SPOILERS AHEAD FOR VAMPIRE IN THE GARDEN!!!

The struggle between not caring and caring way too much all the fucking time...

i’m like “i don’t give a fuck” & then have an anxiety attack

Fr though. Like bitch I read more smut than you could fathom. Some of the shit I've seen would make Jesus cry. I've traveled to the depths of a03 and come out the otherside unscathed! I am a God amongst men and you shall respect my knowledge! I. AM. NOT. A. BEAN.

Hi so uh, please don't call asexual people innocent or adorable for not liking or being interested in sex? It's patronising and feels icky.

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seeing straight men be disgusted by booktok smut recommenders has actually radicalized me to the side of booktok smut recommenders. girls your taste may be atrocious but i will never disparage you for exposing mainstream discourse to the concept of soaking through your underwear. spent my whole life listening to men talk about penises it’s about time they get jumpscared by women talking about pussy in crude detail on social media. go forth and goon my warriors

another thing abt me. i use the 👍 emoji very liberally. im not being sarcastic or passive aggressive im being like cool ok or thanks for the heads up or etc. to me 👍 is an innocent happy polite little emoji

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School Spirits season 2 ships/Xavier rant

Why am I lowkey shipping Rhonda and Quinn now??? Like she made her smile one time and suddenly I'm sold.

I'm very happy for Charley and his new love interest! I think it will be a big part of his journey towards moving on because it will be the final push he needs to let go of Emilio. Plus, Yuri seems chill, if not a little sus though it seems like it's in more of a chaotic neutral type of way than a malicious way.

Xavier continues to annoy me. The scene where he blows off Claire after finding out Maddie may be alive pissed me off so badly. He clearly cared about Maddie more than Claire, so it just gives the impression that he was stringing her along for sex and never intended for anything serious between them. To add to that, they're now setting up this romance between him and Nicole, which just further adds to the player vibe I get from him. He's flirting anonymously with Nicole, while in a situationship with Claire, while still talking like he's not over Maddie, and I'm supposed to find him likable? I just don't understand the appeal. The guy looks like a greasy rat(I haven't forgotten about that scene with the cinderblock), and the eyes that everyone seems to like so much just creep me out honestly. He's got this stare that's a mix between a tweaker and a freaky ass bird.

My main man Wally continues to be the best! I'm very worried about him, though, because if things go the way I think and Maddie is put back into her body, it's going to break his heart, and I don't think I can handle that😭

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"why do you know that" i am curious about the world around me