I Just Had A Boost Of Motivation To Be Productive So I Started Writing On My Little Whiteboard Planner

pioneering something called "gritted teeth optimism" where everything is gonna turn out okay even if i have to bite and claw and gnash my way through it

Why does it seem like nowadays readers need everything to be morally correct, and for the moral lessons to be spelled for them, or else they miss the point of the story by a mile? Like, if a fiction depicts something dark they'll be like "oh this fiction is justifying fucked up actions" maybe think deeper Susan? "I don't see redemption for this character at all??" maybe they aren't meant to be redeemed?? Maybe the story is just here to show how fucked up everything is and that's it?? Maybe not every story is supposed to teach you morals and healthy coping mechanism?? Go to therapy for that?

People read ADULT DARK fiction and then act like kids with no critical thinking skills. Maybe those stories are not for you if you constantly seek heroic values in fiction.

why ive been getting a headache lately like i can't even use my laptop for more than 3 hours now?? come on

Me: *is stressed out*

Also me: *not asking tarot about it bcs I know it will just give me Temperance like it has been doing and it pisses me off*

If your big three were defined by the degrees in which they are placed in, what would they be?

I would be a Leo Sun, Scorpio Moon and Virgo ASC. (Sun 17°-Moon 20°-ASC 18°)

every time i want to start a tarot reading i yawn like crazy like what is this biology

I am upset. I missed dinner and now the food has probably gone bad.

There are many things I usually go through before choosing a place to rent. For example, do the neighbours have dogs? That's a no because people here don't know how to be a responsible dog owner, most owned dogs bark at everything that moves. I also check for the water pressure, the internet connection, the electrical appliances and whatnot.

But I have never thought I needed to consider the possibility of having a neighbour who likes to sing his lungs out every fucking day every morning and afternoon. I have considered neighbours who like to talk loudly, but not this shit.

So.... a few years ago I bought some med for about 100? 200? bucks at a private clinic. Yesterday I went to a gov hospital to get the same med and.......... it was about 7 bucks.......... and I didn't even have to pay anything. I mean, I know that our healthcare in terms of how much we have to pay is pretty affordable but I didn't realize this med was literally free.

One thing I really cant understand is when people think a certain illness affects people the same way with the same level of pain.

Like... I'm sorry do people share bodies or something? Is your body their body and vice versa? Is that why you think your experience is universal?