Word Prompt: Tension

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If you guys enjoy my oc rambles uhhm let me know.

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I understand that. I started out mainly focused on doing stuff for my own enjoyment and not ever publishing it until I started posting on DeviantArt ( a very old art platform that was popular ~2010.. it was something else entirely ); I would say I did come a long way too since I used to use bases for everything while I was younger. ^^'

I enjoy science too! Though I have always been someone who enjoyed history more and I always enjoyed researching about nobility and royalty; I will be honest I had a bit of a hyperfixation on the Tudor era and Anne Boleyn specifically for a long time while I was younger: not that I remain hyperfixated nowadays. When you get to actually focus on them; I am interested to hear more! ^^

Thank you! Same for your ideas.

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

I do and I really understand that! I find it hard to hold back when something gets me extremely inspired — like BSD got me. ^^ I actually was having difficulty to create anything or feel much invested in creating until I got into it.

I often feel like an unhinged scientist and researcher while looking into things to add more depth onto my original characters.. it is absolutely very fun; though! I love sharing my thoughts and the things I am working on and wrote. I am curious to hear more about them! I adore Alice in Wonderland retellings and adaptations.

Thank youuu ^^ once I come up with ideas; I am going to share.

Oh? You have OCs miss Martyr? 👀

i do !!!11!1!!1 i have many actually some of them aren’t as fleshed out but i think about them daily one might say it’s a secret interest of mine ;)

one of my world’s is somewhat based off wonderland from the book “alice’s adventures in wonderland” read by the mc but it is warped by her own mind due to trauma responses & defensive mechanisms ^_^ she’s around eight and her name is rue barlowe and she’s like filthy rich from the US but she has TONSSS of trauma. i feel bad how much i’ve been putting this poor child through she’s my daughter if i knew how to take care of one (*´∇｀*)💧i also have many ocs based off actual people from the book but they are based by her experiences and how she portrays them so they are pretty creepy but it’s like found family and then something comes along to ruin that and she learns a lot from it in the end so it’s in turn like a really dark retelling of a fairytale!!!..,,,

another world that is more recent is my persona’s world set in different historical timelines and all revolve around my sona martyr. the typical god that is above all life and you cannot visualize them because it is incomprehensible to the human mind. this isn’t fully fleshed out either but these characters are tricked and deceived from their lives and manipulated because it needs them for a revolution against their will to disable purgatory and the systematic oppression of heaven and hell. very flawed but the characters are very fun to figure out and discover it’s like a little journey hehe

Finally got “White Nights”. I just know it will be a visceral read :) looking forward to it!

My introduction.

Welcome here; I go by Avalon ( or Avie, any nicknames are fine as long as they are previously discussed with me ) . This is simply a place for me to post my thoughts and maybe ramble a little, occasionally I might share my thoughts and analysis of certain characters or even talk about my original characters and share some bits of my writing if I feel tempted enough.

You are more likely than not going to be welcome here as long as you behave respectfully and keep in mind my boundaries and read the “before you interact” post I have linked below as I would like to avoid any uncomfortable situations or discussions as I do not have the energy ( or time, quite frankly ) to deal with anything.

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