Thank You :')

Low-key tempted to write a full breakdown of Fyodor's mental health / state... but some key points I noticed :

savior / martyr complex.

dehumanization of self; he perceives himself as something fully inhuman.

black and white thinking; unable to reconcile with ambiguity and this also causes him to have an extreme “us vs them” mentality, classic almost cult leader behavior and mindset.

( possible ) depression and anhedonia.

frequent disassociation.

does not allow people to particularly get close to him, self-isolates and keeps his relationships with others transactional.

clear-cut sadism that he rationalizes.

and they were narrative foils (oh my god they were narrative foils)

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT LES MIS I WILL CRY IF THE REFERENCE GOES OVER EVERYONE'S HEAD AGAIN PLEASE anywau kunizai as enjolras and grantaire,,, yayyyy

I am never recovering from Fedya's Dead Apple outfit. Genuinely it probably is one of his best outfits in the entire series. Shibusawa knew what he was doing, I fear. 🙏

After a lot of self-reflection this year so far, I have realized that I was not as firm as I could have been during my interactions with people due to my politeness, desire to keep the interactions pleasant and my own personal tendency towards passiveness or deflection rather than direct confrontation in most occasions.

Keeping this in mind; I have been working on being more direct and clearer when it comes to that as some people who I have interacted with and who know me long-term might have noticed these past months and not default to my usual neutral or avoidant tone when my personal boundaries are crossed and to also ensure my peace of mind and safety.

Thank you kindly for your understanding. 🤍

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- @star-tb

Oh my god. / pos

And I realized my birthday is a month away.

Moot Tag Challenge! Go to Pinterest and search ‘singer’ ‘outfit’ ‘quote’ and ‘aesthetic’ and that’s what vibes you give :]

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How Intimidating Am I?

Send 🐹 for “You? Intimidating? Hell no.”

Send 🐰 for barely intimidating

Send 🐭 for slightly intimidating

Send 🐱 for moderately intimidating

Send 🦊 for fairly intimidating

Send 🐯 for very intimidating

Send 🐻 for “MOTHER OF GOD PLEASE DON’T EAT ME–”

.......the urge to retheme my blog after Dead Apple Fyodor....