If I had a dime for every time, my stepfather had scolded me as a child for asking, "What did you say?" Or literally just asking for clarification in a conversation, I'd be a millionaire by now. ๐ ๐ธ๐๐
He was also a really fucking mentally and emotionally abusive person so I've axed him out of my entire life along with my shady ass mother.
And jokes on that mother fucker becuase as an adult and getting tested, turns out that I have moderate to severe hearing loss in my left ear! have since I was a child.
Why did koko bot start spamming me since like 2 weeks ago? No, i dont wanna use the human experiment tech startup bot, no thank you? I have a therapy spot next week, finally after 1,5 years of waiting, ya know, smth actually proven to help with research that passes an ethics committee.
Gregg Araki movies are like one big acid trip from hell, I swear to god.
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But the Asthetics are just flipping eye candy
Nowhere (1997)
I managed to pick up some really cool industrial CDs from the record store last weekend, and I thought I might as well share.
There's nothing like some good old Canadian & German stuff...
I'll run off now and blast Skinny Puppy on repeat till my roommate can't handle it anymore
Movies like this simultaneously help me to escape from reality but also confront the living hell that is my mind
THE SUBSTANCE (2024) dir. Coralie Fargeat
Pro tip to my single baddies on Valantimes Day: Go buy a bouquet of your favorite flowers and a tub of ice cream to eat. What's stopping you?
I'm not tied down by relationship obligations, so I can just buy a whole chocolate cake for myself and get some pink bath bombs, light some candles, and play my favorite music while having a relaxing bubble bath on this cold winters day.
Valantimes Day doesn't just have to be couples exclusive. Single people, don't be sad you're single on this day. Make it your day and pay attention to yourself. In whatever way that may look like, maybe it's going to the gym, maybe it's reading your favorite book, playing a video game, or just hanging out with friends
Happy valentines Day, everyone! ๐
Ok, but I saw this scrolling through Instagram reels, and it made me want to burst out in tears.
I used to live in a place like this. Kids at school used to make fun of me for smelling bad. Teachers used to complain that I didn't have good hygiene.
But I was terrified to have a shower in my own home because of how gross everything was. Not to mention being intruded on because no one in that house had any sense of healthy boundaries.
I didn't have any money to even afford deodorant, let alone pads or tampons, half the time, and my dryer at home was broken, so my clothes were always damp and moldy. How is it even possible for a child to possibly take care of themselves when they live in a place like that? and ultimately have no choice or say in the matter?
I left at 17, it's been 5 years now since I lived there. 3 years since I went completely no contact.
If there's any young people on my page who are seeing this and are in a similar situation. Just know that you are not alone ๐๐ฉต
It's not your fault ๐ซ๐
And you don't deserve any of this, and just because "they are your parents" doesn't mean you own them anything.
Me when I get back to the hotel at 2:00am in the morning from industrial dancing at the goth club all night...๐ฆโฃ๏ธ๐งท
I miss the skyline at night when I lived in the city, I also miss the nightlife
Sometimes you just need a moment for yourself
This is a f*cking vibe ๐ท ๐ค๐
Idk, but Angel Dust (especially pilot version) is my comfort character
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