Actually OBSESSED With This Take… Glad To See Someone Else In This Fandom Rising Up To The Occasion!!

yo someone needs to make a mysterious skin discord fr .... i mean we're all out here being fans, we should have some way to talk abt the movie/book but who would actually join is the question LOL. i would make it if people would join tho....

made it <3 @laroched

and if i make a mentalist sideblog where i ramble about patrick jane, my observations of him, my opinions of the show, my criticisms, etc…..? i might be healed

personal space? idk her: [64/?]

the feminine urge to make a knox & silas tumblr and rant and rave about them … do my homework? no i said shoegaze

i swear to god i had a post about pink floyd's the wall but now i can't find it. i feel like i'm going crazy ( i probably am! ) but anyway. been listening to this album on repeat, it is such a genuine banger, the story slaps and there is something genuinely so disturbing about it all. esp the second half of each side, anything past young lust actually ?? kills me??? and then in the flesh & beyond are just insanely fucked. ‘one of my turns’ and ‘don't leave me now’ are some of my favorite tracks on this album; they're so disturbing in their own right ( one of my turns going into an almost playful, sarcastic insinuation of violence -- while don't leave me now explicitly states the violence pink would like to commit against his wife, specifically ) and there's just! so much emotion and tension teeming in these songs. i love the slow build up in one of my turns, pink just completely snapping as he destroys everything in sight, this song just. ugh. UGH! his soft, melancholic voice growing into something frenzied and screaming, voice literally breaking and wavering with how unhinged he is. that screamed “oh no!” gets me EVERY TIME. it's so good. all of the emotion you can get from the singing alone is just.... truly insane. “in the suitcase on the left you'll find my favorite axe!” is my favorite line in this song because it's soooo. UGH THAT IMPLIED VIOLENCE !! like yes he's talking about a guitar but the word ‘axe’ is still used because pink has these fantasies of committing horrific violence against people. as we see in the next song, which.... i truly do love so much, the heavy breathing in the background accompanied by the deep piano, pink's heartbroken and angry voice..

obviously the threats of violence get a lot more explicit here; talking about putting his wife through the shredder, literally says he wants to beat her to a pulp on a saturday night. it's so horrific. shifting all of his blame on to her, his shaken and screaming “oh, babe” ?!?? god it's just phenomenal. the story is so fucked and you get all of these different emotions, not only from the character but from the instrumentals, the lyrics, you as the listener ... so many different factors combining together to create such a heart wrenching story on literally all sides. then pink smashes the shit out of a tv and screams in rage <3 this man and his violence. then he's like alright im isolating! bye! and obvs who doesn't love comfortably numb? but i think hearing it in the context of this album adds an entirely new layer to it, bc he's like... so fucked he's getting shot with a drug to go perform this concert, then he imagines himself turning into a neo-nazi and killing people for the next three songs. btw when i saw brit floyd they reenacted the scene from comfortably numb where pink is sitting basically lifeless in the chair and the doctor injects him to snap him out of it. it was SOOOOO GOOD. i'm like yes brit floyd this is why you're the best pf cover band ever. anyway. will probs have more thoughts on this amazing album tomorrow esp once the adderall kicks in wooo. might even try my hand at writing this insane man? who knows the world is my oyster

gonna play mouthwashing with some friends … could be my new fandom… this could cure me

hm. little idea batch for some muses i’d like to pick up for indie rp at some point.

frieren — only about ~5 episodes in so i’ll definitely need a bit more characterization before i can even begin to write her. but she’s a high priority muse.

marius josipovic — previously made a chatacter study account for him, may revamp into an honest to god indie rp acc! i really want to explore the (con)man of all time

theon greyjoy — a muse i’ve wanted to pick on for a while now … probably mostly post-ramsay things, or modern aus that are also after the torture. may have a few verses beforehand, but post-ramsay would be a main focus!

john tavner — possible muse. i’ve written him before so i think i’d have a decently good hold on him! will probably need to rewatch the show a bit, but big priority on his relationship with his guitar / his brother / weed lol. also the whole “white torture” thing and being a majorly depressed undercover intelligence officer. but i love the mix of humor and angst with him, so. i’ll probably pick him up!

that’s all i got for now HAHA

BJM AND THE FUCKING DANDY WARHOLS ARE PLAYING TOGETHER IN AUSTIN IN OCTOBER!!! no one speak to me ever again this is the best goddamn thing to ever happen to me and tickets are being acquired as we speak

Talking to people about your characters really is a game changer. You'll start saying things about them you didn't even know you knew.