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"Look at you. Your dad can't be that bad. He's the one who raised you after all"

Got the vibe of:

"...if you were also an art piece, then whoever created you...must have loved you dearly"

aaaaaand my heart skipped a beat AGAIN

Can we talk about how the news that Julia has very little time left to live will break Sahed's heart? And I don't even know what will hurt him more: the news itself or the realization that everyone else (well almost) knew and he didn't?

The further this goes and the more opportunities Julia misses to talk about this, the harder it becomes for me to keep reading calmly. Sahed has honestly shared everything about himself with Julia (well, now). But she is still keeping the most important secret from him. It seems to me that what hurts even more is not just that she is hiding this from him, but that he has the chance to help, yet she's depriving him of that... and most likely he will find out everything when it's too late to change anything.

On the other hand, I understand that Julia believes in a happy outcome. She believes that her problem will be solved. That's why she decides not to worry Sahed and probably thinks to tell him AFTER. Something like, "Well, here's the thing—I almost died-died. Funny, right? But everything's fine now, so don't worry!"

BUT THERE'S NO SAFE WAY OUT OF THIS SITUATION. SOMEONE IS GONNA 💀

I reread my own post and gasp while fully realize the THING. [Or I just made it up]

In HIS gaze at HER nothing has changed, but HER gaze at HIM is now completely different AND NOW SHE SEE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER. She now looks at him the same way he looked at her from their very first meeting.

Help me, it’s so good that I'm sick.

Well... I realized it would be a nightmare when the warning lost its colors.

BUT IF SO DAMN TRAGIC WHY ALSO SO INTIMATE

MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE IT

WHY SWITCH BETWEEN ALL THIS SO FAST I WAS LIKE:

After reading chapter 66, for some reason it seems to me that when Sahed tells Julia his story, she will be angry on his behalf.

She won't cry. She probably will be furious.

[That's my headcanon i dunno why]

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HE'S JUST A KID

NOOOOOO

how it started / how it's going

I love how he's just 😳

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