Character: Cloud Strife, Final Fantasy series
Warnings: angst, Hanahaki disease, mentions of blood/death
Summary: Your unrequited feelings for Cloud were weighing heavily on you. You were suffering not only emotionally, but also physically, to the point of death.
WC: 976 words
You've been extremely frustrated during the last few days. Your hands were entangled in the silky strands of your hair, to the point you were tearing hairs from your scalp.
For years, you've had feelings for Cloud, but you knew without asking him, that those feelings weren't mutual.
Every single person you told about your troubles, all advised you to confront Cloud about it. But, you weren't going to do that. What point was there in doing so? He had made it very clear to everyone around him, that he wasn't interested in relationships and all that.
You tried to push yourself past these feelings with every last ounce of energy you had, but it was harder than you had expected. Every time you tried to look the boy in the eyes, you felt like throwing up. And because of that, you had decided to try to avoid him at all costs.
And just like any other day, you found yourself sitting at the bar of Seventh Heaven with tears pooled at the brim of your eyes. Just the thought of Cloud made your heart break into a million pieces, but luckily, Tifa was there for you to take your mind off of things.
''Hey, cheer up! Don't stress it too much, okay?'' You heard Tifa's voice yell from the other side of the room. Tifa's ability to sense how you were feeling from such a distance shocked you. You nodded, biting on your bottom lip as you muttered out a soft 'yeah'.
Tifa walked up to you, lifting your head up a bit as she wiped the tears from your cheeks. ''You know, maybe Cloud does share your feelings. He'd prefer it if you told him instead of keeping it to yourself.'' She remarked as she softly patted your back.
''I don't know, you know how he is. He probably doesn't want to hear me whining to him about my feelings.'' You replied, heaving heavily as you picked up the glass of whiskey in front of you. You gulped the final bit in one go, coughing as a result of the scorching sensation in your throat.
''Well, I need to go out for a bit. Don't do anything stupid, okay?'' Tifa chuckled, waving you goodbye as she hurried slowly towards the door.
As soon as you heard the door fall shut behind you, you ran to the toilets. Your head was dangling over the toilet, spewing blood-tinged petals out of your mouth. You felt sick to your stomach. Not just when you saw him, but even if you thought about him for just a second.
The petals covered in blood were floating in the toilet, the sight making you throw up even more. This feeling was crushing you on the in- and outside. Just a few weeks ago, you started throwing up the petals out of the blue. When you searched up what this meant, you found yourself reading all about the 'Hanahaki disease'.
Unrequited love.
Once you read this, you knew for sure, that Cloud didn't feel the same. Everyone tried to reassure you that it was just all in your head, but it didn't change the way you felt.
Your train of thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on the door.
''It's me. You okay in there?''
You could recognize this voice anywhere. It was Cloud. Of course it had to be him.
''I'm okay, just feeling a little sick today.''
Lies.
''Can I come in?'' He asked, his voice genuinely sounding worried this time. You heard him turning the knob to open the door that you had locked, your eyes widened as tears started streaming down your face. What were you going to say now? Just ask him to go away?
You stayed quiet, not knowing how to reply.
''Are you sure you're okay?''
Again, you stayed quiet.
You quickly wiped the blood and tears away from your face, rubbing your eyes profusely, before unlocking the door for Cloud. His eyes pierced right through you, even though you weren't looking him in the eyes. You held your breath, trying not to throw up again. It was a nightmare, thinking about Cloud seeing you throw up those petals and having to explain what's going on.
''Have you... been crying?'' He furrowed his brows, stepping closer to you, pushing some strands out of your face as you looked down at the floor. ''And what's that in the toilet? Flower petals?''
Your eyes shot up at him, your heart skipping a beat when you realized you had forgotten to hide the evidence.
''It's nothing, don't worry about it.'' You mumbled, slapping his hand away as you quickly flushed down the blood with petals. You didn't turn around as you wanted to avoid any eye contact.
''Hanahaki disease, right?''
Your chest started to hurt even more, making you pant heavily as you thought about all the possible outcomes of this.
Before you could even think of another reply, you felt his warm hands grab you and turn you around. You felt like dying.
You squeezed your eyes shut, holding tightly onto the fabric of your shirt. And to your surprise, you felt his soft and gentle lips against your own. You opened your eyes slightly to look at Cloud with his eyes shut, kissing you passionately. You were frozen in your place.
He pulled his lips away, cupping your cheeks with both of his hands as she sighed. ''I've seen you throw up those petals before.''
''How?''
That was all you could get out right now.
''Were you that sure that my feelings weren't mutual?''
''Yes, you said last time that you weren't interested in any kind of relationship.''
He placed another kiss on your forehead, his face stoic as ever. You chuckled at the sight, Cloud hadn't changed one bit.
''Maybe.. I changed my mind.''
damn :(
„a dancer dies twice – once when they stop dancing, and this first death ist the more painful.“
Liquid courage • Jake Kiszka
Pairing: Jake Kiszka x Reader.
Summary: The drunk mind speaks the sober heart.
Word count: 1073.
My face scrunched up as I swallowed another shot of vodka, the burning sensation in my throat making my eyes water. My friend slapped my back as she softly chuckled at me.
"You good?" she asked, putting the cap back on the bottle. "That's disgusting." I forced a sarcastic smile onto my face. "well we need to make sure you're tipsy when the guests arrive. that will make your conversations a little smoother." she said with a smirk on her face.
I am very socially awkward. Parties are not my thing. But it's y/f/n birthday today and she had a big celebration in mind. She had met some special people in a bar a few days ago, from a band named Greta van Fleet. They had promised to come by and for that reason I was now also obliged to be present. Somehow y/f/n was convinced she could pair me up with one of the guys.
"You do the talking, I'll sit in a corner with a cup of water." I said, getting up from the couch and smoothing my skirt. "Will there be anyone I know? besides those guys of yours." "Yes, people will be arriving soon."
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom while I still can." she gave a lopsided grin as I disappeared around the corner and walked up the stairs to the bathroom.
-
A soft huff left my mouth as I looked at myself, my hands gripping the cupboard placed in front of the large mirror. The lighting didn't do me justice. I wiped the small smear of mascara on my eyelid with my pinky finger.
I could hear the doorbell ringing followed by enthusiastic loud greetings. My hand turned the lock on the door. "Be spontaneous," I whispered to myself as I walked out of the bathroom and down the stairs.
"Hi there y/n, long time no see!" said an acquaintance as soon as I set foot in the room. "Hey, how have you been?" I answered as I sat down next to her. The corner of her mouth quirked up, "I have a pulse, so I must be doing okay." Smiling at her response I brought my glass of soda to my mouth and took a sip, my gaze landing on y/f/n who was now standing at the door again.
As the door opened a little more I could see her receive a bouquet of roses and a bottle of wine from a guy with curly hair. He had a great smile, truly beaming as he set foot into the house. He didn't come alone though, 3 other boys came in after him.
"This must be the band." I thought to myself as I tried to not make it too obvious that I was scanning every inch of them as they walked into the living area where we were sitting.
y/f/n already showed me pictures and told me their names, no introduction needed. Jake was the most handsome one for sure.
I reached for my glass and took a big gulp as my eyes wander from his jawline to his chest, which was partly visible because of the low-cut v-neck shirt he was wearing. Beautiful necklaces adorn his bare skin.
-
As the evening went on, people began to get tipsy. Music is playing in the background.
"I love this song!" said y/f/n as she jumped up and turned up the music. "Dance with me y/n." she winked at me as she took my drink from my hands and set it on the table before gently tugging on my now empty hand.
"I'm way too sober for this." I muttered as I slowly stood up. "Oh come on." she said as she pulled me close and placed her hands on my hips before rocking to the music.
I closed my eyes and relaxed into the movement. More people got up and danced with us. sounds of laughter filling the room, some people singing the lyrics to the song.
Although I was already singing incredibly softly, my voice went almost completely silent as I made eye contact with Jake who was still sitting on the couch with a smile plastered on his face.
as the song ended I decided I needed a stronger drink. I excused myself from y/f/n before walking to the kitchen.
As I stood there contemplating whether I should go for vodka or whiskey I could hear someone approaching. "Hey, I don't think I've introduced myself to you yet." Jake's raspy voice echoed across the room. "No, you haven't, Jake, right?" "Yes, what's your name?" "y/n" I said as I picked up the vodka bottle before putting it back down.
"You want me to make a decision for you y/n?" My insides tingled when he said my name. A grin on his face as he grabbed a glass and poured me a drink.
I didn't bother to respond, I was so caught up staring at his hands. My own hands trembling, accepting the glass he now held out to me. "There you go." he said with a smile on his face.
"Thanks" I said so soft it was barely audible. I took a sip, not ready to break eye contact with him just yet."Is it good darling?" he asked me causing me to almost choke. looking straight to the ground.
"It is, I'm gonna go back now" I said as I quickly started walking back to the living room. I could feel my face heating up.
-
Oh god, I was far gone. My sight was slightly blurry as I danced around, occasionally taking a break to take another sip of whatever it was that I was drinking.
I closed my eyes and rocked from side to side when suddenly my arms were tugged at. My eyes shot open, meeting Jakes. Those brown eyes were as polished amber in the first rays of dawn.
He put my arms around his neck and put his hands on the crook of my back. "You're a beautiful girl y/n." "You must be really drunk" I giggled as I looked away. "Yes I am, so are you. Tomorrow we'll both be sober, but you'll still be beautiful" he whispered in my ear. My eyes going wide.
"You'll forget about me in the morning" I whispered back. "I won't, y/f/n already gave me your number." he said chuckling. My mouth falling open. Oh how I hoped he'd remember me.
I'd die for him honestly hhhh-
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I’d like to think that Shane Madej would probably be one of Crowley’s favorite humans:
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Hello <3
Can i request headcanons for Toge and Maki with a crush who's always baking for them, and they assume it's something she does for everyone, and it's like a normal thing, until they ask someone else and they're like "No it's not??? She does it because she likes you???" Thank you so much 💜💜💜
A/N: Fingers crossed I’ll get all the 1k celebration requests done today! Anyways enjoy! <3
Characters: Toge, Maki x fem!reader
Toge Inumaki:
Toge always had a massive crush on you, that’s why he loved everything to do with you, especially your bakery.
So when he would smell the sweet scent of your bakeries, he’d drop everything and run at lightning speed to have the first bite before anyone else could. He wanted to keep your delicious creations all to himself.
However the idiot was completely unaware that he had no competition, it’s all for him anyways.
He didn’t realise that until Panda followed him into the kitchen one day, and when Toge stuck his tongue out, boasting about taking the first bite, Panda simply laughed at him.
“I know they’re not for me, y/n only makes it for you because she likes you!”
Toge stared wide eyed at Panda in shock, did.. did you really like him back? These weren’t normal bakeries you made for everyone ??
Toge quickly zipped up his collar in an attempt to hide his blushing face when you returned to the dorm kitchen, avoiding your gaze. You were confused but you didn’t question it.
Well, it all made sense the next day, when you woke up to the smell of cake across the entire dorm, only to find a blushing Toge in the kitchen holding out a cake to you in some cheap red icing “y/n will you be my girlfriend?”
Maki:
Maki found your consistent baking adorable, not that she’d ever admit that of course.
“Eh? Moon cakes? Where do you get the time to make these y/n?” She said as she admired the cake before plopping it into her mouth.
You just shrugged with an awkward laugh, “I just free my schedule I guess, I’ll go grab some more!” You said before going back to the kitchen to grab the rest of the tray for Maki.
“Oi Megumi, why aren’t you eating y/n’s moon cake you idiot? She’s put so much so much effort into them!” Maki said to the raven haired boy who was sitting across from her, who only rolled his eyes and muttered ‘lovebirds’ in return.
“Because they’re not for me, she bakes them for you because she likes you” he said.
Maki momentarily froze from the words Megumi said, you didn’t bake these for everyone??
“I see” she said with a smile, as she got up and went to the kitchen.
As you held the tray in your hands, transferring them onto a plate, you suddenly felt a pair of strong arms wrap around your waist from behind.
You slightly turn your head to see Maki towering over you “these moon cakes all for me you lil bimbo?” she teased, making you blush profusely.
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Words: 461 words
A/N: Imagine Angeal putting a chastity device on Zack.. Here's some of my headcanons on this topic!
Angeal simply cares about Zack, nothing else, nothing more. He isn't interested in the boy at all, but using a chastity device is a way of gaining control over him.
It is a way of teaching the poor puppy some discipline. Angeal knew how Zack could be sometimes, so this was the perfect way to teach him a lesson or two.
All Zack has to do was show Angeal how well he can behave and listen. If he does well, it goes off. If not, it stays on until he does.
Zack has a hard time with it, though. He tries his best, really, but sometimes he completely forgets about what they had agreed on and fails to behave, which meant it stayed on for at least another day.
The first day was always the hardest. Zack would always struggle the most, thinking he'd have to keep it on for an eternity.
And even though he didn't admit it, Angeal found it entertaining to see Zack struggle so much.
When Zack does behave, it goes off and Angeal gives him a treat for doing so.
Angeal spoils Zack in all the right ways. He chokes him, gags him and ties him to the bed, giving Zack orgasm after orgasm until he's seeing stars.
Angeal isn't going to stop until he's satisfied, and he knows Zack will fully cooperate.
At the end, Zack will be left in a complete mess, barely being able to form any words. And even though he didn't always show it, Angeal knew Zack loved every single second of it.
It was sometimes even pathetic, that a 1st class SOLDIER like Zack, was enjoying getting controlled by his own mentor.
Sometimes Zack even misbehaved on purpose, just for the thrill of it. Angeal knew exactly what he was doing and wasn't pleased with it at all.
Other days, Zack would go above and beyond Angeal's expectations, just because he needed to get off so badly.
Zack would be trembling under Angeal's touch, moving his hips in sync with Angeal's movements.
He would be a moaning mess, his cheeks burning up as his hands had a tight grip on the bed.
Soft whimpers would leave his pretty mouth, throwing his head back into the pillow. All Zack could do was squirm as he was tied up with both hands and feet.
Zack would continuously beg for more, but Angeal wasn't going to give into that. It was purely for discipline, and that only.
When Angeal was satisfied, he unties Zack and leaves him there on the bed, looking completely ravished.
And when Angeal thought it was time again, he'd put the device on Zack again. The boy would sigh, but if it was what Angeal wanted, he'd let him.
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