Hope For The Future

Hope for the future

Fear for the past

Withered like my memories

That I’m scared won’t last

Lesson’s already learned

Yet left those questions still not asked

Maybe then I’ll see

The dye not yet cast

History slips through my fingers

Like sand in a noose

Endless thoughts trapped in my pen

Nothing but everything to lose

Mind set ablaze

While my heart is drowning

Nothing left to save

But my will is howling

Thoughts surrounded by suffering and pain

By happiness and laughter

By thunder and rain

Comfort until frightened by this storm again

Horrid daytime and soothing waves

Thrashing water still taking me under

The burn of that sun still aches

Stolen breaths and a wonder

Does love always have to take?

Take my hurt and my heart

Build me up just to tear me apart

Give until I’m gone

A shade they’ll never find

Until a shine of moonlight came to my mind

A ray of hope

Not bright, not burning

Not a noose, just a rope

And my heart’s relearned yearning

Moonlight in a forest

A campfire in spring

Fascinations like a florist

Of softer love i hear a ring

Time healing and mending

What they scraped and clawed

A love unrelenting

In letting me be ok with the flawed

A song and a book

A dance and a phrase

My chiadrah, my Villain

Your love in my gaze

No longer lost and all broken

All jagged edges too brittle

Now, through you, tempered and so open

Now soaring is the hope that was once so little

My heart is yours

My violence, my violet

My shadows and love all yours

And my best to describe it

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