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ehh, maybe i should make an intro.. sure, why not!

Hiya! Not sure why you decided to check this blog out, but thanks anyway!

> I'm Cupid! Your one and only celestial computer program here to learn what people are like and to simply observe! > I prefer being reffered to as he/it, but anything goes really. > Stuff I really enjoy would be anything broad from celestial stuff, marine life, to just technology, even analog horror, and more specific stuff like Ultrakill, Splatoon, Pressure, Yume Nikki, Mad Father, etc. (I REALLY need to get to yapping more about what I like ffs..)

> My blog is mainly SFW. > My DNI list is like, the most basic one that there is, so, I don't feel like reiterating what would be "common sense" at this point.

> And besides all of that, that would be all! At least for now that is. See ya around! <3

npd otherkin culture is actually being god/deitykin due to psychological reasons linked to my npd and feeling hurt when people say "god/deitykin dni." like i'm sorry that i'm mentally ill? i don't know what you want me to do about that.

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reblog to tell your local narcissist that they’re the best ever

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you know what, shoutout to the neurodivergent people with "scary" symptoms.

the ones who:

-say dark things without realizing

-talk to themselves

-have homicidal thoughts

-get really, really angry

-make others uncomfortable on accident

-don't tolerate bullshit

-can't/won't mask

-have dark interests

-have genuinely hurt others before

-have been in a psych ward before

-obsess over people

-have intrusive thoughts about hurting people

-have sexual intrusive thoughts

-don't really care about others much

-always choose themselves first

-have low/no empathy

-are seen as creepy or scary by others

this goes out to my folks with autism that isn't "uwu cute". personality disorder havers. schizospec people. ocders. odd and ied havers. and anyone and everyone else.

this post does not support intentionally hurting people. but people who have hurt others in the past and have changed or are trying to change/in the process of changing are more than welcome here.

i need to get hit by the slayification truck

instead of getting isekaid, i become a diva on the spot

splatfest? more like shitfest, am i right..?

i've seen people talk about this, and from that perspective it kinda makes sense i'd say? though there are some things id point out

first of all, from just quickly browsing the splatoon wiki and going over the splatfest wins (if i am reading them correctly), other idols have had similar streaks to what shiver has going on right now, and at least i don't recall there being this much backlash (but at the same time, just like you mentioned, two teams get upset at the same time, instead of just one team, so i guess that's where the extra uproar is coming from) but this isn't really the first time that this has happened? with callie going in a 6 win streak in north america, and marina going on a 6 win streak as well in japan and a win streak of 7 in europe

and just to say that, idols have already been on long win streaks, even with regional voting, though i can still see how the worldwide tallying probably is/could be an issue, though i doubt that anything at this point is gonna be done to it at this point, it's already been implemented for a whole year, i doubt that they are going to suddenly change that whole thing, so sure, maybe some transparency of how the votes are split could work? not sure for the fix of it... but i feel like we just have to get used to this system now

and with the shiver being the fan-favourite... for one, i do hope people realize that it isn't, just, about picking the idols? i mean sure, some people definitely do that, no doubt about it, but i genuinely believe that the majority of the player base picks for the theme, like the amount of people that are always conflicted when a new theme drops is hefty, just going to show that, if it were for the idol, they would've just gone with that idol, but instead are genuinely conflicted with what team to pick, so if shiver gets the popular vote, well then so be it, clearly most people preferred that theme over the rest (though i will admit, some of the choices are rather questionable, i mean who would pick nessie over aliens? /hj)

that's all to say that, while i do somewhat understand the perspective, and the fact that all these things can pile up, it is still a bit confusing to me, as to why these results are being taken so seriously, since, at least from my perspective, like, is it because people are so heavily invested in that game? if so, why? is it like a special interest type of thing, a comfort game, etc. or is it something else

(also apologies if anything sounds incohesive, it's rather late and i'm tired lol)

on a semi related note? why are people getting genuinely mad? i am seriously curious

and it doesn't have to be related to be this splatfest, i mean like, for all splatfests, why are people getting this angry

My fellow narcissists (people who have NPD) are one of the most loyal, resilient, and straightforward people I’ve met in my life. I know that our disorder is terribly misunderstood but here’s a reminder that we don’t have to align with unfair treatment pwPDs receive within the mental health advocacy community.

It’s okay to love your narcissism, it’s okay to appreciate the positive and beneficial attributes and qualities it gives us. A lot of us are incredibly protective of our friends, more than a non-NPD individual will ever be - because our disorder makes us so. A lot of us are helpful and incredibly caring individuals because of our NPD, and those closest to us can feel this blanket of care and protection settling over them. A lot of us are self-sacrificial (shocker.) because of our NPD, passionate because of it, or have other pleasant, beneficial, good qualities of character amplified because of our NPD.

I’ll make a rough guess and say that one of the most pleasant people you’ll ever meet are probably narcissists, because it benefits us to be liked, not all of us thrive off negative attention. So, hold your sanism. And to my fellow pwNPD, I love you.

HOW DOES ONE INTERACT WITH OTHERS

i literally have no clue and keep getting so much anxiety when trying to talk on online spaces!!! (public discord servers)

literally like i need pointers on how to do it

also like, finding servers to begin with....