Feelthe-feel - Vaishnavi Singh

When "Me" meets "Myself"

After a long day of hard work/study, when you return to a place where you are all alone. You remember that some "Me" was all this time, waiting to see you home. You are sorry, for how you left the most important person to you,"Me" all alone. You get fresh and knock on the door which opens your way, just to yourself. It not even takes a second, that the door opens, and it's none other than "Me" standing. Tears fall, when you apologise for how you both left each other alone for so long. You realise that there was some "Me" waiting for "Myself" all this time.They both touch each other, too happy to see each other and combine, because they were always destined to be one. You then do what you like, whether it's gazing at the stars all night, or it's painting that something you like.

It's just like some "Magic" happens when they both meet. And I am really lucky to realise before it's too late, that "Myself" can never live without "Me".

It's more of a blessing to realise that the most important person to you will always be "you" before it's too late, because then you'd be ashamed for how you ignored each other for so long.

“There’s really no shortcut to forgetting someone. You just have to endure missing them everyday until you don’t anymore.”

— Unknown

You can always start over with things- wrote something wrong? Start over. Ruined a project? Start over. But how do you start over with a faulted friendship? Can you start over, as if nothing happened before? How do you state the facts? How can you know when things started to go wrong? How do you know when the other person switched off along the way, while you were busy telling things, which are nothing if not truth? How could you start over?

“Make yourself so happy so that when others look at you they become happy, too.”

— Yogi Bhajan

The feminine urge to impress the ghost of Oscar Wilde.

If I..

If I don't talk

don't wait for my response.

If I don't come

don't call me..

If you think, I am moving alone

Than don't join me.

If you feel I am not the same. than Yes, I am updated leaving all my boundaries behind

If I am not here

Don't wait , you have a long path to cover.

Today I feel you missing from me.

I have this extremely deep void that I don't know how I'll ever fill.

I wish I could talk to you,

I have always, but today it has become unbearably heavier and light at the same time.

I wish we could greet eachother just like we always did.

I don't want anything new, I just wish for the old things and the silly talks

I still have so much to tell you. I want to tell you so many things, but the thing is you wouldn't listen. Only if you would, I would probably go on forever.

The truth? I miss you. Yes, I do.

Even if you somehow blame it all on me, I really will take it all. I don't mind how you've changed, people change for good, but I'm just extremely hurt that I am nowhere in your "change". Not even my shadow.

"People change and forget to tell each other."

I will still wish.

Heart and Mind

This is to compare the powers of the two main functioning heads of our body. Please remember that here, it’s not the organ heart which keeps pumping blood, that we are talking about. It’s the emotion that we tend to feel from our heart. Heart, in my opinion understands emotions and relations better than mind does. For heart, emotions and relations are in the first priority, what effect a decision will make on any of the two, most important things. 

Mind, on the other hand, is more logical and relations and emotions are secondary to it. Mind basically focuses on how the results will be nice, and doesn’t really cares about it’s effects on emotions and relations, like heart does. It depends on the person to choose, whether he/she will act according to the Mind or Heart. I, personally think from my heart. (I know we don’t think from hearts, but try to understand the emotion.) I like to do what my heart tells me to do. But, this doesn’t mean to fully depend on only one of them, as this can result really very badly. Because, both Mind and Heart can be stupid sometimes too. In my case, I just give my Heart’s advice a higher level, but I don’t fully neglect my Mind either.

This is my comparison between Mind and Heart, and the rest depends upon everyone else’s thinking.