cover by @no-other-mashter
A Cabin In The Woods - Ch2
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Sam x F!Reader
𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑.
Warnings/Themes: Night Terrors, Storm, Thunder, Lightning, Douche Sam, Soft Sam, Locked in.
a/n: chapter two already!! thank you all so much for the love that you’ve shown so far! i’m super excited for this little series! if you’d like to be added to the taglist for this fic please do let me know! <3
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As the night deepens, an unfamiliar chill settles in the cabin, curling around you like a shadow. You pull the blanket closer around your shoulders, wishing the warmth would seep into your bones, yet you can’t shake the unease that’s blossomed between you and Sam. The silence stretches longer than either of you anticipated, heavy with barely contained tension.
“Did you hear that?” Sam’s voice cuts through the quiet, a low murmur, eyes darting toward the window. The worry etched across his face surprises you, though you quickly remind yourself that it’s likely just irritation filtered through a layer of concern.
“What?” you ask, half-caught off guard, more curious about his mood than the wind stirring outside. You rise slightly from your lounging position, following his gaze toward the darkness looming just beyond the glass.
“The wind,” he replies, tone now laced with a seriousness that seems at odds with the casual vibe of the evening. “It’s picking up. It might get pretty rough out there.”
You strain your ears, catching the soft howling of the wind echoing through the trees, rustling the leaves in a way that sends a shiver down your spine. The atmospheric shift feels more pronounced as the wind picks up, bending branches outside and creating a haunting melody through the cabin’s sturdy walls.
“Okay, it’s windy. It’s a cabin in the woods,” you reply, trying to maintain an air of nonchalance as a flutter of unease prickles at the back of your neck. “What’s the worst that can happen?”
His brow creases with concern, and you can’t help but feel irritated at how serious he is. “You really don’t know, do you? Strong winds can lead to falling branches, or worse,” he says sharply, the edge of his voice betraying a hint of frustration. “We should probably check the windows, make sure everything’s secure.”
You scoff lightly, rolling your eyes. “You think the cabin is going to blow away in a storm? Is that what you’re worried about?”
You can see his jaw tighten, the annoyance flickering through his gaze. For a moment, you think he might retort with something equally biting, but instead, he clutches the edge of the table for balance, taking a breath that fuels the fire of tension between you.
“It’s better to be safe than sorry,” he mutters, leveling an unwavering look at you, as if daring you to dismiss his concern. There’s an intensity behind his gaze that makes your heart race, but in the frustration that bubbles just beneath the surface, you refuse to show any hint of your apprehension.
“Fine. You check the windows then,” you retort, shrugging, trying to play it cool. “I’ll stay here and see if the wind actually plans to sweep us off our feet.”
Sam rolls his eyes, snorting softly with disbelief, but there’s a flicker of something—maybe relief—that he isn’t alone in this. He moves toward the closest window, pushing aside the curtain as he peers outside, his demeanor shifting into a focus that surprises you.
“Seriously,” he focuses, and now his voice lowers, a more intense quality settling behind it, “the weather can change fast in these woods. You’d do well to listen to me for once.”
You watch him closely, a whirlwind of irritation and surprise swirling within you. He’s so intent, so serious, and for an instant, the walls of annoyance start to crack just a little. But you shake it away, refusing to let it permeate the ice that’s settled between you.
“Whatever, go on and play Boy Scout,” you scoff, leaning back against the wall, arms crossed. “I’m not scared of a little wind.”
He doesn’t respond immediately, continuing to inspect the window with keen attention. The way the moonlight pools over his features, outlining his tension, only makes you feel the slightest ounce of understanding. Maybe he really is just worried about something more than the weather, but instead of giving in, you stubbornly cling to your irritation.
“There’s a storm warning for tomorrow,” he finally says, turning slightly to level a glance your way, and the corner of his mouth twitches as he watches for any hint of acknowledgment. “You don’t want to be caught out in it.”
“Then we won’t go hiking,” you reply, waving dismissively. “We can figure something else out. I’m sure we can entertain ourselves without getting blown away.”
As you turn from him, refusing to indulge in his concern any further, you hear Sam mutter under his breath, likely something unflattering, and you can’t help but feel that familiar rush of irritation. Somehow, he always knows how to draw out that part of you that bristles at his presence.
“Why do you always have to be so infuriating?” Sam bursts suddenly, frustration boiling over as he grips the edge of the windowsill. “You could just try for one moment to consider the possibility that something could go wrong.”
You lift your chin defiantly, torn between annoyance and wanting to laugh at the absurdity of it all. “And why do you always resort to acting like the world is a disaster waiting to happen? It’s like you can’t see the good in anything!”
His expression flickers with disbelief, as if your refusal to see his side of things has made him more exasperated than ever. “I’d rather be cautious than stubbornly optimistic,” he snaps back, steps edging toward you, an intensity lingering in his gaze that leaves you feeling hot under the collar.
“Maybe you should learn how to chill out instead of fretting over every tiny thing!” you fire back, the frustration spurring you on. The room feels charged with emotion, the wind howling outside reflecting the storm brewing between you.
For a moment, it feels as though everything freezes, the two of you standing mere inches apart, breaths mingling like echoes in the air. The tension mounts dangerously, and you can’t help but feel an electric pull—a sharp mix of frustration and something deeper lingering just beneath the surface.
But then Sam retreats slightly, crossing his arms defensively as the moment breaks. “Whatever, just do what you want,” he mutters, his voice steely, turning back to the windows, an air of defeat settling in.
You swallow hard, wrestling with your want to respond differently. Are you really going to let things linger like this? But as you glance out the window, the wind growing fiercer, pulling against the trees outside, the weight of everything comes crashing back.
With a sigh, you step toward Sam, placating your ire just a touch. “Look, maybe you have a point. We should check things out before we settle in for the night.”
His posture shifts slightly, surprised by your sudden willingness to work together. “You mean it?” he asks, skepticism lacing his tone.
“Yeah, I guess we can take a few precautions,” you concede, the words tasting slightly bitter, knowing that you’re relinquishing a bit of your pride—but perhaps also taking a step toward easing the tension.
“Fine,” he replies, a hint of grudging approval coloring his voice as he shifts focus back to the windows, lifting both curtains with slight determination. “Just help me make sure everything’s secure.”
And so you move to his side, side by side, as you begin to survey the cabin, working together, despite the churning emotions between you like a wild current. The wind begins to howl more vehemently outside, shaking outdated panes of glass, and together you jam the window locks tight—offering each other fleeting glances as the atmosphere shifts ever so slightly.
Even as the tension continues to cloud your shared space, a fragile sense of understanding begins to weave its way through the cracks. You’re still worlds apart, still on opposite ends of a stormy sea, but perhaps you’re learning how to weather this one small storm together. It’s a tentative truce, but for now, it’ll do.
With a nod toward each other, you both turn to check the windows, moving methodically around the cabin. The wind howls outside, creating a haunting melody that dances eerie shadows across the walls. Sam adjusts the curtains with swift fingers, checking each latch and securing any that appeared loose as you follow suit.
“This one looks good,” you announce, pushing the window closed while ensuring the latch clicks firmly into place. You glance at him, only to find him focused intently on the window beside you.
“It’s not just the windows,” he mutters, glancing around the room. “We should check the door too, make sure it’s secure. And the shutters.” There’s an intensity to his manner that half-annoys you and half-amuses you. It’s almost endearing to see him so concerned, even if it feels ridiculous.
“Got it, Captain,” you reply with a smirk, rolling your eyes again but with a touch more sincerity. “Let’s secure the fort.”
He lets out a quiet huff, barely suppressing a smile as he seems to find your humor just a bit discordant amid the seriousness of the weather.
“Alright,” he replies, lifting an eyebrow. “But if we get blown away by a rogue tornado, just remember I warned you.”
You shake your head and head toward the door, pushing the heavy wood to ensure it’s firmly latched. As you step back, the wind howls through the trees once more, sending a thrill of unease through the cabin—a reminder that this storm is no joke.
“Everything seems solid,” you report, glancing back at Sam, who’s still inspecting the shutters, peering outside as if gauging the coming storm. The tension between you wanes slightly as you begin to appreciate his methodical approach, realizing that there’s a strong sense of responsibility layered beneath his prickly exterior.
Suddenly, without warning, a massive clap of thunder rattles through the trees, shaking the ground beneath your feet. The sound echoes ominously inside the cabin, reverberating off the walls like a warning bell. You leap back, your heart racing as a startled yelp escapes your lips.
“Fuck! That was loud!” you exclaim, instinctively darting to where Sam stands.
“I told you it was going to pick up,” Sam replies, though his voice is tinged with a small hint of concern—something quickly overshadowed by your jumpiness.
You stand side by side, trying to steady yourselves for a moment and gauge the weight of the thunder rumbling outside. Just as you start to breathe again, another rumble rolls through the air, low and relentless, and it feels like the very ground is trembling beneath you.
Then, amidst the chaos of nature's fury, a flash of blinding light illuminates the cabin, followed by another deafening crack. You instinctively cover your ears, squeezing your eyes shut against the intensity. The lightning strikes close, almost too close, and the electric energy surges through the air.
The sound booms louder than anything you’ve ever heard, crashing down like a freight train barreling through, and when you finally glance around, the lights overhead flicker and die, plunging you into darkness.
“Great,” you mutter, feeling an icy shiver run down your spine as you try to get your bearings. The abrupt silence that follows is almost more unnerving than the chaos outside, the absence of light enveloping you in an unsettling void. It feels as though the storm has swallowed the very essence of the cabin from within.
“Are you okay?” Sam’s voice cuts through the dark, taut with concern.
“Yeah, I’m fine!” you reply a little too loudly, trying to shake off the remnants of fright. “Just startled, I guess.” You can’t help but feel a strange comfort in his concern, even amid the swirling tension of your earlier argument.
“Let’s find some flashlights or candles,” he suggests, his tone more serious now. “If the power’s out, we need light—especially with this storm.”
“Right,” you agree, the urgency of the situation bringing you back to reality. You rummage through the drawers in the small kitchen, your fingers brushing against various utensils and forgotten items that felt foreign in the moment. In the dark, your movements feel frantic, and not quite sure what you’re searching for, you realize that you don’t even know where anything is.
“Over here,” Sam says, moving toward a closet in the corner of the cabin. You follow him, your footsteps echoing slightly against the hollow walls as he opens the door, revealing a trove of supplies.
He pulls out a lantern, its glass front dusty but intact. “This should do,” he says, a small spark of light igniting within, illuminating the edges of the room. He twists the knob, and the lantern flickers to life, casting a warm glow that wraps around you both.
“Not too shabby,” you tease, a bit of relief flooding through you now that you can see where Sam stands. “You’ve turned into quite the Boy Scout after all.”
He half-smirks, the faint light dancing over the sharp lines of his face, transforming the tension into something a little more manageable. “Just trying to maintain a survival mindset,” he says, feigning seriousness. “Can’t let the wilderness get the best of us.”
You roll your eyes, but the tension ebbs a little more as a hint of camaraderie begins to thread itself back through your interactions. With the lantern lighting the space, you feel a sense of stability returning, just as the wind continues to howl outside, beating against the cabin like a persistent foe.
“Alright, we’ve got light,” you say, taking a steadying breath. “Now what’s the plan? Are we going to stick it out here and wait for the storm to blow over, or do we need a deeper fortress strategy?”
Sam raises an eyebrow, amused, but the concern lingers in his features. “We stick together,” he says simply, shifting the lantern to cast light in all corners of the room. “Let’s just keep an eye on things and make sure everything remains secure.”
It’s such a straightforward answer, yet you can’t help but appreciate it. The notion of sticking together offers a sense of safety even where memories of previous altercations linger like the smell of the storm outside.
As the two of you settle-in beside the glow of the lantern, the wind howls against the cabin walls, rattling the windows as if trying to remind you of its presence. But as the flickering light dances, you allow yourself to feel a certain protective bubble grow in the space between you. Whatever storm outside, whether emotional or environmental, you might just withstand this together—no matter how much you both grumbled against the situation that led you here.
The warm glow of the lantern casts flickering shadows on the walls as you make your way to the small living area. The fire in the stone hearth is barely more than embers now, the remnants of warmth reduced to a dwindling glow, and you can already feel the chill crawling back in. You sink down into one of the worn couches, pulling a blanket around your shoulders in a futile attempt to stave off the cold.
With a sigh, you dig through your bag for a book, hoping the distraction of a good story might help diminish the unease settling into your bones. The soft pages feel comforting in your hands, and you settle in with the light of the lantern warming your lap. But even with the lantern’s glow, the chill of the cabin clings to you like an unwelcome guest.
As you lose yourself in the words, the wind outside howls louder, a fierce reminder of the storm still raging. You find yourself shivering, the blanket doing little to combat the draft sneaking in through the cracks of the cabin.
Just as you’re getting drawn deeper into the story, the door creaks open, and Sam walks in with a frustrated expression, his brow furrowed as he shakes droplets of rain from his hair. He glances around, taking in the dimly lit room, eyes landing on the glowing embers of the fire before turning back to you.
“What’s your problem?” he asks, a hint of annoyance lacing his voice.
You look up, slightly startled by the interruption. “What do you mean?”
“You’re sitting there shivering like a dog with a wet coat,” he replies, crossing his arms.
“Maybe because the fire’s practically dead, and it’s freezing in here!” You snap, the irritation bubbling to the surface as your teeth chatter. The irritation of the cold seems to fuel the irritation of his mere presence. “There aren’t any logs left to keep it going!”
At this, Sam glances at the fire and raises an eyebrow. “You could've mentioned that earlier instead of sitting there with your book like it’s a sunny afternoon.”
“Me?” you counter, incredulous. “I wasn’t the one who decided to wait until the storm hit to bring in logs! You were supposed to check on that!”
“Excuse me? I was busy making sure all the windows were secure while you were sitting here getting cozy with your little fairy tale,” he shoots back, a hint of mockery in his tone as he gestures towards the book in your lap. “Did you think magic fairies were going to magically keep the fire burning?”
“Maybe if you hadn’t been so fixated on your ‘safety checks’ we could have taken a minute to gather some wood!” you retort, your cheeks heating with a mix of frustration and embarrassment. The last thing you wanted was to bicker with him in the midst of a storm.
“Fine. What did you want me to do? Just abandon my post and trot off into the woods without worrying about anything?” Sam replies incredulously, his tone rising. “Because, clearly, that would’ve been a stellar idea!”
You roll your eyes again, the annoyance piercing between you like a thorn. “Well, maybe if we had just made a plan together instead of leaving it to one person, we wouldn’t be going back and forth like this.”
“It’s not my fault you didn’t think about the fire!” he says, raising his hands in exasperation. “If you wanted it to stay lit, maybe you could’ve reminded me when I brought in the last batch.”
You feel your patience wearing thin as the anger swirls, an electric tension clinging to the air between you. “I thought you would’ve just remembered!”
“Right, because I’m supposed to read your mind now,” he replies, irritation etched in every line of his face. “If you had bothered to say something, maybe we wouldn’t be sitting in the dark, shivering like two idiots waiting for a fire to rekindle itself.”
“Fine, then!” you huff, throwing your hands up in frustration. “You go out there and fetch the logs!”
“Me?” Sam scoffs, raising an eyebrow. “Why don’t you go? You seem so eager to fix your own mess.”
“Oh, come on!” you say, the words tumbling out before you can think better of it. “We’re both freezing. It’s only fair we take turns!”
“Fine. I’ll go!” he suddenly snaps, the frustration tipping over into determination. He grabs his jacket off the hook, but as he steps toward the door, he hesitates, shooting you one last incredulous look. “But you better keep watch. If I don’t come back, you need to know that I’ll haunt you for the rest of your days!”
“You wouldn’t dare abandon me!” you reply, startled by how quickly the annoyance morphs into a strange kind of camaraderie.
“Watch me,” he says, smirking slightly, and you can’t help but smile in return, despite the quibble.
“Alright, fine. I’ll keep the lantern ready!” you call after him, your heart hammering in your chest as he heads outside into the storm.
For a moment, you sit there, the fire flickering in its desperate attempt to stay alive in the presence of discord, and you can’t help but shiver a little more from the chill settling deeper in your bones. But in an odd way, the argument seems to have shifted something—a reminder that despite how infuriating he can be, you’re both in this together.
As the wind howls outside, you curl back into the couch, adjusting the blanket around your shoulders, keeping an eye on the door like a sentry on duty. You think about the absurdity of it all—a shared moment of bickering that, in another time, might have driven you further apart. Instead, you feel strangely connected, united in this ridiculous battle against the elements.
A few moments later, you hear a faint rustling outside, and you instinctively reach for the lantern, flicking it higher to cast more light over the room. Sam steps back inside, half-drenched and laughing, a triumphant grin spreading across his face.
“Guess who brought firewood?” he declares, tossing a few logs onto the floor near the hearth. They land with a soft thud, and you can’t help but laugh in disbelief.
“Not bad, Boy Scout,” you tease, and despite everything, you feel the warmth of camaraderie returning—the kind of fire that no storm could extinguish.
Sam carefully arranged the logs in the hearth, his hands moving methodically, but his brow remained furrowed in irritation. He struck a match, lighting a corner of one of the logs, and fanned it gently until the flames began to dance and crackle. The warmth that radiated from the fire filled the small cabin, slowly pushing away the remnants of the chill that had settled in. But even as the fire roared back to life, Sam’s mood didn’t seem to improve.
“Great, now we can enjoy the heat we should have had all along,” he muttered, the remnants of his earlier frustration still lingering in his voice as he adjusted the logs to ensure they combusted properly.
You settled back in your seat, watching him with an amused smile as the fire slowly grew. “You’re really putting in a lot of effort for someone who was so eager to take a break,” you teased lightly, trying to lighten the mood.
“Yeah, well, maybe if I didn’t have to clean up someone else’s oversight, I wouldn’t have to go through the effort,” he replied, glancing at you, his brown eyes flashing with mock irritation.
You chuckled, shaking your head. “No one said you had to be so dramatic about it. It’s just a couple of logs. You’d think you were fighting a grizzly bear.”
“Just wait until one of those logs rolls away and sets something on fire,” he shot back, but the corners of his mouth quirked up, betraying him just a little.
As the warmth spread through the room, you let the book slip from your fingers, surrendering to the soothing crackle of the fire and the muffled roar of the wind outside. You could feel the tension ebbing slightly, though Sam’s crankiness still hung in the air like a storm cloud.
After a while, the silence stretched comfortably, the rhythmic crackling of the fire filling the space between you. But as the glow of the flames flickered, you couldn’t ignore the creeping exhaustion that tugged at your eyelids.
“Hey, Sam,” you said, breaking the stillness. “What do you think about calling it a night? I mean, we’ve spent a good stretch battling the elements and whatnot.”
He turned to you, blinking as if coming out of a trance. “And just leave the fire unattended? Not a chance,” he replied, though there was a hint of fatigue shading his voice.
You stifled a yawn, stretching out your arms. “It’s barely past eleven. Look at you—you’re practically falling asleep over there. Besides, body heat is one of the best ways to stay warm, right?”
Sam opened his mouth to state his objections but paused, a doubtful look crossing his features. “You really think so?” he asked, his tone softening ever so slightly.
“Sure! It’s like a built-in heater,” you joked. “And it’s better than letting this fire die out and freezing in the process.”
He shifted his weight, clearly still reluctant. “I don’t think it’s a great plan to share a bed just because of a bit of cold,” he remarked, still holding on to the remnants of his crankiness.
You raised an eyebrow. “A ‘bit of cold’? Sammy, it feels like we’re stuck in an icebox. If you’re not going to stay up tending the fire, you might as well embrace the sleep.”
His eyes seemed to soften at the nickname, one that you hadn’t called him in quite some time. Finally, he sighed, running a hand through his damp hair. “Fine, fine,” he conceded, finally relenting as the exhaustion in his eyes began to twinkle with a begrudging acceptance. “But we’re not sharing blankets. You stay on your side of the bed, and I’ll stay on mine. Got it?”
You nodded, trying to suppress a smile. “Whatever you say, Captain Control.”
The two of you made your way to the bedroom, the flickering firelight casting soft, dancing shadows as you stepped carefully around the room. Sam slid under the covers on his designated side, taking the edge of the blanket and tucking it tightly around himself.
You stifled a laugh at his meticulousness, settling onto your side of the bed, grateful that the mattress was surprisingly warm. But even as you lay there, feeling the warmth seep into your skin, the reality of sharing a bed with Sam crept in—strange and a little foreign.
“Just—no touching. I mean it,” he warned, propping himself up on one elbow and giving you a pointed look.
You rolled your eyes. “Of course. I’ve got no interest in cuddling with you, relax.”
“Right,” he said, though there was an almost imperceptible chuckle in his voice before he laid back down, the moment of teasing having lifted the heaviness in his tone.
For a few moments, silence enveloped you both again, the only sound the distant howling of the storm outside and the crackling of the fire in the other room. Bit by bit, you felt the tension fading away—both the external chill and the lingering prickliness of your earlier argument.
As you shifted slightly, pulling the blanket closer around you, you could feel the warmth radiating from Sam’s side, instinctively knowing it wouldn’t be long until your bodies began to close the distance beneath the covers.
“Just don’t blame me if you end up cold and wishing for my warmth,” you teased, allowing the smirk on your face to widen as you basked in the unexpected familiarity of the moment.
Sam let out a soft huff of frustration that melted into a gentle laugh. “Fine, blame it on the storm. But I’m not pretending it’s anything other than desperate times.”
With a grin pulling at the corners of your mouth, you close your eyes, letting the warmth envelop you. The storm outside raged on, but within the small cabin, you lay there knowing that perhaps, just perhaps, even cranky Sam could be a source of comfort in the midst of uncertainty.
As the night encased the cabin, the glow of the fire shifted from a cheerful blaze to mere embers, the once vibrant orange fading into dull reds and ash-gray whispers. You lay beneath the covers, cocooned in warmth, but the chill of the room began to seep in through the blankets, creeping along the edges and wrapping around your toes. You shivered involuntarily, instinctively turning toward Sam, hoping his presence would offer some comfort against the increasing cold.
But Sam was sound asleep in his corner of the bed, the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest steady and deep beside you. It felt odd to be sharing a bed with someone you argued with so fiercely not long before, but as you glanced over at him, there was something oddly reassuring about the way he seemed so peaceful.
You contemplated your next move: whether to brave the cold and stoke the dying fire or simply bury yourself deeper into the blankets. If only you could borrow some of Sam’s warmth. Just as you were about to decide, a low, guttural sound broke through the serene silence of the room.
It came again—a muffled whimper that sent a shiver racing down your spine. Your heart leapt in your chest as you turned to Sam, who jolted upright, his eyes wide with terror. His breath came in heavy gasps, the vulnerability stark against the strength he had shown earlier.
“Sam!” you called softly, reaching out to touch his arm. “Hey, it’s okay. You’re safe.”
He flinched at your voice, his gaze darting around the room as if trying to grasp his surroundings. “What—what happened?” His voice was raw, edged with the remnants of fear that clung to him like a shadow.
“You had a nightmare,” you replied gently, trying to keep your tone soothing. “You’re okay. I promise you’re not alone.”
For a moment, he remained tense, his muscles coiled as haywire as a tightly wound spring. You watched as he blinked rapidly, his breaths still ragged. He was battling some unseen force, and the last thing you wanted was for him to feel isolated in his fear.
“Sammy, look at me,” you said softly, shifting closer so you could see his face better in the dim light. “You’re here with me. We’re safe in this cabin. The storm is outside, and we’re warm inside, okay?”
Gradually, the tension in his shoulders eased a fraction, but the fear still flickered in his eyes like the dying embers of the fire. He finally focused on you, and something in his expression shifted, softening as he recognized you, the familiar face tethering him to reality.
"I'm sorry," he stammered, his voice scarcely above a whisper. “I didn’t mean to wake you… I just—”
“It’s okay, really,” you assured him, placing your hand on his arm, conveying your presence. “Nightmares happen to everyone. You’re not alone in this, I swear. Just breathe.”
He nodded, but you could see the remnants of panic still lurking in his gaze, tracing the way his chest heaved as he struggled to calm himself down. “I didn’t mean to—”
“Stop,” you interrupted gently. “You don’t have to apologize. Just focus on my voice, alright? In through the nose, out through the mouth. You can do this.”
He closed his eyes for a moment, as if trying to latch onto your words and ground himself. You watched him carefully, offering whatever reassurance you could as he took a few shaky breaths, mirroring your guided rhythm.
After several breaths, the frantic look in his eyes began to fade slightly, and his gaze softened into something more vulnerable. The tension in his body began to dissipate as your calm, steady voice seeped into the cracks of his fear.
“That’s it,” you encouraged, your heart softening at the sight of him slowly regaining his composure. “You’re doing great.”
Eventually, Sam drew in a deep breath, letting it out slowly. “Thanks,” he murmured, his voice more steady now, though still laced with exhaustion. “I didn’t mean to wake you. I thought—”
“Sam,” you cut him off again, shaking your head playfully to ease the weight of the moment. “I’d rather be awake with you than asleep alone and cold. Besides, this means I get to check on you, right?”
A semblance of a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, a flicker of warmth breaking through the lingering chill. “Yeah, right. I appreciate that.”
You felt a surge of relief wash over you when he shifted himself to sit a little closer. The bed felt impossibly small, but you hardly cared as you settled in beside him, still mindful of that invisible boundary you both had established earlier.
As the fire flickered low in the hearth, you realized the chill had seeped away, replaced by an unexpected warmth that blossomed between you. “How about we stay up a little longer?” you suggested, glancing over at the dying embers. “We can talk… or I can tell you a story.”
“Story?” he echoed, his brow quirked slightly.
“Sure! I’ve got plenty,” you replied with a teasing grin. “Anything from shipwrecks to mythical beasts. Your pick.”
He chuckled softly, the sound warm and genuine. “How about the shipwreck?”
And as the storm raged outside, you settled back into the cushions, letting the words flow like water—the story wrapping around you both, offering comfort against the unrelenting world outside, while the warmth between you sparked a connection that was stronger than any nightmare.
As you finished the tale, weaving the final strands of your story into the warm atmosphere between you, you couldn’t help but notice how Sam’s tension had faded, the remnants of his night terror replaced by a relaxed expression. He leaned against the headboard, listening intently, a hint of a smile lingering on his lips.
“...and as the shipwrecked crew watched the horizon swallow the sun, they realized that their greatest treasure wasn’t gold or jewels but the bonds they forged during their darkest times,” you concluded, savoring the moment before you added, “And yes, they all promised to never sail again.”
Sam chuckled softly, a glimmer of admiration in his eyes. “Not bad at all. You know, that almost makes me want to venture out onto open waters—well, once the storm clears, of course.”
“Only if you promise to keep the boat away from sharp rocks,” you replied with a playful poke to his side. “You’ve had enough close calls for one lifetime.”
He shrugged, a teasing smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “What can I say? I'm a bit of a thrill-seeker.”
As the flicker of the dying embers began to dim the room, you felt a swift chill sweep through the air, a reminder of the cold that still lurked outside. “Hey, let me get you a glass of water. You could probably use it after… you know,” you gestured vaguely, not wanting to bring up the night terror again.
“Thanks,” he replied, his voice softer now, still carrying the remnants of vulnerability.
You slipped out of the bed and padded into the kitchen, your feet brushing against the cold floor. The house felt eerily quiet, and you knew the storm outside was still raging, but you were too focused on your task to worry much about it. You turned on the tap, filling a glass with fresh water, the sound of rushing water soothing.
Just as you turned to head back to Sam, a loud thwack against the window made you jump. Your heart raced, and before you could register what was happening, a startled scream escaped your lips. You spun around, wide-eyed, instinctively bracing yourself against the counter.
In an instant, Sam appeared in the doorway, his hair tousled, laying across his shoulders, and his athletic frame nearly silhouetted in the dim light. The sight of him shirtless made your breath catch in your throat.
“What happened?” he asked, his voice low and slightly panicked as he scanned the room, trying to gauge the danger.
“A branch… it hit the window!” You stammered, still slightly shaken. But as you glanced at him, the fuller realization set in. “And why on earth are you not wearing a shirt? Are you trying to catch a cold? It’s freezing out there, Sam!”
A bemused grin broke across his face as he moved closer. “I’m not cold,” he said, as if the chill in the air was a mere afterthought. “But you seem to be shivering a bit… might be a good idea to warm up.”
He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close against him in a gentle embrace. You felt the steady beat of his heart against your cheek, his short facial hair getting caught up in your hair, and despite your earlier scolding, your pulse quickened in response.
You furrowed your eyebrows, trying to maintain an air of unimpressed annoyance, but the warm flutter of your stomach betrayed you. “Sam, this is ridiculous. You can’t just—”
“Can’t just what?” he interrupted, a playful twinkle in his eyes. “Keep you warm? You seemed more than okay with it when you were telling stories.”
Your heart raced as you leaned back just slightly to meet his gaze. “That’s different! It was—”
“Was it?” he teased, his smirk only growing as he tightened his embrace.
“Ugh, you drive me crazy,” you replied, folding your arms and attempting to look displeased, but the corners of your mouth betrayed you with a reluctant smile.
“Good, because I’m here to stay,” he said, his voice dropping slightly, growing more serious. “Seriously... you know I’ve got your back, right?”
Caught in that moment, with his warmth wrapping around you like the thickest blankets, the ease of the situation made your heart swell unexpectedly. You felt lighter, the fears of the night moving further away, if only for now. “Well, I guess you are kind of nice to have around sometimes.”
“Kind of nice?” he repeated, mock-offended but clearly delighted. “I’ll take that as a compliment. But I can definitely do better.”
With a chuckle, you finally relented, letting your guard down just enough to lean into his warmth. The storm continued to rage outside, but inside, you felt cocooned in safety—a warmth that radiated from more than just the physical. While the weather outside was frightful, being here with Sam felt entirely delightful.
With a shared, sleepy laugh, you both made your way back toward the bed, exhaustion creeping in on every step. The events of the night hung in the air like a lingering mist, but the warmth between you dulled the bite of the cold, softening the day’s earlier fears. Sam climbed back into bed, and you followed, letting yourself sink into the soft sheets.
As soon as your head hit the pillow, a wave of fatigue washed over you, heavy and inviting. You nestled into the blankets, feeling Sam’s warmth beside you, his presence a soothing balm against the chilly remnants of the night. The conversation faded into silence, and before long, the steady rhythm of your breathing synchronized with his, drawing the two of you into a gentle sleep.
Time slipped away like fallen leaves in the wind, and you drifted into a peaceful slumber, lost in a world where worries melted away.
Morning came softly, the sun peeking timidly through the window, casting a gentle glow across the room. It slowly crept into your dreams, nudging you toward consciousness with its warm fingers. You were the first to awaken, blinking away the remnants of sleep as you gradually adjusted to the new day.
Your gaze fell immediately upon Sam. You were taken aback by the sight of him, tangled in the sheets, his form a mesmerizing silhouette against the sunlight. The way the beams danced over his skin brought out a gold just under the surface, a halo of warmth that made him look almost ethereal.
You couldn’t help but admire him—a quiet moment stolen just for yourself. His hair fell messily across his forehead, soft waves that framed his face, and his chest rose and fell rhythmically, a peacefulness enveloping him like a comforting blanket. Sunlight caught the birthmark on his arm, nestled right beside his armpit, a gentle reminder that even the smallest details made him all the more unique. You found yourself tracing the outline of it with your eyes, then shifting your gaze to his tranquil expression.
Gazing at him, you noticed how the curve of his lips held a slight smile, as if he were lost in a pleasant dream. The vulnerability displayed in that moment pulled at your heartstrings—a reminder of how even the strongest weathered storms needed solace.
For a moment, you just laid there, absorbing the simplicity of the scene. You relished the sound of his soft breathing, the way the sunlight highlighted the contours of his body, and how it made everything seem so peaceful. It was a stark contrast to the chaos of the previous night, and yet here you were, home in the warmth and safety.
You smiled to yourself, unable to resist the urge to reach out and brush your fingers over the skin of his forearm, feeling the warmth radiate from him under your touch. Just a little longer, you thought, granting yourself the luxury of this peaceful moment.
As you watched Sam in the warm sunlight, a wave of nostalgia washed over you. He looked so peaceful, unburdened by the pressures of the outside world or the complications of your shared past. Yet, as you observed him, a bittersweet ache gripped your heart. You couldn't help but reflect on how their friendship had changed over the years.
Once, you two had been inseparable—confidants, partners in crime, charged with the thrill of shared adventures and whispered secrets. It felt like only yesterday that laughter echoed unabashedly between you, and the warmth of camaraderie wrapped you both in safety. But then something shifted. Some invisible line was crossed, and the distance that grew between you almost felt palpable, heavy like a cloud hanging over your heads.
Now, it often seemed like Sam was a complete stranger, one who could barely look you in the eye, as if he hated your guts for some reason you struggled to comprehend. The sharp edges of that distance were painful, creating a chasm that was hard to bridge. Yet here, in this intimate room filled with the soft light of morning, he was different. The guard he usually wore was absent, replaced by a serene vulnerability that beckoned to you.
You realized, with sudden clarity, that you had never truly hated him. You had only wanted him to feel the same hurt you had endured, to understand the pain of that distance you both created. It had driven a wedge between you, and so you had mirrored his cold demeanor, thinking it might draw him closer. But all it did was push you both further apart.
A quiet longing surged within you as you leaned forward slightly, your heart quickening in the presence of such intimacy. Sam remained deeply asleep, completely unaware of your internal turmoil. Carefully, you brushed your lips against his chest, a soft kiss that felt like a promise—an apology, perhaps—for the misunderstandings that lingered between you like shadows you wished to dispel.
In that fleeting moment, you felt his heart rate quicken beneath your lips, sending a jolt of panic through you. You slid back, eyes wide, swallowed by the sudden urgency of the moment. “Oh, gosh, what did I just do?” you thought, biting your lip as you considered the reality of his reaction. But after a second, you brushed it off. He was probably just dreaming again, caught up in whatever world he had escaped to in sleep.
An inkling of warmth lingered with you, but the urgency of breakfast overcame the fleeting intimacy. Slipping out of bed, you moved quietly to avoid waking him, the soft sheets whispering as you gathered your bearings. You padded toward the kitchen, the familiarity of the space welcoming you like an old friend despite the chaos of the storm still raging outside.
But once you stepped into the kitchen, you halted in your tracks. The picturesque view from the window was marred—trees had been knocked down by the intensity of the winds, and one massive trunk now lay squarely against the door. Your heart sank as you realized the extent of the storm’s havoc.
“How on earth are we going to get out of here?” you murmured to yourself, feeling a mix of dread and disbelief. You stepped closer to the window, peering outside to assess the damage. The scene was chaotic and disarrayed, the landscape transformed into a labyrinth of fallen trees and scattered branches. From your vantage point, it was clear that escape would require more than just a simple opening of the door.
Your thoughts drifted back to Sam, the warmth of his body still a vivid memory against the encroaching chill of reality. A newfound determination grew within you as you considered the task ahead. If you were going to clear a path to freedom, you would have to do it together—start peeling back the layers of the past and work toward finding common ground again.
With your heart racing, you resolved to prepare breakfast first, hoping that the smell of food would wake him from his peaceful slumber. Maybe there was hope yet—for both of you—if you could just work together to navigate whatever lay ahead.
You took a deep breath, allowing the lingering warmth from your brief moment with Sam to settle into your chest as you moved about the kitchen. You wanted to make this breakfast special, even if the storm had rendered you both temporarily trapped in the cabin. The aroma of comfort food had a way of melting away tension, or at least you hoped it would.
As you rummaged through the cabinets, memories flowed back to you, unbidden yet comforting. You could almost see the two of you during those carefree mornings, sitting around a small kitchen table, devouring pancakes drizzled with syrup and topped with fresh fruit. Sam had always liked his eggs fluffy, just the right amount of salt and a sprinkle of pepper, ideally served alongside crisp bacon. You began pulling out the ingredients, your hands moving automatically as you prepped the food, reflecting on the bond you once shared.
With each crack of an egg and each slice of bacon sizzling in the pan, you put your heart into the meal, willing it to convey the warmth you desired to share. Cooking became a form of therapy, a way to distract yourself from the nagging confusion swirling in your mind.
As you whisked the eggs, you heard a rustling sound from the hallway. Soon enough, Sam emerged from the room, his hair a mess and eyes blinking against the bright morning light. There was a moment—a flicker of hope—that he might look at you differently after the moments you shared, but as he stepped into the kitchen, that hope began to dim.
His expression was neutral, almost cold, as if the vulnerability of the night before had never existed. It felt as if a door had opened briefly, only to slam shut again, locking away whatever connection you had forged in those quiet hours. Your heart sank. It felt as if you were back at square one, navigating a landscape filled with unspoken words and guarded hearts.
“Morning,” he muttered, his voice flat. He walked over to the counter, leaning against it casually, but the cool demeanor he wore sent a chill through your resolve.
“Morning,” you returned, trying to sound cheerful, but you could hear the undercurrents of uncertainty in your own voice. “I was just making breakfast. Hope you’re hungry.”
“Sure,” he replied, shrugging slightly, devoid of the enthusiasm you’d hoped for. As you finished stirring the eggs, your mind raced. Had last night meant anything, or had it all been a fleeting moment of comfort he now wanted to forget? You chose to hold your tongue, beleaguered by the tension that hung heavily in the air.
You plated the bacon and eggs, trying to focus on the task in front of you but finding it hard to ignore the growing weight of unanswered questions. Why had he returned to this distant, guarded version of himself? You couldn’t shake the feeling that something had shifted between you in that room, only for him to act as if it held no significance when morning arrived.
As you presented him with his food, he offered a cursory glance, his features returning to that passive mask. Your heart ached; it was hard to reconcile the two sides of him—last night’s warmth and today’s chill. Maybe he had simply decided that nothing had changed, that the walls he built were more comfortable than the vulnerability you both had briefly explored. Perhaps he was afraid of letting anyone in, even if that someone was you.
“Um, how do you—” you started, but the moment felt stagnant, laden with an unspoken tension. You were uncertain if you wanted to broach the subject of last night or if it was even worth it. Did he even want things to change?
“Thanks,” he interrupted, taking a quick bite and returning his attention to the food. The way he focused on the plate felt dismissive in a way that left your heart feeling hollow. You swallowed hard, tapping down the urge to ask, to pry, to shout out the confusion brewing within you.
The two of you ate in relative silence, the sound of forks clinking against plates filling the air. The shared breakfast lacked the lightness and warmth you had hoped to cultivate. Instead, you felt the distance between you widen, as if an invisible chasm had opened itself up once more, reminding you both of the walls that had been built in the aftermath of whatever had soured your once beautiful friendship.
With every bite you took, fragments of yesterday echoed in your mind, a dissonance between “us” and “now.” The disconnect threatened to overpower you, but you knew discussing it would only push him further away, reasserting those cold barriers. Instead, you opted for silence, hoping that maybe, just maybe, time would bridge the gap that had formed around you both.
After finishing breakfast in tense silence, you leaned against the counter, steeling yourself for the next part. With a deep breath, you glanced at Sam, who was now picking at his plate, and decided it was time to address the elephant in the room—literally and figuratively.
“Hey, Sam,” you began, a touch of trepidation in your voice. “I think we have a bit of a situation on our hands.” He raised an eyebrow, a familiar spark of skepticism in his gaze that made you both nervous and resolute.
“We’re kind of stuck in here,” you continued, gesturing toward the door. “A tree fell right outside and it’s blocking our way out.”
For a moment, the weight of your words hung heavy in the air. Sam furrowed his brow, as if processing the absurdity of the situation. Then he pushed himself away from the counter with an exaggerated sigh, rolling his eyes.
“Great,” he huffed, striding toward the door with an air of determination that momentarily brought a smile to your face. You watched, mildly entertained, as he braced his hands against the wooden frame, stepping back slightly before launching himself against the door, pushing with all his might.
You couldn’t help but laugh softly at his futile effort. “You really think you’re strong enough to move a tree, Sam?” you teased, biting your lip to keep a straight face.
He paused, caught somewhere between irritation and amusement, shooting you an annoyed look over his shoulder. “I could if I wanted to,” he scoffed, the corners of his mouth twitching despite himself. It was nice to see a flicker of the old Sam, even if it was just for a moment.
But as he turned back to the door and gave it another firm shove, the tree remained unmoving, a solid testament to nature's stubbornness. Sam groaned in frustration, stepping away as he brushed a hand through his disheveled hair. “Okay, I get it. Not a tree-moving type of day.”
With a resigned sigh, he turned to leave, muttering something about needing to figure out a different plan. You followed him, curiosity pulling you along as he headed toward the couch where his phone lay. He picked it up, a look of determination returning to his features as he tapped a few numbers, presumably dialing Jake.
You leaned against the armrest, watching him silently as the phone rang, each beep sounding like a ticking clock counting down uncertain moments together. After a few moments, his expression shifted from focused to frustrated.
“Come on, pick up, man…” he muttered under his breath, tapping his fingers on the couch. But the moments stretched on, and you could see the tension mounting as he pulled the phone away from his ear, scowling at the screen.
“Seriously?” he said, a frustrated breath escaping his lips as he realized the truth. “No service. It’s like we’re completely cut off from the outside world.” He ran a hand over his face, the irritation practically radiating off him.
You crossed your arms, transforming the uncertainty of the situation into a fleeting sense of mischief. But rather than allow the opportunity to deepen the rift between you, you decided to lift the mood. “I guess we’re officially isolated. How thrilling,” you said lightly, attempting to inject some humor into the situation. “Just you, me, and a tree. Sounds like the setup for a bad movie.”
He shot you a half-hearted glare, though the tension in his features softening slightly. “Yeah, a real thriller,” he replied dryly, but the corner of his mouth quirked up, betraying the faintest glimmer of amusement.
“But seriously,” you continued, feeling a mix of warmth and determination from the awkwardness of the moment, “if we can’t get in touch with anyone, we’ll have to figure out a way to cooperate, right? If we're stuck here for a while, we might as well make the best of it.”
Sam nodded slowly, the edge of his annoyance beginning to ebb as he processed your words. “Fine, we’ll have to clear the tree together,” he conceded, his tone softening slightly. “But let’s hope it doesn’t rain. I’d rather not be stuck under a flooded roof.”
Your heart swelled a little, encouraged by the return of his willingness to engage. It felt like a tiny victory amidst the larger uncertainty looming over both of you. “Agreed,” you replied, a lightness creeping back into your voice. “In the meantime, let’s figure this out, and maybe we can reminisce about life before all this?”
The glint in his eyes suggested a tentative willingness to join you, and for the first time in what felt like ages, you sensed the intricate threads of your friendship starting to weave back together, even if the way ahead remained shrouded in both darkness and possibility.
As you stood there, contemplating the bizarre turn of events, Sam paced back and forth, tension radiating off him. “This is just so stupid,” he said, shaking his head in disbelief. “I mean, Danny and Jake booked these cabins, right? They must have known that there’s just one bed in ours.” He paused, running a hand through his hair, exasperation leaking into his voice. “They wouldn’t have done it on purpose… would they?”
You caught sight of the frustration etched across his face—complete disbelief mingled with annoyance. The prospect of being trapped together was clearly not sitting well with him, and you understood why. The very thought of sharing such tight quarters, especially after last night’s electric moments, seemed utterly ridiculous in the light of day. Something about it felt off, even if you found it hard to blame anyone for the misfortune of a fallen tree.
“It’s like they just thought it was funny or something,” Sam continued, pacing again, the floor creaking beneath his steps. “I mean, of all the cabins they could choose, they pick this one? Just to watch us squirm?”
You watched him ramble, the frustration evident in his posture. There was something oddly gripping about his annoyance, connections and feelings still simmering beneath the surface of frustration. Maybe he was right; perhaps it was a choice made by Danny and Jake to throw you both into a situation that felt absurdly uncomfortable. You almost chuckled at the scene, picturing their mischievous grins as they plotted, unknowingly contributing to the mess unraveling around you.
Yet, as Sam continued to voice his grievances, you couldn’t shake a lingering thought that crept into your mind—Josh’s smirk from earlier, his cryptic ways. The way he had looked at you, with eyes that spoke of secrets and somehow promised mischief. It felt like he had been orchestrating something, planning an outcome that wasn’t just about the fallen tree and isolation. Was this all part of his plan?
You furrowed your brow, feeling a knot form in your stomach. What if Josh had seen something between you and Sam? Maybe he had wanted to provoke a reaction, to push the two of you together under the guise of a mere cabin arrangement. It felt absurd to think that a simple twist of fate could have been manipulated so purposefully, and yet the feeling of being part of a larger game simmered just beneath the surface.
“Hey, you still with me?” Sam’s voice broke through your thoughts, his eyes searching yours for a moment. There was an intensity there, as if he sensed the turbulence of emotions swirling within you, perhaps eager to bridge something between you.
“Yeah, sorry.” You managed a small smile, shaking off the distractions in your mind. “Just thinking about how ridiculous it all is.”
“Ridiculous doesn’t even begin to cover it,” he replied, the irritation still lingering. “It’s like they were trying to set us up for failure.”
His frustration echoed yours, and you couldn’t quite tell if it was your own feelings surfacing through him or if it was the other way around. Despite the annoyance, you found comfort in the shared sentiment, a wicked spark of humanity that seemed to bring you closer in your shared plight.
“Honestly, I’m starting to think this was all just a ploy, some elaborate scheme,” Sam said, hands on his hips, his eyes narrowing as if trying to cut through the chaotic absurdity of it all. “And now we’re stuck here, facing it alone.”
“Maybe we’re just collateral damage in their plan.” Your voice was light, teasing, though it held a hint of sincerity. “Not to mention that tree, as if nature has a sense of humor too.”
A faint smile crept onto Sam’s lips, but the lingering shadows in his eyes betrayed the confusion that still held sway over him. In some ways, you wished you could wipe away the doubt that lingered in the air, the unasked questions that seemed ready to unravel whatever fragile progress you’d made.
He sighed deeply and plopped down onto the couch, a moment of stillness passing over him before turning contemplative. “Well, I guess we’ll have to figure this out. Together,” he said finally, the weight of the previous night reinvigorating the warmth between you, even as it felt complicated.
“Together,” you echoed, and for a moment, there was a quiet understanding, a fragile sense of unity in the chaos around you. Implicit within it was a knowing acknowledgment of the late-night conversations, the secrets traded under covers, mocking the bizarre reality of being locked in this cabin.
Yet beneath the words, the unseen strings from Josh’s earlier gaze tugged at you, uncoiling your thoughts. Was this some cruel game of fate? Or a calculated move by a friend who meant well but was overstepping? Only time would tell if the tangled web of events was predestined or simply an accident of life, and beneath it all, a budding connection simmered, waiting for the right moment to blossom amidst the madness.
Feeling the weight of the stillness settle heavily in the cabin, you decided it was time to take action. Sure, sitting around and brooding wasn’t going to solve anything. Maybe you could dig through your bags and find something to entertain yourselves—anything to stave off the sense of impending claustrophobia.
“Okay, let’s see what’s in our bags,” you suggested, rising from the couch. “Maybe we can find something to keep ourselves busy.” You headed toward the pile of bags near the door, excitement stirring in your chest as the prospect of a distraction materialized in front of you.
As you rummaged through your things, you tried to focus your mind on the mundane task of sifting through clothes and personal items, hoping to unearth a board game or maybe even a deck of cards. But with each zip and flap, you felt a growing sense of unease. You finally pulled out a couple of sweaters, a pair of jeans, and a well-worn book you always brought along for trips.
Then, it hit you like a bolt of lightning—most of the bags had been packed by Josh. The revelation was almost comical in its irony. He had insisted he’d handle the packing since everyone else was “too busy,” and you can bet that the bulk of the entertainment items had gone along with him to the other cabin.
“Oh no,” you muttered, the reality dawning fully as you flopped onto the sofa beside Sam, who was tapping his thumb against his knee, still lost in thought. “We left all the games at the other cabin.”
There was a brief moment of silence before Sam turned to you, his brow scrunched in disbelief. “Wait, really? All the board games? The card decks?”
“Yep,” you confirmed, sighing dramatically. “Josh was in charge of packing everything fun. And apparently, he thought we’d only want our sweatshirts and some snacks for the road.”
A frustrated laugh escaped Sam. “That’s genius, really. Cut us off from any source of entertainment.”
“So what now?” you asked, feeling the bubble of disappointment rising. “Unless you want to stare at the wall for the next few hours—”
“I mean, that sounds like a choice.” He chuckled, but the humor in his voice carried a hint of annoyance as well.
“What about your phone again?” you suggested, a flicker of hope once more igniting. “Maybe we can find a way to call someone, recruit help?”
“I already tried.” The humor fizzled as he leaned back, crossing his arms in a way that made it obvious he felt just as stuck as the rest of you. “No service. It really is just us and this tree… and one bed.”
You both groaned dramatically, the ridiculousness of the situation settling around you like a heavy blanket.
“Guess that’s the universe’s way of telling us to bond or whatever,” he said, rolling his eyes.
You laughed a little but felt a wave of introspection wash over you. The reality of the strange predicament was beginning to sink in—it wasn’t just the physical barriers that would keep you trapped. Sharing close quarters with him in a moment like this, with emotions still raw from the night before, added a whole new level of complexity to everything you felt.
“Look, we can’t just sit around feeling sorry for ourselves,” you said, forcing a lightness back into your voice. “We have to make our own fun. We could… I don’t know, tell scary stories? Start a book club?” Your attempt at humor brought a smirk to Sam’s lips.
“Why don’t you go first? I’d love to hear your version of a ‘scary’ story,” he teased, leaning forward with a glint of playful challenge in his eyes.
“I’ll have you know, I have superb storytelling skills,” you retorted, a grin growing between you. “But maybe we should save that for when the sun goes down. How about a dramatic reading instead?”
“Oh, please,” he sighed dramatically, folding himself into the cushions. “Spare me the poetry. I’m not sure how much more emotions I can handle today.”
“I have plenty of thrillers in my bag if you change your mind.” You smiled, butterflies taking flight when your eyes met his. “But if you really want to torture me, we could go with the age-old tradition of twenty questions.”
The notion hung in the air, a challenge waiting to be met, and you felt a thrill run through you as Sam raised an eyebrow, intrigued. “Twenty questions it is, then. But you better come prepared.”
You both fell into a lighter mood, a sense of camaraderie blooming amid the challenges ahead. Even entangled in the ridiculousness of the situation, there was warmth in the unknown as you navigated uncharted territory together. The fallen tree might have cut you off from the world outside, but perhaps it had carved out a new space for something else to grow in the confined atmosphere of the cabin.
And as you settled into the moment, surrounded by laughter and playful banter, you felt a renewed sense of purpose, ready to tackle whatever twists and turns the day—and the absurdity of the circumstances—would throw your way.
Trees/j.m.k
Pairing: au!Josh Kiszka x f!Reader
Word Count: 5.1k
Warnings: MINORS DNI 18+ therapy session discussing trauma, mentions (does no go in detail) ideations, running away, dissociation, kissing, mark leaving, humping, unprotected sex, overstimulation
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The first installment of Gretaween 2024 is here! Over the course of 8 days there will be works from other amazing creators added here!
Please proceed with caution. This fic might be a lot for anyone struggling with suicidal ideations, those who struggle with dissociative thoughts, and even those who have experienced trauma at any point. There are no themes of SA implied or mentioned in this work, but themes of death, grief and the inability to grasp those concepts are.
The cold weather couldn’t keep you from the woods. No amount of crunchy leaves stacked on the old mossy ground or mud puddles too big to walk around. Nothing. Nested deep in the woods resides a little cabin that you’d stumbled upon one day after school. It was a therapy day, you remember because you wore blue. Blue was for therapy days because therapy makes you sad, and blue is a sad color.
Fact, not opinion.
The little cabin in the woods made the blue days feel not so blue when the orange boy appeared.
When you first met, his hair was getting quite long, the loose waves bouncing around just under his ears. His hair wasn’t like that for long, he’d eventually get it cut, a neat mop of curls resting over his forehead. His voice got deeper, muscles got stronger, hair got curlier, but he still remained orange. Not physically, more so in the way he spoke and gestured. While not typically complimentary, he was the orange your blue needed, and you paired quite nicely.
In fact, the two of you paired so well that you never once bothered asking one another why they were in the woods that day. It felt right. Like all of the blue days led you here. The cabin is brown, physically, but feels yellow. Happy, warm, inviting. Outside the cabin is one giant tree, the tree you’d met Josh under. He was quiet at first, his breath being the only thing to give him away. Quiet didn’t last long, though. He’d grow to talk your ear off every chance he got, and you welcomed his words with open arms.
You hadn’t seen Josh in exactly one week. Something about needing to prepare something for you, a surprise if you will, and to meet him under the tree where you met him in seven days. So you waited impatiently for the longest, bluest seven days to pass without your complimentary person. It was surprising how unprescribed blue days could feel particularly blue. Blue was meant for therapy days. Dismal, a buzzing in your ears surrounding the thought of those grey walls, scratchy carpet and the chair that squeaks every time Dr. Tannis shifts his weight. That’s what blue was meant for, so you tried to fill the days with shades of orange and yellow that reminded you of Josh.
When the seven days were up, you found yourself barreling through the house after school, just to be stopped in your tracks by Mom.
“Honey, please don’t forget you said you’d take your sister trick-or-treating tonight.” Mom sighs as she releases her hold on your shoulders.
“But-”
“No ‘buts,’ Y/n.”
“But I have to go see Josh.” Your eyes widen at the name. You know better.
“Y/n…” Mom closes her eyes and tilts her head back. She was red, metaphorically. The heat and anger couldn’t be seen but it could be felt, and it was burning red.
“I’m sorry,” You sulk, your head falling between your shoulders.
“Please go get ready and make sure your sister is, too.” She tries forcing a smile across her lips, but the forced yellow couldn’t deceive red.
For the third consecutive year, you chose to be a vampire. The costumes were getting better, why choose a different thing when you could continue improving? You lean into the mirror, fanning your teeth to try and help the fangs stick. Your attention is directed elsewhere as you overhear Mom on the phone in the kitchen. Your eyes flutter shut as you hone in on her words, laced with blue-grey.
“She’s mentioning Josh again. I thought that had been discussed during her sessions.”
You don’t mean to listen, but if it weren’t meant to be heard, maybe she’d stop using speaker phone.
“It has been touched on, yes, but-”
“She is well past the age of imaginary friends, Dr. Tannis. Her entire life cannot evolve around the existence of someone who just… doesn’t exist.”
Doesn’t exist?
“Y/n, I think we need to backtrack just a little.” Dr. Tannis sighed as he sat down. He seemed to be paying more attention to the squeak, but the noise still left faint blue raspberry on your tongue.
“Well, Doc, I am an open book!” You leaned back in the chair as you popped a grape Jolly Rancher in your mouth.
“That is sort of the issue, Y/n. You’re not open about anything. We need to start working through what happened.” He clicked his pen before bringing his elbow to the desk and hand to his temple.
“I don’t remember. It’s like one day I was just riding my bike in the woods and everything turned black…”
“Is that physical or metaphorical?” Dr. Tannis raised an eyebrow. He might not understand the colors, but at least he tried.
“Physical black. And then the hospital and then I met you.”
“Do you blame yourself?” He looked up from his notepad, leaned back in the chair and crossed his legs.
“What?” Your heart began racing, on the brink of a panic attack. “B-blame myself for what?”
Were you supposed to blame yourself?
“The accident, Y/n. It’s common for a patient to blame themselves, especially if there’s no other explanation.”
“Uh- sometimes? I don’t know.” You squeezed your eyes shut trying to recall what happened. When you opened them, Dr. Tannis was scribbling on the notepad again. You caught some of what he jotted down, nonsense upon nonsense of how he thinks you feel.
“Why don’t we just move on? You’ve mentioned your hatred-”
“Distaste.” You corrected. Josh had changed that, you didn’t hate anything.
“Right, sorry, distaste for blue raspberry several times. Where does that come from? Can you remember when that started, Y/n?”
“I think it’s what the darkness tasted like. Kind of… metallic and cold.”
“Is the darkness where you created Josh? Could he be just a thought?”
God. You couldn’t have created Josh had your life depended on it. You’re not convinced a higher being could have either.
“W-created?! I didn’t create Josh! I met Josh! In real life!”
“Your mother’s mentioned never having met Josh. You’ve never attended school with him and you met after the… incident. Why do you think that is?”
“I already said-” Your words became very red, unlike you. You pressed your lips shut and took a deep breath before restarting. “He’s just not ready to meet new people yet.”
“Y/n, I think she’s worried about, well, if he’s real or not.”
“Mom’s crazy, Dr. Tannis. Of course Josh is real.” You swivel in the chair side to side, snapping Legos together as you sucked on another grape Jolly Rancher.
Finally, something where the taste matched the color.
”Does he exist here…” Dr. Tannis waved his arms around the room, “Or here?” He asked, tapping your temple. The chair squeaked as he leaned forward, causing you to wince. That damn squeak always tastes like sheet metal and a hint of wet dirt.
“Here!” You exclaimed, waving your hands around the room. “And if he didn’t, I’d do whatever it took to be wherever he was.”
“Y/n, as we know you’ve struggled in the past with… Ideations, we call them. I need to make sure that’s not the case.” His eyes grew worried as he tried studying you for answers.
“I wouldn’t do that.” You said pointedly. Your death would mean Josh no longer having someone there for him, alongside you not having him. That simply wouldn’t do. A deep sigh escapes your lips before you attempt to divert the conversation.
“I hug him every time I see him. We’ve… done some things… I know he’s real.”
“Done some-” His eyes widened, cheeks growing flush as the admission slipped your lips.
“Just kiss! We’ve only kissed.”
Dr. Tannis wore a furrowed brow and an expression that was almost eager for answers. Almost like he knew you were lying. You couldn’t, wouldn’t, tell him you and Josh had been having sex. That would have only caused more problems. The last thing you needed was more problems.
“And how did that make you feel, Y/n?” Dr. Tannis leaned forward in his chair, pressing his pen to the notepad.
“Purple and white.” You responded confidently. Purple and white, that’s how his lips felt against yours each time. His lips remind you of rose petals, the silky innocence of a flower and sweetness of nectar.
“Words, Y/n. I need… emotions, not colors.”
You hate that Dr. Tannis can’t understand you almost as much as you hate nobody believing Josh is real. You chose silence. There was no way to describe his honey coated, purple-white, rose petal lips in a way other than that. Dr. Tannis wasn’t necessarily accepting of the silence but knew he needed to utilize the rest of the time appropriately.
“Y/n, I think a-”
“Could you not use my name so much? It makes me all blue-grey.”
“Right, sorry.” Dr. Tannis clears his throat. “If he’s real, I think a conversation with Josh about meeting your mother would be good.”
“He is real.”
He’s real.
It’s not that you wanted to hide Josh. If you had it your way, you’d share his orange smile and warm embrace with anyone you knew. But he couldn’t go far. While neither of you disclosed how you ended up under that tree, Josh had opened up enough about his home for you to understand. Black and red. It was angry there, way worse than your blue.
You push yourself away from the mirror, holding back the tears that threaten your lash line.
“Not real.”
Who does she think she is?
Once Mom had learned about Josh, she began taking mental note of when you left and how long you were gone. You couldn’t sleep anyways, so you started sneaking out at night to see Josh at the cabin.
“Screw trick-or-treat.” You mumble to yourself as you grab your backpack, making way to your window. You scan over your room, a sense of blue-red and a tinge of black, washing over you. Semi-content with its look, you climb out of the window.
The ground is wet, mushy under your feet as you stomp through the tall, unkempt grass of the woods. The rain couldn’t keep you from Josh. Nothing could. Not trick-or-treat, not blue days or the squeaky chair, not the feeling of blue-black that washed over at the sight of certain things. No other color mattered when you knew orange would always be on the other side.
The rain turns to mist as you walk under the trees, the full moon peeking through just enough to wash the green in blue, physically. It’s silent outside of your feet squishing the wet ground and your backpack shuffling behind you, stuffed with handfuls of the candy Mom specifically said was for the trick-or-treaters. Josh likes Reese’s and BlowPops, so you saw no harm in bringing him some. Blue raspberry and cherry are his favorite. They were yours, too, but not until you tasted them on his rose petal lips. Blue raspberry reminds you of a memory you’ve never been quite able to recall, maybe that’s why therapy days were blue.
You shake your head at the thought of blue raspberry. Thinking of blue days and the squeaky chair would only ruin the orange. The cabin’s in sight and dimly lit, seemingly occupied. Unable to see him, you know he’s in there. You can feel his existence just beyond the trees.
You stand under the tree, back awkwardly against the thick, damp trunk so as to not crush the Reese’s and BlowPops. You run your hand over the carved initials in the bark, remembering the day you and Josh had placed it there. The first time you ever kissed him. The rain is slowly picking up again and you find yourself almost getting lost in the whispers of the wind against leaves.
Perhaps the wind works with the trees to tell us things, but we don’t hear. Maybe the wind doesn’t want to be heard, but rather it wants to be listened to.
Waiting begins to grow so boring you try to understand. Understand what the trees are saying. Understand what caused your original distaste for blue, both flavor and color. Every time you try to think, you find yourself unable to understand. You can never recall a time before the grey walls, scratchy carpets and squeaky chair. God how you hate that chair. It’s been years and yet he hasn’t gotten a new one.
Wait by the tree.
Wait by the tree.
Wait by the tree.
He’d specifically instructed you to meet him here, under the tree you met him years ago. Notoriously late, he wouldn’t be this late, making you lose hope. You start to deep breathe in attempts to avoid the orange becoming red. One foot slowly found its way in front of the other as you walked away from the lone standing tree into the sea of physical green. Just slow enough to keep waiting.
Waiting… Waiting…
“Wait!” His voice rang through the night time in a shade of yellow only he could embody, not the same as the cabin.
“Josh?” You turn to see him standing under the tree, leaning against the trunk. His chest is heaving as he fights for air.
“I-I’m sorry, I thought I had more time. They wouldn’t let me go.”
His parents. The definition of darkness personified. Every bad color couldn’t make them up. Black and red swirled and married in a nasty mixture was surely the reason he found solace in the cabin.
Even under the night sky he radiates orange. His rose petal, purple-white lips and beautiful brown doe eyes glisten in the moonlight. Breathtaking. Hauntingly beautiful. All of the good colors melted down like crayons to create him.
Josh doesn’t move, instead he stands and waits for your feet to make their way to him. Like a magnet, you’re drawn to him, wrapping yourself in his warmth almost as fast as it had appeared.
“Mm,” You hum into his chest, your fingers grasping the back of his sweater. “Smell so… so good…”
It wasn’t unusual that he smells good, but he does smell different. Like the summer sun beating down on a field of wildflowers, and hints of honeysuckle covered in morning dew. He smells earthy but in a way that’s good. You pull away from his chest and look up at his face.
“Fangs.” He nods and taps his fingernail against the fake tooth that sticks out from your lips.
“They’re kinda silly, aren’t they?” You bring your fingers to your mouth and pop the two fake fangs off of your teeth, discarding them into the front pocket of your hoodie.
“They were cute.” He frowns, wrapping his arm around your shoulder as he guides you a few feet to the cabin. “I missed you, like a lot.”
“You, sir,” You say, pressing your finger into his chest. “You’re the one who asked for seven days.”
“I know, I know. I just needed time to clean this place up. Make it special, ya know?” Josh opens the door to the cabin. It’s clean. For the longest time a thick coating of dust rested on every surface you had yet to touch, the impressions where the two of you would sit being the only clean spot. All of the physical grey is gone. The cabin feels more yellow now than it ever has before.
“Oh! I have something for you, too.” You smile and nod, pulling your backpack off your shoulders. Josh watches with a crooked head, his eyes narrowing. “Hold out your hands.” You instruct as you dig through your bag.
“Is it gonna bite?” He jokes.
“I hope not,” You reply, placing a handful of Reese’s and BlowPops into his large palm.
“Is this your way of telling me you want a kiss?” He teases, twirling a blue raspberry BlowPop between his fingers. You watch as he stuffs the other candy into his pocket before removing the wrapper on the BlowPop and pushing it past his rose petal lips. The only time blue looked and tasted good was when it was on his tongue.
It was no secret you’d thought about him in… that… way a handful of times before ever getting to be with him. Granted more so after the fact, and right now more than ever. The way his fingers felt against your lips earlier and watching his tongue work around the BlowPop did not make it better.
“Josh?” You whisper just loud enough for him to hear as you close the space between your bodies.
“Yes?”
So many things you want, need, to say evade you. So many pandora's boxes that you don’t want to open.
“I just missed you. Seven blue days was too long.”
“I know, I’m sorry. I missed you too, mamas.”
You wrap your arms around his torso once again, melting into his existence. You wish you could physically melt into him so you never had to be apart. Time away from him was always blue-black. You didn’t have to tell him that for him to know, he always knows what you’re thinking.
“I thought you were going trick-or-treating today.” Josh brings a hand up to cradle the back of your head, his fingers massaging your scalp. His voice echoes through his chest, deep and strong.
“S’posed to,” You mumble.
“Well, what happened? Talk to me.”
Mom doesn’t think you’re real.
Dr. Tannis doesn’t think you’re real.
Nobody thinks you're real so I ran away.
“I, uh, I guess I just missed you too much.”
“You know I can tell when you’re fibbing, right?” He pulls away, looking into your face as he tries reading you. He brings a hand to cradle your face, his thumb smoothing across your cheek. “It’s your favorite holiday.”
“I hate when you do that.” You huff, crossing your arms over your chest. The softer he gets, the more willing you are to spill your guts, he knew that.
“Well I hate when you do that. Don’t put the walls up, talk to me. What’s wrong?”
“What are you, my therapist?”
“I can be. I think talking to someone who understands you would be more beneficial than Mr. Squeaky Chair.” Josh guides you over to lay on the old couch, the only piece of furniture that existed in the cabin yet you always sat on the floor.
“Aren’t we too old for this?” You choke out.
“Too old for what?”
“This. We hide away in an abandoned cabin and make out like horny middle schoolers. And my mom thinks one of us isn’t real.”
“Do you not like that?” He looks nervous as he asks, picking at skin on the sides of his thumbs.
“Well, I like making out with you,”
“But?”
“Everyone thinks you’re not real. And I’d like for them to know you’re real so I could make out with you in my bedroom instead. Have sex on a bed like normal people. I dunno.”
Something in the air shifts. The yellow-orange-sunshine is slowly engulfed by red-blue-black metaphorical darkness.
“We can’t do that.” Josh sighs and kneels down beside the couch, bringing his hand to hold yours. The warmth that always exists in his palms felt almost absent.
“Why not, Josh? Why can’t we be normal?”
“I haven’t been honest.” He swallows harshly. You wince as he moves his hand down to rest on your knee.
“Oh great, you have a girlfriend who goes to my college and-”
“No, not a girlfriend, or boyfriend or anything like that.” He rubs his hand up and down your thigh, trying to soothe the nerves he can sense tensing. Electric couldn’t begin to explain the way his fingers feel dragging across your clothed skin.
“Is it your parents?” You sit up and pat the couch next to you for him to sit.
“Not them, no.” He brings himself to his feet before sitting beside you, removing the BlowPop from his mouth. He places the half eaten lollipop on the window sill behind the couch before bringing his hand to cup your jaw. “Y/n, can you kiss me?”
“Josh…”
“Please? Before I say anything, please just kiss me.”
“Josh,”
Could it be that bad?
You shake the feeling, giving into your temptations as you press your lips to Josh’s. Your tongue explores his until the flavor of blue raspberry is nonexistent. Your fingers grasp at his hair, the feeling of his curls helping ground you. As soon as you pull away, you find yourself returning for more regardless of the flavor being long gone from his tender lips. Josh’s hands begin snaking up the front of your hoodie, his fingertips dancing along your sides. His hands against your bare skin feels like oil paints on a canvas, gliding smoothly and perfectly around every edge and detail at the mercy of the artist. Josh’s lips trail down your neck, nipping and biting at the supple skin on your throat, earning a soft moan.
Your hands can’t help themselves, smoothing down the front of his sweater and onto his lap. His length is growing prominent beneath his jeans. Josh follows your lead, his fingers tracing under the waistband of your leggings before pulling you onto his lap.
It isn’t long before you’re pushing your hips into his, rolling methodically against his length as he continues kissing across the expanse of your skin. Josh places his hands on your hips and pushes you down, your center resting over his thigh as your leg slots between his. His hands guide your hips back and forth as you grind your core against his thigh, pressing you firmly down onto him.
One of his hands slowly drags up your side before resting under your chin, raising your face to look at him. He likes to be watched, to be seen, just as much as he likes watching you. Your eyes meet his, warm and golden like summer honey.
“You’re so pretty,” You huff out, still grinding against him. Josh moves his hand to cradle the back of your neck, drawing your lips closer to his.
“Uh-uh. You’re pretty, my baby,” He trails off, pressing his rosey lips against yours. A warm, sweet taste grows the longer he’s there, your heartbeat in places you didn't know it could be. You bring one hand from his shoulder to the back of his head, your fingers nestling deep in his brown curls as you push him closer.
No word can even begin to explain how he’s got you. Josh’s hands work between your bodies, undoing his pants as you continue rubbing against him, a giggle escaping his lips.
“What’s so funny?” You ask defensively, slowing your motions.
“My knee is soaked,” He smirks as he dips his hand past his boxers, not so subtly stroking himself.
“Oh…”
“Is this okay? We don’t-”
“No, I do!” You shout desperately, lifting from his thigh to push your pants past the wide of your ass down until they sit at your ankles. You hover over his length, pulling his boxers down before sitting him at your entrance.
“I’m quite fond of you.” He whispers and looks up, peeling his eyes away from where your bodies are about to connect. The man who loves to watch himself wasn’t watching.
“I’m fond of you, too, Josh.”
“Like a lot, Y/n, and I’m worried about messing this up.”
“You won’t.” You assure him, sinking down onto his length. You hiss at the feeling of him inside, no matter how many times you find yourselves in this situation, it always feels brand new. You fall forward, melting into Josh’s chest as he brings his arms around you with his face tucked in the crook of your neck. His lips find a home sucking a hot trail of marks up and down the side of your neck, reaching his hands down to rid you of your shoes and bottoms.
Josh gently thrusts his hips up, fucking into you slowly, making you feel every inch of his thick cock in your hungry core. Euphoria courses through your veins in times like this, a sparkly, pink goodness that seemingly takes hold of you. Buried deep inside, he holds you down on his length as he readjusts your bodies, laying you across the couch with him above you. He places his hands on the bottom hem of his shirt and hoodie, lifting them over his head to expose his chest. You reach a hand forward and lay it over his heart, pinching your eyebrows together in confusion when you don’t feel a beat.
“You okay?” Josh asks, bringing his hands to the backs of your thighs and pushing them into your chest, allowing him to sink into you deeper.
“Uh-huh,” You gasp and nod as Josh brings a hand from the back of your thigh to lay between where your bodies meet, brushing his thumb over your aching clit.
“Oh… my god…” You gasp into his mouth. “Josh…”
“S’that feel good?” He mumbles against your lips as he slowly works one finger into your already full pussy, thumb still against your clit.
“Like-like,” You hardly stutter as he brings you closer to the brink of orgasm.
“Gold?” Josh suggests, curling his finger upwards as to draw an answer.
Gold. The smell of a freshly blooming sunflower field. The first s’more of summer. The feeling of the sun drying your wet skin after swimming.
“Like gold.” A mess of gasps and moans, you swallow harshly before mewling his name. “J-Josh,”
“Y/n,” He sings, a smile tugging the corner of his lips as they’re pressed against yours. Gold, yellow, honey, rose petal lips, purple-white. The overstimulation was washing over in more ways you could count.
“Josh, please?” You beg for something that’s already yours, a feeling of white-hot washing over your entire body as you feel yourself begin to spill over the edge.
“Gonna cum for me, pretty mama? It’s all yours.” Josh continues curling his finger up, tapping the spongy spot tucked where only he can find it as his hips and thumb keep a steady pace.
Your ears begin to ring like the broken bell above the church nobody attends. Almost in a possessed-like manner, your body convulses under Josh’s touch. As he removes his finger from your aching cunt, you hardly open your eyes to watch him lick your slick off his digits. Your face must look curious because Josh smirks once more before attaching his lips to yours. He tastes of honey, delicate flowers, an old library. To be engulfed and consumed by his flame is all you’ve ever wanted, all you’ve ever craved.
Josh follows not too far afterwards, his hips stuttering and stilling as his warm release coats your walls, his warm torso laying its weight on yours. He turns his head so his cheek rests on your collar, chastely kissing whatever skin he can get his lips on as his length softens inside. It feels weird but nice, oddly enough.
“Hi,” He whispers gently into your neck.
“Hi,” You copy, letting your head fall so your cheek rests against the nest of curls on his head. Slightly damp, but god does he smell good. Chests pressed together, you lay in silence wondering where the beating of either heart has gone. The two of you lay like that for a while, soaking in one another’s presence before Josh finally pushes himself off of you. Your chest grows almost empty and airy, like a helium balloon, without his weight on top to hold you down.
“Can you tell me now?” You groan, sleepy and winded.
“The issue is that I’m not from here, Y/n.” Josh sighs, pushing his legs through his pant legs.
“And that’s okay. But I want to see, Josh. I wanna see where you’re from.”
“It’s all black-red, you don’t wanna see that.”
“I want to know you. Let me see.” Your shoulders fall alongside your expression as you pull your panties over your legs followed by your leggings. Josh reaches down to grab your hand and for a second everything feels orange again. Josh offers a worried smile before everything turns physically black.
“Josh?” Not only is he gone, but everything in the distance looks to be going, too.
It can’t be.
Is Josh… Not real? Just a thought for your amusement?
As you succumb to darkness, you realize maybe blue isn’t so bad after all. It was much better than black, at least. Your surroundings felt like the blue raspberry, thunderstorm, whirring darkness that occured after the incident. Yet still you find you’re unable to recall anything prior outside of riding your bike in the woods.
Finally, you remember something but still not enough to answer what happened that day. All you remember is a glimpse of orange trying to pull you from the darkness and the taste of blue raspberry. A huge wave of grey-black sorrow washes over you, sobs ripping through your chest. Panic is all you know to do.
“Hey,” Orange wraps itself around you in the form of his arms, and even though you can’t see, you know it’s him because of the shade of his words. “It’s okay, I’m right here.”
“Where?” You shudder.
“In the heart.”
One deep, ragged breath fills your lungs as you open your eyes expecting nothing except pitch black, but you’re back in the cabin. It doesn’t feel yellow anymore.
“What happened?” You squeak out, just like that damned chair.
“Y/n,” Josh says gently as he walks to stand before you. He wraps his arms around your shoulders and rests his chin on your head.
“Josh, tell me what happened, I need to know.” You mumble into his chest as you choke back tears.
“We don’t exist.”
“Yes we do! We exist, Josh. We are real, we feel things. Could we feel things if we weren’t real?” You push yourself away from his hold and ball your fists at your side.
“You can ball your fists, but that doesn’t bring us back to life.” He frowns, plopping onto the floor. He sits criss-crossed, looking up at you with those big brown eyes.
“Back to life?”
“You died that day, Y/n. It’s why you can’t remember anything that happened.”
“Died?” You fall to your knees in front of him, your fists thumping against the ground. Nothing was real, at least it hasn’t been for the last few years.
“I tried to save you but I was too late. I saw you just… laying there, but I tried, Y/n.” Josh rests his hands on your knees. If neither of you are real, then how can you feel him?
For the first time you’re able to recall the darkness. Why it tasted of blue raspberry, where your hatred for the squeaking came from, why nobody believed Josh was real. You try again to remember the day of the accident, but to no avail.
Bike. Black. Blue. Orange.
A ripple to the roar, an echo to the thunder.
A wave in the soundscape. The pulse of the night.
As the piano’s notes reflect the mood of the moment
Electric echoes drown in the downpour
at what point did frank stop wearing his nose and lip rings bc like
i miss them very much
My Chemical Romance - I’m Not Okay (I Promise) | 2004
Cowboy couple set
making a mirador meme everyday until they announce the ep/album
day 132
made by @runwayblues
gays ruined the word hole for eternity