i-would-like-to-leave - Reading + Other
Reading + Other

Any Pronouns, Agender Aromantic, ORV fan 💚On AO3 as WishingToBeAnonymous

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Latest Posts by i-would-like-to-leave - Page 2

1 month ago

In a world where the scenarios never happened, a different kind of calamity plagues Seoul. Doppelgängers roam the streets, and have done for decades, forcing the world to adopt strict security measures- or risk your flesh being stolen, in more ways than one. Doormen are tasked with putting themselves on the front line to protect ordinary citizens from this threat, and Kim Dokja unwittingly finds himself as one such doorman.

It’s a thankless job, and when Dokja’s building welcomes two new residents, he finds his job only gets more complicated the further he becomes entwined within Yoo Joonghyuk’s life.

A story of hapless, stupid love, in an apocalyptic world that stubbornly refuses to fall.


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2 months ago
Yoohankim! Based On This:

Yoohankim! Based on this:

Yoohankim! Based On This:

Kim Dokja is a Star because I get the vibes that he is the thing that yoohan look for in the sky also because he’s a Constellation. Han Sooyoung as the sun because without her writing everything, shining light on everything, nothing would exist. Yoo Joonghyuk as the moon because he is constantly changing and showing different parts of himself, and because there is a half of the moon which is always dark, which reminds me of the theme that you can never truly know a person as their whole.


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2 months ago

Kim Dokja had the chance to give himself a happy ending to his story. At the beginning of ORV, there would've been no happier ending to his life than being alone reading TWSA without any bodily needs or any responsibilities forever. The end of ORV was a book ending for Kim Dokja's character arc.

But he didn't take it. He didn't take it because he loved his companions too much. In the 9th scenario, Kim Dokja referred to love as being the farthest thing from him. By the 99th scenario, he's been so loved and he's loved in return. And so, that love corrupted his ending. His perfect ending was no longer perfect because of the 50% of him that had been irrevocably changed from his time in the scenarios.

It was that 50% he just needed to cut out of himself. He was quite literally half a man before he became Kim Dokja of Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint. If he had simply cut out that part of him and gave that to his companions, he could've returned to who he was at the start of the scenarios. He could've been happy and content with being the Oldest Dream. And eventually, he would have been found and picked up Secretive Plotter and the 999 crew. We know this, because we saw it.

But he didn't do this. Kim Dokja could not let go. To properly be the Oldest Dream, he had to only love one particular story. But Kim Dokja had more to love than just one story. He loved so many more stories. He loved THEIR story where he had existed with them. And, selfishly, Kim Dokja held onto a little bit more because he did not want to forget his companions. He didn't want to forget his friends, his children, his relationship with his mother, his adoptive parents, and the life they'd had.

And in doing so, he unintentionally created ripples in the happy ending. He poked a hole in that story. Because 49% was not 50%. 2% of a difference meant that the Kim Dokja that the others kept was never going to survive, as he was still an avatar and could not live without Star Stream. And Kim Dokja in the train could not be content in his isolation because he longed for those he could no longer see even as he denied himself his own omniscient powers to look in on them whenever he wanted.

The Fourth Wall berated Han Sooyoung and Yoo Joonghyuk for ruining the ending of the story, but that wasn't entirely true. It was, as everything was, Kim Dokja's fault in the end.

Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint's greatest tragedy is that Kim Dokja was loved. Because without that love, he could've been the ideal god of that world, and eventually everyone would've been granted the "happiest ending" (even if, as we saw with World of Zero and with Han Sooyoung and Yoo Joonghyuk's discontent, that's not necessarily true). But because he felt love, Kim Dokja could not be a god. He was just a human.


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2 months ago
Here’s How I Draw Yoohankim… One Day I Will Have The Whole Company But I Start By Drawing Their Coats

Here’s how I draw Yoohankim… one day I will have the whole company but I start by drawing their coats so I don’t know how I’ll adapt that to the rest of kimcom yet.


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2 months ago
A two panel comic of Kim Dokja from Omniscient Reader. the first panel is Kim Dokja looking as if he is explaining something, with the words 'I'm a Myth-grade Constellation now. This plan isn't suicidal.' in a speech bubble above his head. The second panel is Kim Dokja, in the same position, about to be struck by lightning. The text above him reads 'Kim Dokja was then struck by lightning because he is a lying liar.'

[Image ID in alt text.]

Was rereading chapter 463 today. He one hundred percent deserved that lightning bolt.

‘The best form of brainwashing was repeating yourself’ I’m dying. So will he.


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2 months ago

ORV SPOILERS but can u believe kdj bombastically spilled heracles' whole tea just to buy time for his own giant soldier


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2 months ago

Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

2 months ago
Graphic: The words "bittersweet: a SangSoo zine" are centered at the top of the graphic. Below that are three pie charts with the following statistics: 
1. Physical: 54.7% and Digital: 45.3%
2. For Charity: 48.8% and For Profit 51.2%
3. Reader: 45.3%, Artist: 45.3%, Writer (9.4%)
Below that are the words "We will be creating a physical, for-profit zine with a mix of digital and physical merchandise!"
Graphic: Three bar graphs with the following statistics:
1. Merch preference: Icons (65.7%), Wallpapers (82.1%), Emote packs and react images (73.1%), Coloring pages and stickers (49.3%), Paper dolls and toys (43.3%), Prints (83.8%), Stickers (86.8%), Small acrylic goods (79.4%), Stationery (54.4%), Large fabric goods (35.3%), Large acrylic goods (30.9%), Small fabric goods (36.8%).
2. Media preference: Strangers/Uneasy Allies (75.6%), Three-Year Gap (82.6%), True Companions (67.4%), Epilogue Era (75.6%), Post-Canon (67.4%)
3. Content preference: Page illustrations (98.8%), Comics (88.4%), Multimedia art (44.2%), Cosplay (18.6%), Writing (fics) (80.2%), Writing (other) (50%), Music (22.1%).
Graphic: The text reads, "interest check wrapup: Thank you for 86 responses! The most popular merch choices were wallpapers, prints, and stickers! While there was high interest in acrylic goods, after some consideration we've decided not to include them in our base bundles. We may reconsider acrylic goods for stretch goal items! We will be accepting roughly 22 page artists, 5 writers, and 8 merch artists; this doesn't include guest contributors. Final numbers are subject to change based on the results of our application period. Contributor applications will open in early April!"

On the bottom of the graphic, the username "@sangsoozine" is depicted next to the logos for Tumblr, Bluesky, Twitter/X, and Neospring.

✨Interest Check Results✨

Thank you everyone for helping us shape this zine!

2 months ago

Did the second chapter… quite a bit shorter but now from Kim Dokja’s pov on the train

Past/future swap with KDJ but instead of his middle school self, he swaps with 51% and 51% has to deal with /gasp/ EMOTIONS


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2 months ago
Demon King Of Salvation I Drew When Bored

Demon King of Salvation I drew when bored


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2 months ago

Pi - π!

Pi day pi day pi day pi day!!! I know ~45? Not one hundred percent sure but here they are in gradually increasing digit span:

3.1

3.14

3.141

3.1415

3.14159

3.141592

3.1415926

3.14159265

3.141592653

3.1415926535

3.14159265358

3.141592653589

3.1415926535897

3.14159265358979

3.141592653589793

3.1415926535897932

3.14159265358979323

3.141592653589793238

3.1415926535897932384

3.14159265358979323846

3.141592653589793238462

3.1415926535897932384626

3.14159265358979323846264

3.141592653589793238462643

3.1415926535897932384626433

3.14159265358979323846264338

3.141592653589793238462643383

3.1415926535897932384626433832

3.14159265358979323846264338327

3.141592653589793238462643383279

3.1415926535897932384626433832795

3.14159265358979323846264338327950

3.141592653589793238462643383279502

3.1415926535897932384626433832795028

3.14159265358979323846264338327950288

3.141592653589793238462643383279502884

3.1415926535897932384626433832795028841

3.14159265358979323846264338327950288416

And that’s it! If you want them chunked by how I remember them then:

3.141592 6535 8979 323 846264 3383 279 50 288 416

Not even groupings, but that’s just how it stuck :)

Learnt majority of them last year so please tell me if I got one wrong :)


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2 months ago

put three f/f ships you like in the tags. doesnt matter how obscure or embarrassing the media, go for it. and no, your m/m ship doesnt count as women


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2 months ago
Han Sooyoong 1863rd Round

han sooyoong 1863rd round


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2 months ago

A KimCom pantheon and their domains according to Dream Brain:

Han Donghoon: shadows

Lee Gilyoung: insects

Lee Seolhwa: healing

Jung Heewon: retribution and also fire

Yoo Sangah: beauty and also thread/weaving

Kim Dokja: illusions

Yoo Joonghyuk: sword


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2 months ago

[Image ID: The first panel and second panel are greyscale. The first is Gabriel seeming to have just entered a cave, with a gentle smile on her face and her hand resting above her on the ceiling.

The second is Uriel with her back turned and wings closed, sitting on the ground in the cave and watching her sheep. She is sitting hunched over.

The next three panels have a gradual transition to colour. They feature Uriel turning around to look at Gabriel. The first is with muted colours and her back still turned, the next with her turning her head as if she has just heard something, and the final in full colour with Uriel taking a gasp as she looks directly at Gabriel.

The final panel is Uriel rushing over to hug Gabriel with Gabriel having her arms open to accept it. The light source is behind Gabriel and beaming onto the rest of the panel. Both of them have beaming smiles. /End ID]

I Would Give All This And Heaven Too...

I would give all this and heaven too...

[Gabriel and Uriel reuniting after the 3 year timeskip]


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2 months ago
I Finally Finished My Concept Of Their Lion Looks, And I’m Really Happy With How They Turned Out! It
I Finally Finished My Concept Of Their Lion Looks, And I’m Really Happy With How They Turned Out! It
I Finally Finished My Concept Of Their Lion Looks, And I’m Really Happy With How They Turned Out! It

I finally finished my concept of their lion looks, and I’m really happy with how they turned out! It seems like I'm better at drawing animals than people Maybe this is the kind of fanart I can really focus on xD /who is interested in this besides me/ I have some more ideas for art with them


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2 months ago

SQI-SQUI-SQUUUUIDJAAAA!!!

SQI-SQUI-SQUUUUIDJAAAA!!!

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2 months ago

My m/f ships post continues to blow up. This is step 1 in getting people to care about women 😔 step 2 is getting them to care about women on their own merits and without the involvement of a man


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2 months ago

I think I saw a post like this forever ago but I don't wanna go thru the effort of finding it so. Reblog and put in the tags a major spoiler for a story you like, but (and this is crucial) keep it incredibly vague and don't say or hint towards what the spoiler is for. I'm gonna go first

"they're siblings"

"he's old"

"he's smart"

"old man in the house"


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2 months ago

I'm sick of internet negativity, so let's combat it: reblog this and saying something nice/pay a compliment to the prev in the tags.


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2 months ago

fellas i dont think i can i am yoo joonghyuk my way outta this one


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2 months ago

You know for all intents and purposes it was a mercy that Kim Dokja’s body was expelled after his death in the tenth main scenaio

Because how much more fucked would it had been if his corpse was left.

Like he’s died before, Dokja has left corpses before and came back alive. The time limits have changed in the past and his revival has been delayed before.

How long do you think the company would’ve held onto his corpse? How long would they hold off on that funeral?

Would they notice a difference when Dokja’s body went into rigor mortis?

Has his corpse went into rigor mortis before? Because if so they still may hold onto hope.

Would they wait for decomposition to start?

Would they set him up in the usual coffin and check in on it? You know, just in case?

How long would it take the others to get Dokja’s body out of Yoo Joonghyuk’s arms?


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2 months ago

Hey, random writing tip: Instead of having something be a ridiculously unlikely coincidence, you can make the thing happen due to who this particular character is as a person. Instead of getting stuck on "there's no logical reason to why that would happen", try to bend it into a case of "something like this would never happen to anybody but this specific fucker." Something that makes your reader chuckle and roll their eyes, going "well of course you would."

Why would the timid shy nerd be at a huge sketchy downtown black market bazaar? Well, she's got this beetle colony she's raising that needs a very specific kind of leaf for nest material, and there only place to get it is this one guy at the bazaar that sells that stuff. Why would the most femininely flamboyant guy ever known just happen to have downright encyclopedic knowledge about professional boxing? Well, there was this one time when he was down bad for this guy who was an aspiring professional boxer...

I know it sounds stupidly obvious when written out like this, but when you're up close to your writing, it's hard to see the forest for the trees. Some time ago I finished reading a book, where the whole plot hinges on character A, who is 100% certain that character B is dead, personally getting up and coming down from the top rooms of a castle, to the gates, at 3 am, to come look at some drunk who claims to be this guy who died 17 years ago. Why would A do that, if he's sure that B is dead?

Because he's a Warrior Guy from a culture of Loyalty And Honour, and hearing that someone's got the audacity to go about claiming to be his long-lost brother in battle, there is no other option than to immediately personally go down there to beat the ever-loving shit out of this guy. Who then turns out to actually be character B, after all.


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2 months ago

i personally love when kim dokja fixes his problems with suicide. he puts a gun to his head and im clapping and cheering along.


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2 months ago
Yoohankim meme redraw with the original caption "When I ask my boyfriend to come cuddle me but I forget how muscular he is" and an added caption below in small text of "my gf just wanted to kill me i think"

The picture is of (sweaty, possibly can't breathe) Demon King Dokja laying in bed with Joonghyuk on top (handsomely, sweetly) cuddling Dokja and also sort of smothering his face with his chest. Sooyoung is piled further on top for good measure (doesn't care, just chilling), spooning Joonghyuk's back with an impish smile.
Demon Dokja and humanoid form Biyoo winking together and sticking their tongues out as if posing for the camera, the sides of their cheeks smushed together. Dokja is making a peace sign and Biyoo is gesturing fierce little claw hands.

Biyoo has a single yellow horn, messy medium black hair, very similar facial features to Dokja, a little fang sticking out, sharp nails, and a white coat with puffy, cottony collar and sleeve trim.
Yoo Joonghyuk and Mia smiling together, with Joonghyuk resting his chin on Mia's crown and holding her shoulders from behind. Joonghyuk has both his eyes sweetly closed and a soft laughing-smile, while Mia is winking smugly at the viewer. The background has a red-and-yellow flower pattern.
Rough sketch of Han Sooyoung with glasses. She is resigned and miserable with big streaks of tears dripping down her face.
Doodle of a masked Lee Sookyung emanating light rays and sparkles. Sooyoung is pointing at her and talking to Dokja,  "btw kim dokja who's the MIL-"

Dokja, exasperated, interrupts her, saying "Please don't call my mother that ever again."

assorted orvs again :]


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2 months ago

Something that makes me crazy in the head that I have seen no one post about is the idea of Yoo Sangah's partners refamiliarizing themselves with her body post-reincarnation.

She is in a different body now. One with different scars, different moles, different creases when she smiles, different ways the fat of her body bunches up.

What else is telling someone I will love you no matter who you are other than learning to love their new body?

Helping her get used to this new and different form, help her feel like she belongs in it. Maybe help her feel that she is loved just as much in it.

2 months ago

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