Anne Sexton, From The Complete Poems Of Anne Sexton; "The Balance Wheel,"

“Forget everything. Open the windows. Clear the room. The wind blows through it. You see only its emptiness, you search in every corner and don’t find yourself.”

— Franz Kafka, Diaries 1914-1923

Embrace the journey you're on, even when the path seems uncertain or the steps feel heavy. Remember, growth doesn’t happen in comfort zones. The struggles, doubts, and detours you face are shaping you into a stronger, wiser version of yourself. Trust the process, keep moving forward, and know that every small victory, no matter how insignificant it may seem, is a step closer to your dreams. Your persistence today is the foundation of the success you'll celebrate tomorrow. Keep going, you’re doing better than you think!

to live. to live forever.

cannot WAIT till it starts looking like this outside again

well you can tell jesus, that the bitch is back

thank you to everyone who made it out to stream today! always appreciate your patience and support when it comes to internet connection and audio! hoping to find ways to improve stream as term dies down, if anyone may have any advice for beginner streamers that you would like to pass along, please do! :)

but then it passed, as all things do

Internet tanked and wont let me stream any further, may make another attempt in a little while, if not i will see everyone tomorrow :)

study with me: the entire history of film production, i guess

alright, lets get stuff done

i hope i never stop learning. i want to always be studying. the goal is to attain a level of disgustingly educated.

feb 9 - 15, 2025