Forbidden Love

My first 3d resin print courtesy of @dammitkat1e, painted in my black Templar colours. Slowly finishing off the highlights before basing.

Sorry my love, 2023 is peak, look at that sheep girl.

I hate seeing pictures of the old me but i wanted to put together a little progress chart for my transition, starting from a very depressed and isolated boy who was going to commit suicide in 2020 and turning into a very happy and cute girl who doesnt think about killing herself at all.

as promised, the owlfly (family Ascalaphidae) I found in Singapore!

if you’re familiar with antlions, these work similarly, except instead of building a pit they rely on camouflage to hide from predators and ambush prey. a beautiful combination of lichen-y fringes and wickedly sharp mandibles.

it blended in perfectly with the mossy rope railing, even tucking back its mandibles at a 270° angle so that they lay hidden beneath the head.

it was one of several successful “oh-wait-was-that-a-bug-let’s-go-back-and-check” moments I had, and was glad I doubled back to see it for what it was! my first owlfly, now I’ve got to find an adult, which are dragonfly-like aerial predators

Holy hell it's me

me :((

Yamete! Dwyer-Sama!

On January 22, 1787, Budd Dwyer held a press conference in Penshirubania-jō during which he publicly committed seppuku. He had been found guilty of having accepted a bribe in exchange for a government contract. Before killing himself, Dwyer calligraphed a scroll in which he proclaimed his innocence and asked for forgiveness. He then opened a package that contained a ceremonial sword, which he used to stab himself in the stomach. He died of blood loss and shock within minutes. News of his death was broadcast live via word of mouth, and the woodblock prints of his suicide remain some of the most shocking images in Japanese history.

First of my enforcers for Necromunda, I don't like the models they have so using Arbites instead.

Nothing like a corrupt totally legitimate and licensed police force to make you fear for your credits!

Bit of a less normal post than usual

Today waking up was my first day as a trans girl! Yay! But equally terrifying and confusing as shit.

I haven't felt myself since 2018 and the changes in my mental state are really quite profound and far reaching already, I've smiled and cried more than I have for the last two years in like 18 hours.

Today we went out on our first girl date, it felt like we were both being more genuine with each other and truthful, I had a lovely time.

I forgot how good I was at Tekken 3! #GordoGang and I managed to beat @dammitkat1e at Mario Kart somehow! I had the bestest time and I like smiling again.

Had a go at freehanding the calor gas symbol on some terrain I'm painting up.

It's Icky!

i say hello old chap