snapping question deterred the young girl to remove her calloused hands from the fine silks that engulfed her. All of the other women who tended to her hair and eyes took a backwards convoluted step and, as if whipped across the face and wholly burnt by dragon fire, they froze up in minute poses â all of them gripping their hands, and looking down in taught submission.
Breathless and submerged in bashness, her reddened lips pressed to a line, as her gaze followed their in suit, falling on the stone below her.
âIâm sorry,â She began with a taut pitch, while expelling one of her brisk and tantalising breaths, âI didnât mean to shout at you. That was below any level of discretion.â
"W-Would you like us to continue, Your Grace?" One of the older-looking wenches dared to ask the fair Velaryon.
No, she ached to bring herself to say, I'd stay like this, still half-undressed. Unpresentable for him to take.
"Of course," Her meek voice echoed in reply, "You must make haste to get me ready. The wedding is in but an hour."
Tens of dozen of pairs of hands flooded her every sensation with their ceaseless and insistent prodding. The softest of the cluster played with the slicked ends of her charcoal hair, adorning it with a myriad of pins and jewels, grazing her scalp with heavy and relenting hairstyles. Now there was prudence in her tying corset â as if she were a rabid beast whoâd sink her claws into their necks, if only sheâd feel indisposed by their way of picked-up working.
For the first time since her ladies swarmed into her darkened chamber, the girlâs leer settled on the gown before her. She took in a quick breath through the margins of her teeth, whilst feeling her stomach wail and churn with an unkept overzeal.
Her dress was of a deep set black, which seemed more fitting for a funeral than for a joyous feast precarred soon after by a most imposing wedding. Yet upon a closer look, the brims which laced its puffy bottoms smiled to her in rueful red.
Surprise etched upon her face, and the coy women must have noticed, for they all stopped forthwith again. She brought a hand to the light fabric, and grazed it slowly with her fingers.
She almost hummed in chasmal worry, before fixating her eyes away.
âApologies, but who told you to bring this dress?â Her voice reverberated with a faint but levelled question, and a retort came back her way.
âThe Prince Aemond, Your Grace,â What she assumed was a slight seamstress replied for the whole gathering, âHe requested that his vest should also bear your Houseâs symbols.â
Surprise merged with upheld amusement, until her judgement simmered down to a least lenient of views â since the Blacks were there no more, what point was there for an exorbant gown with any shades of ghastly Green?
No matter his good-hearted message, Aemond hadnât done it for her. Just like Alicent hadnât proposed a marriage with her son for her clemented and invested sake.
Her family was dead. All she knew had gone with them â swallowed wholly by the sea, or by Sunfyre, by Vhagar.
There was no more point for her to wear his sickly green. There was no reason for the usurpers to display their endless rows of utter power.
âI see,â Her vocal cords strained with her roughened and perturbed reply, âItâs very beautiful,â She whispered not a heartbeat later, as she turned to the appraised seamstress, âThank you. You must have worked very hard.â
As everyone resumed their tasks, a trailing truth pierced through her heart â she now had no family left to lead her to the Greater Sept.
His collar fell too tight on him.
He noticed late, as she approached him.
He swallowed thickly once before her, as his burnt brother gripped her hand.
Her softened smile lit up her face, though the disgust within her eyes unveiled her sickly mild facade. A rattled thought surged through his chest, mending with akin distraught. He knew full well she didnât love him, but at the least, heâd have to try. The subtlety of her rejection stabbed right through his nervous gut, but still the Prince looked down upon her, gracing her with a half-smile.
The ease with which she then returned it relieved the throbbing underneath his leather patch, and as she mouthed him her timid greeting, the man bowed deeply in reply.
âYou may now cloak the bride, and bring her under your protection.â The Septonâs voice instructed deeply, snapping both out of their trance.
His calloused fingers unclasped the belts from his broad and heaving shoulders â the cape fell heavily into his hands, yet Aemond still approached his Lady, and placed the Targaryen embroidered mantle atop her tense and fragile shoulders.
Brown eyes clashed with an unnerving lilac â both bride and groom sucked in a breath, and yet refused to look away.
The silence of the Sept was deadly, and as Aemond closed his eye, allowing his relentless thoughts to slip into a hurried prayer, he swore that every witness to their union would hear the keen beats of his heart.
The High Septon clasped his wrinkled hands together, drawing a faint and muffled noise which reverberated through the clearing â signalling to the lost children to place their hands into the otherâs.
His Lady was the first to reach him. Shyly she grazed his palm with the smooth padding of her index finger, flattering an anxious probe which distilled his wilted heart, and brought heat into his cheeks.
Her small diversion urged him to press back into her â with a doubting and reserved caress made with his thicker middle finger.
The man bit into his inner cheek, as he aligned his palm to hers, and waited patiently for the Septon to bind their hands with the white linen.
âIn sight of the Seven, I hereby seal these two souls, binding them as one, for eternity.â
Her thumb gently caressed his own in an attempt to soothe his breaths. Though her smile had broadened yet, her eyebrows twisted to a brazen furrow. The old man hummed with unturned patience, and he nodded at their leisured and unhurried movements.
âLook upon each other and say the words.â
His chest tightened with unruly pride, as her cheeks flushed with a deep colour, which grew to match the lacings of her fitted cobbler â both took a moment to compose themselves, before Aemondâs voice filled the room with the silk-smooth baritone of his levelled and protruding tone.
âFather, Smith, Warrior,â His lone orb swirled with both uncertainty and desire, as her own voice ushered him suit, âMother, Maiden, Crone, Stranger.â
Her chest heaved with a weighty exhale, and her pushed bosom shifted in her dainty dress. Abashed by his sexual intrusion, Aemond focused his left eye on the shape of her inviting lips.
Though they said the words in unison, only her better half beset his ears, âI am his, and he is mine.â
âFrom this day, until the end of my days,â The Targaryen hushed in return.
Thousand of cheers erupted in the Great Sept, and Aegon even whistled lowly, but nought of the crowdâs boastful words engrained themselves into his mind.
âWith this kiss, I pledge my love.â
His mouth pressed hungrily against her own, with a force and desperation that dispersed her every hope for a chaste, intimate peck. The shape of his lips moulded against her with an ease that left her wanting â wanting for it to end, for him to stop, for him to keep going.
His scent invaded her diluted senses, and flashes of her brothersâ faces danced across her hazy view. And just as Aemond was about to deepen and take his uncouth ministrations further, the greying Septon interjected with a subtle but alluding cough.
Despite the fact that he refused to speak to her since the incursive night of their engagement, the palpable need and excitement that seemingly had gathered in him burst for all high lords and petty maidens to see. Coveting whispers reached the girlâs reddened ears â each muttered truth more beguiling than the last.
âA Kinslayer and a bastard⊠what an ill match for the grandeur of the Great Sept.â
With her mouth slightly agape and her breath still somewhat staggered, the former Velaryon avoided his stare, with an adamant and willful steer.
Her own eyes began to water. And the aching sadness that curled into her vrying soul muted out any reminder of the crowdâs elated boasts.
What had happened was now irreversible; and the Greens would host a banquet in honour of the newlyweds. Goblets would drown her violent sorrows, food would fill them like fattened-up pigs for cutting.
Aemond would breach her with his cock if he felt disposed to do it. Then he might smother her face, or cut her throat with the same dagger that he used on her late brother.
For why else would he deny a prim and proper bedding ceremony?
Though her eyes still looked at him, and a smile still spurred her lips, the girl swallowed down a prayer.
Perhaps he had grown to like her. Sheâd been good to him in those past weeks.
The High Septon yelled over the cheering crowd, cutting down each thought that breached through her weary and misguided mind.
âLet it be known that they are now one heart, one flesh, one soul. Cursed be he who would seek to tear them asunder!â
Then cursed be she, in the light of the Seven.
The dizzying nature of the fifth waltz of the night left everyone in the Great Hall drained and panting â fully taken by the mistifying anticipation caused by the encapsulating ardour of Prince Aemondâs wedding reception. Roaring applauses erupted from the few women seated at the high tables â Aegonâs eyes followed the wanton skirts of the lowborn maidens, and even Helaena disregarded her fattened caterpillar to grace the crowd with her absent-minded stare.
At the centre of the Kingâs table stood the Courtâs styled âstar-crossed loversâ, each seemingly preoccupied with avoiding any further dancing at any and all occuring costs.
The girlâs fingers traced over the rim of the wine goblet, glancing from time to time at her newly acquired husband, who seemed hammered in his seat and not at all wanting for chatter. The dim lighting of the candled room sprawled its shadows all across his tired features, which loomed all the more sharp and perusing with each notion of a passing hour. His lack of joyful disposition was clear and evident for all to see â for even his contented mother had chastised him under her breath.
Alas, any notion of stability had at large been long repressed, and not even her able chirping managed to pry at her sonâs attention.
As her eyes trailed lower yet, over the arch of his broad chest, and the poignant veins of his clenched fist, the Targaryen gasped at the obvious arousal restrained in his black leather pants. Her face turned promptly to the side, before anyoneâs conviction should follow her indiscreet trail.
Another smile graced her red lips, as a very drunkened Lord tripped across her narrow view. He approached her with bemusing boldness, borne out of believed renown, and introduced himself as Quince Webber: a lower lord within the Reach, âright across the Arbour seatâ. His puffy face was basked in red, an indication of his mindâs plied state â and as he blabbered on his woven lapses on what wedded life should be, the Lady bowed her head with grace, thus managing to stop his spiel.
He slurred over his predicted wordings in a heavy and relentless breath, but still managed to congratulate the twain for their well-thought-out alliance.
âThank you, my Lord, I am indeed very lucky.â Her cheeks hurt from all the smiling, but still she forced herself to laugh, âAemond has been very kind to me.â She turned to face his stare, abashed, and allowed her hand to touch him. The charcoal leather of his broidered vest burnt her at the faintest touch, and the girl had to stifle a gasp at the arid heat which charred her palm.
âHe has, he has!â The lord of Coldmoat agreed well-pleased. A wolfish grin spread across his droopy face, pulling both his plump cheeks higher. An impish laugh beleft his lips, as he took a swing of liquor from a nearby empty glass.
The corner of her smiling eye darted back to that of Aemond, who merely glanced through the drunk lord with a horriedly vexated look.
âAlthough,â He teased them with a slurred hic, âI canât say heâll be nice to you when the bedding ceremony will ensue!â
Wholeheartedly amused at his inappropriate and shrivelled joke, the old man began to laugh, much to Aemondâs disarray.
His fists came into contact with the sprawled-out wooden table, shaking every cutlery which remained scattered across it. The lively whispering of the Great Hall ceased with his vicious display, and even his contented brother jerked his shoulders in dismay.
âAemond,â Alicent spat out his name, as her face turned cold and wary. âPerhaps itâs time you two retire.â
A restless snarl etched from his throat, and he looked ready to pounce â were it not for the soft hand that touched him, and the sanity utter of her voice, which managed to somewhat reground him, and contort poor Webberâs choice.
But as cruel fate would weave and have it, another end would spend their night.
âAemond,â His Lady tried to coax him in, âLetâs listen to your mother⊠please?â Her fevered eyes adamantly searched for his, until a strange yearning and passion registered on his reluctant face. His hand gripped hers in pure devotion, and his large thumb ran over her flaring knuckles, as she'd done so many times before for him.
The lordâs lost face painted over with uncouth excitement, and he turned his back around, almost hitting Daeronâs face.
âItâs time for the bedding ceremony!â He announced the crowd quite loudly, and tens of voices of plastered men rose with every passing second. Some of them swarmed close to the couple, some tried to pick the girl from her leering resting place. Most barely launched up their feet, struggling to uphold their balance.
âThere will be no bedding ceremony tonight.â Aemondâs dark and frigid voice thundered through the cluttered hall. Women sighed in great relief, while the men and boys began to bicker.
âItâs tradition!â
âIâve been told specifically that it would take place.â
âSuch stupidity!â
âI bet Renly six gold dragons that ââ
âThe King long announced there would be none.â Ottoâs otherwise calm voice resounded with a harshened tone.
âHas he now?â A slurring lord took three wide steps in the direction of the pressured lady. Her whole face morphed into preleened discomfort, as she placed both her hands upfront. âOh, donât you even think about itâŠ!â She warned him with a throaty hiss, but before his hand could graze her, Aemond grabbed his arching fists.
When his nervous gaze settled on his face, he smiled.
The lord clawed at his darkened neck, for Aemond forced him in a kneeling stance, and wrapped his hands around his throat. The timber in his chilling voice rained affront with his obduring malice, sending a shiver down the bent spines of the mere on-watchers, âYou wish to gaze upon my wife tonight, Lord Ashford?â The callous ends of his slim digits dug into his purple skin, âYou want to see her naked form, and compare her dripping sex to your own wifeâs loosened cunny?â
The older man opened his mouth â but the pressure on his wielded neck impedimented his speaking manner and, much like a fish thatâd been hoisted out of water, he could barely form a word.
âNâŠNo-n-no â Iâm s-s-â
âYouâre sorry?â His eyebrows rose in feigned surprise. His wails of anguish pierced his heart â and yet his grip didn't uncurl. âYouâre sorry now, are you?â
âAemond, that is enough!â Alicentâs chastising shouts failed to break his unsound trance. Among the mistifying flock of ladies, the Velaryon stood high, but frozen. Her parlous specks of deep brown eyes bore into the shocking scene, as her own transfigured hand prodded at her covered neck.
"You've heard, perhaps, what happened with little Luke Strong, the bastard.â Her own eyes widened at his cruel retorts, and her deft fist grabbed at her skirts. Despite it being aimed to scare the stupid and unbashful lord, Aemondâs dicey did nought else but expose her to the whole crowd whole.
The heated blade of loss and ire impaled her through her aching chest, cutting both her breath and temper and deterring her to simply shake.
ââ I'll gouge your eyes out and present them as a wedding gift to my wife."
Little Luke. Jace. Rhaenyra. Daemon.
Joff. Rhaenys. Corlys. Allyn.
Baela. Rhaena. Viserys. Aegon.
âI-Iâm bâ begging youââ
Little Luke. Jace. Rhaenyra. Daemon â
âThen beg. Beg my wife for her forgiveness.â
Joff. Rhaenys. Corlys. Allyn â
âMy Lâ My Lady, p-pleaseâŠ!â
Baela. Rhaena. Viserys. Aegon.
Mother, mother, mother, mother â
âPlease, Aemond, stop! Just stop!â Her own voice screeched into the balling clearing, as the sound of breaking bones and the smell of copper blood menged right through her very veins. âStop. Itâs enough. Itâs alright. Iâm alright. Pleaseââ
Her panicked breathing flooded her ears. Her lack of presence drowned her in.
Her husband threw her an affrighted look, as he instantly let go of the manâs entwisted neck.
He crawled closer to his own wifeâs feet. His piqued-up breathing staggered for a brief momentum.
For two or three seconds they waited.
And then quietness enwrapped the Realm.
Her honeyed voice had reached his ears.
"We're man and wife now, you and I.â She began with a faint murmur, and a small smile on her lips, âWe must start talking to each other. Eventually, I mean."
She spoke to him in utter earnest, despite her voiceâs nervous edge.
Alas he must not have replied to her, for her body shifted in her narrow seat, ducking away from him in recluded and uptight tension. âIâd like there to be no secrets between us â Iâd like for us to tell each other whatever happens to be on our mind.â
The alluring scent of her dark hair, the creamy skin of her bare shouldersâŠ
His breathing turned close to erratic, as he morphed his hands to fists. But two waltzes he had danced with her, before he felt his breeches tighten, bringing forth his quaint undoing.
He would have stayed in bitter silence, focused on the passing hours â were it not for the unlucky words that the brittle lord had uttered.
Oh, and how she looked into his eye; full of shock and brittle terror.
She must have been scared of him. For she was shaking like a leaf.
The walk to their marital chamber loomed with ever-pressing silence.
If only he could read her thoughts â then he might just mend his error.
âI rather liked the pigeon pie.â Her voice came out as weak and gruff, âThough it was far too big for those at present.â
When his answer wouldnât beckon, the Lady turned and closed her eyes. She snapped her head in his direction, faltering her present smile. âI think that what you did was very chivalrous and brave, my Prince.â
The corner of his left eye widened, as her words registered in. The margins of her flimsy skirts kissed the ground atop her form â the swish and flicker of the candles remained the only source of noise.
The corners of his mouth bent slightly, at her ludicrous but fair assertion. Whether he had meant to thank her, or kiss her on that very spot, the Prince failed to puzzle out. Though his step halted in place, and his face turned briskly to her.
âAemond,â He sighed, reluctant, whilst awaiting for her change of heart, âYou said it yourself, weâre man and wife. You should start calling me Aemond.â
Her daring eyes looked up right through him, dissolving to a kindred stare. âThen you should also use my name⊠Aemond.â She uttered with a playful tone, testing his name upon her lips. âThough I⊠much prefer it when you call me âwifeâ.â
His reply was fast, forthright, âIâll call you whatever you wish.â
âThenâŠâ She began with a weak mutter, allowing her hair to hide her face, âNo, forgive me, never mind.â
âTell me,â He commanded with grave urgency.
Tell me of anything and I will make it yours.
âMayhaps,â His Lady paused a while again, âYouâd agree to call me your âdear wifeâ?â
His cock twitched inside his pants. The blood that pigmented his face descended lower in its lax pursuit.
All that you need do is ask.
âAnything you want,â His voice rumbled in a breathless timber before he could stop himself, âDear wife.â
She must have thanked him with a smile again. All she did those days was smile.
She smiled when that low lord approached her. She smiled at her engagement feast. She smiled when Aemond took her dancing.
âI trust,â Alicent had swallowed deeply, âThat your mother already taught you whatâll occur after the wedding.â
Better said during the bedding. When sheâd be forced to spread her legs for the one man whoâd damned them all.
She smiled when Aegon named her bastard. She smiled at the mention of her sweet dead brother.
She hummed as she touched her fingers, rotating her golden rings.
âWhat of Aly Blackwood?â Her eyes pried at her heavy conscience, âYou said that if I marry Aemond, youâd think of a way to release her and make peace with Benjicotâs House.â
â
Her trail of thought was pulled before her, like a feeble dream which she won't reach.
The handle of a leaden door was yanked, pulsing the quaint hall with clatter, and basking her with a warm light.
âWeâre here.â
Though wailing dread flooded her senses, her voice came out in slight bemusement.
âIt isnât furnished.â
âI wanted you to have a say.â The depthness of his mellow tune carried out his crass remark, âI didnât know how many dresses youâd have.â
The notion of her moving in, of sleeping side by side with him, of sharing a bed and a mattress and a bath with him â it hadnât failed to make her snort.
Hidden from his plane of sight, she allowed a distant scowl to break in her pretty features.
She wanted to scream and shout. To lash out in grave disconcern the moment his revolting hands came in contact with her lower back, urging her to step inside. She wanted to laugh at him â at the sight of his scarred face, his forceful probe and lack of honour.
âYouâre so thoughtful, Aemond. Thank you.â
A grave unease surged in her gut. Pure fright prickled at the apex of her thighs. Her once loose dress seemed to constrict her form from running â from hitting him over the head and at last make her escape.
A pained sigh escaped his lips â the One-Eyed Prince who killed her family.
The Kinslayer. The Tridentâs Terror. The Prince Protector of the Realm.
Almost as if he could sense her worry, the lithe Targaryen beckoned her in.
Thereâd been a moment when he only looked at her, bearing holes into her face and the front lobe of her skull, as his thick brows twisted slightly, jarring in misguided silence. Her jaw clenched involuntarily, as his face hithered in closer. She closed her eyes for two, three seconds, before she opened them again.
The lack of ease with which he gawped at her would have dearly made her laugh. The great and feared Aemond Targaryen, so incursed, taken aback.
He exhaled deeply in connived frustration, and simply took a few steps back. A rumbled hum of welting havoc trailed behind his high-arched lips, and a simple look of ardour was engraved on his sharp face.
The hands which had been snaked around her let her go within an instant, and as a curse sprung from his throat, the man found refuge and retreat towards the blazing fireplace. The girl followed his lenient steps, which faltered near the goatskin armchair.
His hands moved in accord with stress. Stiffly he had poured himself a hefty glass of liquid courage â swallowing it down with haste, and indifference towards the spectacle that he made with his demeanour.
His hands were shaking. His gulps of dark and bitter wine accentuated with every guise of stolen looks he dared to throw and hatch her way. At one point through his fretful jitter, the Prince snapped with a scorned hiss.
"Do you reckon you need help with your black dress, my dearest wife?â The rattled edge within his voice echoed through the room's long walls â his tone was mystified by pain, by torturous need, and want, and lust.
"N-No, my love, that I do not." She tried with shear to reach her lacings, as her mouth quirked with a smile. The desolation in her orbs spun the man to heave a sigh â his wobbled hand to reach his collar, and pull at it with forced renown.
Multitudes of scattered feelings reveled on her softened face â pain and fear, disgust and anger, lack of confidence and broad distress.
Inch by inch she thus revealed patches of her creamy skin. Feeling all her fingers stiffen with perturbed stilling discomfort, shame and angst and staid mistrust.
Although her corset was now loosened, the source of air within her lungs remained scarce and all the same.
She maintained his carnal stare, watching how his one eye darkened, turning to an opaque black. His lips pressed into a line, his furrowed brows deepened his stare â he gulped another hoist of wine and swallowed thickly at her chaffing stare. His adam's apple bobbed up and down in repressed bewilderment and apt surrender. His weary mind surged with a vast contrast of thoughts, each one more torturous and sparse than the mentioned fleeting latter.
He felt utterly inadequate.
He'd touched and fucked women before â handmaidens that caught his eye, wenches that offered their heat, servant girls who lured him in.
But none had managed to prepare him for the unrelieved pressure of her. Of the one woman he loved, of the one he wanted most.
She'd been kind to him when they were children â and remained polite throughout when he dared to rain his anger on his ludicrous half-sister.
He regretted every hostile instance where he hurt her with his words. And every bite full of prone venom, that he threw her brothers' way.
He regretted how he acted, when he killed the raucous lord. How he taunted him with perverse pleasure, how he named Luke's shocking perish right across from his sweet wife â knowing somewhere all too well that she'd take offence to it.
His face felt numb, his limbs felt heavy. He wanted to denude her slowly, to prode at the extended nature of her smooth and nuanced skin. To devote himself to her fair pleasure, to worship the slickness of her womanhood with a reverence and love perturbed.
He longed to lay his masculinity at the altar of her maidenhood, get on his knees and devout his being to making her peak with him â on his tongue, on his slim fingers, on his chin, or on his face.
Heâd read the ways to get a cunt wet â it would take no less good skill and incredible amounts of patience; but for her, heâd gladly wait, and gently stretch her virgin hole, with the aid of his firm touch and the pulsing of his deepened voice.
He closed his eye in a small prayer, as he begged his Gods for guidance â to be able to bring her to the heightened cliffs of sinful rapture, to be able to prove himself as a man fit for her needs.
To make her love him in return, perhaps, and make her see his side of things.
As he remained hammered in place, trying his hardest to regain control over his trembled conscious and his indulgent thoughts, the man failed to notice how his Lady made impressive progress into her methodical and empty musings.
Her head hung low as she undid the lacings of her fitted garment. Her eyes were cast in shadowed doubt and in utter lack of certainty â her breathing came as fast and laboured, and her hands with-held a tremor with every new poignant display of another patch of skin.
Unbeknownst even to her, hot tears of merciless aversion rolled off her rosy cheeks, landing on her petticoat and the cold stone ground below them.
The Prince sucked a jarring breath, as she turned to face the bed with a heartbreaking and crushed compliance. Her softened eyes peered at his form, and a forceful smile unfurled along the corners of her swollen lips.
His expression must have tightened, and his form recoil in slightly â for her hazy eyes enwrapped him, and her shapely brow rose up.
âAemondâŠ?â She tried to lace her voice with sweetness, âDo youââ The latter words died on her lips, and she remained with her mouth parted, until her thoughts surged loudly clear.
âShould I⊠d-do you want me to sit in any way?â
The hoarseness in her tender voice made the man pale in disgrace.
âYouâre scared of me.â He long admitted, with a rough and neutral tone.
Aemondâs feet carried him slowly, towards the place in which she stood. When his hand came to rest over her wet cheek, she stiffened up and almost winced.
âWhy are you so afraid of me?â The desperation in his utter broke the silence of their spacious room, âI would never hurt you. I would sooner die than see you in pain.â
Realisation settled in, and her lost face morphed with awareness. She brought her palm smooth on his own, and searched despairingly to entwine their hands together. When she opened her mouth to speak, she blinked away her forming tears.
âNo, my Pâ Aemond. I could never be afraid of you.â
âYet here you stand,â He murmured weakly, âHalf-naked before me, and shaking.â
âThe chamber just feels very cold.â His wife hung onto the excuse. âIâm sorry, I didnât â I swear to you that I do want this ââ
âI will not bed you.â He hummed as he wiped off her tears â a soft and feeble grazing led about by the callous ends of his smooth pads.
Her face breached forward with mistrust, as her weary mouth lulled open, âW-What? No, Aemond, believe me, Iââ
âI will not bed you,â The Prince repeated to her gently, âNot until you ask me to.â
A disgruntled and affronted sigh left the high arch of his lips, yet an understanding look rained across his lustful stare. The one hand which hung loosely by his side trailed a slow path to her jolting shoulder. He swallowed thickly before speaking, pushing down his burning desire.
"Ziry iksos ao qilĆni lurksas issa kesÄ«r." The meek admission in High Valyrian made her relax into his touch, "Nyke jÄhor daor gaomagon mirros bona mazverdagon ao zĆ«gagon."
The Prince staggered with a shaky breath, whilst looking her into the eye. "Skoro syt kostagon ao ƫndegon bona?"
Although she tried so hard to speak, not a word etched from her throat. She nodded in undisplayed wonder, and gripped her husband by the shirt.
He took her balling fists in his, and kissed atop the even skin.
Thoughts strengthened with affirmed abhorrence steered clear through her befuddled mind â there may be hope to fix the error that she so tactlessly set off that night.
And yet before she could place Aemondâs hands down the shape of her small back, the Prince grabbed his sharpened knife, and merely nicked his open palm.
Droplets of deep-crimson liquid seeped into the whitened sheets, and the girl remained upright and frozen, as she watched him clean his blade and rummage through his modest cupboard for a piece of airy cloth.
With one hand he gripped the footboard â and began to firmly shove it into the stone wall up ahead.
The avid creaking of the bed turned into a pleased refrain. One not too fast, but not too slow, which carried on for a few minutes.
Outside their petulant and guarded door, whistles of men and cheers from women crassly seeped into their ears. Though most were muffled down by the sensitive and leal guards, some managed to blurt out half-enthused encouragements upon their midnight escapades.
A flow of compliments descended upon Aemondâs lasting pace â and some of the more improper ladies even dared to coo at her.
âItâll feel better once you give it time, sweetling!â
âYou simply must confine in us what it was like to ride a dragon!â
How utterly humiliating.
Like all bad things within the world, their idle and unseemly chatter ceased after a little while. Aemond sighed and stopped his motions, while granting her a knowing look.
âIâll remain here for mere more moments. Then Iâll leave you for the night.â
âN-No!â Her eyes widened in mistrust, as she gnawed her bottom lip. Almost too soon for her own well liking, sheâd begged incessantly for him to stay. âPlease remain near me, sweet husband⊠I so long to sleep by you.â
When her words seemed to elude him, she reached for his wounded hand, giving it a slight caress. She pressed her lips atop his cut, and devotedly looked up at him.
âAo vestretan bona nyke udrÄzma ao kesÄ«r. Nyke lurksas bona ao umbagon issa rĆ«sÄ«r."
Aemond drew in a sharp breath, and merely settled on the bed.
âAs you wish, my darling wife.â
"Qybor" = uncle - specifically, from the mother's side;
"Ziry iksos ao qilĆni lurksas issa kesÄ«r. Nyke jÄhor daor gaomagon mirros bona mazverdagon ao zĆ«gagon. Skoro syt kostagon ao Ć«ndegon bona?" = 'Tis you who commands me here. I will not do anything that leaves you frightened. Why canât you see that?
âAo vestretan bona nyke udrÄzma ao kesÄ«r. Nyke lurksas bona ao umbagon issa rĆ«sÄ«r." = You said that I command you here. I order that you stay with me.
Sam: god you are so annoying today. What, are you on your period? Y/N, getting close to his face: yeah. I started my day by waking up in a pool of my own blood. Is that how you'd like me to end yours? Sam, terrified: oh my god. Steve, whispering, also terrified: holy shit... Bucky, nodding proudly: that's my girl.
Y/N: Under Duress.
Everyone: ⊠What?
Steve:Â Stressed.
Bruce:Â Depressed.
Natasha:Â Possessed.
Tony:Â Obsessed.
Clint:Â Impressed.
Thor:Â Chicken breast.
Everyone:Â ...What?
Thor:Â I just wanted to join in.
So⊠how does Baby Sonic go back to being 15? I only ask for everyone else's mental state, especially Tails'
It wears off after like a week or 2 and Tails immediately serves that weeks worth of younger sibling karmic justice
Hi! Could you possibly do something soft with one of the green boys? Thank you so so much <3
I See You.
Pairing: Aemond x Strong!Niece!Reader;
Warnings: some NSFW innuendos and angst - other than that, this is pure comfort and fluff!
Word Count: 4k+
Author's Note: Thank you so much for the request, Nonny! I hope you enjoy this little drabble, and forgive me for taking so long to get around it :") đ€
Aemond Targaryen hated his birthdays - to him, they were a poor excuse for his mother to introduce him to possible matches. The banquets were loud and dramatic, and he'd much rather spend his time training or reading a book.
Aemond Targaryen hated his birthdays - they focused too much on him, and he could see: he could see how everyone at Court turned their eyes away from him.
And yet you kept on looking.
The dizzying nature of the last waltz of the night left everyone in the Great Hall panting. Roaring applauses erupted from the women seated, and even Aegon whistled lowly in encouragement, as his purple eyes dilated and trailed over the wanton skirts of the highborn ladies.
âWell done, brother,â He congratulated Aemond though a slurred hic, âEven when the day is all about you, you still somehow manage to not dance a single time!â
A wolfish grin spreads across his droopy face, pulling his reddened cheeks higher.
âItâs quite a shame, really.â He hums in reserved admission, reveling in the second sonâs silence, âShe looked really pretty tonight, too.â
Aemondâs lips part with a growl â a quiet warning sent directly to his brother; to cease his antics and leave him alone.
Still, his eye trailed over her frail form for the thousandth time that night. The shadows of the flickering lights licked at his pale features, and the One-Eyed Prince scowled at how she spun so effortlessly in the arms of so many men that night. How he, ever the fool, stood hammered in his seat during such a grand occasion.
A knot tightened in his throat when he heard his strong niece giggle at the flat joke a common Lord had landed - her lack of propriety, her open enjoyment of his company, and the flowy dress she was wearing, were enough to set his heart aflame â and his blood run hot.
Even his brother was eyeing him weirdly, for he had contorted in such a way, that his body was leaning forward, seemingly ready to pounce on the Tully Lord and tear him away. His lilac orb had a predatory glint in it, one that spoke volumes about his wordless adoration for the girl before him.
Feeling his swift undoing, the Targaryen Prince excused himself from the table, with one elegant and hasty movement, not daring to spare the girl another glance. His jaw was tightly set, his long fingers clasped behind his back, digging away at the flesh of his calloused palm. All of his blood had run elsewhere, and a stinging pain started hitting him from beneath his eyepatch.
âQrimbrĆzagon,â He hissed lowly in his mother tongue, âFu-uckâŠâ
âItâs not really gentlemanly to curse like that, you knowâŠâ A kind, albeit teasing voice, echoed through the dark hallway.
Aemond almost froze on the spot. Out of all the times to be left alone with her, this had to be one of the worst. A cold shiver ran down the Princeâs spine; not only was he irritated at the stunts sheâd pulled, but he had no good words left for anyone, not when his eye hurt so badly.
The man quickly composed himself, however, and shut his remaining eye firmly, before turning on his heel to greet the smiling girl.
âItâs not particularly lady-like to walk around the Keep unchaperoned, dear niece.â Aemond bit back, his remark much harsher than he intended, due to his inpending pain. âA banquet is in its midst. There are plenty of drunk men, searching for a new folly.â
âThen I should be very lucky to have bumped into you, wouldnât you agree?â The girl suggested with a slight quirk of her head. She licked her lips tentatively, preparing to inquire after him â but sensing his dissatisfaction and lack of amusement at her usual jests, the Velaryonâs words died upon her lips, and she pursed them tightly together, until her shoulders jolted in place.
âIs⊠Is the scar causing you trouble again?â She asked meekly, not daring to raise her voice too much. âIs that why you left so suddenlyâŠ?â
âMy scar is fine,â Aemond replied stiffly, trying to put an end to her relentless worries. âIâve no need for your sympathy â and if you came here to laugh at my expense, youâll be left very disappointed.â
âLaugh at youâŠ?â The confusion was evident in her voice, and a small pang of hurt reflected in her big, brown eyes. Her brows furrowed deeply, creating two creases that ran in between them. âYou know I would never laugh at you. And I would certainly never laugh at the expense of your eye.â
Aemondâs chest was heaving more sporadically by the second. It was taking everything within him not to fall to his knees and grip his face; not to shout at her to leave him and his heart alone.
âAs I previously said, Iâm fine.â He growled from under a stained breath, âIf that would be all, nieceâŠâ He sucked in an aching gasp, one that he prayed to the Seven the young Princess hadnât heard, and resumed his walk once again. âYou had better return to your partner and enjoy his smiles. For you are wasting your time with me.â
âIf I didnât know any better, Aemond, Iâd say you just insulted me in the acutest way.â She voiced out offendedly, as her hands grabbed onto her long, black skirts.
The younger Princess sprinted right after him, huffing and puffing at his cutting words. She blocked his pathway with her lithe and nimble body, and her cheeks reddened, from both the wine and worry alike.
While she brushed away a rebel strand from out her face, the girl crossed her hands over her chest, and awaited patiently.
âThat will simply not do,â She uttered with a shaking head, âI must demand satisfaction.â
Aemond came to clench his jaw painfully. His eye was boring into her alluring features; his Adamâs apple bobbed up and down, swallowing thickly once every two seconds.
âWhy did you push me away all night?â She demanded with a hand above his chest. âHow can you insinuate I donât care about you, when it was you who refused to talk to me?â
Her expression turned solemn, almost mourning, and the girl glanced about at her smaller feet. âWhat happened? Is it related to something that I did?â
Her head shot up suddenly. Her eyes widened in earnest, âIf I said something unseemly, or offended you in any way, Iâm sorry.â Her voice was carrying a shiver of honesty, âYou know youâre my best friend, Aemond. I⊠I would never dare hurt you.â
âAnd yet on that night, you rallied with them.â
Her face fell at his cruel remark. For a while, quietness ruled over them.
Seven years separated them from that fated night in Driftmark. And yet for Aemond, it was still a delicate subject.
Her dainty features twisted into a painful sulk, and the younger girl nibbled on her lower lip, before she spoke with a broken tone. âYou know this isnât true.â
She raised her head at him, and glanced at the prince with a clouded expression. Her body looked even smaller now, recoiled into itself, and, as the Princess let out a forlong sigh, she made enough space in the tight corridor for him to pass her.
âI twisted Lukeâs dagger away as fast as I could. I slashed my arm for you.â
âYou held a rock above Jaceâs headâŠ!â She touched her neck while speaking. âI heard a commotion and got out of bed â how could I have known the full of it? I only saw my brothers beaten to a pulp and you above them. And even then, I tried to help you â assess the situation and calm down the others!â
Aemond fought her stare with a look of pure betrayal, one that the Velaryon hadnât seen since that cursed night in Blackwater's Bay.
"When you saw us all bloody, you immediately went to side with them.â
Her eyes were glossy with the threat of tears, but she blinked them away quickly, as she gently shook her head. "... We must have talked about this a thousand times."
Aemond only scoffed at her explanation, and brought his right hand to a fist.
The pain was eating away at him, and there was no more holding back.
âYou shouldnât have doubted me, even for a moment.â
âTheyâre my brothersâŠ!â
âAnd you were supposed to be mine! My friend.â Aemond swallowed thickly, âYou were supposed to believe me.â
Though neither had seemed to notice, their endless bickering had brought their bodies awfully close. The girlâs heart was beating out of her chest, hammering against Aemondâs ribcage. His arms had caged her vehemently against the cold wall, and the One-Eyed Prince nearly collapsed once a sharp sting pulsed through his empty socket.
âMy eye.â He uttered darkly, whilst holding her gently with his heated hand, âI thought it once to be a fair exchange for the dragon Iâd gotten. But I was a foolish boy who didnât know that Iâd carry its loss with me my whole entire life.â
She was looking at him, her eyes never once faltering, with a guilty expression upon her face. âI am so sorry you had to go through this. I am so⊠so sorry.â A silent tear rolled off her cheek, hitting the flamboyant details of her dress, and the girl sank her teeth on her wobbly lower lip. âI would give anything in the world, if only I could take your place. I'd have traded my eye for yours in a heartbeat.â
His breath fell heavily over her lips. Aemond let out a breathless laugh, and quietly averted his gaze. Remorse ate away at him, and the young man brought a hand to his face, in order to rub his temples.
His breathing came in slow, labored pants. His body was aching, but the closeness she provided, along with the love he felt for her, grounded the Targaryen Prince, if only momentarily.
âI would have died a thousand deaths, before Iâd let you take that slash for me.â His expression hardened, and he readied himself for what he was about to say. âThey say Iâm a crippled freak.â Aemond spat out his own insult, and he lowered his head, seemingly ashamed of it. âWe can both pretend that it's not true, but no lady at Court can look at me.â
'I look at you. I see you, and you are not a freak.' The Princess desperately wanted to say.
Instead, she settled on bringing her hand out to grab his painful fist, and rub soothing circles into his white knuckles.
âThatâs not true, Aemond,â She tutted against him, feeling her face fall with each of his words.
The Crown Prince tensed and shook his head harshly. She wouldnât understand.
âLook at it.âHe urged her with a desperate abandon, still gripping her gently by the elbow, not letting her escape his presence. His mind was swirling with a myriad of thoughts, each wildly uncomfortable and scared of rejection. Still, he couldnât have her away from his grasp.
The farce had gone too far â and he needed her. He needed her so adherently.
âLook at me, and tell me what you see.â Despite his inner turmoil, Aemondâs voice was calm and composed, and he closed his right eye, as if he had already accepted the answer she was going to grace him with: an answer heâd heard so many times while in the shadows of the Red Keep, listening in to the highborn ladiesâ conversations.
A salacious truth, though his spying was never intentional.
His request left the Princess confused â even so, she decided to answer it honestly. She ran her eyes over his face and body, drinking in his every detail. Before beginning, she darted her tongue out to wet her chapped lips, and quietly drew in a comforting breath.
âI see a pale man, with long, silver hair, and a beautiful lilac eye. I see a man who trains with the sword every single day - a man who has perfected the deadly craft. I see a man who always has something smart to say, about a book he read or a previous study he went through. I see a Prince of the Seven Kingdoms. I see you, Aemond.â
As she drew the last of her conclusion, his niece made sure to look him straight in the eye, with the calmest of smiles tugging away at the ends of her lips.
Although her answer had taken him by surprise, Aemond didnât loosen his hold on her. Posessively, he gripped her waist in a secure rapture, and knitted his brows in grave annoyance.
He couldnât help himself anymore, not when her eyes focused on him, as if he were the only thing that mattered.
He couldnât help himself anymore, when, instead of trying to wiggle herself away, the girl placed a soothing palm atop his twitching hand, pressing it down gently.
He cupped her cheek with his resting hand, and aligned her jaw to face him. His hawk-like eye glimmered dangerously, protruding to almost black.
âThatâs all? Look harder.â He barked at her through gritted teeth. The poise of his composure was now cracking at the seams. âTell me again what you see.â
The breath in her throat hitched slightly, but the brown-haired girl followed suit with honesty.
âI seeâŠâ A short pause ensued, during which the Velaryon had to purse her lips together, unnerved by what she was about to say, âI see a handsome man, with a thirst to prove himself. I see a man who pushes himself further every single day, who hasnât known a break in his whole life. ⊠I look up, and see a man who is dutiful and loving toward his family. I see a man who covers his eye with an eyepatch.â
Whilst she was busy breaking his resolve, she raised her hand slowly to his face, and bit her lip in anticipation, stopping at the brown leather of the piece of cloth â silently asking for permission to remove it.
âI see a man with a scar on his left cheek⊠though that doesnât make him less alluring. I see a man who had to work twice as hard as everyone else to make up for it all, a man too proud to be handed down anything.â
To say that Aemond was taken aback by her touch was an understatement. His chest heaved with exhaustion, and his socket throbbed significantly, but his face remained close to hers. Her words confused him, but they left him craving more.
He allowed her to reach for his eyepatch, and graze her finger over the hard leather â but his hand rested atop hers, to keep it from moving any further.
âThatâs all the answer youâre going to give?â He breathlessly inquired, frustration evident in his tone. His hands felt still and tense, and the girl only nodded in reply.
He was silent for nearly a minute. The Targaryen weighed his options carefully, mulling over his actions. Her delicate fingers were driving him wild, leaving goosebumps on his panging skin.
âThen perhaps I should help you.â He hushed to her, tangling a hand in her slick, brown hair.
His fingers made rapid work on the buckle securing his eyepatch, and the Crown Prince sucked in a breath, as the coldness of the air hit his throbbing blinder.
The girlâs lips parted in sorrow and shock.
There Aemond stood, a shaky hand still grazing the nape of her neck, and a tight expression on his face. Stiffly, he awaited her horrified reaction. âWhat else is it that you see now, my niece?â
Her inner turmoil disappeared with the submission of his question. âI see a man who is so brave and strong, despite all that happened to him. I see someone so beautiful â inside and out.â
Her hand caressed his deep, red scar and, without much further thinking, she leaned in to plant a small, tentative kiss over the wounded flesh.
Her feathered touch drove the man wild. He swallowed down a desperate moan, and fought with every fraction of his being, that screamed and urged him to take her against the cold, stone wall.
His mind was in shambles.
âThatâs all I see, My Prince. Thatâs all that truly matters.â
Patiently, she waited for his answer, while taking his right hand in hers and rubbing his white knuckles with a devotion untoward.
Her kiss was unexpected. What was even more so, was the earnest nature of her speech and her eyes, which held no malice or ill intent towards him.
Instead, they were filled with fondness and sympathy, and Aemond would be lying if he said he wasnât grateful for it.
He could feel his lower lip quivering as she rubbed her thumb over his busted knuckles. His body was practically shaking.
âIt will never be all that matters.â He laid in thickly, trying his damnest to hold on to his usual, impassive mask.
But that facade was slipping, and even more so with her kind touch and the heat her lips had left on him.
Her face dropped at the finality of his words. The girl nibbled on her lower lip, and slouched her shoulders forward. She minced her way closer to him, and squeezed down on his right hand, forehead bumping into his chest.
âItâs all that matters to me. And to your mom, and to your brothers and sister. To anyone that shared a word with you, or has half a brain to think by themselves.â She whispered to him, while slowly snaking her arms around his waist.
For a moment, her breath caught in her throat, and she prayed silently that Aemond hadnât thought the last of her movements brash and shameless.
She knew how hard touching came to him â in their ten years of rapid friendship, they had perhaps hugged only thrice â, but she dearly hoped their closeness would bring him the closure he needs. âWho gives a shit about anyone else?â Her voice echoed passionately.
Aemondâs lips parted with a weary sigh. His heart was beating out of his chest, and, for the first time in many years, he felt like the boy he once was. The boy he tried so hard to kill â to bury away and get rid of, for the sake of becoming a reliable pillar to his family.
But her warmth â her touch and her kindred words, made him weak at the knees.
A strained smile graced his lips, a quick quirk of his mouth, that was hidden away by his luscious strands of silver hair. The Prince inhaled her scent deeply, before diving his head in the crook of her neck and holding her â just holding her â, until his erratic breathing came to a rest.
The girl let out a relieved sigh, and engulfed him in a proper hug, swaying him from side to side. She hummed quietly in the darkness of the Red Keep, and ran her fingers through his white locks of hair, massaging the scalp gently.
Aemondâs heart jumped in his throat, and Viserysâ second son strained himself to part his face from the heat of her neck.
Their faces remained inches away, and the Princess sallied her mouth forth to kiss over his scarred flesh once again.
Her pecks were meek and innocent, a silent display of acceptance and affection that sheâd learned herself when she was but a child.
She remembered how her mother used to kiss over her scraped knees and hands when she was younger, and how that never failed to make her feel better.
Aemondâs stare never once left her face. He gazed at her through a hooded eye, and, despite the pain that only aggravated with the pressure of her rosy lips upon his face, the Prince relaxed his whole body, still gripping her hand in his.
âDoes it hurt you when I kiss you thereâŠ?â The girl asked quickly, menging their breaths with a quiet pant, âPlease tell me if youâd rather me cease with this⊠I do not wish to cause you pain.â
Aemondâs body came forward still, and the man pressed the girl further into the wall. His hand brushed a strand of hair away from her huffing face. His mouth was slouched open, and his eye was boring into her face, her lips.
Truly, he did not expect her to react in such a way. She wasnât repulsed, nor scared of his face. She did not look away from him, and she even kissed over his marred scar. She kissed him, like it was nothing out of the ordinary, as if it was the most natural thing.
She kissed him, with so much kindness, that it left him shaking, shuddering in pained pleasure.
âYesâŠâ he hissed through the wanton choke of a moan. âIt hurts. It hurts so, so good.â
Her eyes widened in shock, and his niece tried to pull away. Her eyes were bearing him guiltily, and she bit down on her bottom lip in exasperation. âYou should have told meâŠ! Iâm so sorry ââ She began to say, but was interrupted by Aemondâs disapproving groan.
He found himself trembling, on the verge of frenzy. Her wet lips had been so warm, and they had felt so good, that the man couldnât think of anything but her. The absence of her lips pressed against his skin was torture.
âNoâŠâ He muttered softly, trying to think beyond how much he needed her in his arms and how perfectly they fit together, âDonât you dare stop kissing me.â He asserted with a small whimper, his voice thick with pain. âNever stop kissing me. Donât you ever stop.â
âOkay, okayâŠâ She murmured against him, pressing her lips on his cheek again, gracing him with downy and peppered pecks.
âIvestragon issa konÄ«r iksos daorun pirta rĆ«sÄ«r issa.â He let out pleadingly, swaying their hugging bodies from side to side.
âAo issi vok.â She replied immediately, and so, so close to his mouth. âAem, ao issi vok. Nyke jaelagon ao could Ć«ndegon aĆla rÈł issa laesi.â
He let out a choked-out sob, and lowered his head atop hers once again. His hands touched her tenderly, greedily, all over the place. His body felt like it was on fire.
They say that Targaryens are accustomed to the damaging flames, that they revel in and enjoy the heat.
Even so, she felt like wildfire â seeping in his every pore.
âAo issi vok.â The Princess repeated again, nodding for good measure. âAnd if you donât believe me, take me, for example. When you look at me, what do you see?â
A rare smile spread across his lips. His eye bored into hers with so much love and adoration, that the younger girl nearly felt her knees give out.
His gentle hand caressed her lips, and Aemond angled her jaw to face him upwards. A quiet request was made, which the girl gleefully answered.
Silken lips pressed against each other, moving so perfectly together, that both mouths opened in a cathartic moan. Aemond held her passionately, pressed flush against him, and both his hands caged her in between him and the hard-faced wall. What started out slow and sensual grew out into tongue and teeth, gasps and promises lost in the decadent darkness.
At last, when they parted, Aemond drew her hands to his mouth, kissing them with pure, unadulterated love.
âNyke Ć«ndegon ao.â He answered her forgotten question.
He could see the end of his torment.
"QrimbrĆzagon" = Curses/Fuck;
âIvestragon issa konÄ«r iksos daorun pirta rĆ«sÄ«r issa.â = Tell me you see nothing wrong with me;
âAo issi vok.â = You are perfect;
âAemond, ao issi vok. Nyke jaelagon ao could Ć«ndegon aĆla rÈł issa laesi.â = Aemond, you are perfect. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes;
âNyke Ć«ndegon ao.â = I see you.
Is it just me, or did they copy & paste Arrax and make him blue?
hehe đ€đ€
train: (future edits coming your way, and not my art btw)
@its-actually-minicika
â no, not again â
canât help but think about
Men who look like they havenât felt the touch of a woman. (they havenât) They develop a crush on you. Men who look at you with doe eyes, ready to please. Men who will do anything if you asked. Men who shiver when you whisper in their ear. It can be anything, but the feeling of you getting closeâ fuck theyâre goners. Men who imagine you in ungodly ways, all of this new to them. Men who are on the verge of crying because they are so sexually frustrated.
Men who still canât believe how someone like them (shy, submissive, a stuttering mess) managed to pull someone as confident and bold as you.
Men who whimper when you finally touch them. Guttural grunts and moans, whines and whimpersâ all a part of the melody they let out just for you. Men who look up at you with expectant eyes, wantingâno needing you to praise them. Weâve already established that they love your voice, so throw in a âgood boyâ or âyou did so good babyâ and their brain stops functioning.
ââââââââââââââââââ
I don't want it if it ain't your touch - West Side // Ariana Grande
Iâm in class rn and all i can think about is this.
Ethan Landry, Sub!Miguel OâHara, Simon Aumar, Harry Potter, Yuta Okkotsu, Tyler Galpin, Bucky Barnes +your favs!