A Fresh Banner With A New Look!

A Fresh Banner With A New Look!

A fresh banner with a new look!

I love my sona, and a lot of time I use my sona to reflect my personal journey. It's original was very different but it had a lot of problem and it was during a chapter of my life where things weren't great. So my idea of moving on from it is by changing my sona, like I'm starting a new chapter. Some of you probably remembered I had a poll asking what color scheme you like on my sona which was a huge mistake for me.

The issue was that I was trying to force some stuff to work together and as any experienced artist know is that you can't FORCE things to work! I was trying to keep the original dark pink hair and force some colors to work with it. When the pinky color scheme had the most votes I put them on my second draft for my sona and I wasn't happy at all.

The dark pink and lighter pink just makes my sona look like Pinkie Pie! I have nothing against her but I just know people will just be thinking "It looks like Pinkie Pie as a unicorn" and that's not what I want! So I took out the pink and tried different color pallets to see what I like and works well together. The indigo/violet colors works so well with the gold accents and made them pop.

Another issue I was struggling, which I had struggled with for years, was my art style. I love zoophobia and the potential it has, so much that I tried to work with the style. But it made me struggle with how my sona is structured in the face! It didn't look right or just looks scrunched up. I took a break from drawing for that Fandom and moved on to others like Welcome Home and Smiling Critters.

NOTE: The smiling critters a separate from the horror elements as it canonically has it's own show before the plushies in Playtime Co.

When I was drawing the characters that are more like plushies, dolls, or puppets I felt a lot better. When I gave up on making my style like zoophobia it just feels like it came more natural, like I'm not forcing it to work. Drawing like this felt more freeing for me and it made me happy. It left me feeling happier with the result, especially with the face!

So if you're struggling with your style or designing something don't try to force it. Just have fun with whatever style you want and you'll feel happier.

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1 year ago

How did jack dad died?

Some of the ancient artifacts he work with has mGic and he accidentally activated one. All they found left was the artifacts and ashes.


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11 months ago
Take This As My Kinda Last Minute Post For Pride Month And Mt Design For The Smiling Critters At The
Take This As My Kinda Last Minute Post For Pride Month And Mt Design For The Smiling Critters At The
Take This As My Kinda Last Minute Post For Pride Month And Mt Design For The Smiling Critters At The
Take This As My Kinda Last Minute Post For Pride Month And Mt Design For The Smiling Critters At The

Take this as my kinda last minute post for pride month and Mt design for the smiling critters at the same time.

I wanted to make their medallions into their own unique designs incorporated to their person. I like to imagine each has their own power thanks to their medallions. They're mainly passive abilities and represents certain aspects of them.

Dogday-Hope-Healing

Catnap-Dreams-Gives dreams induced by sleep

Bobby-Love (obviously)-Relive their happy memories

Craftycorn-Joy-Creation comes to life

Picky-Determination-Change in size

Hoppy-Courage-Super speed

Bubba-Trust-Hyper Planning

Kickin-Loyalty-Summons Star Board


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11 months ago

I have been summoned!!

I have a LOT of stuff in my files and I haven't really posted them. I really need to get into the habit of it.

-Zoophobia character redesigns

-Zoophobia next gen designs

-Smiling critters designs

-My sona redesign

-And a practice background WIP

There's a lot to be work with. Let's see who I can tag...

@randomfoxgirl !!

WIP title game!

Thank you for the tag @illarian-rambling !

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

This game should be fun, as I have many silly names in my folders, most of which relate to the fandoms I wrote them for:

No Time to Cry

Descending the stairs

Bucky and the time he lived in the mountains with his murder daughters

Cadre-Coparenting - what could go wrong?

Shadow-hunting my - uh - multiple mental illnesses

Fourth Wing more like fortieth-wip

Character meets death (goes wholesome?)

TVDeeznuts

The Hunger-bar Games

Of Godparents and Aunt-sassins

Vigilante fic

A Glitch in the System

Who the fuck is Sally Sparrow? (plot twist she's me)

Re-do of Sally Sparrow except there's no Sally Sparrow and a completely different plot

Harry Potter and the job he should have gotten

Making my OC's be adopted by a bunch of adoring vampires is unrelated to my parental issues I promise

Oh fuck I'm doing a space fic, wops

Twi-mental breakdown -light

These are only the ones that I've actually written words for, each oth these has at least 2k of actual story-line, (some have significantly more, cough cough 115k Nttc), and that's still more than I thought there were whoops

That's... 18 fics there, honestly not sure if I know 18 people on here, but I'll try. Open tag as always for anyone I miss!

@once-and-future-fandoms @hyperfixation-tangentopia @nightstar-of-summer @syrensaft @shepardsherd @rkmoon @moonandris @writingbaddie @the-grim-and-sanguine @agirlandherquill @squarebracket-trickster @caxycreations @thebejeweledwatercat @brotrustmeicanwrite @wintherlywords @k--havok @stesierra @mikathewriter

was this entire list found by desperately searching my following page to see who is actually a writeblr blog? You'll never know

1 year ago

Bats! They're super cute and cool and no I won't take any suggestions or opinions!!

@nothoughts-justdraw @randomfoxgirl

If this gets two hundred thousand notes before Christmas 2023, I'll commit one self care

1 year ago
Oh Look! The Group Therapy Friends!

Oh look! The group therapy friends!

Tom is in a way the founder of the group but mostly the first to get therapy after he was adopted. Now he's calmer and is no longer ashamed of his succubus heritage.

Addison had caught his boyfriend cheating on him before Tom helped him recover and make amends for his past mistakes. Now they're back together and a lot better than they were before.

Nathan joined the therapy the same time as Addison, the two formed a friendship after their boyfriend cheated on them. Now his confidence grew and got a much sweeter boyfriend.

Elijah didn't need therapy but he helped by being supportive their friends. She helps them feel better by giving them food or drinks, it might not be much but it's the thought that counts.

Autumn was the last one to be dragged added into the therapy friend group. Tried as he might but even Autumn can't escape friendship and therapy.


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11 months ago

@randomgirldraws @randomfoxgirl

Who else but the best!?

SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL KEEP THE GAME GOING 💛💛💛

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1 year ago

Ehy do autumn and winter have no antlers, they trans?

Well my Winter is technically trans ftm but that's not why they don't have antlers. I made them into water deers which is a breed of deer that both genders have tusks instead of antlers.


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1 year ago
Here Are Some Concept Drawings For Some Characters From Zoophobia With My Headcanons. Some Of The Outfits
Here Are Some Concept Drawings For Some Characters From Zoophobia With My Headcanons. Some Of The Outfits
Here Are Some Concept Drawings For Some Characters From Zoophobia With My Headcanons. Some Of The Outfits
Here Are Some Concept Drawings For Some Characters From Zoophobia With My Headcanons. Some Of The Outfits
Here Are Some Concept Drawings For Some Characters From Zoophobia With My Headcanons. Some Of The Outfits

Here are some concept drawings for some characters from Zoophobia with my headcanons. Some of the outfits were mostly just practice and experimenting with different styles.

Jack I wanted to give him a more interesting design and give him a better shade of brown than the yellowish brown Vivz gave him. The first outfit was for his love for space that sometimes people forget because it gets overshadowed in his character thanks to his curse. I love to give him green eyes because that’s always the color associated with him and green eyes are the rarest color as 2% in the whole world. The varsity jacket is supposed to symbolize his bond with Rusty that might come into later. The last one outfit, well, there’s a secret for it.

With Zill I wanted him to be more unique compared to most interpretations of Zill. Most people would make her a jock just because she’s athletic. So I made him goth to make him stand out. I don’t like stereotypes mainly because some of them are harmful. Like “jocks are dumb or jerks” or “goths like creepy satanic stuff”. So while Zill is goth she still has her charisma and optimism, like Mavis from Hotel Transylvania. Also it’s hard to find colors that don’t clash with Zill’s colors. The red dress is mostly just for dates.

Kayla I was figuring out for since they’re meant to be gender-fluid to me. I had some inspiration for the clothes from instagram that suits Kayla. I tried to show a muscular built but I think the sleeves might’ve covered them. But I want to give them a muscular build because they’re athletic. I seen that most people focused a lot more on Kayla’s love for music that they forgot that they’re capable of defending themselves. Kayla willingly faced Vengenza with a foil.

Finally Damian who had the biggest change. I wanted to give them a plus size body type because I don’t see a lot of plus size royalty. Next their fur is curly because I imagine them to be part Egyptian which is meant to reference the Middle East where the events in the Bible takes place. The dark markings are meant to look like pied markings goats have since Lucifer is meant to be goat like. I couldn’t figure what outfit would be their main one so there’s a lot of them.


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1 year ago
I Found The Prompts On Instagram And It Already Gave Me Ideas. With The Pumpkin Spice Latte I Knew What

I found the prompts on instagram and it already gave me ideas. With the pumpkin spice latte I knew what I had to do, and Pumpkaboo and Alcremie are perfect for it!! I didn't have a whole lot of practice drawing pokemon but they turned out really well. And there might be some cute love between then to make it even more adorable.

I Found The Prompts On Instagram And It Already Gave Me Ideas. With The Pumpkin Spice Latte I Knew What

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1 year ago
Sour, Sweet, & Spicy!

Sour, Sweet, & Spicy!

Rusty is a mutt with a temper as short as him, but underneath that sour face is a sweet center few gets to see. Just make sure you don't pet his curly fur even if it's tempting.

Spam is the sweetest bouncing ball of joy you'll ever meet. Xe will try to put a smile on everyone's face by either cracking jokes or listen to their problems.

Christine is a very feisty shark and won't hesitate to fold you. But she'll go weak for a tall girl with a pretty face.


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