“I Am Homesick For A Place I Am Not Sure Even Exists. One Where My Heart Is Full. My Body Loved. And

Fuck her until all the bad thoughts go away

subs really do give so much by taking all they can. reminding them and ourselves that they deserve sincere praise for these acts of devotion which develop purely from a genuine connection of trust, reassurance, safety, and established communication is so important. they do it all for us, you know. i’m talking even past the aftercare, to lovingly dote on your sub otherwise is such a privilege. they should feel deeply cared for, empowered by the total control they have over their own treatment, overwhelmingly and undoubtedly loved. to give everything… well they’d deserve that much and more then, wouldn’t they <3

The little demons of grief came to live with me, in the space between the shadows and the floor.

I can't hear what they're telling me, even though I try.

want to put a vibrator in you with the setting on as low as it goes, knowing damn well it’s not nearly enough to get you off, and watch as you frantically grind yourself on me. to hear every pathetic whimper fall from your lips as you fuck yourself against my crotch.

please… i can’t

you’d sob and buck your hips oh so desperately. but no, watching you fall apart against me is the best part my love. we’re going to be here as long as it takes.

it is late and i am alone,

sitting on the front porch,

and i wish, more than

anything else, that i had someone

that wanted to sit with me.

someone to look at the stars with

on the nights when the weather

is nice and the clouds

feel like sharing their secrets.

someone that will ask me

to stop by the store on my way home

and pick up a couple of bottles

of that champagne that we like.

someone to wake up with

the next morning,

instead of sleeping in,

because a walk in the park

and a sit by a fountain

cures everything, even hangovers.

someone that will share

those kinds of secrets with me.

someone to stop me from arguing

by reaching over and

plucking a few flowers for me.

someone to say, "here,

i know these will make you sneeze,

but i also know you would rather

have them and be sneezy

than not have them at all."

i want someone

for the little moments.

i want someone that gets

that the little moments

aren't little at all.

-mars

Remember that you must allow people to love you, to be kind to you, to help you. Not everyone is going to be toxic for you, some people just genuinely want to be a part of your life, but you to feel all this love coming your way, you have to believe you deserve it. Let people love you. Let them look out for you, care for you, don't push them away. Let them stay.