The Scarred - Chapter 11 đ©žđ„đ
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Summary - Penelope Miller works at a florist shop in Gotham, barely getting by in the corrupted city. Her life is shrouded by trauma and judgement with little light to find her way with. However, when a certain painted face starts making himself known to her, things take a turn.
Warning - This chapter contains smut but can be read without it. Smut will start after the second banner. MDNI/NSFW!
The smell of iron filled her lungs, the blood stuck to her face invading her senses as the man now lay still on the floor below her. With a crazed look in her eye, she kicked away the arm that was now detached, heavy as it slid across the stained floor.Â
She began to breathe heavily, unable to decipher whether or not she had really done it. But the smell alone brought her to the reality of the situation.Â
As the men began to pick up what was left of the body, she began to smile, then it turned into a chaotic giggle. She turned to face the Joker and it immediately dropped.
He stared at her with such an intensity that turned her to stone, eyes somehow darker than they ever were. Her lips parted in a silent question, worried about whether or not she overstepped.Â
She heard the doors shut behind her and suddenly, in a few large strides, he approached her and aggressively pulled her into him. His lips crashed down onto her own blood stained ones, not possibly caring less in that moment as he practically suffocated her.Â
At first she was stiff, baffled by his sudden behavior that seemed completely out of character for him.Â
Then she finally let go and accepted it.Â
Her arm reached up around his neck, reciprocating the affection with equal intensity. Nothing was held back by either of them, his hands wandering over her figure as she kept her own planted, choosing to focus on the sensation of his scarred lips.Â
She sighed once he pulled away, eye slowly opening to gaze into the hazel gems before her.Â
âJ?â Penelope whispered, the nickname slipping out without a second thought. His expression faltered when it reached his ears, but their usual spark soon followed after.Â
He didnât correct her. He didnât snap. Instead, a low chuckle rumbled from his throat, rolling into a sharp, sinister laugh that echoed off of the concrete walls. His gloved fingers came up to her face, tracing the scarred side with surprising gentleness, his grin stretching impossibly wide.
âWell, well, well,â He rasped, voice dripping with twisted delight. âLook whoâs getting familiar now, hm?â
Penelope tensed but didnât pull away. There was something unsettling in his gaze, a wildness dancing just beneath the surface. Yet there was a strange acceptance, too. As if sheâd unlocked a piece of him. Something private. Dangerous.
âYa know, doll,â He cooed, the nickname rolling off his tongue mockingly, yet with a hint of genuine fondness. âMost people arenât brave enough to give me nicknames.â He licked at his lips. âYa might want to be careful, though,â He leaned in close, his lips brushing her ear. âCalling me that? Thatâs⊠close. And close gets people hurt.â
His fingers dropped from her face, drifting lazily down to her shoulder, lingering on the edge of her missing arm.Â
He pulled back just enough to meet her gaze again, those crazed eyes searching hers, trying to see if sheâd flinch. But Penelope held her ground, her heart racing, something in her stirring. A newfound sense of chaos, creeping up, waking.
âIâll take my chances,â She whispered, her voice steady despite the flutter of fear and excitement in her chest.
The Jokerâs smile returned, wider than ever. He threw his head back and laughed, a sound that sent chills down her spine.
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When she entered her apartment, she ignored the presence she knew would already be there, prioritizing a shower to get the now dried and crusted blood off of her. His questions of concern were muffled as she mindlessly wandered to her bedroom to pick out her pajamas.Â
âPenelope!â Liam finally yelled, gripping firmly onto her shoulders and turning her to face him. For once, he was truly speechless. Unable to hide his worry for what inevitably came to be his best friend, brow furrowed.
âIâm fine, Liam.â She offered a genuine smile, resting her hand over one of his own. She brushed past him towards the bathroom to turn on the shower and closed the door.Â
Questions flooded in his mind as he impatiently waited on the couch, the TV now completely blocked out. His leg bounced anxiously, biting at his nails. He practically jumped out of his skin when the door opened and she walked in, acting as if nothing even happened.Â
She searched through her cupboards for something, plastic crinkling in her hands as she opened a pack of popcorn and popped it into the microwave.Â
âPenny?â Liam cautiously called to her. She simply hummed in response. He stood and gradually made his way over to her. âDid he hurt ye?âÂ
âQuite the opposite.â Penelope answered casually, unloading the dishwasher as she spoke.Â
âPenny. Ye know ye can trust me.â
âI killed a man, Liam!â She finally blurted out as she whipped to face him. âHe found the man that caused this,â She motioned to her deformed body. âAnd I killed him.âÂ
The two of them stood silently, searching the other for any sign of distrust or betrayal. While she overthought his reaction, Liam had assumed it was only a matter of time before it happened. As soon as the Joker made himself known to her, he knew it was over.
âThe scary part isnât even that I did it. Itâs that I enjoyed it. I couldnât stop. I didnât want to. Not after what he did to me, Liam.â Her voice began to break, lip beginning to tremble. âNot afterâŠâ She sniffed and wrapped her arm around his torso, relieved that his warm comfort was provided without a momentâs hesitation.Â
He gently hushed her, cradling her head while his other handâs thumb caressed her back. âItâs alright, lovinâ.â He whispered.Â
Liam pulled away, hands gently taking hold of her face to look at him.Â
âThere is nothinâ wrong with ye. Nothinâ wrong with what happened, ye understand? He got what he deserved, yeah?âÂ
Penelope nodded as he wiped away her tears, grabbing the popcorn from the microwave before leading them to the couch. She wrapped herself in a blanket, opening the bag and nibbling on a small handful.Â
âDid he scream?â He asked in a joking tone once she calmed down more. To his relief, she giggled.Â
âLike a pussy.âÂ
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The flower shop was quiet, the soft scent of roses and lilies filling the air as Emma arranged a bouquet of daisies behind the counter. The bell over the door jingled softly as Penelope stepped inside, her movements slow and careful. Emmaâs eyes lifted to greet her, but the smile faded slightly when she saw Penelopeâs faceâpale, drawn, and distant.
âHey, hun,â Emma called gently, setting the flowers aside. âEverything okay?â
Penelope gave a half-smile, but it didnât reach her eye. âYeah, just couldnât sleep.â
Emma frowned, watching her carefully. She knew Penelope had been through a lot, but lately, something had shifted. The girl had always been quiet, but now there was a tension beneath the surface, as if she were on edge, waiting for something. Emma noticed the slight twitch in Penelopeâs remaining hand, her fingers trembling for a moment before she shoved them into her pocket.
âIâm gonna go handle the new shipment.â Penelope asked, her voice strained.
Emma nodded slowly but kept her eyes on her as she made her way to the door leading into the back room. âOf course, sweetheart. You sure youâre feeling alright, though? Youâve been⊠distant lately.â
Penelope stiffened, her back to Emma as she began unpacking a box of tulips. âIâm fine.â She said quickly. Too quickly.
Emma bit her lip, the maternal instinct in her stirring. She walked over, placing a hand on Penelopeâs shoulder. âLook, I know things have been hard for you, but if somethingâs wrong⊠you can talk to me. You know that, right?â
Penelope flinched at the touch, though she tried to hide it with a small shrug. âI know. But really, itâs nothing. Iâm just tired.â
Emmaâs brows furrowed. She didnât believe that for a second. There was a darkness in Penelopeâs expression, something haunted and restless. Emma had seen it before in people who were hiding something, something dangerous. She couldnât help but feel a knot of worry tighten in her chest.
âI just want to make sure youâre safe, Penelope,â Emma said softly. âYouâve been acting off. And it scares me.â
Penelope hesitated, her fingers gripping the edge of the box. âIâm fine, Emma.â
But Emma wasnât convinced. Her heart ached as she watched her, knowing that whatever it was, Penelope was shutting her out.Â
âIâm here if you need me,â Emma said quietly, retreating back to the counter. âJust⊠donât push yourself too hard, okay?â
Penelope nodded, but Emma could see the flicker of guilt in her eye before she turned away.
A little while passed and eventually it was close to closing. Penelope sat behind the counter scribbling away in her journal, however more aggressive than usual. The door chimed as it opened, a sigh of relief falling from her lips when she saw it was only Liam. And it didnât go unnoticed by Emma.Â
âEy there, Penny.â He greeted, giving a simple nod to Emma as he charismatically leaned on the counter in front of the former. âDay treatinâ ye right?â Penelope shrugged. Emma decided to disappear into the back, but took care to listen in on their conversation.
âAs much as it can, I suppose.âÂ
âYe still up fer the range?â He asked, concerned about whether she was too tired or overwhelmed.Â
âYeah, Iâll be okay. Donât think Iâll be up for being there as long, though.âÂ
âNo worries about that, I figured as much.â He glanced over at the clock and Penelope did the same, packing up her things to leave. She walked over to the back room and leaned in the doorway.Â
âIâm heading out, Emma. Text me if you need anything, okay?â The brunette gave an appreciative smile.Â
âI will. You take care now, okay? Be safe.âÂ
âYou too.â Penelope offered a smile of her own before meeting Liam at the door to leave.Â
The range was rather large, hidden away in the outskirts which she appreciated. With how big it was, she was surprised that they were the only ones there besides the owner at the front.Â
They stood in a separate room where the actual range was, handguns aimed down range and firing. After finishing an iteration they took their ear covers off, the pressure of them irritating her head.Â
âShe doesnât know about what yeâve been up to, does she?â Liam suddenly asked, catching her off guard. Penelope hesitated before answering.Â
âNo.â Liam leaned against the nearby wall, eyeing her.Â
âIâd be careful about her if I were ye.âÂ
âWhyâs that? She doesnât know, and itâs going to stay that way so long as I can help it.â Penelope readied her gun for the next iteration, then set it back down carefully.
âYe see, thatâs the thing. Ye donât trust her enough to tell her. And that says a lot. Ye told me and yet yeâve barely known me for half as long.âÂ
Liam pushed himself off of the wall and began making his way towards her.Â
âYe donât trust her as much as he think ye do, Penny. She may be a friend, but sheâs not loyal. The second she gets even a hint of what yer up to, sheâs gonna get curious and try to find out more, and when she does, sheâs goinâ straight to the cops.âÂ
âShe wouldnât do that to me -â
âBut she would.â Liam spoke sternly, urging her to believe him. âIâve dealt with plenty of her kind and it never ended well. Even just today, I saw the way she was eyeinâ us. Sheâs already suspicious.âÂ
Liam raised his hands to rest on her shoulders.
âYe need to be careful around her. I know itâs hard, sheâs yer friend, I get it. I do. But Iâm speakinâ from experience. As much as it hurts to hear, ye canât trust her.âÂ
Penelope cast her gaze downwards, struggling to take in all that she was being told.Â
âCome on. Letâs keep goinâ.â He nodded towards the targets in front of them, taking notice of the turmoil going on in her head.Â
As always, he walked her to her apartment when finished. Both because he was right down the hall and it was just the right thing to do. But just before she opened her door, he stopped her.Â
âJust think about what I said, yeah? Iâm tryinâ to keep ye safe.â Penelope paused, thinking. Then she finally nodded and Liam smiled at her, patting her shoulder before walking to his apartment.Â
Penelope turned back to her door and opened it, a familiar smell reaching her nose making her sigh as the door softly clicked shut behind her. She looked over at her couch where the notorious clown-like man sat comfortably. He lounged back like he belonged there, flipping through channels with an air of indifference, his lips twisted into that familiar, unsettling grin.
Her heart raced. She didnât know what to feel. Fear, confusion, curiosity? The same mixture of emotions had been bubbling inside her since that night. The night sheâd felt his lips on hers, tasted the madness, and the thrill of what sheâd done. The blood on her hands still felt so fresh.
âYouâre here.â Penelope finally said, breaking the silence, her voice hoarse but steady.
Joker didnât look away from the screen, but his grin widened. âWhere else would I be?â
She swallowed hard, moving slowly towards the couch, her eyes never leaving him. âI donât know⊠plotting, terrorizing people. Laughing at something burning, maybe?â
He chuckled, the sound low and dark, and patted the seat next to him. âSheesh, canât a guy just catch a break sometimes? Hm?â He jested, eyes still fixated on the TV. âSit down, toots, weâre watching a comedy.â
She hesitated, glancing at the TV. Some mindless sitcom played, laugh tracks echoing. She took a seat, keeping her distance but not too far. The cushion sagged slightly under her, and she found herself staring at him, trying to read something - anything - in his chaotic, unpredictable eyes.
âWhatâs so funny about this?â She asked, her voice soft, unsure whether she meant the show or their entire situation.
Jokerâs eyes slid over to her, sharp and amused. âOh, nothing about the show. Itâs the idea of it. People trapped in their boring little lives, pretending everythingâs fine.â He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. âItâs hilarious, donât ya think?â
Penelopeâs gaze shifted from the TV to him, searching his face. She couldnât understand how he saw the world. He terrified her, fascinated her, made her want to crawl away and stay close all at once. Her fingers traced the edge of the cushion nervously. âHow do you live like this?â
âLike what?â He asked flatly, his eyes glinting as if her question was a challenge.
âLikeâŠâ She struggled for the right words. âWithout⊠rules. Without a plan. Just⊠chaos.â
He laughed, leaning back, stretching his arms over the back of the couch, his fingers brushing her shoulder. âWell, I wouldnât say I live in chaos.â His voice was soft now, almost soothing, but there was still a biting tone to it. âYeah, I cause chaos. But live in freedom. Freedom from their rules. Their endless nagging, the âdonât do this, do thisâ, ya see? Youâve tasted it, havenât you? The freedom. The power.â
Penelope tensed, the memory of that night creeping back in. The rush of adrenaline, the way her hands had trembled⊠then steadied. âThatâs freedomâŠ?â She whispered.Â
Jokerâs grin faltered for just a second, and he tilted his head, watching her closely. âYou did what you wanted to do. Without worrying about consequences. Their consequences. The consequences of everyone trying to control you and be someone that youâre not.â
She bit her lip, looking down at her lap. âHow can I be sure there wonât be consequences?â
âYouâre lookinâ at it, toots.â Joker said, his tone playful but condescending. âYou can choose to pretend everythingâs fine, just like everyone else. Go back to being quiet, timid little Penelope. OrâŠâ He leaned in close. âYou can be free.â
Her pulse quickened, and she turned to face him, searching his eyes.âWhy do you want me to change?â She asked finally, her voice quiet.
Jokerâs gaze softened, just for a moment, as if he was considering her question seriously. âI donât want you to change. I want you to stop pretending. I see potential. Potential that is greater than youâd ever know. And I finally got a taste of it. And so did you. The real question isâŠâ He shifted his body to face her. âCan you live with it? Because once you go down this road, doll, thereâs no turning back. Your cute little world will not be there for you anymore. Itâll show its true colors. Youâll see. And once you do?â He threw her a look with an accompanied gesture. âI can guarantee you wonât want to go back.âÂ
Penelope wasnât sure what to do, what to think. She couldnât help but believe him. Everything he said had some resemblance of truth. Was the freedom truly worth it? Was it worth throwing everything away? Emma? Liam? If the way she felt that night at the warehouse was only a taste of it, she could only imagine how she would feel if she just completely let go.Â
She was sure Liam would understand, he was supportive of her every step of the way. No matter if it was morally questionable.Â
But Emma?Â
Penelope thought about what Liam had told her. Emma was a close friend. A mother figure, even. But she couldnât shake the feeling that maybe Liam was right about her. She kept telling herself that she never told Emma any of what was happening for her protection, but could she have just been lying to herself to prevent her own guilt? Did she truly trust Emma, or did she just cling to the brunette for lack of options?Â
A tear trickled its way down her cheek, not even noticing beforehand as she was lost in thought. She looked Joker in the eye and spoke with a trembling voice.Â
âI donât want to live like this anymoreâŠâ Penelope shook her head. âIâm tired of feeling stuck.â She noticed a subtle shift in his expression, hardened. He suddenly rose to his feet with newfound determination.Â
âGet up.â He demanded, catching her by surprise. After a moment, she stood and he grabbed her wrist, pulling her into the bathroom and facing her towards the mirror. âYa want to stop living by their rules, hm?â Penelope nodded in desperation. âTake off the bandages.âÂ
Her eye widened in disbelief, breathing halted. He stepped closer to her, his warmth pressed against her.Â
âBreak their norm. Show them youâre not theirs to control anymore. Stop trying to be like them.â He leaned in next to her ear. âSend a message.â
Penelope took a shaky breath, meeting Jokerâs eye through the mirror. Her heart raced, blood rushing in her ears as her hand fought to leave her side. Slowly but surely, it raised. Her hands caressed the edge of her bandages, toying with the fabric until she finally began to pull them off with care.Â
She refused to look at herself, tears now streaming down her cheek as a sob left her lips. She felt cool leather grip her jaw, forcing her to look at her reflection in the mirror.Â
The sight seemed foreign to her no matter how many times she took them off. The texture was soft, yet uneven. It was finally healed with skin covering where her eye should have been.
âNow that⊠is a doll.âÂ
His knuckles caressed down her neck, leaving a trail of fire in their wake. The tickling sensation caught her breath, head leaning back against him. This enigmatic man made her feel alive, made her want to embrace the freedom he spoke of as his hands slid down her slim figure, igniting something within her.Â
"There ya go." Joker whispered, his breath hot against her ear.Â
Penelope's gaze fell on her exposed scars, and for the first time, she felt truly wanted. She felt beautiful.Â
"Now how about that freedom?" He growled, hands slipping under her shirt and caressing her soft skin. As his skilled fingers found her hardened nipples, Penelope's breath hitched. His marred lips mixed with her own textured neck, covering it with nips and licks as he practically worshiped her scars. She wanted this man, wanted to feel his touch. She yearned to explore this new, uninhibited side of herself that he was awakening.
Jokerâs hands then lifted her shirt, pulling it off over her head and soaking in the sight of her with a heated gaze.Â
More scars littered her left side, similar to what was on her face. He felt her begin the retreat, but his hands quickly snatched her wrists to keep her where she was. âNone of that. Got it?â He threatened and she nodded in response.Â
He then unclasped her bra and tossed it away, hands moving to cup and toy at her breasts. One hand began to travel lower, unbuttoning her pants and sliding them down her slender legs. Once she stepped out of them he turned her around to face him and pushed her until she was leaning against the bathroom counter. Her legs opened, inviting him to stand in between them. One of his thighs pressed against her radiating core, flexing his muscle until her head leaned back with a sigh.Â
He released a feral growl and reached around to the back of her head, pulling her into him so their lips clashed against each other. The kiss was rough and full of need, Penelope lightly moaning into it as she ground herself against his thigh for some much needed relief.Â
âYeah? Ya like that?â Joker taunted before snatching her thighs and setting her on top of the empty space of the counter. âCâmere.â He dropped to his knees, his hands pulling down her panties and spreading her pussy lips, revealing her glistening, swollen clit. He inhaled her scent, a mix of desire and her unique musk, before plunging his tongue deep inside her, making her gasp and grip the edge of the counter.
Jokerâs tongue was a skilled weapon, licking and sucking at her clit, sending waves of pleasure through Penelope's body. He teased her entrance, dipping his tongue just inside before pulling away, only to return with renewed fervor.
"J -" Penelope moaned, her head thrown back. "Please, donât stop."
Joker hummed, the vibrations sending shivers through Penelope. âDangerous thing to beg me like that, doll.âÂ
He warned before he continued his oral assault, bringing her closer and closer to the edge of orgasm. Just as she was about to climax, he pulled away, leaving her breathless and desperate.
"Thought itâd be that easy, hm?" He said, standing.Â
Penelope, wild with desire, reached for Jokerâs trousers, undoing them with tremulous fingers. Once unbuttoned, her hand tremulously reached inside to grasp his hardened cock, pulling it free from its confines.
Jokerâs cock was thick, the head glistening with pre-cum as she stroked it, her touch tentative yet eager. "Like whatcha see?" He asked, his voice hoarse with desire.
Penelope nodded, her eye never leaving his cock as she continued to stroke it, marveling at the power she held in her hands. "Please, JâŠ" She whispered, her voice thick with need.
He didn't need to be asked twice.Â
He gripped onto her hip tightly, spreading her legs wide as he positioned himself at her entrance.Â
âNow whatâd I say about begging?â With one smooth thrust, he filled her, his cock stretching her pussy as he slid deep inside.
Penelope cried out, her body welcoming the invasion, her pussy clenching around his cock as he began to move, his hips thrusting in a steady rhythm. He leaned forward, his lips finding hers in a hungry kiss.Â
Jokerâs hands gripped her thighs, spreading her wider as he pounded into her, his cock hitting her sweet spot with each thrust. Penelope's body trembled, her orgasm building with each delicious stroke.
"Thatâs it," He growled against her lips. "There ya go, toots. Come on, show me how much you want it.âÂ
His words were like a trigger, and Penelope's body exploded in a cascade of pleasure. She cried out, her pussy clenching around Jokerâs cock as waves of ecstasy washed over her. He followed her over the edge, his cock throbbing as he emptied his load deep inside her, filling her with his hot cum.
As their heart rates slowed and their breathing returned to normal, Joker leaned back, watching as one of his hands ran over her scarred body. When their eyes met, Penelope smiled. Eye sparkling with newfound confidence.Â
Serenity - Chapter 6
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Summary - Vulgaria was a remote country, held its own beauty quite unlike others. Everything about it was peculiar. The village, the castle, the people. In the village sat a rather famed tailor shop, and the recluse that was its head seamstress unknowingly caught the eye of a notorious henchman of the barbaric Baron Bomburst. Accepting a tempting offer, what was supposed to be a simple project began to meddle with her already disorganized family, and little did she know her sanity would soon follow.
As days passed along Mary's work began to pay off, her project progressing gracefully. But it wasn't until it was finished that she was able to truly see the beauty of it. It didn't look exactly how she sketched and imagined it as she made improvisations along the way, but it surpassed her expectations by far. It almost had her dress beat, and that was something she never would've thought could happen.
As she gazed at her work through her small candlelight she heard a tap on the doors of the shop, whipping her head around to see who it was. It was in vain, however, as the dark of the night cloaked whatever it was. She set down the candle and quietly stepped over to the doors, carefully opening one and peeking out. Over to the left? Nothing. Over to the right -
"Reuben!" She exclaimed in a whisper with excitement. She took a closer look around the plaza before stepping outside completely, leaving the door ajar behind her. "I was starting to think you'd forgotten about me." She teased through a rush of courage the recently completed assignment gave her. He offered a mischievous smile in return.
"How could I ever forget the so-lovely seamstress of Vulgaria?" He flattered with a small bow and the wave of his hand. Mary's cheeks warmed and she bashfully turned away, something he relished in. "How is it coming along?" He watched as she faced him again with a deepening smile, motioning for him to follow her into the shop. Looking back at him she placed a finger over her lips to signal for him to keep quiet, then leading him towards the back of the shop where the mannequin sat.
His eyes widened, mouth agape as he caught sight of the coat. Even under the dim light it was a sight to behold. Sure, it was just another one of his disguises, but he knew full well he could never toss such a thing. The attention to detail, careful stitching. None of the workers at the castle could provide anything that articulate. And Mary eagerly watched his every expression, proud to be able to pull such a reaction from the fearsome Child Catcher.
"There's still loose strands and bits that need to be touched up, but other than that it's finished." She carefully pulled the coat off of the mannequin and handed it to him, watching as he slid it on with a smirk. He held his arms out at his sides in a silent question with a cock of his head. Mary slowly eyed him up and down, then met his eyes with a nod. However, she stepped closer and reached up to remove his hat.
"I have an idea." She stated simply and turned to set it on the table.
She grabbed some ribbon and loose pieces of leftover fabric, tying and twisting and knotting with her back to him. He furrowed his brow in curiosity until she turned around. The ribbon had been tied around his hat, the front decorated with a small bundle of flowers to complement the coat. She replaced the hat atop his head and stood back with a child-like smile.
"It's not much, but it sure does bring it all together." Reuben looked around, finding a standing mirror in a nearby corner. He made his way over and began twisting and turning, testing it out with some fluid motions he liked to use. "I tried my best to keep it lightweight for you."
"Well, it certainly is."
"How does it look?" Mary stood next to him, gazing at him through the mirror.
"Fit for a candy man." He watched as Mary suddenly tensed, about to question her when he heard a creak sound from upstairs. They stood still as a statue, waiting for another noise. Just as they thought they were in the clear another creak sounded and Mary's eyes began to glaze over in fear.
"Reuben?" They looked at each other and he noticed her jump at another creak before she began nudging him to the doors of the shop, rushing themselves outside.
As the door shut behind them Mary moved outside the view of the window and leaned against the wall. Reuben, having already taken off the coat, folded it neatly to rest over his arm as Mary took his hat once more to untie the ribbon, laying the same way.
"Just tie that around whenever you need to use it," She spoke hurriedly, glancing behind her every few seconds. "I'm sorry, but he - he can't know, Reuben, he just can't -" A gloved hand rested lightly over her mouth.
"You don't have to explain yourself to me." He, too, glanced behind her. "Go back inside before he sees." Mary nodded, whispering a quiet 'okay' to herself and casting him one last look before entering.
Just as the door shut Mary's father began stepping down into the shop. She began snipping at some nearby fabric to make it seem like she was busy while her father eyed her with a squint.
"What do you think you're doin'?" Mary stopped, keeping her head down as he creeped closer to where she was. She could feel his breath on her neck as his body heat radiated behind her. Nausea began setting in, bile making its way up into the back of her throat.
"I'm - I'm just -"
"You think I'm stupid or somethin'?"
"No, Pa." She whispered as her heart began skipping beats.
"You ain't fiddlin around, you ain't workin on nothin." He caught her chin in a harsh grip, yanking her head to face him. "I thought I told you never to be around him." She held her breath as the heavy smell of alcohol waved off of his own.
"I didn't -"
"Don't lie to me!" He suddenly yelled as he slammed his other fist onto the table. "I don't give second chances, so next time I see you whoring around with that sadist it'll be your last." He shoved her face away and she stumbled back, watching as he stomped his way back upstairs.
The next morning was cold. Quiet. No bird sang. Not a single word was spoken amongst the small family. Charles took his usual seat in the corner while her mother continued to tidy up the shop between fixings.
"Liebling?" Mary turned to face her mother. "Would you mind going into the market for me today?"
"What about the shop?" The younger woman paused her stitching and set it down.
"I'll take care of it."
"Are you sure, Ma?" Her mother gave her a pointed look and Mary took the hint. She grabbed a shawl and threw it over her shoulders before taking the basket to head out.
Thankfully the plaza wasn't as packed as it was the last time they visited. She felt eyes on her back as she passed by other villagers, however. Mary paid them no mind, used to the judgemental stares as she went about her merry way. Stand after stand, shop after shop, the basket was growing heavier than she had expected, and she still had the journey back to the shop. She didn't even realize how far she had ventured until she began to make her way back.
Just as she passed an alleyway she yelped when something pulled her into it. A gloved hand motioned for her to be quiet and she smiled, then worriedly glanced around.
"What are you doing here?" He reached into his coat pocket and she heard a small jingle as he fished out a handful of coins.
"Thought I'd pay you before I forgot." Mary slowly began to shake her head in disagreement.
"I never asked you to."
"What you made doesn't come free." He reached down to take her hand and placed the coins in it, closing her fingers on top of it. Mary looked up at Reuben and was startled at how close their faces were. Should either of them move the slightest bit, their noses would touch.
And yet neither of them moved.
They continued staring at one another as their eyes danced over the other's face, taking in the smallest features they never noticed before. Every line, wrinkle, mole and freckle.
When her eyes met with his she couldn't help but be mesmerized. They were a unique hazel that one could easily get lost in, one that she was already lost in. His nose was what captivated her the most. It was a disturbing feature to most, but to Mary he wouldn't be the same without it. She thought if anyone would be able to pull it off it would be him, and he did it well to say the least.
"I -" She breathed, but couldn't quite find the right words. She noticed his eyes flick down to her lips, causing her to follow suit. Time seemed to slow as they inched closer, Reuben maneuvering his head to keep his nose out of the way. Despite the effort, she felt it lightly brush against her cheek and it sent a shiver down her spine. She felt his breath fan over her lips, just beginning to brush over when a shout sounded in the distance.
Their heads snapped to the street and Mary's heart sank. The shout mixed with a scream coming from a second person. She began to set off in the direction of it when Reuben snatched her wrist, eyeing her warily when she looked back at him. She gently pulled away from his grip and continued backing into the street.
As Mary reached it her pace turned into a brisk walk, face contorted into one of worry as she bypassed villagers who looked on with a similar expression. As she looked at those around her on her way to the shop she grew more and more concerned, breathing growing shallow.
For the umpteenth time that week she crept into the shop, taking a deep breath before facing the small room to find it empty. Her eyes turned up to the floor above, losing her own sense of time as she practically crawled to the stairs. With each step the seconds slowed further and further. She held onto the floor of the living area as she peeked over it from the stairs, eyes widening at the sight of her father hunched over her mother's body.
"Ma..." Mary whispered, gathering her skirt as she trotted up the last few steps to make her way over to them. "Ma!" She rushed as her father began to sob. She was about to kneel down with him when he suddenly grew quiet, enraged as he twisted to face her.
"You -"
"Pa..."
"Bitch!" Mary lept to the side with a shriek as a vase was launched her way, crashing and shattering as it hit the wall. In a flash her father's hands were latched onto her braid and used it as leverage to ram her head into the wall.
Everything became a blur as she collapsed. Her hearing was muffled. As much as she tried to move, the pounding in her head refused to let her.
You run. Her mother's words repeated themselves to Mary. You run far away from here and never come back.
She whimpered as she struggled to push herself off of the floor, stumbling into the wall as dizziness hit her next. Her eyes wandered the room in search of her father and found him distracted by her mother again, so she took the chance to make her way back down the stairs as fast as she could in her current state.
At first Mary took her time as she gradually regained her senses, but the harsh sound of Charles' footsteps flooded her with anxiety and she bolted. Weaving and stumbling through the crowds of villagers, her run turned into a sprint when her father began catching up to her.
Just as he was about to reach her she knocked over a shelf, and him along with it. As he struggled to get out from under it she stared for a second before setting off once more.
"Giddyap!" The catcher's cage sped down the street towards the frightened woman, followed by a group of soldiers on their horses.
She stilled and thought about her choices, that is however straight she could think in the first place. Her body set itself to flight as she caught sight of her father again and took Reuben's hand that was outstretched to her, pulling her up to sit next to him before cracking his whip and turning his horse around.
"Foolish girl, you should've never gone after them." He looked over at her to see her face completely drained of its color.
Blood ran down from the side of her forehead, vibrant against her skin. The area around the wound had already begun to bruise and continued to pound, taking on a migraine. She had no energy to cry. No energy to mourn, to talk, to panic. She felt drained, tired. She wasn't sure if it was because of her head or what had just happened. Mary simply groaned and leaned her head back against the cage, eyes screwed shut in pain.
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Serenity - Chapter 1
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Summary - Vulgaria was a remote country, held its own beauty quite unlike others. Everything about it was peculiar. The village, the castle, the people. In the village sat a rather famed tailor shop, and the recluse that was its head seamstress unknowingly caught the eye of a notorious henchman of the barbaric Baron Bomburst. Accepting a tempting offer, what was supposed to be a simple project began to meddle with her already disorganized family, and little did she know her sanity would soon follow.
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The birds chirping outside were what woke her up first. Then it was the quiet footsteps making the floors creak. Mary peaked out of the small window next to her bed, the sun just barely rising above the horizon. With a rather large yawn and an even larger stretch she sat up on the edge and slid her feet into her slippers. She went through the motions of getting ready for the day, the majority of it fuzzy, finishing with a single braid in her hair before she finally made it to the dining room. Her mother was already in the kitchen cooking breakfast.
âGood morning, ma.â The older woman looked over and smiled.
âGood morning, liebling.â Mary gave her a gentle hug before helping her. âSleep well?â
âI suppose so.â The two of them were quiet for a few moments, the sound of stirring and sizzling the only thing filling the silence of the room until it was broken by Mary. âAre you feeling alright?â More silence. Mary was beginning to regret even asking had it not been for the comforting hand that made its way to her shoulder.
âIâm alright, dear.â Mary moved a hand to rest on top of her motherâs, offering a wary smile before resuming her mixing. âI noticed that dress youâre making. Your personal project, is it?â Mary hummed in confirmation.
âIt was going well until yesterday.â
âI think itâs beautiful. Why, I wouldnât have even noticed anything was wrong if I hadn't known.â The morning continued rather peacefully, the two of them enjoying the small moments they had with each other. It was their break from reality, abeling them to fantasize that they were the only two within their already small family. That nothing else mattered. They both learned to love the little joys in life, the simplest things that no one else seemed to notice. It made everything worthwhile to them.
By the time the sun reached above their heads the market was bustling with energy. Feet padded and clicked along the stone of the plaza, though there wasnât as quite a hustle as the day before. Personalities clashed whether it was between other customers or vendors, or both which happened to be the most common occurrence. Women gawked at the latest jewelry, and occasionally Maryâs newest attire on display. Men showed off newly bought cattle in a friendly banter. Mary wouldâve enjoyed it were it not for her fatherâs reputation.
The villagers were reclusive with unfriendlies, and unfortunately all it took was one person to ruin it for the lot. Aside from necessities, the delicate work of the seamstress was the only thing saving the family from complete isolation, it seemed.
The skill came naturally to her, much to her motherâs delight. Once she taught Mary the basics she was able to leave her to her own devices. Mary eventually came up with her own techniques, even drifting from basic designs they had been using since the business started. It was refreshing to the villagers and attracted more customers, and though it made the family all the more busy money was coming in quicker and she was able to build a pleasant reputation for herself. But it did little to nothing in the great scheme of things.
Her mother organized the shop in the back, her father naturally taking his place at a table with his morning glass of bourbon as Mary worked on small fixings at the stand. Things had surprisingly gone smooth for the time being, but then again it was still quite early in the day.
It wasnât until she had the thought that everyone stilled, listening.
Mary couldnât tell what caused the chain reaction until they began to hear rushing hooves grow closer, followed by a familiar trumpet. She glanced around the plaza anxiously, holding her breath in anticipation until someone shouted from a nearby street.
âSoldiers!â Though thankful, the warning was in vain. Villagers scrambled to the outskirts of the plaza, trying their best to avoid being trampled as the horses circled. Merchants didnât bother closing shop as it was already far too late.
âGiddyap!â A distinct nasally voice shouted. Their stomachs dropped, the sight of an infamous cage rolling its way into the plaza, coming to an aggressive halt once centered. The figure, clad in black, dropped from his spot on the contraption, net and hook in his gloved hands as he crept around with a crazed look in his eye. âI know there are children here somewhere.â
Maryâs heart rate picked up, fiddling with the fabric in front of her as he grew closer. As far as she was concerned, she had heard nothing of children being in the village. Not for a few months at least. Either that or her family was kept out of the loop which seemed to be the most likely answer.
âBring them to me and you will receive a painless death.â He mused with a chuckle as he stalked closer to their shop. He seemed to look between her own and the two neighboring marketers, pacing the three of them with determination. He pointed at two nearby soldiers, directing them and their men into the homes of the two others with a grumble. Then he locked on to the seamstress.
Mary froze, regardless if she knew there were no children. She felt as if even just looking at him was a death sentence. Those who fell victim to the Child Catcher rarely ever returned, and she had yet to see a survivor herself.
She quickly glanced away as he stepped closer, now wringing the cloth. She felt him barely brush past her shoulder before he began to lurk around the tiny shop. Mary felt her face and ears burn like a fever, chancing a look at the plaza to see everyone who remained staring at their area as soldiers continued vandalizing houses in search of said children. She heard him shuffling baskets and boxes around, though not as harsh as the others. Then he went silent. No footsteps, no more shuffling.
Out of curiosity, Mary finally turned to face the room. There the Child Catcher stood in front of her mannequin, examining the dress she had been working on. He eyed it every which way, then moved on about the room to look at the rest of the items on display, feeling the different fabrics.
âWhoâs responsible?â With no response he turned to face the small family, the parents looking over at Mary. She looked up to meet his eyes once more and he squinted ever so slightly, then glanced between the older couple before scoping the room again. âHow exactly are you getting these?â He motioned at the cloth. Mary looked over at her mother.
âI buy them off of a traveling merchant along the road.â The catcher made a noise of approval then looked over at the nearby stairway. Practically sneering at her parents, he rushed up the stairs to scavenge around some more.
Mary took a deep breath and leaned back against the stand, running her hands along the skirt of her dress to keep them from growing more sweaty than they already were. Perhaps it wouldâve been better if she hadn't grown so ambitious. She was comfortable with her reputation around the village, but with someone from the castle, let alone the Child Catcher? He was the last person you wanted to stand out to.
Their heads snapped back to the stairs at the sound of his footsteps making their descent. Once reaching the bottom he looked at the parents one last time before making his way back to the plaza, casting Mary a final glance along the way. Just as he passed through screams sounded from the neighboring home to their left.
âMary!â Her mother whispered her over in a panic. But she didnât move. She just stood and watched as two soldiers dragged a little boy from the villa, followed by the owners. The catcher eagerly opened his cage, cackling.
âThere you are!â He sneered as the boy and his parents were practically tossed inside and shut in. As he jumped up onto his box seat he looked over at Mary one last time, then sped off with the rest of the soldiers with the crack of his whip.
The village was completely silent after the hooves disappeared. Another family was stolen from them right before their very eyes. None of them could imagine what fate awaited them. Nor did they want to find out.
Slowly villagers began to wander out into the plaza once more, though not as many as there were previously. And understandably so. Mary was engulfed by her motherâs warm embrace to which she gradually returned when she finally came to. When she pulled away from Mary she cupped her face, though grew worried when the younger woman refused to make eye contact.
âYouâll be fine, my dear.â She attempted consolation. âHe didnât seem upset.â
âHeâs unpredictable and dangerous!â Her father shouted irritably from inside the shop. âI donât ever want him here nor do I want him speaking to either of you again.â His sentence was reduced to a grumble by the end of it.
âIâm afraid we canât tell him what to do, darling. The Baron would have our heads.â Her mother cautiously advised, only to be met with incoherent gibberish. He downed the rest of his drink and abruptly left the room, wandering into the streets of the village.
Chapter 2
Pairing - General Armitage Hux x Reader
*Set prior to The Force Awakens*
Summary -
Forged in blood. Bound by duty. Broken by desire.
(Y/n) (L/n) is a deadly Umbral of the Covenant - an elite order of vampires sworn to the First Order. Her assignment: serve as General Hux's personal guard. But as buried secrets surface and a rogue vampire faction rises, (Y/n) is forced to confront a past she can't outrun - and feelings she was never meant to have.
In a war of blood, betrayal, and duty, the deadliest threat may be the one that lies still in her chest.
Series contains - Blood, violence, battles/war, betrayal/angst, eventual smut, slow burn
The steady hum of the transport ship was a constant beneath their feet, a rhythmic pulse of power that carried them through the vastness of space. Inside the dimly lit cabin, the atmosphere was subdued. Formal, disciplined, yet not entirely tense.Â
Hux sat with his back straight, a datapad in hand. His eyes flicked over reports and incoming transmissions from the Finalizer, processing the minutiae of fleet logistics with the same cold efficiency as always. He did not acknowledge the Umbrals beyond what was necessary. Yet, his sharp gaze lifted briefly when movement caught his attention.
(Y/n) stood a short distance away, her posture still disciplined, but there was a subtle shift in her demeanor. A small relaxation of her shoulders, the slight ease in her stance. Changes so minute that most would miss them entirely.
Except for him.
The reason soon became apparent as Varo had approached her. His expression was composed but carried a faint trace of familiarity, something that separated him from the others. She inclined her head slightly in acknowledgment.Â
âYouâre holding together well,â Varo remarked, his voice carrying the weight of an old camaraderie.
(Y/n) glanced at him, one brow lifting slightly. âWere you expecting otherwise?â
A small smirk played at the corner of his lips. âNot really. But even you have to admit this is different from what weâre used to.â He gestured vaguely around them. âThe academies are one thing. Taking on an assignment? Thatâs something else.â
(Y/n) exhaled quietly, her gaze shifting briefly to the viewport where the stars streaked past in elongated trails of light. âWe were made for this,â she said simply.
âMade for it, sure,â Varo agreed. âBut Iâd rather fight beside someone I know than be stuck with others who think weâre nothing more than glorified beasts on leashes.â (Y/n) caught a new frustrated glint in his eyes. âThey have a hard time trusting us, but they donât realize it goes both ways.âÂ
Hux noted the way (Y/n)âs expression flickered. Something subtle, a trace of understanding.
âLet them think what they will,â she murmured. âIt changes nothing.â
Her attempt at grounding themselves seemed to work as Varo huffed a quiet chuckle. âStill the same as ever.â He tilted his head slightly. âNo regrets?â
(Y/n) finally met his gaze, and in that moment, there was something unspoken between them. Shared experiences, unspoken memories from the academy. The brutal trials, the losses, the moments of quiet survival.
âNo,â she said at last, and there was no hesitation in her answer.
Varo studied her for a moment before nodding in acceptance. âGood.â
Hux, still seated and listening in on their conversation, watched them from the corner of his eye.
It was⊠fascinating.
The Umbral he had observed up until now had been nothing short of calculated and professional. She had spoken only when necessary, moved only with purpose. But here, in the presence of someone she trusted, she was not softer - that was the wrong word.
More settled.
There was no loss of awareness, no drop in discipline. She was still poised, still unreadable to the untrained eye. But there was a difference, one that made Huxâs fingers still briefly over his datapad.
This was an Umbral outside of direct orders. This was (Y/n) (L/n) as a person, not just as a weapon. And it was something worth noting.
Not long after, the landing sequence they experienced was smooth, the ship barely shuddering as it settled into the Finalizerâs hangar.Â
Inside the ship, General Hux remained composed as he stood, eyes fixed ahead as the ramp lowered with a sharp hiss. The air changed immediately. Cooler, sterile, filled with the low hum of machinery and distant orders being barked across the hangar deck.
(Y/n) followed precisely half a step behind him as he descended the ramp, boots meeting the polished black floor with measured precision as Varo followed beside her.Â
The hangar was alive with motion. TIE pilots making their way to their fighters, officers moving in coordinated patterns, stormtroopers standing at attention as their general passed. Hux did not acknowledge them. He expected discipline, not admiration.
A group of officers awaited him near the entrance to the main corridors. At their forefront, Captain Phasma stood in gleaming armor, a towering presence of authority. She inclined her head as Hux approached.
âGeneral.â
âCaptain.â
Her visor tilted toward (Y/n) for a brief moment, then to Varo. âWhich one of you is Umbral Drenn?â The man in question stepped forward. Phasma gave a single nod in acknowledgement. âYou will be shadowing me for the next five days to ensure your understanding of our operations in High Command. Further guidance will be provided to you later.â She informed before turning to the general. âYour presence was missed, sir. There are several matters requiring your attention.â
Hux nodded, already moving forward. âWalk with me.â
(Y/n) and Varo followed silently as they moved towards the turbolifts, officers and other personnel scurrying out of their way. Phasma strode beside Hux, her tone clipped and efficient.
âThe Resistance has increased its scouting efforts in the Mid Rim. No direct engagements, but intelligence suggests they are probing for weaknesses.â
âPredictable.â Huxâs expression remained unreadable. âHave our patrol routes been adjusted accordingly?â
âThey have. Colonel Ronn reports all security measures are holding, but vigilance is advised.â
The lift doors opened, and the group stepped inside. The moment they ascended, Phasmaâs tone shifted, slightly lower.
âThere was also an incident with Captain Voss.â
(Y/n) did not react outwardly, but she sharpened her focus. Hux, however, merely exhaled through his nose, a sign of mild irritation rather than surprise.
âWhat has he done?â
âHe questioned your decision to take an Umbral as a personal guard.â A pointed glance at (Y/n). âNot publicly, but he has made his opinion known among certain circles.â
(Y/n) remained motionless, her gaze fixed ahead.
Huxâs lips curled into something that was not quite a smile. âLet him. Voss is intelligent enough to know the consequences of stepping beyond his station.â
The lift arrived at the floor of the bridge and as they neared, the doors hissed open, revealing the vast command deck of the Finalizer. A sea of officers stationed at their posts, the soft hum of control panels and distant chatter filling the air.
As the general stepped forward, the shipâs personnel immediately straightened, all eyes momentarily drawn to their returning commander. (Y/n) observed silently as they passed through, noting how conversations momentarily ceased as Hux moved to take his place at the command platform overlooking the viewport.
The stars stretched endlessly before them, vast and cold.
Hux clasped his hands behind his back, surveying his domain. âReport.â
An officer stepped forward. âAll systems operational. No disturbances during your absence. We are prepared to resume standard operations under your directive.â
Hux nodded once. âMaintain course. I will review todayâs logs personally. Any deviations in patrol efficiency are to be reported immediately.â
âYes, General.â
As the officer left, Hux glanced toward (Y/n), his expression unreadable. He studied her for a moment, then turned back towards the viewport.
She had remained silent, as expected. Present, but unobtrusive. A shadow at his side.
(Y/n) remained alert as General Hux turned and faced Phasma who had not yet left, her tall frame imposing as she continued briefing him. âThere is another matter. The Supreme Leader has sent a transmission requesting an update on the Starkiller project. He will expect a report.â
Huxâs jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. âOf course he will.â He exhaled sharply through his nose. âPatch it through to my private terminal. I will address it personally.â
Phasma nodded before stepping away to relay the command, Varo following, leaving General Hux and (Y/n) to themselves.Â
(Y/n) remained silent, watching as Huxâs fingers flexed behind his back, the only outward indication of his restrained irritation.Â
He turned sharply, beginning to walk along the command walkway overlooking the bridge. (Y/n) followed in step.
âYou will make yourself familiar with the Finalizerâs layout,â Hux stated without looking at her. âI expect you to know the shipâs schematics, primary access routes, and all possible security vulnerabilities within the next seventy-two hours.â
(Y/n) inclined her head slightly. âUnderstood, General.â
He stopped abruptly, turning to face her, his eyes assessing her with scrutiny.
âThere will be those aboard this ship who question your presence. Some out of ignorance, others out of resentment.â His voice was level, but his meaning was clear. âI do not concern myself with their opinions, and neither should you. If any officer openly challenges your position, you are to report it to me.â
(Y/n) met his gaze evenly. âI can handle myself, sir.â
A flicker of something, amusement, perhaps, crossed his expression before vanishing behind his usual stoicism. âOf that, I have no doubt, Umbral.â
A short pause stretched between them before he resumed walking, continuing toward the exit of the bridge. (Y/n) followed, standing just behind him to his right.
Silence settled between them, but it was not uncomfortable. It was measured, weighted with unspoken understanding.
His expression was unreadable, but (Y/n) could sense the calculation behind his silence. Whatever the Supreme Leader had demanded of him, it was not a request he would take lightly.
Her steps were measured, keeping a respectful distance behind him as they moved through the corridors of High Command. The officers they passed barely spared her a glance, their attention focused solely on their returning commander.
When they reached the secured door of his office, Hux keyed in the access code. The doors hissed open, revealing the stark, meticulously organized interior. Polished black surfaces, a large desk with a holoprojector at its center, and its own expansive viewport behind it. The room was immaculate, devoid of any unnecessary personal effects.
Hux stepped inside, barely acknowledging (Y/n) as the doors slid shut behind them. He removed his gloves methodically, placing them on the desk before tapping a sequence into the holoprojector. The device flickered to life, casting an eerie blue glow as the Supreme Leaderâs form materialized before them.
The air in the room seemed to shift, thick with an oppressive weight. Even through the projection, Snokeâs presence was suffocating. His towering form loomed over them, distorted slightly by the transmissionâs flickering edges.
âGeneral Hux,â Snokeâs voice rumbled, slow and deliberate. âI trust you have not wasted my time.â
Hux straightened further, hands clasped tightly behind his back. âThe Starkiller project continues on schedule, Supreme Leader. Engineering reports optimal progress, and our primary test phase is nearing completion.â
Snokeâs hollow eyes studied him, his expression unreadable. âGood. You understand the consequences should you fail.â
There was no hesitation in Huxâs response. âYes, Supreme Leader.â
A long pause followed, tension lingering in the air like a coiled viper. Then Snokeâs gaze shifted slightly.
âYou have taken an Umbral into your service.â
(Y/n), who had remained silent and unmoving, felt the weight of his attention settle on her. It was as if Snokeâs gaze pierced straight through her, as though he was dissecting her presence, her worth.
Huxâs voice remained steady. âThe Covenant has assigned her to myself. She is among the highest ranks of their order.â
Snoke exhaled, a low sound that was neither approval nor disapproval. âThe Covenant serves its purpose.â His gaze lingered on (Y/n) a moment longer before shifting back to Hux. âDo not let her presence become a liability.â
âI wonât, Supreme Leader.â Hux assured him.
Another silence. Then, Snoke inclined his head ever so slightly.
âProceed with the operation. I will expect another update soon.â
The transmission cut out abruptly, the hologram dissolving into nothingness.
Hux exhaled through his nose, rolling his shoulders slightly as if shedding an invisible weight. His fingers flexed against the polished desk before he turned towards (Y/n).
âYou are dismissed,â he said simply, though his gaze lingered on her for a fraction of a second longer than necessary. âBegin your reconnaissance of the Finalizer immediately.â
(Y/n) inclined her head. âYes, General.â
Without another word, she turned and exited his office, the doors sealing shut behind her.
As she strode down the corridor, she couldnât shake the sensation of Snokeâs gaze still lingering in the back of her mind. It was a different kind of scrutiny compared to that of the Covenantâs Grand Master, one that was less inviting and more dangerous. But perhaps it was due to their differing species.
The halls of the Finalizer were a labyrinth of sterile steel and calculated design. But to (Y/n), they were merely another environment to master. Every corridor, every bulkhead, and every access hatch had to be committed to memory. The Covenant had trained her to adapt to unfamiliar terrain with ruthless efficiency. This ship would be no different.
She moved with purpose, weaving through the bustling corridors of High Command. Officers and troopers passed her by, some sparing glances in her direction, though none dared approach. Her presence was an anomaly, a shadow among the uniformed ranks of the First Order.
(Y/n) had no doubt that rumors of her assignment had already spread. An Umbral of The Covenant personally guarding General Hux? There would be speculation. Distrust. Resentment.
None of it mattered.
She descended towards the lower decks where the layout became more complex, hallways twisting into the maintenance sectors and security control stations.Â
The artificial lighting hummed faintly above, casting shadows as she turned a corner and nearly collided with a figure standing in her path.
(Y/n) stopped short, her body tensing instinctively as her gaze lifted to meet the cold, piercing eyes of Captain Voss.
His uniform was pristine, his posture rigid with military precision. There was no insignia of High Command upon his uniform, yet the authority he carried was unmistakable. He was a First Order officer through and through, one who did not believe in wasting words on pleasantries.
His eyes flickered with something unreadable as he regarded her, arms clasped behind his back. Then, after a long moment, he spoke.
âSo,â he said evenly, âyouâre the Umbral.â
(Y/n)âs expression remained unreadable, her posture unmoving. âCaptain Voss.â
His lip curled slightly, though whether in amusement or disdain, she couldnât tell. âYou know who I am?â
âI make it a priority to recognize potential threats.â
A low, humorless chuckle left him. âThreat?â He tilted his head, scrutinizing her as though she were some curious specimen beneath his gaze. âYou misunderstand, Umbral. You are the threat. An unnatural creature let loose aboard our fleet under the guise of loyalty.â
(Y/n) did not react, though his words were designed to provoke.
âDo you have a point, Captain?â she asked, her voice cool and measured.
Voss took a step closer, lowering his voice to something nearly conversational. âOnly an observation,â he murmured. âYou may have fooled the general into believing in your worth, but I see you for what you are.â His gaze darkened. âAnd I will be watching.â
They stood in silence, tension coiling in the space between them like a viper ready to strike.
Then, as if the moment had never happened, Voss stepped past her, his presence brushing against hers as he moved down the corridor.
(Y/n) remained still for a long moment, her fingers twitching at her sides. She had expected resistance. She had expected scrutiny. But Captain Voss was more than just wary. He was trouble.
The general was engaged in a discussion with one of his officers when (Y/n) stepped onto the bridge. The dull clang of her boots against the polished floor drew only the briefest of glances from the crew. Most had already grown accustomed to her presence, though unease still lingered beneath their professionalism.
Hux, however, acknowledged her arrival immediately. With a curt nod, he dismissed the officer at his side and turned his full attention to her.
âReport,â he ordered, his voice precise, leaving no room for wasted words.
(Y/n) halted before him, her posture unwavering. âThe shipâs layout has been committed to memory,â she stated evenly, noting the slight raise of Huxâs eyebrows. âCritical sectors, alternative routes, access corridors, and blind spots have been accounted for. There will be no uncertainty in my movements should an incident occur.â
Hux observed her for a moment, his expression unreadable. âAnd?â
(Y/n)âs jaw tightened slightly. He wanted more. Not just facts. He wanted assessments.
âThere are areas of vulnerability,â she continued, adjusting her stance. âCertain maintenance shafts are lacking proper security oversight. The officer quarters are positioned too closely to primary access points leading towards command sectors. An infiltration risk if not properly monitored. Additionally, there are multiple routes through the ventilation system that could allow undetected movement for someone knowledgeable enough to exploit them.â
Huxâs gaze flickered with something unreadable, though it was not dissatisfaction. If anything, there was a sharp edge of approval in his eyes.
âAnd what would you suggest?â
(Y/n) did not hesitate. âIncreased security sweeps in blind spot regions, reallocation and brief investigation of stationed personnel in high-risk zones, and additional lockdown measures in the event of an incursion.â She tilted her head slightly. âWith your approval, I can communicate this to Umbral Drenn so he can oversee these adjustments personally and I can inspect once complete.â
A slow pause. Then, Huxâs lips pressed into something almost resembling a smirk.
âEfficient,â he remarked. âAs expected.â
(Y/n) inclined her head slightly, accepting the words without pride. âWas there anything else, sir?â
Hux considered her for a moment longer, as if weighing an unspoken thought.
Then, with a subtle shift in his stance, his expression cooled once more. âYou encountered Captain Voss.â It was not a question.
(Y/n) met his gaze steadily. âI did.â
âAnd?â
âHe made his position clear.â
Hux exhaled shortly, a breath that was almost amused. âIâm sure he did.â He studied her with something bordering on curiosity. âAnd what is your input on him?â
(Y/n) was silent for a brief moment before responding.
âControlled in his resentment, but not without intent,â she said evenly. âHe sees me as a threat. Not to the Order, but to himself.â
A flicker of something colder passed through Huxâs expression. Not anger. Not yet. Just quiet acknowledgment of what he already knew being confirmed.
âCaptain Voss is an officer of the First Order,â Hux said, his tone deliberate. âBut he is not your superior. He will not interfere with your duties so long as he values his position.â A pause. âHowever, should he become a problem⊠inform me.â
(Y/n) gave a curt nod. âUnderstood.â
Hux regarded her for a moment longer, then turned back towards the viewport, hands clasped neatly behind his back.
âRelay your findings to Umbral Drenn and see to it that these flaws are remedied immediately. Once he is informed, you are dismissed. You are quartered beside my office in room A375.â
âWill do, sir.â (Y/n) then turned and made her exit.
The cold glow of the various screens illuminated the room of the security hub, casting faint shadows across the chamberâs sleek metallic surfaces. Various officers moved with precision, their tasks carried out in controlled efficiency. The monitors along the walls displayed multiple security feeds, scanning every sector of the Star Destroyer.
(Y/n) entered without hesitation, her footsteps silent against the polished floor.Â
Varo was already waiting near the holotable, arms folded as he scanned the display. He glanced up when she approached, but before either could speak, Captain Phasma strode into the room.
Her chrome armor reflected the dim lighting as she moved towards them, helmet concealing whatever expression she might have worn. The imposing stormtrooper commander carried an air of quiet authority, her presence alone demanding respect.
âI assume this is regarding the vulnerabilities you reported to General Hux,â Phasma stated, her voice even but firm.
(Y/n) met her gaze without hesitation. âYes, Captain.â She keyed in a holographic projection of the Finalizer to expand before them, highlighting weak points (Y/n) had identified. âThere are significant flaws in patrol shifts around the hangar bays, particularly during rotation cycles. Lower deck patrols leave a brief window where two sectors are completely unmanned. These are weak points that could be exploited.â
Phasma studied the projection in silence for a moment. Then she turned her helmet towards Varo. âDo you agree with these findings after your own inspection?â
Varo nodded. âI do. Theyâre accurate.â
Phasmaâs tone remained neutral, but there was no mistaking the steel beneath her words. âThen we correct them immediately. The Finalizerâs security should be absolute, not riddled with gaps that invite disaster.â She turned back to the projection. âWho is responsible for these sectors?â
(Y/n) answered without hesitation. âCaptain Voss oversees the affected sections.â
There was a brief pause. Though Phasmaâs helmet concealed her reaction, the air between them grew taut. âI will deal with Voss personally,â she said at last. âIn the meantime, Umbral Drenn will implement corrective measures. I expect immediate results.â
(Y/n) exchanged a glance with Varo before nodding. âI recommend patrol rotations to be altered, and surveillance coverage increased in compromised areas. High Command security will receive additional reinforcement, and the bridge will have extended guard shifts.â
Phasma inclined her head slightly. âGood. I want a full update within the next cycle.â Her gaze flicked between them, then landed on Varo. âDo not fail.â
With that, she turned on her heel and left, her cape flowing behind her.
Varo let out a quiet breath. âWell. That went about as well as expected.â
(Y/n) exhaled softly, her expression unchanged. âAt least we have clearance to fix the issues.â
Varo smirked. âAnd the added bonus of Phasma breathing down Vossâs neck.â
A rare flicker of amusement crossed (Y/n)âs face. âConsider that a victory.â
With their orders set, the two Umbrals turned back to the holomap. There was work to be done, and neither intended to leave The Finalizer vulnerable for long.
Serenity - Chapter 3
Masterlist
Summary - Vulgaria was a remote country, held its own beauty quite unlike others. Everything about it was peculiar. The village, the castle, the people. In the village sat a rather famed tailor shop, and the recluse that was its head seamstress unknowingly caught the eye of a notorious henchman of the barbaric Baron Bomburst. Accepting a tempting offer, what was supposed to be a simple project began to meddle with her already disorganized family, and little did she know her sanity would soon follow.
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Mary stared at the ceiling of the rather minuscule bedroom. She hardly slept that night, restless. Rapidly thinking about what the following day would bring. Or rather what the Child Catcher would bring.
No matter how hard she tried to concentrate on something else, whether itâd be new ideas or just ways to organize the shop, she couldnât bring herself to stop wandering off to him. Question after question. Wondering.
He said the others at the castle lacked creativity, but that only left room for more questions instead of answers. Was the castle really that bland? Was it that lifeless?
The morning went by at a leisurely pace, and the afternoon even more so. It was as if the world was mocking her. It made her lose her focus. Made her more sluggish. Though it didnât make her work any less remarkable. She would strive for nothing less than perfection, after all. But it all just so happened to be on possibly one of the busiest days she had in quite some time.
She began to question if there was a special occasion she and her parents were missing out on, or a festival perhaps? A birthday? The possibilities were endless in such a village. But just being a busy day would have to suffice for the time being.
She quickly patched up a pair of lederhosen with some difficulty, which she would never openly admit. The leather was tough to sew especially without the proper equipment. It was already irritating to work with even if she had all of the correct tools. But to compensate for the extra work and material, she charged more than she would for a simple fix. Which the men always had their own opinions on.
After trading with the man she slid her sketchbook in front of her on the stand, readying her pencil over the faded paper. Maybe coming up with some ideas for him beforehand would put her mind at ease? Unless he already had a specific one in mind, then her sketching would be pointless. But it wouldnât hurt to try.
A candy man, he said? She doubted he would be willing to change his entire fit, rather than something to just throw over. A gentle smile graced her lips, the thought of him wearing such a flamboyant suit amusing her.
At last the pencil began to move across the paper, scurrying and scratching as ideas began to flood. Almost too many to keep up with. It didnât take long for the first design to be completed with customers stopping by for a quick fix every other minute. She labeled what colors went where and what the fabric would be for each piece. All in great detail.
She repeated the same process for a few others, and thankfully it helped the day go by quicker. The sky was a deep gradient of orange and purple by the time Mary closed up the shop. She closed the double doors, turning to tidy the rest of the room in preparation for the day after. The old wood creaked beneath her feet to fill the airy silence, and it was peaceful. A breath of fresh air after the tiring day.
Once finished she trudged up the stairs to see the dining room empty which was a pleasant surprise, but a surprise nonetheless. The stove was cold, pots and pans left the way it was that morning. Her fatherâs cup wasnât even on the table or in the sink. That was what made her stomach churn.
A cough sounded from her parentsâ bedroom through the closed door, growing more violent the longer it continued. The sound of it struck a fear in her that left her paralyzed. She listened. Waited. A minute later it came to a stop.
And the silence that followed frightened her.
Her breathing soft, she strained her ears to listen for even the smallest sound. Anything to ease her frantic mind. Then she heard her motherâs muffled voice.
Mary let out a breath she didnât know she was holding and at last began to prepare everything for dinner. She washed the vegetables and set out the cutting board and knives, chopping them up when she heard a door open. Feet shuffled across the floor, a pair landing beside her.
Her mother placed a larger pot inside the sink and turned it on, moving to light the stove.
âMa,â Mary whispered softly when she heard a sniff, her own eyes glazing over. âPlease stop.â
âLiebling.â Her motherâs voice held a mixed tone. Stern, yet trembled. Mary let it be, a tear escaping down her cheek.
Once they ate and the dishes were washed the older woman waved Mary over into her bedroom, her father still sitting at the table. She sat on the edge, Mary sitting almost directly behind her with a brush. She began to carefully remove the bun from her motherâs hair and combed her fingers through it in an attempt to undo any knots or tangled hairs.
âWhat did he want?â She asked Mary when she began to brush. She halted her movements for a second before continuing, caught off guard by the blunt question. âAnd donât lie to me.â Her daughter hesitated, then huffed.
âYou must swear not to tell a single soul.â Her mother let out a heartfelt chuckle.
âWho would I tell, dear?â After a minute or so of brushing she answered.
âHe wants me to make an outfit for one of his characters.â A short moment passed and Mary honestly couldnât tell what her mother was thinking. She didnât still, didnât sigh, didnât gasp. Mary even convinced herself that she didnât hear her, that is until her mother spoke.
âWill you?â Mary sighed.
âI will. I had a feeling it wouldnât end well no matter the decision. It was either decline and insult the Baronâs henchman, or accept and face the wrath of the people when they find out.â
âWhen they find out?â
âItâs only a matter of time.â Mary stood up once finished and put away the brush. âThose intrusive bastards.â She mumbled to herself and her mother just smiled.
âWell, what does he want? Do you know?â Her questions surprised Mary, taking everything better than she thought she would. Just two days ago she was scared to death of him when he first entered the shop and now there they were having a casual conversation about what his next lure would be as if it were common gossip.
âAll he said was a candy man. I sketched out a few ideas I had today. Whatever it turns out to be, I just hope he likes it.â
âOnly a fool would find your work distasteful. But it is interesting how he is giving you so much free reign for something so seemingly important to him.â
Mary felt guilty for not telling her the whole truth. She trusted her mother more than anything. Not because of familial relation, but because of how much they had been through together. What they still went through together. She meant well, and it wasnât as if she was lying. She just didnât want her to worry more than she already did.
By the time her parents finished getting ready for bed and settled down Mary was downstairs collecting all she needed. She put her sketchbook and pencil in a simple tattered shoulder bag along with her favorite measuring tape. She then checked upstairs to make sure her parents had finally fallen asleep before heading to the front of the shop.
She peaked out the window of one of the doors, making sure no one was still wandering the plaza. When the coast was clear she carefully left the shop, turning the knob as she closed it to prevent any unnecessary noise.
Her hands nervously twisted the strap of the satchel as she turned to face the wide open space. She rarely ever ventured out in the dark, let alone to meet with someone. She supposed she was a bit of a hypocrite since she considered herself to be a reclusive person herself. Now, she wasnât heavily introverted, but enough to call herself one.
Mary took a few steps into the plaza, looking around for any sign of the man. Would he be hiding? Or was he confident enough to just wander in? Perhaps she was too early? She chewed on her lip with blooming panic as the questions began to swirl, but was put at ease when she saw him step out from a nearby street.
Never would she have thought she would be relieved to see the Child Catcher, but alas she sighed at the sight of him. The relief gradually diminished, however, with every step she took closer to him.
Being in his presence would strike fear into even the toughest man in the village. To say he had a reputation would be an understatement. To the others in the village he was a sadist, taking great pleasure in capturing the children and watching them cry and suffer. Same with the adults he had executed for having them in the first place. Mary, on the other hand, didnât know what to think of the man. As far as she was concerned, he was just doing his job. Maybe he had a bit of too much fun doing it, but it was a job nonetheless.
When she reached him he leaned his head in the direction he came, turning to walk back down the street with Mary in tow. When she turned the corner she saw a horse standing in the middle of it, patiently waiting. She felt intimidated as she stood beside it, being short enough as it was. She turned to the catcher who held a hand out, offering his help.
âWhere are we going?â Mary asked warily.
âThe bridge.â His bluntness surprisingly made her trust the man more, made him seem like he had nothing to hide which was ironic given the situation.
After a momentâs hesitation she took his hand and collected her skirt with the other, placing her foot in the stirrup to push herself up onto the horse. She gasped when she felt him lift her up with a startling amount of strength, yet was still careful in his movements. It was rather deceiving compared to his more scrawny appearance.
As he hopped on behind her she began to welcome the height difference, it even put the hint of a smile on her face. His arms reaching around her to grab the reins soon brought her back to the reality of the situation. After he kicked and the horse began to move she quickly gripped onto the saddle in front of her, never having ridden a horse before as it took on a graceful walk, and once she grew used to it her smile returned.
âEnjoying yourself?â The man behind her piped up in subtle amusement.
âVery much.â Was her simple response. She looked up to the sky, the stars beaming down brightly. Not a single cloud was in sight. âImagine the view from the castle.â Mary mumbled, losing herself in the many new sensations the night already brought her.
âItâs better than the one down here, no doubt.â
âWell, do you ever look at them?â She questioned, her eyes never leaving the sky. She couldnât understand why, but she felt more comfortable talking to him as they were. It was refreshing for her to talk to someone new. Someone who was willing to listen, or rather seemed like they were willing. Whether he was doing it out of politeness or because he was her customer, she couldnât tell. But she appreciated it either way.
âI see no reason to.â
The rest of the ride was silent, yet peaceful. And Mary hated to admit it, but it made her sleepy. She wasnât used to staying up later at night. Perhaps that was why she always woke up so early. Or was it the other way around?
When they reached the arch of the stone bridge he jumped off, then once again helped Mary. She had been far less graceful and nearly face planted the gravel were it not for the catcherâŠwell, catching her. He tied the horse to a nearby post and turned to Mary expectedly, only to see her already taking a seat beneath the bridge. He followed suit and sat next to her, keeping a good distance so as to not make her feel uncomfortable, which she made a mental note of.
âIf you donât mind,â she began as she pulled out her book and pencil. âI already had a few ideas sketched out during the day if you wanted to take a look at them?â She looked over at him, shrinking with beady eyes at his unreadable expression. âUnless you already had one in mind?â She quickly added. He glanced down at her sketchbook.
âLetâs see yours first.â With a closed smile, she opened it and flipped to find the page.
âGiven your line of work, I thought maybe a larger cloak of some sort. It would be a simple change and I think it would flow more gracefully if it has the right flare.â She finally landed on her first drawing. âSince you said âcandy manâ, I thought it would be best to stick to more intense colors, or bright. I was thinking purple for the base color and tried adding in other designs, but the color just didnât really stick out to me.â Mary flipped to the next page and he watched her enthusiasm begin to show.
As she continued to explain her ideas, the catcher watched on in bewilderment. He knew she had to be at least somewhat skilled to create what she had in the shop, but her range of thought and creativity was far beyond what he had originally thought. Not only was she good at sewing, but he noticed how she tailored to the customer as well.
For the first time in years he was stunned. He greatly underestimated her, and so did the rest of Vulgaria. It was a shame no one took advantage of her work and how much she enjoyed doing it. He could tell she held so much passion, so much love for what she did and yet no one seemed to notice or appreciate it.
It reminded him of himself.
âThis one is my personal favorite.â He perked at her words, eager to see why it was indeed her favorite. He leaned closer and carefully looked over the detailed design. It was consistent with her previous cloak designs, however it was the largest of the bunch. Enough to cover the majority of his suit.
The base was a vibrant yellow, orange and white trimming and geometric designs tactically placed to make it stand out more. Flowers of blues and yellows lined the coat along the edges and sleeves, rich green leaves sprouting from them. But it was a patch of red with black zig-zags along the upper back that struck his fancy the most. It seemed out of place compared to the rest, yet somehow she made it work. It wouldnât be the same without it.
âThat one.â The catcher drawled out. Mary snapped her head over to him, mouth agape.
âBut, I havenât -â She stopped herself when his eyes flicked over to meet her in an intense gaze. She quickly looked away and stuttered. âOf course. This one it is.â She then turned and started digging through her bag to pull out her tape measure and stood up.
Her eyes followed him as he did the same, just over a head taller than her. Her eyes glanced between his own, fiddling with the tape in her hands absentmindedly. Then she suddenly realized why she had it in the first place.
âRight.â She chirped quickly and began to take his measurements, starting with his arms and jotting down the numbers along the way. âIf you donât mind my asking, what is your name exactly? I find it rude not to know the names of my customers.â Mary asked softly to break the awkward silence, mostly out of her own curiosity. Her hands lightly shook out of nerves.
âReuben.â He caught the faintest smile reaching her lips.
âReubenâŠ?â
âReuben Herrmann.â It took everything in him not to cringe at the name. It had been quite a while since he heard or even said it after being called The Child Catcher for so many years. Very few people knew his real name, and he preferred to keep it that way. The only reason he even told Mary in the first place was because he was aware of how little she spoke to other villagers, if at all. He had a feeling she wouldnât even tell her own mother without his expressed permission.
Mary reached around his front to measure his torso and it wasnât until then that he realized how close they were. He could tell she was trying to avoid it from happening, but given she was taking measurements it was only a matter of time. And now it was his turn to feel flustered, mainly from hearing her repeat his own name back to him.
âI think it fits you.â Mary hummed, then she began to giggle and decided to try and break through his closed-off demeanor. âYou know, the people gossip about what they think your name is?â
âThey do?â She nodded and continued with her giggle fit. âAnd what have they said?â
âWell, nothing even remotely close to Reuben. Your name is that of a saint compared to what theyâve come up with. But I think my favorite is Archie.â Maryâs giggling turned into laughter when the catcherâs face twisted into disgust.
âArchie? Well, Iâd say weâre blessed that they canât have children.â By the time her laughter died down she was finished and put away the tape measure, hooking the bag over her shoulder.
âWell lucky for you, Mister Herrmann, you wonât be catching any Archies.â The two of them made their way back over to the horse, untying and mounting it once more to begin their journey back to the village.
Mary let out a gentle yawn, covering it as best she could. The sound of the horseâs hooves tapping against the ground, the movement of it alone practically rocking her to sleep. She struggled to keep her eyes open as the crickets seemed to grow more faint, everything around her meddling together. Subconsciously she leaned back against Reuben, her head rested off to the side on one of his shoulders. But by the time she realized she was falling asleep it was too late.
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Serenity - Chapter 2
Masterlist
Summary - Vulgaria was a remote country, held its own beauty quite unlike others. Everything about it was peculiar. The village, the castle, the people. In the village sat a rather famed tailor shop, and the recluse that was its head seamstress unknowingly caught the eye of a notorious henchman of the barbaric Baron Bomburst. Accepting a tempting offer, what was supposed to be a simple project began to meddle with her already disorganized family, and little did she know her sanity would soon follow.
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The few days that passed since the abduction were wary. The energy in the village had swiftly changed. Heads were downcast. The air was tense and the bustle was far less pronounced, yet still remained nonetheless. Naturally, Mary received less customers than usual due to growing suspicion. Though no one cared to ask what had happened in the first place. The villagers just assumed.
They werenât the friendliest bunch, which was fitting for the country. Even if the Baron and Baroness were at least decent the people down below would still find something to mope about. Nothing was ever enough for them.
That was how Mary, with quite the facade, saw them. Greedy. Mannerless. Irritable. She was sure things would be different were it not for her father, but even if he were to pass right then and there the people would see Mary and her mother all the same.
With a sigh, she began to revisit the stitching on her dress, touching up and making sure everything was as perfect as humanly possible. She smiled to herself, proud of her work. Throughout her years of working the shop she had scrapped possibly hundreds of designs for a âdream dressâ for lack of a better word.
The finished product was far from what she first thought up, but the evolution of it all was fascinating to her. Whether it be the basic design, the color or the fabric. She had never felt so accomplished, yet it felt so pointless now that she had indeed finished. Twenty-six years of brainstorming for a dress that she would possibly never have the chance to wear.
Not quite the dress of an aristocrat, and yet not that of a queen. It was a healthy balance. It wouldnât stand out in a crowd, but still held a certain uniqueness to it.
It resembled Mary.
She heard footsteps climbing down the stairs behind her, followed by a gasp.
âLiebling!â Her mother placed a hand above her heart in disbelief. âSuch talent.â She gawked. âSuch wasted talent.â She began to cough, clutching an area on her chest as she hunched over.
âMa? Are you alright?â Mary rested a hand on her shoulder as her mother recovered, patting her chest with a deep breath and a nod.
âYes, yes, dear. Iâm quite alright.â
âYou should sit down -â
âIâm fine, liebling.â The room grew quiet as the two of them stared at her dress. Thinking too much or not thinking at all, it was comfortable.
âMa?â Her mother hummed. âWhat did you mean by âwasted talentâ?â Mary heard her sigh and felt a light pat on her back.
âYouâre so talented, mein lieber.â She started. âI just wish we could offer you more. Who knows how much further youâd be able to go were it not for this Godforsaken village.â She wrapped an arm around Maryâs shoulders, pulling her into a side hug. âImagine what you could do if you just had all of the right materials. The tools. The best machinery. And this dress? This dress is just the beginning.â
âIndeed, it is.â A nasally voice interrupted. The two of them jumped and turned to the source, finding the catcher and two soldiers at the entrance. Uncharacteristically, however, he was without his net and hook. It was a rather odd sight for the two of them as he rarely ever visited the town just to show face, if at all. âIâm not here,â He paused, glancing over at the mannequin they stood in front of before looking back over at the pair. âFor children.â He practically spat in disgust.
âWhat are you here for, then?â Mary asked out of curiosity, her mother throwing her a side-eye.
âI have a request for the seamstress.â He paused. âAnd only the seamstress.â She looked over at her mother who only glared at the man, then softened as she turned to her daughter.
âIâll be fine.â Mary reassured with her eyes cast to the floor beside her, then quickly checked the entrance past the catcherâs figure before looking back at him.
âDear -â One look from her daughter was all it took. One look was all the reassurance she needed. With a hand on Maryâs shoulder as a lasting charm, she left the shop in search of her husband.
Mary took a deep, nervous breath and brought her hands to fold in front of her, wringing them anxiously.
âWhat is your request?â
âAn outfit fit for a candy man, my dear.â He lightly mocked. Her eyes squinted in confusion.
âOne of your personas?â
âYes.â He began to wander, examining a nearby shelf covered in a multitude of colorful fabrics.
âI would be helping you if I were to accept.â She heard him hum and turned to face him. âWhy not have another seamstress at the castle make it? Surely thereâs more than a few to choose from.â
âThe ones we do have lack creativity, something that you carry even with a lack of resources.â He explained as he made his way back over to her. With great hesitancy, she questioned.
âHow do I know I can trust you?â
âYou donât.â He stepped closer. âBut I believe you can trust my authority.â Her heart began to race at the minor threat, if it even was one. She wasnât even sure anymore. She gnawed on her bottom lip in thought, weighing her options. The words of her mother stuck out to her the most.
Maybe being noticed by the Child Catcher was a blessing in disguise? If she were to accept, she would ruin the reputation she worked so hard for should the villagers notice. As if it could get worse.
But why should she care what they think? No matter the outcome, they would still be their own judgmental, nosy selves. The only real problem would be if her father found out. Mary shivered internally just at the thought of it. As long as he wasnât around when the catcher was there, she could always blow it off as another personal project. And she wouldnât dare deny a direct request.
She breathed in, looked up at the catcher who waited patiently for an answer.
âIâll do it. But as you said, I lack the proper materials.â
âEverything will be provided to you. The only thing you have to worry about,â he pointed to the plaza behind him. âIs them. As soon as they find out what youâre up to, theyâll cast you out faster than I can find the little ones.â
âIâm afraid itâs a bit too late for that. Theyâre the least of my worries, to be quite frank.â His brows knit together in question. âI appreciate the warning.â His expression turned into one of realization as he glanced at the living space that sat above them.
âUh-huh.â Mary began to grow anxious, both at the silence and the amount of time they had before her parents returned. Her mother could only stall for so long before her father grew suspicious.
âWhen would you like to discuss the details?â Catching on to her restlessness, he decided against wasting any more time.
âThe time is entirely up to you, however, I would prefer it if it were done as soon as possible.â
âIâm sure tomorrow would suffice. But it would have to be after dark. My father isnât exactly the most understanding.â
He held out his hand, waiting for her to shake on it. However, when she reached out to it, his grip was far more gentle than she had expected. She watched as he leaned down towards it, a feather-like kiss placed between her knuckles with his abnormally long nose tickling the top of her hand.
Her mind grew foggy, unable to breathe. It was as if her body completely forgot how to function. She couldnât tell if the reaction was caused by the man behind it or pure flattery, but she couldnât say she was repulsed in the slightest.
Mary couldnât help the disappointment she felt when he pulled away, and the smug grin on his face told her he was aware of it all.
âUntil then.â Mary watched as the three men retreated to the plaza, the catcher on his box seat as always with the other two flanking him on their horses.
She let out an exasperated sigh, collapsing her weight against the table behind her as she quickly grew lightheaded. Not a moment later, her father stumbled into the shop, her mother not far behind.
âAre you alright?â She asked Mary cautiously. She just nodded in response, still thinking over what had just happened.
âWhat is he doing here, are three people not enough for the sadistic bastard?!â Maryâs father abruptly entered, beelining for her. âWhat did he want?â Mary glanced between her mother and the man who questioned her.
âHe offered a job.â Her voice trembled. Her fatherâs jaw tensed.
âAnd?â Another glance from Mary at her mother who stilled.
âI declined.â For a moment he was silent, still. Studying her to see if she was indeed telling the truth. Eventually he huffed and made his way up the stairs, most likely to grab his usual bourbon.
âWhere was he?â Mary whispered, tidying up the center table after catching her breath.
âI found him on the outskirts. He was headed for the road.â Mary rolled her eyes as her mother began to help.
âMa, you need to rest.â
âStop your worrying, liebling. Canât have you doing all the work by yourself.â
âYouâre only going to make it worse, especially after running around like that. Go rest. I can handle the shop.â Hesitantly, her mother gradually came to a stop. She eyed her daughter guiltily before resting a kiss atop of her head.
âAlright. You holler if anyone gives you any trouble, you hear?â Mary chuckled, bidding her farewell as she retired upstairs for the day.
Serenity - Chapter 10
Masterlist
Summary - Vulgaria was a remote country, held its own beauty quite unlike others. Everything about it was peculiar. The village, the castle, the people. In the village sat a rather famed tailor shop, and the recluse that was its head seamstress unknowingly caught the eye of a notorious henchman of the barbaric Baron Bomburst. Accepting a tempting offer, what was supposed to be a simple project began to meddle with her already disorganized family, and little did she know her sanity would soon follow.
The days seemed to pass by in a flurry, though Mary was appreciative of the work she performed in order to distract herself from the reality at hand. She lived in her own little world when she was in the sewing room. Even at the village, she had never felt so focused, no matter if it was because of who it was for. The seamstress hadn't taken such care of her work since Reuben's project.
It was well into the night and the woman hadn't left the room since lunch. With the catcher out and about she hadn't a reason to leave as he was always the one to drag her away from her work. Her movements were slower, more sluggish in her tired state. She was too close to finishing with the Baron's attire to stop. As always with practically muscle memory, she made final adjustments and corrections, clipping off dangling strings and whatnot.
Mary missed the presence that entered the room, the disappointed yet adoring look across their face. She heard a sigh from behind her and didn't turn to see them, already knowing who it was.
"I'm almost done, I promise." Mary answered his silent plea.
"You shouldn't put your work over your health." The catcher removed his hat and made way to stand beside her to see the finished product.
"How did it go?"
"Found two of them under a bridge." His usual pride was concealed by his own exhaustion. Any other time of the day he would've been boasting about it like a hero, which he was in a way.
"Two?" Reuben nodded. "How old?"
"I believe six and four."
"I don't ever remember seeing so many in such a short amount of time. That would make five in a little over a month."
"It happens from time to time. Nothing is ever consistent when it comes to children." He nearly spat. Mary finally quit fussing over her work and set down her scissors to face Reuben. She offered a weak smile.
"Finished." The man huffed incredulously, biting back a smile before the two of them made their way to his quarters. As Reuben began shedding his layers Mary undid her hair and jewelry, then turned to him. "Reuben?" She called gently and he turned to her as he pulled his cravat over his head. "Can you...?" She motioned to the back of her dress.
Without hesitation he stepped over to her, beginning to untie it in silence. It was a comfortable silence, however, and it was these moments that they seemed to cherish the most. It was a calm break from the chaos of the day, allowing them to wind down and relax, basking in the comfort of one another.
Reuben softly patted her waist when he finished and she thanked him, then made her way to the bathroom to finish changing. Mary made a beeline for the bed when she emerged, burying herself under the covers and closing her eyes for much needed rest. The room dimmed beneath her eyelids as Reuben turned off the overhead light, leaving on a faint lamp on the end table beside the couch as he opened a faded book.
She began to realize that the sheets started to smell like her, and less like the man they belonged to. Either that or it was starting to become a weird combination of the two which she personally didn't mind. It began to make her wonder if they were really together that often, or if anyone else noticed besides the Barons.
She couldn't remember ever having to rely on someone as much as she did Reuben. Not even her own mother. Perhaps it was because of trauma, that her mind would cling to anyone that gave her the time of day. She wondered if it would ever wear off, or if he would grow tired of her. As close as they were now, even with a fresh courtship, she couldn't bear the thought of being away from him. It scared her to even think about the chance of it happening.
Half an hour passed and she couldn't bring herself to sleep. She was exhausted, and the sound of pages being turned occasionally kept her in her sleepy state, but her mind had other ideas as she tossed and turned. Mary opened her eyes and glanced at Reuben. His head rested against his hand, elbow on the arm of the couch with his legs crossed as he continued to read his book.
"Reuben?" The catcher perked up at her voice. "Could you lay with me?" She almost whispered. His eyes widened in disbelief for a second, then he closed and set down the book, standing up and rounding the bed to the opposite side. "I can't sleep..." Reuben slid off his shoes and carefully crawled on top of the bedding to sit up next to her. She turned to face him and lay her head in his lap, resting an arm over his legs and curling into him.
"Is something bothering you?" Mary sighed and nuzzled herself closer to him. She was silent at first, thinking.
"I'd rather not talk about it." Mary whispered, her hand gripping the fabric of his pants. He didn't say a word in response, only began combing his fingers through her hair. It wasn't until he was sure she was asleep that he leaned his head back against the bed frame and closed his eyes.
"Marianne?" A voice echoed around her. "Mary?" The echo became clearer and the woman spun around in a tizzy, trying to find the source of it. "Mary!" The nearly unsaturated plaza began to spin with her movements. "Mary!" The voice cried out with no echo present and the woman in question spun around to see her mother kneeling before her with outstretched arms, face bruised and bloodied.
Mary quickly made her way to the throne room in a daze, eyes fleeting every which way. When she entered she quickly spotted the barons who, coincidentally, were speaking with none other than Reuben. His presence gave her just a smitch more of confidence and she stepped her way over, then offered a proper greeting.
"Your attire is ready whenever you wish to see them." The four of them looked amongst each other in quite a comedic action, then the Baron answered.
"Well, let's see!"
Once more, Mary rushed her way back up to the room with the three of them in tow. The elevator ride was quite awkward for her, however. With the sound of it buzzing the only white noise in the room it was painful, really. She couldn't be more thankful when they exited and continued their journey.
Her heart banged against her chest like a drum as they neared the entrance to the sewing room, hands beginning to sweat as her body nearly trembled with anxiety. She turned to face them, looking at each of them before turning the handle to gradually open the door. The barons peeked inside, walking further into the room when their eyes landed on what would indeed be their attire.
The Baroness gasped while Bomburst's jaw popped open, staring in fascination in a manner akin to a child. Mary slowly moved to join them in front of the mannequins, carefully watching their expressions.
"You're welcome to touch them, your excellencies."Â And so they did. Their fingers traced over the intricate handwork, gawking at the different textures. Their eyes ran over their own mannequins a million times over.
"Miss Elise," Mary's heart skipped a beat. "You're hired." The Baroness spoke without ever taking her eyes off of her dress. It took everything in the seamstress not to jump for joy right then and there, but she most certainly couldn't hide the grin that pinched her cheeks. She bowed her head to hide it.
"Thank you, my lady. I won't disappoint you."
"I couldn't agree more." The Baroness finally looked over at her with a large smile, as if it was Christmas morning and she found presents under the tree.
"You'll have until the day after my birthday off from your work for what you have done. Then you can start your real work." Bomburst spoke, or really shouted, joyfully. The two of them gave her a nod before they left the room, murmuring about their excitement for the upcoming party.
When the door shut Mary rested a hand on her forehead and tittered with excitement, running over to Reuben to engulf him with a hug. The air left his lungs for a moment at the impact, but once he grounded himself he returned it and smiled down at her.
"They loved it! They really loved it!" Her voice muffled itself in his chest, then she tilted her head up and gently gripped the sides of his jaw to kiss his cheek. She was about to pull away when he stopped her and returned the kiss, however on the lips. It bubbled down her elated state slightly, and when he pulled away their cheeks were flushed.
"I'd say this deserves a celebration." Reuben offered with a wink and Mary giggled.
"What did you have in mind?"
No matter how many times she asked or pestered him with questions, he absolutely refused to answer her. Her curiosity, even she could admit, was what got her into trouble most often. She thought it one of her greatest flaws. She didn't even have her sewing to distract her from such misery as Reuben made it an official order not to let her into the room for her days off. As he said, for her 'own good'.
So, being as Mary would be officially living at the castle, she decided to explore a bit more. Of course, she only visited places she was more familiar with to prevent herself from getting too lost, but she did venture off from time to time and had to ask nearby guards for directions.
Mary then wound up in the throne room, a common occurrence as of late. It seemed so much yet so little happened all at once the more she looked on about the room. Everyone was split up into their own little groups, it seemed. There was a trio of women in a corner gossiping, a pair playing badminton, and a few individual stragglers. The largest group, however, was the one knitting, all sat in a row adding on to whatever it was they were all working on. She found it rather amusing more than anything.
"Well, hello, miss." A sophisticated voice greeted. Mary turned to the source, finding a pair of middle-aged women stood next to her. They wore bland gowns, yet their jewelry and wigs showed their higher status.
"Who might you be?" The brunette of the two asked.
"Mary Elise." Both women gasped and did little to hide their excitement.
"So you're the new seamstress?" The second woman dawning a light grey wig poked. Mary simply nodded.
"If you don't mind my asking, what are your names?"
"I'm Mildred Vogel." Answered the brunette.
"Aundrea Bauer."
"Why, I think those are rather beautiful names." The women tossed their wrists and giggled.
"Please, you flatter." Mildred bubbled and the two of them led Mary further into the room.
"We couldn't help but overhear that you finished the Barons' attire for his excellency's birthday!" Aundrea piped up rather loudly and Mary flinched, glancing around to see if any heads turned. To her relief, none did.
"Yes, yes, I can't wait to see what you've made to have them boast so openly!"
"Perhaps you could make us a little something, as well?" Mildred suggested and Mary began to internally panic when another voice interrupted.
"Now, ladies, leave the poor woman be before word gets out that you're pestering his excellency's seamstress." A man with a grey wig and elegant robe intervened, making his way over.
He looked down at the two women over his smaller glasses that balanced on his nose. At first they grew frustrated, but it quickly died down before they scurried off to who knew where. The stranger then turned to Mary.
"I hope they didn't give you too much trouble, Miss." He held out his hand. "Heinrich Fischer, Chancellor." She took hold of it to shake, but before she could remove her hand he covered it with his other and began to slowly maneuver them about the room as they spoke. He didn't seem to mean ill-will, it seemed more like a gentlemanly gesture than anything so she decided to pay no mind to it. Though it was awkward the first minute or so.
"It's not exactly what I expected it to be, I'll have to admit, Chancellor." She commented sheepishly and he chuckled.
"Of course not, dear girl, not at all. Not at all with all the stories floating around about out there."
"Stories?" He looked over at her in curiosity.
"Aren't you from the village?" Mary nodded. "Haven't you heard any stories from here? How the riches outweigh the amountiful brutality and whatnot?"
"I only heard bits and pieces from passerbys, but I never really trusted their opinions anyways." The Chancellor cleared his throat.
"Well, whatever the case, the stories seem to be getting more dramatic the further along they pass."
"How do you know if you don't visit?"
"Why, the prisoners, of course. It's amazing how much people talk when there's trouble a-brewing."
"Prisoners? Like children?"
"Children, yes, of course. Adults, too." He leaned in closer, speaking more quietly with a mischievous expression. "Though, many of those adults used to be children." He chuckled when he stood up straight once more, finally releasing her hand. "I figured you would know all inside and out about that with how much time you spend with the catcher."
"The topic just hasn't come up, I suppose."
"And speak of the devil." Mary noticed his gaze wander and followed it to see Reuben making his way over to the two of them.
"Chancellor." He greeted the man stiffly with a nod. "I'm afraid I've come to steal your company, if you don't mind."
"Of course, of course. She's your lady, after all. Quite a curious one." He quipped with a smile before waving them off and heading somewhere else. Reuben and Mary shared an odd look before she was dragged by the former out of the room.
"Not a fan?" Mary asked once they were out of earshot. Reuben held back a scoff.
"Eccentric. Everyone here is, including myself. But I like to think I'm the more sane one."
"Where are we going?" Mary questioned after a moment as he led her to an unfamiliar area of the castle.
"You'll see." He answered with a sly smile. She slowed for a second, then bit her lip to hide her own and trotted back to his side, taking hold of his arm. "Remember that celebration?" He recollected as they stopped before a larger doorway at the end of the hall. She looked at him in curiosity and he opened the doors, revealing a sight she only thought to be in her mother's fairytales.
It was a grand balcony. A miniature ballroom, one could say. Two large columns sat in the center, wrapped with vine and fairy lights. At the edge of the balcony sat a glass table for two, decorated with a candle and vase of a single rose. Food already sat covered at their seats in hopes to prevent any intrusion. It was a warm setting, one that remained dim so as to not outshine the stars above.
Mary stepped in further, circling to take in everything around her with a beaming smile before landing on Reuben. He looked on at her with fondness, the most gentle expression she had ever seen from him that was enough to make her cry. He followed in after her and took her hand, guiding her to the table to sit. She took a deep breath, still gazing at the scenery before her.
"I don't know what to say..." She finally whispered.
"Your face says enough." He noticed her cheeks redden and he smirked in amusement. They poured themselves a glass of wine before taking the covers from their plates. Reuben's smile widened when she gasped in excitement at the sight of the food. "Had it specially made for you." He winked and they began to eat.
Mary hummed at the first bite, having been the best meal she had since she'd arrived. They nursed their drinks throughout the supper, talking and poking fun at one another as if they'd known each other for years. She wasn't sure if it was the wine or the atmosphere, but it was the most she had felt at ease.
"I used your cloak the other day," Mary's eyes glimmered in curiosity. "I'd say it's the most comfortable one in my collection."
"Was it really?!" She perked up. "It wasn't overbearing was it? Not too much?" Reuben smiled at her onslaught of questions.
"It was perfect, my dear." Her hands clapped together with joy.
"You have no idea how happy that makes me!"
"Well, I'm sure it's not the first time you've received such a compliment with all that you did in the village." He raised a brow.
"Not often at all, I'm afraid. Even still, I'm more thrilled with the fact that I'm actually doing something bigger with my material, something better where my work is finally paying off." Reuben noticed the relief in her winsome eyes as she rested her chin in her hand dreamily. "I only wish my mother were here to see how far I've come." The catcher stood up when her expression grew with melancholy, walking over to a nearby end table along the wall as he spoke.
"She would've been the proudest mother in the village, no doubt."
Mary heard him fiddle with something on the table's surface, followed by light scratching when music began to play. The sound of an orchestral piece brought an extra sense of comfort and she smiled at him as he made his way over, holding his hand out to her.
"Care for a dance, my lady?" The woman hesitated.
"I - I don't know how." Reuben tilted his head.
"Then I'll teach you." She thought for a moment, looking away in embarrassment. But he was patient.
It paid off when she finally took hold of his hand and allowed him to whisk her away to the center of the balcony. One hand took hold of her waist while the other stayed joined with her own, her other placed on his shoulder.
"I just want you to follow my footing." She took an anxious breath and nodded. He began slower, allowing her to match his steps. "1 - 2 - 3," He mumbled. She stumbled a bit at first, apologizing for every misstep which he quickly dismissed, but after a few rotations she started to get the hang of it. "That's it." Reuben cooed and began to move quicker to match the music.
Mary began to giggle in enjoyment when she began to get the hang of it, allowing herself to focus more on the moment rather than worrying about her footwork. He returned her joy with a smile and decided to spin her. She shrieked in surprise, laughter pouring out when he pulled her back in close enough for their chests to touch. His hand moved to rest on her lower back, her own tickling the back of his neck beneath his hair.
The tempo of the song slowed, as did their movements. Their heightened cheerfulness died down to simple appreciation, but their gentle smiles remained. With both of their arms wrapped around the other they began to truly focus on one another. They took in every detail, every minuscule expression that crossed the other's face with admiration as they rocked themselves gracefully.
"I don't want to leave this moment." Reuben hummed at her comment.
"I believe you said that the last time we had a moment." Mary clicked her tongue.
"You know what I mean." He hummed again.
"I do. But if we never left that last moment, then we wouldn't have had this one." Mary simply sighed and laid her head in the crook of his neck.
"I can't remember the last time I've truly been this happy." He was left speechless as Mary looked up at him longingly, eyes glancing at his lips before she laid a soft kiss atop of them.
Umbral - Masterlist
Pairing - General Armitage Hux x Reader
*Set prior to The Force Awakens*
Summary -
Forged in blood. Bound by duty. Broken by desire.
(Y/n) (L/n) is a deadly Umbral of the Covenant - an elite order of vampires sworn to the First Order. Her assignment: serve as General Huxâs personal guard. But as buried secrets surface and a rogue vampire faction rises, (Y/n) is forced to confront a past she canât outrun - and feelings she was never meant to have.
In a war of blood, betrayal, and duty, the deadliest threat may be the one that lies still in her chest.
Contains - Blood, violence, battles/war, betrayal/angst, eventual smut, slow burn
Song Inspiration -
Evanescence - Afterlife
Umbral
Chapter 1 Chapter 6
Chapter 2 Chapter 7
Chapter 3 Chapter 8*
Chapter 4 Chapter 9
Chapter 5 Chapter 10