Is this an NPD thing?
Because of grandiosity I don't see other people as like "worthy" of giving me approval? Like people describe npd as like constantly seeking approval or attention and i do do that sometimes, but more often even if I was seeking it, if someone compliments me I'll feel irritated they'd think I want or care about their approval.
I get angry when people give me too much praise or whatever cus it feels like "what?! You think my ego's so fragile I actually need your worthless opinion?" (even if I was intentionally trying to get their worthless opinion)
Like people talk about having a self worth determined externally by others but I don't see people as smart enough to determine my self worth. Most people are stupid so why would I rely on them for that?
Sometimes I even get the inverse of what people intend like of someone tells me I'm bad it feeds the grandiosity and if they tell me I'm good it makes me feel worthless and defensive
But if I respect the person this flips around
What's up with that? Is that an npd thing?
no more "afab transfems are ok if they're alters" or "afab transfems are ok if they're intersex" or "afab transfems are ok as long as i know exactly what makes them feel that way"
afab transfems are beautiful and i'm kissing all of them <3
nearly done with the life series in your style!!! just gotta color :3
did anyone else get double life flashbacks… holy shit
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System culture is (vent);
We Hate not having memories,, we know we joke about it with our friends irl like "OMG,, I don't even remember what just happened >_<!!" In a silly goofy way,,
But the moment we're in class, with an assignment to pick five of the most valuable moments of our life, we blank, and get a 0, because we have no memories. Any vivid memory we have, we can't trust because for all we know - it's a dream ^_^!! (We have very vivid dreams for context),, or that.. it's just vague. We can feel it but it's like it's a locked up painting.
We're not even going to get into the jealousy and envy we feel with friends when they recall fun memories,, and we have to go "lol I don't remember rn"
Sorry for this,, - 💧 ; 💌
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omg… grians session 8 episode was so silly xD id like to imagine that jim coming back as a ghost was a reward for jim not being first out-also joel saying “nothing wrong with kissing your homies” at the end cracked me up lol
ok this is my list so far-
NPD:
chosen person (CHP)
equal person (EP)
worthy person (WP) <- coined by Belladonna the Narc anon
respected person (RP) <- coined by @wittness
higher person (someone above equal person; less common)
favourite person (FP)
Ego person / supply person (person who helps with crashes and provides a boost)
BPD:
favourite person (FP)
fixated person
supply person
focused person
PPD:
safe person (SP)
trusted person (TP)
ASPD:
chosen person (CHP)
exception person (EP/ECP)
partner in crime (PIC)
Social person/circle
HPD:
attention person (AP/ATP)
attentive person
AVPD:
safe person (SP)
indulgent person (coined by an anon and their friend)
DPD:
depended person (DP)
reliant/relied person
SZPD:
interest person (IP)
safe person
OCPD:
Obsession Person
Compulsed person (when one is the subject of their compulsory thoughts)
Exception Person (EP/ECP)
STPD:
Familiar person
Trustable person (TBP)
Any PD can use:
Partner in crime (PIC)
Favourite Person (FP)
Grounded/grounding person
Comfort person
Attentive person
Attention person
Protected/protection/protective person
Connected person (similar to grounded or could be social)
Stable person (similar to grounded)
safe person
special person
love person or special love person (from anon)
Protected person (im, mod weeping, coining this one. Someone you would do anything to protect)
Protective person (i, weeping, am also coining this. Someone you’re very protective of or someone who is protective of you or both)
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