Why Tf Do Weirdos Find My Profile All The Time. I Be Collecting Them Like Fucking Unfinity Stones

wait i havent had an autistic shut down:melt down in like a fuckass month im scared now are we gonna hit me with the worst shit ever or..?

waking up feeling deep sadness should be a crime cause what do you mean i'm feeling this way right now like, give me a break pls

sometimes i realize how bad my ed effects my daily routines and shit that i have to just sit down and be like "damn."

fuck how do i get out of ed tumblr now

i feel like im being mean but most of time im deep in my thoughts/in headphones and dont hear shit leave me alone

intro(-duction)!!𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

(finaly doining this)

heyy, im melody, but mostly use mel

my blog is mostly shitpost and reposts. but im writing smth rn and hopefully if it wouldn't be horroble i will post it here

im autistic so it does mean sometimes i misinterprete shit(and also im just dumb ig)

if im writing smth its most likely to be angst(its my coping mechnism okay💔) also ig i'll only write for billie for now(im hyperfixated okay)

hte girl!!

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angst, girls, guitar, piano, writing(song, poem and fic), drawing, blue, arcane, rings, nana, girl in red, ashnikko, dogs, cats, nail polish, dark lipstick, lana del ray, eyelashes after crying, rain, billie eilish, plushies, band aids, cigaretts, reading, cigaretts after sex, lil peep, xxxtentacion, digital camera's, pinterest , spotify, i think you get the point

yay now im finally gonna get some sleep

i feel like all my problems will be fixed by a palaroid camera and a dog

please tell me they will

Yeah you could say I’m doing numbers on tumblr. And that numbers? One

helrooo

hey hun