Itsdark-walkaway - Nothing

So good 🥺

speak to me in eye contact and hidden smiles, words are overrated anyway 

I am not feeling anything.... nothing at all.

No anger , love , hatred, care , guilt, sadness , happy ,pain and whatever feelings there exists.

I feel nothing.

I wanna be vulnerable again , wanna cry it all out , wanna laugh being happy .

I want to feel it!

Want that serotonin, dopamine, gaba to hit my dormant receptors and produce feelings , normal feelings which everyone deserves , ME TOO!.

OH God , I am back .

no not really

i just wanted to say something to myself and Tumblr has always been that place to me. so I m here at my old space.

I would have become a distant dusted memory to some but tumblr gave me good friends as well and some were way too toxic, we will focus on good.

so hears a note to myself…..(finally right)

You are much more than you think

Much much more than they treated you

They don’t deserve the gem you are

we are done crying girl,

it’s time to glow up

and show them what you are really capable to do.

work the hardest , we have to climb the biggest mountain and it’s not impossible my love.

let’s work to go north in our life .

to leave all the heartbreaks n lost ones behind,

to show you are different from everybody

because YOU ARE YOU ! ANSHITA

trust yourself like everyone trusts you.

it’s the time to MANIFEST.

good luck 👍🏻

thank you.

I don’t know what I wrote n if anyone will ever read it but yeah I let myself out here.

goodluck my beautiful friends ….. see ya all someday in future near or far .

take care ✨

I hurt them more than they love me.

Don't know why.

But I DON'T FEEL RIGHT.

When it rains in India, it is the duty of potatoes/onions to cover themselves with besan and jump into boiling oil..

“You’ll meet a hundred different people who will describe you in a hundred different ways, don’t dwell too much on the kind of impression you make. Remember, there are a thousand paintings of the sun, but only one that rises and sets each day.”

— Ekta Somera

Can't be more true