Guess Who Just Binged Over 2000 Cals... Have To Kms Now

Imagine becoming someone else's thinspo

The thing I'll miss most when I lose weight is my phat ass and tatas 😔

Have you ever thought of just throwing all the food in your fridge and pantry into the garbage to stop yourself from eating? If so, same.

HUNGER

I visited a friend in the hospital that was diagnosed with ana... not fair. Why can't that be me? To be so frail, thin, pale, tired, hungry. I was starting to get better eating habits because I was feeling better, but to know she went 17 days with no food makes me envy her. I love her, I hope she gets better, I really do, but I wish I was sicker than her. I want to be on that hospital bed. I want to be clean of all food, only water. I decided to go on a streak, see how long I can last before I'm forced to go to the hospital. I hope I last longer than she did. Today completes the first day of my water fast, it was hard. The first 3 days are the hardest. If I can just make it through these three days then everything will go smoothly. It was hard, but I managed. Every time I got hungry I'd drink water. My hunger pains weren't too bad. Since I'm on my period I've convinced myself it was cramps and not hunger pains. I'm going to visit her again tomorrow... wish me luck, and wish her a speedy recovery!!

Reblog if…

You’re doing it so you can be confident in public, but not for the attention

The weight loss is not for the gender you’re attracted to, but because you don’t feel attractive

You’re tired of people making petty comments about your weight

You want people to stop trying to put your weight in a sugarcoated box by saying you’re ‘big boned’ ‘thicc’ ‘more to love’ ‘curvy’, etc.

One comment sent you into the start of your ED

A traumatic experience caused you to gain weight that just wouldn’t come off

New medication caused you to gain weight

A Doctor, family, teacher, or friend has ever called you fat

You feel this is the only way you’ll truly be comfortable in your own skin

You’re lying to family & friends

You feel a little bittersweet when they comment on your weight loss

It started as a ‘diet’ that spiraled out of control

You know recovery is an option, but you don’t want to

You used to deny your eating disorder

🌪I want to follow the people who reblog this🌪