Suic1de Has Been Heavy On My Heart Lately

i was so naive covering my body with scars thinking that somebody would notice and care, now i know that nobody cares no matter how bad it is and now im left with my body covered in scars. all for nothing.

I’m not crazy. I was abused.

SH culture is wanting to rip out your own gvts and bleed out on the sidewalk or just completely mutilate your body beyond repair but also being horribly afraid of death as a concept 👍

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No matter what I do I'll never be special.

Ok can you guys tell me in the comments but am I a bad person for not reporting my friend to a teacher like I know I would hate it but I really care for my friend and I don't want to go back to school and them not being alive because of me i just feel like a shit friend and I don't know if I did the right thing.

I wish she would have killed me so I won't have to do it myself

Just kill me if you're planning to leave. Please don't let me experience life without you.

Love being so useless on a day to day basis

always left behind, how am i supposed to keep going?

Don’t hide your madness from me. Be clingy, be jealous, let your need for me spill out. I crave your intensity. I’ll be your shelter, your obsession, your everything. We can lose ourselves together. ♡