I'm Currently Watching Bsd And I Think It Might Be My New Fav Anime. The Anime I Have Watched Are Mostly

Totally didn't stay up till 5 am crying and reading "The galaxy is endless(I thought we were to)" by Cosmogony on Ao3 and the woke up crying too:(

Amazing story btw

genuinely it's crazy how you can tell that ushijima's mother's family and their influence on him is like a fucking leash. like a goddamned dog collar. like something he was trained to wear. like, we see him with utsui before utsui leaves and utsui tells him good things!! important things!! things that wouldn't have made ushijima an asshole!! he tells ushijima that a strong team is one that has interesting people!! he tells ushijima that he'll combat all sorts of types!! strong types!! strange types!! new types!! he tells ushijima that these encounters will make him STRONGER!! the implication is that ushijima shouldn't believe he's the end-all-be-all because he doesn't get stronger that way!! he's meant to grow from acknowledging the strength of others!!

but then utsui takes off to the other side of the fucking world and ushijima is left with family who don't quite know what to do with him and don't quite understand him but still try to drill every bit of whatever they didn't promise utsui into his head, and the only space he feels safe in is where he meets someone who tells him that being strong is the only way to survive and it's the only out ushijima has, and so he grows up believing he cannot be anything else and that nobody should be anything else with his memories of utsui buried beneath a grave . . .

. . . until he's up against a boy who beat the odds he never could, a boy who helps him realize that there's more than one way to be strong, a boy who helps him remember his father, helps him remember no matter what you choose, wakatoshi, i hope you'll come to like volleyball, and ushijima thinks that, maybe, he's always had what he's been missing this whole time.

school is making me want to cry all day. i hate it.

STAWP! This is too cute 🥺🫢

regulus black james potter

I have a really bad habit of starting watching/reading/listening to something then reading fanfiction long before I finish it. Thus spoiling myself and preventing me from furthering my consumption of the main media because I'm using the free time that I would be using to watch/read/listen to it to instead read ff about it

Tori: "My name is Victoria Spring. I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it. I like to sleep and I like to blog. I am going to die someday".

Me, realizing this book will be relatable:

Read this somewhere awhile ago

sometimes i feel like i'd maybe enjoy writing fanfic but also i think my self-confidence is way too low for that