Oh. My. God.
The way you wrote abt Sejanus making love like its religion š³š³ Literally speechless it was perfect
Please please write more abt Sejanus šš (if you can and want to ofc)
thank you so much!! :D iām soon going to be posting a little intro as this is my first time writing here, but iām planning on posting way more of sejanus! and of course, iām always taking requests, be it for sejanus or for any other character from the entirety of the hunger games franchise.
Haymitch and his ducklings
THE COLLEGE AU??? NURSE SEJANUS?? PLOTICIAN SNOW FASHION DESIGNER TIGRESS AND MUSICIAN LUCY I NEED ALL OF THEM
iām more than willing to write and expand on this universe, or at least the vision i have of it!! request anything you want :D
What about a Finnick Odair / Reader in a modern world where thereās no hunger games. What do you think theyāre dynamic would be like
you take your eyes off the water, only to be met with the same blue, crashing and pulling in his eyes. the tanned skin around the corners of the distinct aquamarine hue crinkles as a result of his toothy grin, and he holds up a porcelain white conch to your ear, beckoning you to listen to the idle chatters of the sea. you laugh and comply, leaning into it to immerse yourself in the sound.
you could only describe finnick as whimsical in moments like these.
after an afternoon of surfing (or ātaming the watersā as he likes to call it), he prefers to end your day at the beach in a way he knows would get a laugh out of you in order to end it perfectly. because thatās what his perfect day consists of; you, and the sea.
you try to focus on the conch pressed up to your ear, but the way the setting sun shines on him is so magnificent, itās almost cinematic. his hair is messy and coarse from the saltwater, and so prettily hangs along his forehead. a piercing dangles from his right ear, the gold pleated material complimenting the matching skin itās against so well, differentiated only by the meticulously arranged freckles adorning him.
you continue to stare into his eyes as your body currently believed that sight is more important than sound, and each inch of him you admire leads you to believe he mustāve been a merman in a past life. maybe this one, too. heās full of surprises.
finnick pulls the conch back and slightly raises an eyebrow, smile never faltering, taking you in just as much as youāve been very obviously doing to him.
āso? amazing, right?ā he asks, bringing his other hand out to tuck a sandy strand behind your ear, letting it linger.
you take a second to respond, still so entranced and too in love, completely blanking on the fact that his question was directed towards the songs of the water that he wanted to share, and not himself.
ābeautiful⦠so, so beautiful.ā
finnick chortles at your answer and proceeds to do what he does best, diving in to plant an energetic, yet soft kiss on your lips.
ācome on, ariel.ā you say as you break the kiss a few seconds in. āweāve got to meet johanna for ice cream in an hour. race you home?ā
I dont think anybody could understand how gorgeously written you work is and how special it is to me. Your talent is so beautiful and I always find myself re-reading your sejanus works every couple of weeks. Please never stop writing, you have such a goregous talent, I wish the best for you lovely.
and thank you for sharing your goregous works.
this is so incredibly sweet thank you so much!! with SOTRās release, iām hoping to write more and expand my writing to encompass the characters weāve been introduced to as well :)
now that the hunger games is once again getting popular, itās all over my fyp on tiktok.
i literally hate the āweāre the capitolā and āsuzanne only writes when she has something to sayā and āwe shouldnāt be getting another hunger games bookā blah blah blah
just shut up and enjoy the series. my god. youāre not āpart of the capitolā for wanting another BOOK in a POPULAR book series. itās the hunger games. itās a fascinating dystopian society. youāre allowed to be curious on how it works. and other POVās of how other characters perceive it and their personal experiences.
and the suzanne thing is fucking stupid too. sheās allowed to write regardless of āhaving something to sayā. thatās not required. she can have ideas later on down the line and add onto her series. esp now that her original audience has gotten older and matured enough to see the real horror thatās IN that original dystopian trilogy. we can now handle other perspectives like Coriolanus, and enjoy the way he thinks without boiling it all down to āi hate him because heās the obviously the bad guyā
i feel like people need to enjoy things and stop being so english teacher mode. relax.
also PS. this is not to say that you canāt read into things but you have to remember itās not that serious. itās REALLY not that serious.
"To this day, I can never shake the connection between this boy, Peeta Mellark, and the bread that gave me hope, and the dandelion that reminded me that I was not doomed." - The Hunger Games, Chapter 2, Suzanne Collins
[ID: A 8 page digital comic of the bread scene between katniss and peeta, interlaced with the text from the hunger games novel. End ID.]
poor lamb Lucy Gray
absolutely ITCHING to write some everlark
ā au where youāre reaped as sejanus plinthās tribute from district 2, and he breaks into the arena to get his final goodbyes in.
coriolanus can see the brunetteās jaw tighten in his peripheral vision when highbottom announces that heāll be mentoring one of the district 2 tributes. that tightness is followed by a deep, deep scowl when the reapings are aired, and your sweet, lamb-like face is shown on the now, sejanus notices, glaring screen. he has half a mind to storm out, but instead swallows thickly to fool his brain into thinking heās calm and collected.
he remembers you, as if a remnant from a previous life. sejanus knows this is a shameful way of thinking. heās no capitolite. they can throw as much money as they want at him, keep his stomach full and plump of steak and apple pie, give him the so called luxury of attending the academy, but he knows his name will metaphorically never leave that reaping bowl. for each year the hunger games have commenced, three names were picked from district 2. a boyās, a girlās, and sejanusās. he is in that arena with them, although not physically. and that is what hurts him most. his name, although not verbally chosen and spoken into a microphone, is amongst that litter, and yet he has the privilege, like every capitolite, of leaving the arena every year when the victor is announced, when his fellow district 2 tributes do not have that option.
upon first greeting you at the capitol zoo, a stinging pang shoots through his throat. he has absolutely no idea how heāll be able to mentor you without completely destroying himself in the process. itās eating him up inside; this hope that the academy has indirectly forced you to place in him. how that hope, crushed, would leave as you, god forbid, would have to take your final breaths in that arena, with nothing to attach to that despair but sejanusās face.
youāre timid at first. you too, remembered this familiar face. the big brown eyes, never dull of emotion. long, fluttering eyelashes. heās much taller now, with curly hair that looks like raw hazelnut under the sun. with the way heās looking at you, you figured he did not outgrow his tenderness. it was no look of pity, though, but a look of understanding. of sharing your fear, instead of accepting your fate. that made you feel a comfort you havenāt felt since standing in your districtās square.
after a few minutes of silence, of examining each other wordlessly, communicating with shared gazes, sejanus decides to speak up first, albeit everyone knowing it is his heart that speaks for him.
āi am so, so sorry forāā
he begins, but you stop him. there wasnāt a point to this, you think. unless he was the one who picked out your name specifically, why would he even feel the need to apologize? that certainly wonāt change anything.
āitās fine. itās not your fault. i know, big elephant in the room, iām behind bars at a zoo. the odds just werenāt in my favor. iām not sure they will decide they like me later, either.ā
sejanus clenches a hand around one of the steel bars at your pessimism, but how can he blame you? he has no hope himself, how could he even possibly think you would? he wishes he could effortlessly bend the barrier separating you two with his palms, grabbing you by the hand and running off somewhere else. somewhere safe. somewhere hopeful. he knows he canāt, and that leaves a shake in his voice as he chooses his next words delicately.
āi just⦠if thereās any way i could help you, guarantee that you would⦠walk out of there unharmedā¦ā
āwell, i saw the district 12 girl with her supposed mentor in here. inside the zoo. youāre mine, i assume? do what a mentor has to do. mentor me out⦠and some food wonāt hurt, either.ā
at the mention of that, sejanusās face slightly lights up, and he reaches into his scarlet colored blazer pocket, taking out a wrapped napkin and handing it to you. you reach through the bars to take this mysterious item from him, fingers lingering just a bit, and unwrap it to find a sandwich, diagonally cut. you smile wistfully at the simple meal before you, this being the very first act of kindness youāve been on the receiving end of since coming to the capitol. so much for hosting etiquette.
āthank you, sejanus, really⦠here,ā you say in an unanticipated small voice, holding out one of the pieces.
the brunette freezes. youāre still kind. all of this, and youāre still kind. perhaps thatās all youāll ever be. perhaps thatās what will be what dooms you in that arena. you will try to speak heart to heart, not sword to sword. he loathes that heās thinking this way. he absolutely despises that he knows you will not be able to walk away from this without staining your hands red, but what has made a home in his chest is the miserable feeling of not knowing whether youāll be able to do that. heās district. he will forever be district, a vow he made at birth. but here he is, standing in front of you, free. here he is, handing you food as though you truly belonged in that zoo. he is everything you wished you could be in that moment, and yet you still decide to share your meal with him, despite the rumbling coming from your stomach. he wants to take it. wants to act like this is a normal picnic that you two are having together, but he knows you need that full sandwich. he knows you should take all you can get.
and so he declines politely. you begin to talk about the changes in district 2 since heās left, and how life continued, yet everyone was stuck. sejanus emphasizes. he listens. but the dread has not left his system. he starts to think about how heāll see you in another life if this one wasnāt enough. thereās so much time on the other side, and here it all feels like a constant countdown. never knowing if your time will be cut short. he mentally chastises himself; he needs to be optimistic. he needs to be here for you, now. he needs to think about the life youāll have when he gets you out, not if. soon enough, youāll believe it too.
to say that sejanus was a complete wreck watching you enter that arena would be an understatement. the cameras capture your soft features so well that you look displaced. lost. you shouldnāt be there, he thinks. no one should be there. the tears that built up in a split second blur his vision, and when the bell rings, he is there, running as a district 2 tribute.
sejanus watches as you take his advice, as you run and hide immediately, and he is kept at bay through at least that. he canāt lose it now. not when youāve placed your entire life bare in his hands.
but sejanus is weak, too. he feels too much too often. his thoughts are frantic, and he finds himself in that arena the following night. the thumping in his chest intensifies as the voice at the entrance pleads him to enjoy the show, and he scoffs at that. he checked the cameras before coming, so he knows exactly where you are, and heās so overwhelmed with the thought of seeing you that it doesnāt register that he has now, momentarily, taken the path he very well couldāve lived if he had not moved to the capitol. sejanus plinth, district 2 tribute.
light footed, he makes his way across the arena, and up the stands. he saw you come out of hiding when it was safe out, when most of the tributes were either asleep or in the tunnels, gathering a weapon or two from the cornucopia then settling on high ground. he figures you were startled once you heard the automatic greeting that played when he walked in, so he whispers your name.
he whispers it again. so delicately. laced with so much sweetness, it feels wrong to say it here.
and then a third time. the syllables now come out desperate. overwrought. he canāt leave without seeing you. touching you. it will break him.
āsejanus?ā his ears perk up, and he looks around, frenzied, trying to distinguish the direction your voice came from. you peek out from one of the stands, and when you find those big, brown eyes looking back at you, you pick yourself up entirely and run to hold the man before you. the man who rushed into the possibility of death head on just to wrap his arms around you. heāll face it all, just for that. oh how he wished you knew how badly he wanted to swap your places.
āyouāre⦠but how? why? itās dangerous hereāā sejanus wastes no time, cupping your cheeks and diving in to kiss you. his hands are holding on to you for dear life, as if his knees will give out without the support. his eyebrows are knit together, focused on the feel of your lips on his. theyāre dry, chapped, and cracked, but he doesnāt care. he swipes his tongue along your bottom lip to give you some relief, making a mental note to send you some water as soon as he leaves.
he kisses you until it hurts him. until his lips are swollen and red. until the way youāre tightening your hands on his broad shoulders feels as though itāll leave bruises. when you break the kiss to breathe, he tries to take you all in. to memorize everything. he desperately needs a pen and paper right this moment so he could draw you as accurately as he can, lest his memory fails him later.
the automatic voice sounds again, and only you turn your attention to the entrance. slowly comes coriolanus snow, the district 12 girlās mentor, and his eyes scan the arena before they land on yours. you nudge sejanus lightly to direct his gaze to his friend, but he wants more. he canāt leave now. he canāt leave you. not like this.
āitās okay, sejanus. iāll be okay. help from the outside, and weāll see each other again in no time.ā you whisper, a tiny bit unconvincingly, eyes glossy. ājust take care of yourself, okay?ā
sejanusās lips quiver, and he too whispers. you donāt believe itās because of the other tributes, but because if he were to speak normally, only a sob would come out.
āyou are myself. please take care of me.ā you glance down and nod at that, tasting the saltwater that came rushing down your cheek. he wipes the trail that settled along your face, and begrudgingly makes his way to the blond.
sejanus is motivated by the thought, the need, to get you out of there. no matter the methods he uses. no matter the consequences he faces. he has the resources to buy you more time, and he finds himself not above exploiting them.