Enfantdeluneperdu - The World Forgetting // By The World Forgot

Winter

“She’s sensitive, too. Takes to hurt the way water takes to paper.”

— Junot Díaz, This Is How You Lose Her

‘waveshaping’

Safety in Isolation.

When I was a kid, being alone meant I was safe.

There was no one there to be enraged or erratic; no one around who could elicit my fear. I became accustomed to seeking refuge in a quiet space.

Unfortunately, this habit seems to have followed me into adulthood.

I had learned that a safe life is a solitary one, but this sentiment became a catalyst for my lifelong tendency to isolate.

The pangs of loneliness aren’t even enough to draw me out.

I crave to be known while never wanting to be seen.

Nirvana: come as you are Blink 182: adam’s song 

🌻 |‘AlohaCoast™