“you Are Still Learning. You Are Still Changing. You Are Still Growing. Breathe. You Will Find Your

“Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.”

— Unknown

I'm so scared of tht impending doom n how thts gonna affect me and the only immediate escape from this is death, something I'm not willing to voluntarily commit . Hence I'm scared what the depth of despair would drive me to do for my impatient nature and incessant urge to just be happy as always!!

The only thing holding me together right now is the fact that I'm too tired to fall apart.

“People start to heal the moment they feel heard.”

— Cheryl Richardson

I hate liking people. Y’all fail me every time

you need to respect that your sibling has new priorities, and are likely trying their best! Be patient

In my life,till now..i always wanted to walk up to the stage and receive some reward(certificates) like all my friends who did in the highschool.

Whenever I see them walking up to the stege and receiving those certificates,i think "one day i also want to have that moment". And it did really happen yesterday, I received two certificates for my wonderful performance in the college culturals.

Finally ,i walked up to the stage,lil shivering plus excitement..o went near the teacher and tada..

I posed for the photo with a certificate in my hand🔥

I should say that I AM PROUD OF MYSELF now

I don't feel like living anymore..Take me up god

I don't wanna die by suicide

I want an accidental death. I don't wanna bring shame to my family by killing myself, becoz if ppl find that I killed myself, they ll cook up numerous false theories and even blame my parents for their lack of attention. When it is accidental, nobody is gonna know what I went through, why I was yearning for an end..it was just a instant untimely death, might even sympathize with my parents, gossip a Lil about me and my family and will leave the hell of outta my home after those funeral functions.

Idk abt my family, ig they shud be fine, mom will prolly despise me for being selfish enough to think that I wanted an end. After all, she did say that you get all that you prayed for.