Happy Holidays, @knightofwround!! Thanks For This Prompt, It Was Really Fun.

Hhngg Lessa is so fucking good

Im gonna spam your dash with it real soon

i wish blogs didn't get deleted at all but i'm thankful so many posts are still alive out there through other peoples reblogs. beloved virtual specters of art and passion still clinging to existence. ghosts of content that we too will become

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

I felt like my work was from empty feelings, but turns out I create from hope. This really made my day.

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ok thoughts about Lee Jihye and the absence of Kim Namwoon

It's smth that never really factors in the novel, which makes sense considering they have way bigger things going on and LJH is often used as a comic relief character. But something that I think about often is how isolated LJH must've felt in kimcom. Younger than the adults and dismissed by them as a child, but older than the kids and not being able to really openly talk with them. And of course she had meaningfull relationships with kimcom, she had her captain and the older women to look up to, and she was often goofing around with the children. But still when you're a teenage girl it is very important to have someone your age to confide in. And I just think about the juxtapostition of her mostly doing childish stuff with the kids and then often sneaking alcohol on her own. And with the terrible way she lost her best friend, LJHs lack of peers her age, lack of people she can confide in about just the ordinary problems of being a teenager, must have really impacted her developmentally and affected her social abillities and emotional maturity on a very real level.

And the thing is. Lee Jihye was supposed to have that. She was supposed to have Kim Namwoon as her peer to bicker with and confide in and sneak alcohol with. And the crazy thing is she doesn't even know! She doesn't even know she had someone, that the her in every other timeline managed to have close bonds with someone her equal, even after what she had done, even with everything going on. She had someone and she doesn't even know it was robbed of her.

it's been a long time coming but I finally got around to updating my selfcest polycule relationship chart!!

added a couple of new faces (can't believe the last one didn't have 1863yjh when he is CENTRAL to every single one of these mfs??) and renewed the relationship categories. these are really fun to make LOL. maybe I'll add even more people next time, just to really make this unreadable and insane

look at me. listen. you need to take that six foot something transfem and you need to lay her on your chest and stroke her hair gently and rub her back and hold her tight like a beloved stuffed animal. do you understand me. you need to hold the tall girls in your life like you would anyone else. LISTEN to me

I got this back to back. is this a sign

it's new years resolution time. someone get me that picture of tim drake