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-the greedy heart.

she asked me if i was down today like do i really look that depressed lmao?? but we had an hour long conversation and i feel like i’ve really got to know her better . she said she always looks forward to seeing me and she doesn’t really talk to many other teachers in our school (there are reasons but if i posted it here anyone who looked at this account would instantly know who i was ) and it was so cute i almost died 🥰shes started telling me more personal stuff too i really love it- me 7 years ago would never have imagined this

I wish I could tell you, and I wish it wouldn’t be so awful if I did.

no i did NOt just stay up to midnight making cookies specifically to give to her

A get to know J post!

so i’ve been in this community since like 2016, but had to keep deactivating my previous blogs because my “friends” found out and were telling people. i realised i ramble a lot about j but haven’t really made a post describing what she’s like so here it is!

shes 30 years older than me and teaches classics - i have her for latin (i wanted to take the other subject she teaches but it clashed on my timetable sadly)

she was my teacher in my first year of secondary school and i’ve had her every year apart from one. this is now my last year of school.

i’d never studied latin before and she made me fall in love with the subject and i’m doing it in university next year too

shes quite tall, blonde , always wears a suit and looks kind of like cate blanchett/ gillian anderson

milf vibes even tho she doesn’t have kids

she’s …. kind of single ? we’ve talked about this she’s in a kind of long distance relationship thing but has said she’s not going to marry him and has seen him like .. twice so i dk what that means

cat person :))))))))

i have her class once or twice a week just sadly , but usually come in for a chat on a monday and we have . really good conversations that get quite personal

she likes girls (!!!!) i’m like 99% sure, we have talked about this and she gave me advice about it too

i’m pretty sure she suspects i have feelings for her bc it’s not really normal where i’m from to like go and just speak to teachers , but i haven’t told her anything and won’t until she’s not my teacher anymore

. + February TC Challenge! 💝💘

Decided to spruce up some questions for this month. 🎈

Feel free to repost and do this yourself! Have fun, and remember to stay safe.

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1.) What is one trait you found in your TC(s) that you find irreplacable, and why?

2.) If they were here right now, and you could tell them absolutely anything, what would you say?

3.) What kind of date do you think your TC(s) would love to go on the most? Where would you take them?

4.) What movie would you like to watch with your TC? What about the movie you chose makes you want to experience it with them?

5.) Is there a symbol that reminds you of them? A specific tune, animal, color, or shape that just screams their name?

6.) What do you think your TC(s) were like when they were your age? Do you think they ever had a TC as well?

7.) What's one song you want to sing with your TC(s)? Is there a specific reason you chose the song you did?

8.) If you could assign any specific aesthetic to your TC(s) for any reason at all, what would you pick?

9.) What scenario do you imagine the most when thoughts of your TC(s) pop into your mind?

10.) What outfit would you absolutely love to see your TC(s) in? What types of outfits do they usually like to wear?

11.) How would you react if you overheard them rambling to a friend about how amazing you are? How would they react to your feelings?

12.) Who do you believe would be the better cook out of the two of you?

13.) Where in the world would you like to go with your TC(s)?Why did you choose that area?

14.) Happy Valentine's Day! What would be one of the first things you would do with your TC(s) on this day if you could?

15.) What's something little they do that you find absolutely adorable?

16.) Have you ever looked up their name on the internet to potentially learn more about them?

17.) What is the sweetest thing they have ever done for you? What about you, for them?

18.) What's a season that you think they enjoy the most? What about the least? Why?

19.) Do you ever find yourself doodling them, or writing things about them during class/at home?

20.) What house pet do you think you two would have, if any at all? Would you have one pet for each of you?

21.) How do you think your TC(s) would treat their loved ones? Would they be soft around them? Would they be playful and snarky?

22.) Are there any signs you've found that they may consider you a favorite over others? Have they ever told you this outright?

23.) Do you ever think they'd make their own student crush blog about you if they knew about the tag?

24.) What is the fondest thing they've ever said to you? Do you remember how you responded?

25.) How do you think they react when someone speaks your name?

26.) Have you ever had a look or touch between you two that lingered for longer than it should've?

27.) Have you ever purposely tried to lag behind to spend as much time with them as possible before class ended?

28.) Are you planning to let them know how you feel after graduation?

Thank you for reading! Have a fun February everyone! ~

30/03

j recommended me a movie to watch called room in rome ?? and she was like oh it’s 18+ be careful and i replied IM 18 IM LEGAL so…. embarrassed 🫠🫠

but i looked this movie up and it’s literally just . lesbian sex WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

i’m 18 on monday this means i can legally get with her

I don’t think I’ll ever forget you. But when I think of you, I won’t be remembering you as love, because you were far from it. I’ll remember you as my biggest heartbreak. You were a maybe. An almost. You were my dream that came to life, but for it to last was too good to be true. And to this day, I don’t think there’s anything more tragic that’s happened to me.

c / maybe one day you’ll become less of a core memory