I Ain’t Never Met Someone Who Does Bjj Who’s Mentally Well. Theyre Always Like “im Punishing Myself

I ain’t never met someone who does bjj who’s mentally well. Theyre always like “im punishing myself by not tapping” or whatever. Cringe. I just let men manhandle me because yeah. Never actually executed a fucking move on anyone bc nobody’s my size or weight class. Incredibly sad tbh

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2 weeks ago

THIS. I’m so sick of being mentally ill and hearing “oh my god I do that to!1!!” Uhm no the FUCK you don’t. You don’t dissociate when you see a Honda pilot. Fuck off

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Please use these terms correctly. Not doing so will deeply harm the people who actually have experienced trauma, gaslighting, triggers, and people who have NPD.


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2 weeks ago

Straight up I have the social skills of a very afraid frequently kicked dog. Please don’t mind me I don’t know how to social

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3 weeks ago

Almost breaking up w ur gf who you love more than anything and your friends not judging you except one guy who does kinda judge you for staying is hard :(

1 week ago

This!!

I can't even watch movies anymore and be normal about it

2 weeks ago

Am I sick. I ate something with mayo on it earlier and I Enjoyed It. Help

3 weeks ago

No because I love this. When someone asks me anything abt asl or pse or Deaf culture I get so excited because it’s my culture!! It’s my language!! I get so happy!!

nothing more flattering than someone saying "oh don't get her going" in reference to you when a topic you're passionate about is brought up


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1 week ago

TW talk of past sh, vaugely graphic, will trigger most likely

Bro fuck you mean I’m being trusted with a razor blade. There was something so healing about watching the same kind of blade I unwrapped to hurt myself so many times before run right over the same place, without slicing into me.


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2 weeks ago

I love checking up on the c.ai users on tumblr. “Oh but now everything is paid :( I remember the good old days :c” uhm yeah. It’s capitalism. The thing with ai is that it costs to run. It’s capitalism you dumbfuck. “It’s falling off” I agree. Go write fanfiction you dumb whore. “I don’t wanna jack off to my own writing.” Bitch. Wattpad. Tumblr. Ao3. TikTok slideshows that 12 year olds write. Your imagination. Anything off r34. Go goon ethically I promise it’ll be 10x better because there’s human touch which you apparently have never experienced. The sweet sweet arms of ai Bakugo Katsuki don’t exist. Fuck off


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