source: msbhaive on insta
It would just be so terrible to be pinned between two ladies as they call me cute and laugh at how flustered and embarrassed I get. Oh gosh I sure hope they don't kiss their hot mouths against my neck and slip their hands up under my clothes!
I'm not sure if this will come out right but:
Being loved is NOT a reward for being beneficial or useful in any way. You don't become less deserving of being loved if you aren't productive for a day or if you have a bad day and can't get out of bed.
I promise. Being loved has nothing to do with how you "help" the world or those around you.
bite the hand that fingers you
there is so much inside of me
and i can't get any of it out
in the ways that i want to.
the pretty ways that won't
make people worried about me again.
there are so many things
i want to tell you,
so many ways that i want to
scream and cry for help,
but i just stay silent,
letting the fear pile up in my throat
until it is gargling my words
away from my tongue
as i try to speak them.
i'm sorry we haven't
been talking as much lately,
it's just been hard to breathe.
hard to stomach the
self-inflicted homesickness,
the extra sting of knowing
that it is my fault that i miss you,
that i'm the one pushing you away.
hard to accept that it's because
i am terrified that if i let you in
you will drown with me.
-mars
This is your daily reminder to not be ashamed of making your life easy for yourself.
Cut your food into small pieces, make the font size 30 on your e book, use straws to drink, get a pen that’s comfortable to hold, take more naps, walk slowly, eat another cookie, buy velcro shoes, re-watch the part you couldn’t understand the first time, write things on your hands so you don’t forget it… whatever you want and/or need
Don’t let anyone tell you how you should be doing things. We don’t need to prove each other anything
I’m yearning so bad, I just want to have a person.
I want someone I can cuddle up with when I’m home. I want to be able to hold hands when we’re walking, and hold her bag in my other hand, so she doesn’t have to. I want to get her flowers for no reason, and craft silly things for her. I want to make art inspired by her and show it. I want to cook together with her favourite music playing softly in the background. I want to have dinner together and simply chat about anything. I want to grab her coat and hold it open for her, so she can slide her arms right in. I want to watch the sunset together, and stargaze afterwards. I want someone who takes my hoodies, and to get hers in return. I want to go fetch her favourite drink while she’s busy, because she deserves it. I want to watch her favourite films, so I can admire her as she talks about them excitedly.
I want to do so much for someone, I just need that someone.
not to be nsfw but i desperately need to be held and have my hair gently stroked while i fall asleep in the warmth of someone’s arms. and wake up with her still holding me, feeling all safe.
But like, can I lay my head on your tummy and have you play with my hair 👉👈