I Cant Wait To Be Able To Feel And See My Hip Bones And Collar Bones Again. I Don’t Know How I Ever

U don't have to change everything just the things that matter lol

Under 150 kcal whole-food, vegan recipes ❤️ SO MUCH FLAVOR! 🌿 no sweets

Vegan Mushroom Stroganoff (120 kcal)

Root Vegetable Salad with Sweet Potato Crunchies (79 kcal)

Slow Cooker Sweet Potato and Kale Soup (130 kcal)

Christmas Spiced Red Cabbage (use vegan butter/oil) (79 kcal)

Charred Onion and Tomato Salad (81 kcal)

Baked Apple Chips (32 kcal)

Chimichurri Sauce, Oil-Free (I would put over large portabella cap for ~+20 kcal) (8 kcal)

Baked Zucchini Tater Tots (104 kcal)

Air Fryer Beet Chips, Oil-Free (49 kcal)

Spicy Cauliflower Cheese Sauce (44 kcal)

Spicy Vegan Salami (111 kcal)

Smashed Salt & Vinegar Potatoes (must omit oil, will cook fine I promise) (148 kcal)

Candied "bacon" pecans (107 kcal)

Pumpkin Spice Hummus (103 kcal)

Air Fryer Pineapple (90 kcal)

Avocado Green Goddess Dressing, Oil-Free (66 kcal)

Vegan Coleslaw (140 kcal)

Cranberry Risotto Stuffed Mushrooms (40 kcal)

Cauliflower Buffalo Wings (118 kcal)

Polenta Pizza Crust (167 kcal ugh)

Cranberry Broccoli Salad with Poppy Seed Dressing (omit chickpeas) (227 kcal >:( but I have to try this sometime)

God I love the fact that my brother works out and is a sportsman. There are supplements here at home that help me lose weight much quicker♡♡

૮ฅ・ﻌ・აฅ OCTOBER 9

Been fasting all day, yippee! It was really cold today and had to wear a sweater and a jumper over it and both of them felt looser.

Tomorrow will be a bit warmer fortunately, but overall I am glad that autumn is finally showing up, even though it was kinda late this year.

I also went shopping with mom and I saw so so SO many nice knitted sweaters. I always like just trying clothes on or just looking at the colors, feeling the fabric, trying to find the best kind of material. I uses to buy XXL clothes to feel comfortable in, to feel that they are lose on my body. This time I bought an XL and it felt loose and comfortable, even though I only lost 5kg so far.

I also bought hairdye with my classmate and dyed my hair from a poopie blonde and greenish blue to a color that matches Hatchi's haircolor. My ends stayed a lilac color because the blue stained my hair pretty bad, but it's fine because I will dye my hair until it fades or comes out.

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➀ Plain black coffee - 0 cal

➀ Pickwick green tea 250ml (strawberry & lemongrass) - 0 cal

Water - 1.2l/2l

Full - 0 cal

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Steps - 11499/10000 - 462 cal

Exercise - No - 0 cal

Burned - 462 cal

I wanna tear every fat part off of my body.

૮ฅ・ﻌ・აฅ NOVEMBER 1-2

The last week was shitty in terms of starving myself. I plateaued at 73 and I haven't been gaining which is nice, but I haven't been losing either.

Because of the holidays, birthdays and other events I couldn't avoid eating normal amounts but sadly I have been craving things I haven't craved in a long time and it's making me crazy.

For example I really don't like white bread, yet I broke my 72 hour fast after the 27th hour because I had this instant need for it. I looked at the slice, conteplated only a little and bit into it. It was such a big slice too. I knew I can't eat it, that I shouldn't eat it, yet I still did.

Fucking other weight losing tactics haven't worked on me before only starving myself did. Only restricting my calorie intake to 800-400-200 did. What am I supposed to do? Stop because I failed even at something so simple like not fucking stuffing my mouth?

I even ate KFC like a pig. Ate the grander and the twist thing then drank the pumpkin spice shake. I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't stop. The craving and the hunger for it was too much.

God I wanna cry. I wanna tear everything out. They were so good, but for how long? Until I finished watching a moist critical video, which was 10 minutes long.

Why can't I wait? Why can't I control it? I hate it so much.

I hate food. I don't want it anymore.

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I support recovery! Please take care of yourselves!

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♡ Via/Anonyma

♡ 20 years old

♡ 5'4 - 165 cm

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₊˚⊹♡ hw: 187 lbs - 85 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 1st gw: 165 lbs - 75 kg - REACHED on OCT. 5

₊˚⊹♡ 2nd gw: 154 lbs - 70 kg - REACHED on DEC. 6

₊˚⊹♡ 3rd gw: 143 lbs - 65 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 4th gw: 132 lbs - 60 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 5th gw: 121 lbs - 55 kg

₊˚⊹♡ 6th gw: 110 lbs - 50 kg

₊˚⊹♡ ugw: 100 lbs - 45 kg

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50 excuses for not eating

1. You’re not hungry

2. You don’t like that certain food

3. You ate a big breakfast and are still full.

4. You’re allergic to that food

5. You ate earlier

6. You have a sore throat

7. You’re vegetarian/vegan

8. You’re saving your hunger for a big family dinner

9. You have tooth ache

10. You have stomach cramps

11. You feel sick

12. You have a stomach ache

13. You’ll eat something later

14. You have a mouth ulcer

15. You bit your tongue and it hurts too much to eat

16. You’ll eat when you get home

17. You’ll eat when you get hungry

18. You don’t have any money to buy anything

19. Invent an illness where it hurts when you eat but when you don’t it’s fine

20. You don’t feel like eating right now

21. You just ate something

22. If you have braces say you just got them tightened and they hurt

23. You’re still full from lunch

24. You have a nut allergy

25. You don’t like that food unless it has a particular sauce/dip/dressing that isn’t there

26. You’re craving one particular food which you’ll have later

27. You ate too much earlier

29. You ate all your food and have none left

30. You can’t be bothered right now

31. You’re fasting for religious reasons

32. You ate with someone else

33. You need to finish your homework

34. You need to finish studying

35. You’re busy doing something ‘important’

36. You have an intolerance to a kind of food

37. You want to go for a run later and don’t want a full stomach

38. You forgot your lunch

39. You forgot to bring a snack with you

40. You overate earlier

41. There was a bake sale earlier and you’re stuffed

42. You’re going out to eat later

43. You ate out earlier

44. Your doctor put you on a special diet

45. Your dietitian put you on a special diet

46. You’re fasting because you have a fasting blood test soon

47. You don’t want anything right now

48. You’re taking part in a famine

49. You don’t have time to eat

50. Nothing looks appealing

I'm begging you guys BEGGING for you guys to do your metabolism days pleasee🙏🙏🙏 if you don't do a Metabolism day (which is when you eat alteast 1300 calories) atleast once or twice a week it will slow down your metabolism and make you lose weight slower or gain weight instead of losing.

Just a friendly tip from a fellow ana<3