Its Been You Me Since Before I Was Me

Its been you me since before i was me

Edward Nashton x reader

Summary: comforting riddle boy when hes crying+ him feeling guilty thinking he dosent deserves your love

Its Been You Me Since Before I Was Me
Its Been You Me Since Before I Was Me
Its Been You Me Since Before I Was Me

He wanted it so badly.....

Something he craved since the moment his pathetic of a life haves started. Years of guilt and shame builting up in him always begin there in the back of his mind folowing him around like a shadow, constant whispers in his mind playing over and over agin telling him hes not worth it you're just doing it out of pity for him but still....

Still when you showed him a warm smile and ran a hand oh so gently over his cheek he wants to belive you for a second

Just one glarce from you was enough to make him feel like that look was the last thing he ever wanted see as the world colapsed around you too, to feel like a hero taking people out of a corrupted world like this

But will he ever be free from the burden of knowing hes the only savior in a city like gotham? He knew he wasent alone, after all there was his folowers and maybe only maybe there could be you....? But no what if you hate him after he reveals his true twisted nature if you see him for the true monster he is.....

Will you still love him?

Will you still love him if you knew where he came from? Knowing how much of a mess he is inside?

But still its been you and him before he even knew he was him

He walked trew the small shared apartment you two had face hot eyes burning with tears stumbling on everything as he hurried to reach you

You ware sitting on the couch your face twisted in worry as you saw his agitated state

-baby whats wrong?

You asked in a soft voice as he sat down next to you holding back tears trying not to reveal the mess he is

You opened your arms for him but he just hugged you putting his head on your chest as you both layed back on the couch him him ontop of you holding onto your shirt for dear life like you might disapier anything or even worse leave him for somebody better

He burried his face into your chest as he mumbled apologies tears streaming down his face making your shirt wet as he very quietly sobbed in your arms

But you just let him do it as long as he needed as you whispered sweet nothings to him arms around him rubbing on his back

After what felt like hours he looked up at you his crying haves calmed down a bit as you looked at him and kissed his forehead looking at your lover in your arms looking more beutifull then ever

Cheeks red hair messy big green eyes glossy with tears looking like a beutifull angel that fell from heaven right into your arms

And he? He felt like he wanted to die exacly like this

In your arms

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1 month ago

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him


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9 months ago

Haiiii, can we get some hd for Tobes in relationship with fem reader? (I luv Toby sm, i'm desperate)

Ticci Toby relationship headcanons

A/n: AHHHSBAJABAJSN !!!!!!! /POS

Warnings: None (⁠ᗒ⩊ᗕ)

Haiiii, Can We Get Some Hd For Tobes In Relationship With Fem Reader? (I Luv Toby Sm, I'm Desperate)
Haiiii, Can We Get Some Hd For Tobes In Relationship With Fem Reader? (I Luv Toby Sm, I'm Desperate)
Haiiii, Can We Get Some Hd For Tobes In Relationship With Fem Reader? (I Luv Toby Sm, I'm Desperate)
Haiiii, Can We Get Some Hd For Tobes In Relationship With Fem Reader? (I Luv Toby Sm, I'm Desperate)
Haiiii, Can We Get Some Hd For Tobes In Relationship With Fem Reader? (I Luv Toby Sm, I'm Desperate)

🪓☆ Would probably be kinda awkward in the beginning of the relationship if he didn’t know you beforehand.

🪓☆ Friends to lovers is more his thing, I fear.

🪓☆ This boy is full of so much love though omg

🪓☆ I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DISAGREE AS IF HE AND CLOCKY DIDNT HAVE A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP 😭‼️‼️‼️

🪓☆ Like no, he would NOT be an abusive, terrible, partner he would cry if he accidentally hurt you while play fighting or training with you because you're his partner and he LOVES YOU <(`^´)>

🪓☆ Wouldn't call you lots of petnames because he thinks they're cheesy.. but since he likes cicada bugs MAYBE he'd call you his Junebug

🪓☆ Touchy, likes to grab (づ ̄3 ̄)づ

🪓☆ Matches your energy pretty easily, excited when you're excited, chill when you're chill, etc etc

🪓☆ Talks about you a LOT to other people, like genuinely to the point of them telling him to shut tf up 😭 (poor tobes)

🪓☆ Needs reassurance a lot, needs to make sure you won't leave him too.

Haiiii, Can We Get Some Hd For Tobes In Relationship With Fem Reader? (I Luv Toby Sm, I'm Desperate)

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11 months ago

"haha Wow can you Believe how crazy it is that jay outed tim's medical records?"

Hoody:

1: stole tim's records from when he was 8 years old, which meant that he had to Specifically and Intentionally track them down To steal them. from his house? Maybe, we certainly see him breaking into tim's house plenty. (though why would tim even still have those)

2: baited jay both in person and online implying that tim was lying to him (reminder, the last guy who lied to jay about his intentions tried to kill him with a gun and turned out to have tried to murder all of his friends. and tim himself had watched jay sleep, been in videos threatening him right before jay's apartment burned down, and tried to physically attack him.)

3: intentionally planted the records in a scary tunnel under the abandoned burned down mental hospital and lead jay there by the nose, going so far to write how much of liar tim is in big bold sharpie on the files themselves.

4: after all of this happened hoodie's immediate next step was to break into tim's house, steal his medication, and intentionally set off and film tim having a seizure and post it on the internet.

Hoodie leaked tim's medical records, he specifically and Intentionally baited jay into finding and documenting them because it proved that tim was lying about the slender haunting only starting recently for him.

and it's important to note that jay's response wasn't to get angry with tim, it was to Blame Himself and express empathy for tim.

After reading through everything, it looks like Tim was dealing with this stuff for most of his life.
And I might have made it worse.

it's Also worth noting that the majority of the records were redacted (including tim's Name), which is a point in favor of both jay And hoodie (hoodie still cares about tim, even if he's angry at him and willing to hurt him to push him towards what he thinks needs to be done).

moreover, jay's censored tim's last name before (several times, actually), just like he's censored amy and jessica's phone numbers. I think it's safe to assume that part of the reason why jay filmed it was because those details Were redacted (that and, of course, evidence keeps disappearing from his house and from his laptop. which means if he forgets about them and they're stolen then they're just gone- if there isn't some other record of them online, of course).

my point being, it burns my ass that people blame jay for this and hold it against him like it's the worst thing that he could've done, without ever holding it against hoodie.

I feel like this is a cross section of fans only holding characters accountable for what other characters get mad about (tim was Right to be angry at jay for it, but he didn't call out hoodie. probably because there'd be no point, he can't exactly hold him responsible. likewise jay Deliberately didn't get mad at tim about what he did as masky, at least not openly, so fans tend to not understand his perspective)

And fans holding jay to a different standard than they do other characters in general. whether it's because most of his personal information is on his twitter (secondary material people are less likely to go through, especially while watching), because his voice acting tends to be less emotionally charged (it was probably just that troy's acting was a little awkward, but I personally like to read him as autistic), Or because he's just generally not as cool.

either way, people tend to hold jay accountable for things they let tim and hoody off the hook for. and it's kind of Really insane in this case.

3 weeks ago

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! WHAT GHE FUCK AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!!

5 months ago

*ੈ✩‧₊I wanna interact with my moots so bad but I'm deathly afraid of them seeing me as 'weird' or 'cringe' or for them to end up hating me *ੈ✩‧₊


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7 months ago

This is kinda my theory but ive wanted to hear your opinion on it that maybe the reason why Habit absolutely haves to posses somebody in order to have a physical from is because to more blend in and control people AND because he physically cannot take on his full acually form because the universe that everymanhybrid plays in dosent alowes him to

AHHH THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY ‼️ i like the idea of that theory and have thought about this before! HABIT is a predator, it makes sense that he would blend in with his surroundings to basically get closer to his prey/victims. before HABIT revealed himself in series, he had inhabited evan a few times before and pretended to be him. he used that to trick the others into false security, to lure them closer before eventually striking.

some examples of this i can think of are in the videos "slender man" on the crash621 channel and "Ryan & the SEVENTRIALSOFHABIT" on the main EverymanHYBRID channel.

in "slender man" evan and vinnie/vinny are hanging out together and playing video games. they are both in a happy, comfortable, and presumably safe environment. vin feels safe around evan and doesnt feel the need to worry, but before they actually sat down and started up any games, you see evan talking to "someone" about slenderman and his violent impulses. thats obviously not a good sign!! this someone convinces evan to agree with them, claiming evan (who is irritated he hasnt been able to attack anything) can get a hunt out of it. as the video continues and they hangout together, after a while, the video cuts to just vin playing alone. once he dies in game, "evan" appears from around the corner and stares at the screen. vin, believing it was really evan, approaches him. this is when HABIT attempts to strike, throwing him to the ground and attempting to stab him. luckily for vin, he was able to overpower HABIT and throw him off (which i never see people talk about for some reason? like, thats such a cool detail to me. that proves HABIT isnt as powerful as he makes himself out to be) anyways, HABIT blended in and hid behind evan for a while before he thought it was a good time to reveal himself. he wanted vinnie/vinny to feel false security in hopes of catching him off guard.

in "Ryan & the SEVENTRIALSOFHABIT" theres a scene where "evan" is caught by jeff talking to "himself." you can tell his voice is off, his voice is a little more raspy/growly than normal. thats clearly not evan. jeff doesnt piece that together though, mainly since at the time they were less aware of what HABIT was capable of. "evan" tells whoever he is talking with (im assuming it to be slenderman) "you gotta remember, that whatever i want, I GET. whatever i want. i want their fuckin' blood and i will take it. there aint a GOD damn thing you can do about it." which obviously is out of character for evan. he goes on to say "scare evan, hes just a bitch. not me. i will fuck you up the next chance i get." all of this confuses jeff, especially since this all seems to be coming from his friends mouth. jeff speaks up after a moment and calls out to evan. this causes HABIT to pause, and his tone of voice immediately switches back from raspy and growly to evans usual tone, a more friendly tone. he puts the act back on, acting nice and saying, "hey man, how you doing? i didnt see you there. i was just talking out loud." making an obvious excuse in hopes to not scare jeff off as he got up to approach him, knife in hand. jeff could sense this wasnt normal and something about it was dangerous, so he turned around and ran away before HABIT got any closer.

moving onto the topic of his his true form, while i do like the idea of him not being able to use that form in the universe EverymanHYBRID takes place in, it also just makes sense that he would choose not to use it. i mean, lets look at the actors drawing of HABITs true form:

This Is Kinda My Theory But Ive Wanted To Hear Your Opinion On It That Maybe The Reason Why Habit Absolutely

this doesnt exactly look like a creature you would see out roaming around in your backyard everyday. im not sure what color he canonically is, but going off of all the fanon concepts ive seen, no natural wolf-like creatures has purple fur. they also dont have spider legs coming from their backs. again, HABIT is a predator. hes supposed to blend in, not stick out. his appearance is threatening, and to get closer to people, he needs to be NOT appear threatening. he needs to trick them into feeling safe and secure. he needs them to not yet know he is there. not until he is ready.

ANYWAYS LONG RAMBLE OVER 🎉 i showed my best friend this ask and discussed it with them a bit, so heres a silly screenshot from that

This Is Kinda My Theory But Ive Wanted To Hear Your Opinion On It That Maybe The Reason Why Habit Absolutely

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8 months ago

Me reading the sweet comments yall leave under my writing

Me Reading The Sweet Comments Yall Leave Under My Writing

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3 months ago

there’s something so autistic about the riddler as a character. the frustration of having no one really see you, the need to prove yourself smarter and cleverer than all of them to make up for the fact that you could never fit in with them, the compulsive joy of forcing others to play by your rules, the obsession with truth and answers, the comfort of having your own space where you’re in control, the fear of inadequacy, the isolation and loneliness, the need to be acknowledged in your reality to be satisfied but never able to reach that satisfaction.

8 months ago

What am about to say is gonna make a lot of people mad but i cant stand those post that are nsft pictures and nudes and they tag every single popular tag in the world in it mostly aesthetics and different type of subcultures even tho it haves nothing to do with the picture no matter if somebody wants it to be this way or not tumblr will always been filled with teenagers and there is a reason why different warnings and nsft hastags exist for your post not to end up in the wrong place like seriously you posting a nude picture and just putting the tag 'girlblogging' is one of the worst things you can do these teen girl blogs are usually 14-16 year olds and with people posting nudes and all kinds of nsft stuff under those hastags spaces like girlbogs and all kinds of non nsft spaces become more and more unsafe and toxic for younger people wich makes a lot of these safe spaces fall apart or scare away new people i can promise you the 14 year old barely teen does not want to see your nudes as she searches up coquette there is a reason for concent labels please use it

Reblog or boost this post to bring more attention to this issue!! Lets try and make tumblr a safe space for new people and everyone!! @deadal1enx3


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9 months ago

Everytime i feel my hyperfixaton torward creepypasta/slenderverse starting to fade i just look up anything that haves to do with marble hornets because it will truly stay as my favorite analog horror ever and am making a post where i compare marble hornets and everymanhybrid a bit because those two are the ones that got me the suport from you all and made me a semi-known writer on this app (aka one kf the few creepypasta/slenderverse writers who are still active) love you all and am trying to get back into writing more often but summer depression haves been killing me


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