The Girlblogger Urge To Romanticise Everything

I might follow dark academia, but I'm suffering for my degree in a whole ass daylight.

all i do is listen to music and dissociate from reality

everytime i dress up my family be like “you aren’t going to a fashion show” bitch yes i am tf

she’s a 10 but she rots in her room all day listening to music and making up scenarios in her head

people who give the best advice usually don't follow it themselves

“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

One day I will stop procrastinating, but today is not that day

screw “socialising” me and my homies gonna dissociate

Have you ever felt the urge to avoid reading emotionally depressing, vulnerable books, or a tragedy where everything just ends into chaos.

But unfortunately, that's the genre you fancy!