Lake Frövettern. Värmland, Sweden (January 10, 2021).

meow btw. also merp. purr even.

you’re not behind in life. you’re going at your own pace. it’s better to do things the right way with time than to rush things. don’t stress yourself out too much over a self-conceived timeline.

The Middle

I wrote and illustrated this story as a birthday present for my partner, I hope you enjoy it!

Such owl, much mood

a collection of owls that look like they are really tired of your shit

My current plan to recover from my mental and emotional existence is to just go so deep into being insane that I'll come out sane on the other side. Being a chronic people pleaser plagued with impostor syndrome stretched me too thin, and that leash simply snapped and I am now a completely untethered, unapologetic vermin.

Fuck having impostor syndrome, if I'm not entitled to be here they should've barred the doors better. If I'm doing everything wrong because of imaginary rules that nobody told me about, that's their problem, you should have made your confusing system more idiot-proof.

I'm not here to please everyone and do everything right. I'm here to make bad art, chew on furniture, make people laugh, cook awful food and look at pretty landscapes, and piss off the people who don't want me to exist. If I have an unseen infinite debt somewhere that I can never pay back, I'm going to keep running that tab until I die. I'm alive purely because the universe is shit at pest control.

truly,

soft bed

is best bed

bed so soft

soft, soft bed

bed so soft u lay down hed

me: *comes into the room*

me: *is now in the room*

my watch: costs approximately 10k

you:

HILFE