Hope for the future
Fear for the past
Withered like my memories
That I’m scared won’t last
Lesson’s already learned
Yet left those questions still not asked
Maybe then I’ll see
The dye not yet cast
History slips through my fingers
Like sand in a noose
Endless thoughts trapped in my pen
Nothing but everything to lose
Mind set ablaze
While my heart is drowning
Nothing left to save
But my will is howling
Thoughts surrounded by suffering and pain
By happiness and laughter
By thunder and rain
Comfort until frightened by this storm again
Horrid daytime and soothing waves
Thrashing water still taking me under
The burn of that sun still aches
Stolen breaths and a wonder
Does love always have to take?
Take my hurt and my heart
Build me up just to tear me apart
Give until I’m gone
A shade they’ll never find
Until a shine of moonlight came to my mind
A ray of hope
Not bright, not burning
Not a noose, just a rope
And my heart’s relearned yearning
Moonlight in a forest
A campfire in spring
Fascinations like a florist
Of softer love i hear a ring
Time healing and mending
What they scraped and clawed
A love unrelenting
In letting me be ok with the flawed
A song and a book
A dance and a phrase
My chiadrah, my Villain
Your love in my gaze
No longer lost and all broken
All jagged edges too brittle
Now, through you, tempered and so open
Now soaring is the hope that was once so little
My heart is yours
My violence, my violet
My shadows and love all yours
And my best to describe it
the problem with autism is sometimes you want to do something (brave) but you need someone to gently walk you through each step so you know what will happen. and people don’t like doing that
Shoutout to that one time I got half lost on the beach and things were half cryptic half aesthetically pleasing
Gods mood dude
GUYS HELP MY GIRLFRIEND WAS BUSY AND COULDNT LOOK AT HER PHONE AND I MISS HER AND I ENDED UP RAMBLING FOR AN HOUR STRAIGHT BUT REALLY AN HOUR GAY I MEAN JESUS ON A POGO STICK I REALLY RAMBLED AND SHE ACTUALLY SAW IT NOW AND ANDJWBDJWBIGJEKGJEIFBKSJGIDHF
My girlfriend and i before i remember we’re at a homophobic school ;-;
Because I’m a sucker for Jayce looking at Viktor with a bit too much love in his eyes, and am fully convinced that they have moments when they almost end up kissing …
reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts
Why is this so in character holy shit
saw this on pinterest and had to
Ok so i will only ship transformers in a completely asexual way or bc its funny
But i find it completely funny when another in universe character thinks a ship is like fully 18+ and then like the ship doesnt do more than hold hands
Like its an amazing dynamic
penelope didn't have to turn the tree bed into a riddle. she could have asked odysseus to prove his identity, to tell her something only he would know — which she actually did a few books earlier, when she asked the beggar to describe odysseus, and odysseus told her about a purple cloak with a particular golden brooch that she fastened herself twenty years ago. when penelope tells telemachus they have signs by which they'll know each other, you sort of expect more of the same. and instead, she decides to trap him. like a bug in a cup.
and it's delightful to me, idk, how odysseus has been trapped and cornered in various way throughout the odyssey, but arguably never so that he has to tell the truth to get out. (with the phaeacians, maybe? the omniscient narrator corroborates some of what he tells them, but do we really know everything?) and in fact he is not trying to get free of penelope. he wants something from her, wants to convince her, wants to be welcomed home, but until this point he's lied to her, revealed himself to other people before her, and been distant with her (though also patient! he doesn't try to strongarm or rush her into accepting him; it's his idea to sleep elsewhere).
except penelope isn't looking for him to be distant and patient. penelope lies in a way that requires odysseus to stop playing along — not only to prove that he knows what odysseus knows, but that he's willing to tell the truth about himself.
15 going on fuckin 50 from how much I put up with (Not talking to you baby) Pronouns? No clue call me by whatever pronouns y’all want Demiromantic Panromantic Taken New to the tickling community, please nothing spicy- sfw only Warning, I will geek out about very random things if given the chance
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