I'm in a writing mood. Time to write chapter 5
The most heartbreaking thing about this panel/scene in general is that Hawks isn’t lying. It was supposed to be a lie. He’s supposed to be making up the most obscene things in order to trick the villains into thinking he’s on their side… but in this moment? Where he’s talking about the hero society turning out to be a bird cage that is locking him up? And how he wants to be free? It’s the honest to god truth and he knows it. Of all the times where he’s put on that fake smile, this is the one that actually looks painful.
Painful because it’s the truth. Painful because he has to use it as a lie. Painful because he’s never, ever opened up about it with anyone before but Twice, this man on the opposite side, his enemy… that he has started to grow attached to anyways. Hawks is bearing his heart to Jin in this moment, but he won’t ever know it. He’s going to be cut down, betrayed anyways because that’s just a part of this sickening job he’s stuck with to “protect people.”
Who will protect Hawks though, when he’s doing this mission singlehandedly, not being able to tell a soul about it? Who else is there to turn to but the villains around him? Little by little, he’s realizing more things about himself while infiltrating and it hits him harder than he could ever imagine.
Here, unlike his other half-hearted smiles, he can’t even open his eyes. He might actually show some emotion if he did that. He looks so… small and meager. He’s showing his teeth so awkwardly, like someone in complete submission, like someone who’s acting like it’s all okay but can crumble at any given moment. He’s crying out for help.
Going to punch tumblr in the face~
How I would imagine Canon vs. Fanon Hawks meeting Y/N.
C.Hawks: "Heyo! Nice to meet you Y/N, you want an autograph? Sure!... Here ya go, have a good rest of your day!"
Vs.
F.Hawks: "Hey there babybird, can I get ya anything? A photo, an autograph... my number? If you're free later this week how about you and I hit a club. You want to touch my wings? Sure but be gentle, they are sens- ngh- itive..."
Fanon looks at their hands as he raises a brow.
F.Hawks: It's fine, I'm the one who asked for your hand anyways. Plus, this type of view will make you forget what goes on around the world. Especially the lake. It's very beautiful.
Fanon beings to walk, motioning for Daybreak to follow.
F.Hawks: Come on, I'll show you around the park, nearby there is a nice ice cream stall.
Daybreak: aight I brought smash bros and pokemon cards, and Raphael. Any of you bird brains wanna play?!
Knightwing: Yo
C.Hawks: Hey guys! Great to see you guys have been doing well!
F.Hawks: Smash Bros? Pokémon?! HELL YEAH!
*Fanon flies over to Daybreak and greet her with his signature smile. He sends a few feathers to grab his deck of Pokémon cards and snickers at Daybreak*
F.Hawks: Ready to lose, chickadee? Also how ya doing falc.?
C.Hawks: Annd he still uses the nicknames. Charming isn't he?
My sister got me this for my birthday. The reason I don't have any figures is because I HAVE LITERALLY NO WHERE TO PUT THEM. FUCCK
Such a pretty bird! 😍
Bird Boy Sketches
Dabi: Croissants: dropped.
Toga: Road: works ahead.
Twice: BBQ sauce: on my titties.
Hawks: Shavacado: fre.
Tomura: Miss Keisha: fuckin dead.
Sako:
Sako: …I hate every single one of you.
Rewatching MHA with friends is very fun, especially when one of them has never seen MHA. Going to be starting season 4 soon, which means we are slowly getting closer to the bird man. Soon they will get to meet the goofball that is Hawks.
I'M CRYING ITS TOO ACCURATE!
I swear It was lot funnier in my head💀
also no hate to fanon lovers
C.Hawks: My hands are normal, why do you ask?
C.Hawks looks over at F.Hawks: What type of hands do you have...?
F.Hawks: Talons.
C.Hawks: What.
F.Hawks: Yeah, wanna see?
C.Hawks: No? But I'm also curious on how that works.
F.Hawks: Well, you see-
C.Hawks putting a hand over his mouth: Actually scratch that, I don't want to know.