Title Fight

No matter how I'm reassured, actions speak louder than words Watching you cut me out and stab me in the back fucking hurt I ache to progress, and I ache to just go back in time God knows I must return and take back what is fucking mine

you left me that belief

i swear i'm a good man

the feelings change so fast; safety scares them away.

he doesn't know it, but a year from now, our family will be torn apart

and i will move far away and won't see or talk to him for five years.

and as we sit on the hood of our car, the sun goes down

and he asks me what i've wanted all my life

i tell him, "i don't know."

-sleep patterns by merchant ships from for cameron

o and how i shook like the san andreas, took to writing all the things i was too afraid to scream, like, "i love you" or, "i'm leaving" or "i will never be able to forgive myself for this."

smiling friends as album covers 😀

ORCHID