Water Horse

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

y'know, one thing i don't see get talked about much in regards to asexuality is how it feels to never be 'sexually motivated' by anything

and not just when it comes to advertisements using 'sexy' models to try and sell you stuff, but like. in general

sex as a favor, sex as a bribe, sex in exchange for whatever

casual sex, 'friends with benefits' situations, even simple flirting

it all looks a whole lot different from the perspective of someone who's immune to manipulation via sex appeal, who has virtually no understanding as to why sex would motivate someone to cheat on their partner, etc. etc.

sex is worthless to me

i mean, it's useful as a story element in fiction, but it genuinely perplexes me that sex is such a driving force behind so many aspects of irl society & of people's individual lives, for better or for worse

and that it's so deeply ingrained into how the average person views the world & various situations, because the average person feels sexual attraction, whereas i do not

i think the barrier between aces & allos is actually even deeper than it seems on the surface at times, because it's more than just the grating expectation that everyone must want to 'settle down' and have kids, it's also the fact that the majority of the world is sort of 'in' on a joke that aces will never truly be a part of

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This is my eternal struggle 😭

this man ✨🤌🏼

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AAAAAA I STILL LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! I'm so glad I chose the stripped swimsuit eeeeee

How would he react to seeing Y/N in a bikini? 😳 And if u answer this pls May u draw it? 🧎‍♀️

He steals glances yet he usually tries not to stare or make eye contact with you since once he does; he stares like a cat. He tries not to look weird and admire you from afar. Extrovert with everyone except Y/N.

This reminded me of when I started drawing and no matter what I did, it never looked as good as the girl I adored.

I met her in high school and we still hang out but I always feel her drawings are a goal I'll never reach. I soon gave up, but then she told me she's always wanted my kind of art style... I've never felt happier to start drawing again!

I hope one day those who feel the same as me will discover their true reason for trying.

Please don't give up.

I've made that mistake too many times to count.

Remember, it’s not a competition