I'm So Replaceable

"It made me so happy to hear you laugh again" Yet you are the only reason I even did. You make me so happy yet you make me so angry, so sad and so hurt. I don't want to lose yourself, but I can't lose myself more in the process of trying to keep you close.

I try and try and try, yet you seem to move further away from me after every try.

Why won't you let me love you?

Please don't tell me that this is all just a sick and twisted game that you are playing, because the game you would be playing is called "My feelings" and I would lose every time.

there is something sooo embarrassing about everything i have done and will do

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

I love her but I don't want her to be disappointed in my as a person.would she even love me if she knew more about me?

I’d like to believe that in another life I could be loved

it’s not obsession if you were made for me. call it… divine alignment.

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

always left behind, how am i supposed to keep going?

Me core

the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked