YOU WILL NEVER GET YOUR DESIRES ˖✩࿐࿔

hi! i hope you’re having a great day or night, you see i want to change completely my self concept as someone who grew up unfortunately in a household that was filled with toxicity and though resulting in a bad self concept, esteem and love well i want to change that for the better only.

what do you suggest? ive already started grouping affirmations for it to repeat every now and then but im still searching for a blanket affirmation to say as i fell asleep..

i know a self concept is not needed to manifest but im also doing it because i feel like it’s weird to change myself just because i don’t love myself, i will change myself because i can not because i want to. im a Aphrodite devotee tho so it’s literally contradictory for me to hate myself like, i know i don’t have to get a goddess self concept but honestly why not everything is so easier when you’re confident!

Sorry for the long rant, i just really want to step into my power to get what i always wanted (and deserved).. too i wanted to try shadow work! i saw your post but i didn’t understand how to execute it,, im a bit slow (；′⌒`)

(Could i be your 🕊️anon, i promise to come back with success stories ﾍ(｀▽´*)))

Haiiii 🕊️ anon!! ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜

I’m literally blushing and kicking my feet right now because you’re my first anon who has assigned themselves an emoji. This feels like such an accomplishment, and I need to celebrate this ASDFVDE!!!

Anyways, onto the serious stuff.

As someone who also grew up in a similar household, I’ve found that these two affirmations work best for me: "I am enough" and "I am happy, healthy, and strong." These remind me that I am whole just as I am, no matter how "broken" I might feel. They also reassure me that healing is happening from within, even if I don’t always see it right away.

And yes, self-concept isn’t mandatory, but I always recommend it because it applies to every aspect of life. When you have a strong self-concept, everything feels easier, you naturally become more confident in yourself and your abilities. Scientifically, this makes sense because the way we see ourselves shapes our thoughts, actions, and ultimately, our reality.

Aww, no need to apologize, I love long asks like these! If you’d like, I can make a post about how to get into shadow work. But, it’s actually really simple, think of it as journaling with a purpose. Instead of just reflecting, you’re actively working to rewrite limiting beliefs or transform them into something that empowers you. Let me know if you’d be interested!!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

- Aquamarine🐋🐚

˖ ִ𐙚 Holotropic Breathwork + Hypnagogic Hallucinations 𝜗࣪˖

HOLOTROPIC BREATHWORK

"Holotropic Breathwork is a therapeutic breathing technique that uses rapid, controlled breathing and music to create an altered state of consciousness."

The process bypasses your analytical mind and taps into the subconscious, often bringing up suppressed emotions, vivid imagery, or even spiritual insights. It’s often used for self-discovery, emotional healing, and connecting more deeply with your inner self.

HYPNAGOGIC + HYPNOPOMPIC HALLUCINATIONS

Hypnagogia and Hypnopompia are transitional states of consciousness that occur during the process of falling asleep and waking up, respectively.

Hypnagogia is experienced as you are falling asleep. It often happens when you’re extremely tired or sleep-deprived, such as after staying up late or napping during the day. In this state, you may not fully fall asleep but instead enter a semi-conscious phase. During hypnagogia, people can feel as though they’re “dreaming while awake.”

Hypnopompia, on the other hand, happens as you are waking up. You might not fully regain consciousness and instead linger in a dream-like state. In this phase, you may feel as though you are simultaneously awake and dreaming, struggling to differentiate between the two. Similarly, people can feel as though they're "awake while dreaming."

These may involve visual, auditory, or tactile hallucinations, and sometimes even a sensation similar to sleep paralysis. Both phenomena occur because the brain is transitioning between wakefulness and sleep, creating a blend of conscious awareness and dream-like perceptions. While they can feel disorienting, these experiences are a natural part of how our brain processes the sleep cycle.

Routine combining both methods:

Step 1: Get Comfortable

Lie down (preferably) in a quiet, dimly lit space where you won’t be disturbed.

Close your eyes and relax your body.

Step 2: Breathwork to Relax (2-5 minutes)

Breathe in deeply through your nose for 2 seconds.

Exhale out through your mouth with a gentle "ha" sound.

Repeat this rhythm, focusing on how your body feels lighter and more relaxed with each breath.

Step 3: Focus on the Darkness

Let your breathing return to normal.

Shift your attention to the darkness behind your eyelids.

If you see shapes, colors, or feel sensations, let them happen naturally.

Step 4: Affirm and Intend

Silently or softly affirm your intention:

“I am pure consciousness.”

“I am shifting now.”

Stay calm and trust the process as you drift deeper into the void or shifting state.

Step 5: Let Go

Allow yourself to fully relax, knowing that you’re transitioning.

If you feel close to the void or shifting, focus on staying calm and open.

Holotropic Breathing Posts:

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Enter the Void Using Holotropic Breathing

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THE CHEATCODE TO ALWAYS INDUCING HYPNAGOGIA:

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UPDATED: The Hypnagogic State Method

I love waking up and getting exactly what I desire every single day (⸝⸝- ̫ -⸝⸝)

꧁ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴏᴅ: ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ’ꜱ ɴᴏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇꜱɪʀᴇꜱ꧂

ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀɴɪꜰᴇꜱᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ, ʀᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛ ᴀꜰꜰɪʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴠɪꜱᴜᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇꜱɪʀᴇ ᴀꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟ. ʙᴜᴛ ʙᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛ… ɪꜱɴ’ᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇxʜᴀᴜꜱᴛɪɴɢ?

ʜᴇʀᴇ’ꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ: ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴏᴅ. ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴏᴅ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ’ᴛ ꜱᴛʀᴜɢɢʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ. ɢᴏᴅ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇꜱ.

ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴇꜱɪʀᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ, ɪᴛ’ꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴀᴄᴋ ɪᴛ. ɪᴛ’ꜱ ꜱɪᴍᴘʟʏ ᴀ ꜱɪɢɴᴀʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ’ᴠᴇ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴄʜᴏꜱᴇɴ ɪᴛ. ɪᴛ’ꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴏʀᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴀ ʀᴇꜱᴛᴀᴜʀᴀɴᴛ: ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴇᴀʟ ɪꜱ ᴏɴ ɪᴛꜱ ᴡᴀʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʀᴅᴇʀ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜꜱᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴅᴏᴜʙᴛ ɪᴛ.

ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ "ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ" ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜰꜰɪʀᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ʏᴇᴛ. ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅᴏx, ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʜᴀꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏɴꜰɪʀᴍ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ꜰᴀʀ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.

ꜱᴏ ꜱᴛᴏᴘ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴀʀᴇ.ꜱɪᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇʟᴀx. ʟɪꜰᴇ ɪꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪꜱ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ.💜

"I ALREADY HAVE MY DESIRES.ᐟ"

Even if you can't see it, it's still there !! Being out of sight, doesn't mean out of existence—searching for proof will only cloud your reality.

Think of it this way: You're already in your dream reality, just peacefully asleep. This? This isn't your true world. And clinging to it? That won’t lead you to where you truly belong.

Imagine driving a car at night. You can’t see your destination yet, but you trust the road will take you there. If you kept stopping every few seconds, checking the map, doubting whether you're on the right path… you’d never get anywhere, would you?

"But Nana, I'm tired of the same old advice on Tumblr, all it makes me do is doubt myself ( • ᴖ • ｡)."

It's okay to have doubts, I mean, it is human nature to question if something is attainable or if you really deserve it. The truth is, however, those doubts aren't going away unless you expose yourself to them. Let yourself doubt, don't block them out: it's unhealthy. Instead, let them pass through, shutting them down once you've felt you have had enough. You have the power to drive the doubts away, lovey—don't let your anxiety take the steering wheel because it wants you to crash. It's not here to protect you, no matter what it wants to tell you, it's here to rob you from experiences you undoubtedly deserve. Take this from someone who, up until now, was afraid of taking to people online, anonymously, because she was convinced no one would like her...

Instead of believing the parasite clouding your perspective, question it: 'why shouldn't I get this outcome?' 'I'm worthy of having my desires, why should I be convinced otherwise?'

Let go of doubt, stop looking for proof, and just be the version of yourself who has shifted, has the grades, the money, the looks. Whatever you desire is already here, don't let yourself be proved otherwise. The moment you stop grasping, stop chasing, and simply assume it’s already yours, it has no choice but to reflect back to you. The reality you crave isn’t something you need to beg for—it’s something that unfolded the moment you assumed it, you just need to lock tf in (I say this playfully), interrogate those doubts—that feed on negativity, by the way— like you're a detective questioning a suspect, wake up from that dreadful dream you had the misfortune of having, and enjoy your desires that were handed to you on a silver platter.

xoxo, nana ᡣ𐭩

This is actually something I've contemplated for years, way before I became a blogger on Tumblr. I was brainstorming with @fairyminnie444 for the past couple days on things I want to try out as well. So let me know your opinion!!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

- Aquamarine🐋🐚

ever reached void ?

Mhmm, I remember the first time I entered I was genuinely shocked with how calm and happy I felt in it. Like, I thought bloggers were saying that because they were happy/grateful to enter it. But, no, that's just how the void state is because that's how I felt right before entering as well since I was doing it awake. Then, I left feeling sooo smug cause I was like AYE I can get whatever I want, whenever I want.😂

- Aquamarine🐋🐚

🌀🪞YOU ARE YOUR INNER MONOLOGUE🪞🌀

"Your inner monologue plays a significant role in shaping your self-perception and reality." The connection between inner dialogue and manifestation reflects ideas from a psychological and metaphysical perspective.

Psychologically, your inner monologue functions as a cognitive process that influences your self-perception, emotional regulation, and behaviour. Positive self-talk enhances your mental health, which also builds your resilience and confidence and improves overall performance in all aspects of your life. Conversely, negative self-talk contributes to and creates depression and anxiety.

Metaphysically, your inner monologue is considered a tool for manifestation and is linked to your subconscious mind. Your thoughts and mind are related, connecting the third and fourth dimensions.

Ultimately, this applies to the law of assumption and attraction. "Without the assumption that you have and are what you desire, there isn't anything for you to attract." Both laws co-exist with one another. To assume means to attract, to attract means to assume. If you practice one, you practice the other.

This also overlaps with the placebo effect, where belief can influence your emotional and physical states. It all has to do with the power of expectation and symbolism. If you expect that doing a certain method at a certain time will get you results, then it will. You've assigned that expectation and meaning and persisted in it, making it a fact.

In essence, what you think will manifest- unless you persist in the fact that negative/intrusive thoughts don't manifest but you get my point. If you continuously think negatively and put emphasis on 3D and time, then obviously you aren't going to get your desires.

Flip the narrative every time you catch yourself not thinking in your favour. Remember, you are your inner monologue. You already have what you desire; the 3D does not matter. You either choose and persist in the fact that everything is done, or you choose not to have anything at all.

P.S. You don't need the perfect self-concept, but thinking in your favour and self-confidence will help eliminate mental obstructions.

INDUCING PURE CONSCIOUSNESS FROM AN LOA STANDPOINT ᥫ᭡

it should be self explanatory, but i’ll explain it for those who need…

Many people have been in my asks and dms requesting that i explain the void/pure consciousness/ “I Am” state but make it loa based.

so i want to tell you something: you’re already living your dream life, in fact it is no longer a dream.

you have already induced the void and you’re so happy

it’s so easy for you to induce pure consciousness

those things are true for those who claim.

i will repeat this again.

one man says: “inducing pure consciousness is soooo easy, i’ve done and i have everything i’ve ever wanted”

another man says: “the void is so hard, idk why but i just can never enter”

both are correct.

why? because whatever you say is correct, and this is why i barley give attention to self-pitying dms and asks talking about how “they try so hard and it just doesn’t work”, because i’m just like, “okay if you say so” and guess who also says that? your subconscious mind. Of course intrusive thoughts don’t manifest so one thought of: “what if i dont manage to induce?” won’t mean that you wont be able to enter. But constantly wavering is what confuses you subconscious and constantly speaking into the idea that you can’t do it doesn’t make things any better.

Honestly, you guys come on here, get a rush of excitement and happiness after reading a few motivational posts and then you go back into your slump and the cycle repeats. But you must stand firm, and those who have induced pure consciousness always take time to rave about how easy it was all along, how effortless, how simple and why? because it is, reprogramming your mind doesn’t have to be this 4 week long character development arc, it doesn’t have to be at the hands of some blogger’s challenge, you can change your assumptions now.

Your subconscious mind has no eyes, just ears, so if you tell yourself that you’re a master at inducing the void, it will happen. And i’m not saying to be delusional, because there’s nothing to be delusional about, it’s a fact that the 3d isn’t your true reality. You’re not “tricking your subconscious mind” it’s just fact.

“i hate my life so much why didn’t i stay awake and induce pure consciousness when i had the chance”

NO.

tell yourself, “this isn’t real, I have everything I’ve dreamed of because I have induced the void and can whenever I feel like”

“i didn’t induce again, time to wake up to go get ready for the school/job i hate”

NO.

tell yourself “i did induce the void state and im so good at it, i manifested everything, im so happy”

“shit. why did i have to procrastinate the void, i hate myself so much”

NO.

“I’ve already induced, it’s already happened and I love my life”

you create your reality you create the rules, assume that it’s already happened and it has.

assumptions = reality

so why can’t you just give it to yourself. no matter what you see.

🌺🎀 IGNORE THE 3D, YOU’VE ALREADY INDUCED THE VOID

✩₊˚TAP INTO YOUR POWER⁺₊✧

When it comes to the void state, we often feel discouraged after overconsumption, lack of faith, or simply because we procrastinate or are lazy. We all deserve our dream life. So, with that being said, here are my tips (that I've gathered from ChatGPT, bloggers, etc) that I will be applying to my journey, which will officially be documented here, and that you can choose from.

1. Where are you on your journey?

Are you tired of seeing everyone's success stories and wondering when it will be your turn? Or perhaps you're just being a lazy bum saying to yourself, "If I don't enter today I can always do it tomorrow"?

"Self-sabotage is everyone's problem with manifesting, shifting or inducing pure consciousness."

However, feeling negative emotions is not a bad thing at all. If you're feeling this way, that is your body and mind's sign telling you to take a break. So, instead of forcing yourself which causes you to spiral and get desperate, assess your situation and figure out what is holding you back. Are you hesitating because you are fearful of success? Overthinking? Desperation? Once you understand what is holding you back, you can overcome your fears and get exactly what you want.

For me, I'm terrified of success/being successful. Why? My life path/purpose calls for me to step up and be a leader.. and I'll leave it as that ;)

2. Do not overcomplicate something you were born to do!

Do you complicate breathing? Do you say "Well, I didn't get to breathe today because I fell asleep so I'll try again tomorrow." Sounds ridiculous, right? That's how you sound when you whine and complain about not entering the void. Here's my suggestion.

Lay down

Relax by counting, thinking, meditating, or listening to a calming song. You know what works for you.

Ignore your body and 3D. How? When you daydream or try to fall asleep do you pay attention to your surroundings and body? Exactly.

Enter the void- or shift whichever you're planning to do

That's it, no more, no less.

3. Visualize

What do you intend to achieve at the end? Some possess the ability to "see" and "feel" it in their minds and be content with that. However, some require a visual aid such as a vision board, a script or even simple reminders for affirmations, like tapes or sticky notes. You know what you need to do.

4. "No progress" is progress

Instead of thinking that you did not induce pure consciousness or shift. Treat it as a habit you're learning. The more you do it, the easier it gets.

"Remind yourself who you are: the creator of your reality. The void isn’t something “out there” to reach—it’s a state you naturally embody. Trust yourself. You’ve already manifested things before, so this is just another step in unleashing your potential." - ChatGPT :p