Her Lil Tail And Lil Paw And Lil Whiskers

my heart is going to explode for how much i love my niece

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HAPPY INTERNATIONAL ASEXUALITY DAY!!

-April 6th

loving something in today's society

putting your heart on something's hands

trusting and believing

is hoping that no one will ever reveal their secret

and you feel like a monster

but till the secret ain't out it's fine

imposter syndrome when you make music is like:

ok i think i'm ready to show it

[shows it] [good reactions]

2 interpretations of the "good reactions"

• the good reactions seem polite : they now must think that you're dumb and have no future and they don't know why they're supporting you in what you do ; you thank them but inside you it's "never again am i showing this to anyone"

• the good reactions seem sincere, they even have specific favorite parts, you talk about it for some time with them afterwards : you think you finally reached the right audience, it's got something, it's my thing, it won't please everyone but some people might like it ----- one month later, randomly working on music → your brain: oh remember this time when you showed them this song? well actually they were lying, they hated it, and you made yourself a fool by trusting them like, do you really think your music is good? you're so dumb, the parts they said were their favorites? they focused on one little thing that was not too bad to make you believe they really liked it

So either reaction, I feel like I'm a little kid with a drawing, that no one wants to tell me what they really think about it and only lie to make me feel good but now I have no idea if that's really good, because I have no benefit of hindsight with my work

But when people don't like it I feel discouraged and when people like it I think they're lying

How am I supposed to ask people to play my song when thinking like that, how am I supposed to call on professionals to produce it, how am I supposed to promote it and take some space with it? I'm afraid people who like me as a person feel obligated to listen to it to prove they're good friends and give an opinion on it

Nick Offerman wins Best Supporting Performance in a New Scripted Series at the Spirit Awards for "The Last of Us."

There are some people in this life that i like very much

am in love with art

does anybody knows why

i'm like a swan, you know?

i didn't realize but touching different door handles and feel their warmth, texture and resistance is very satisfying (i was in a store)

can someone explain to me how i'm supposed to fix myself