My Uterus Is Kinda Tilted In The Other Direction Which Makes It Basically Impossible For Me To Use Tampons

learning to stop hating yourself isn’t something that happens overnight.

it’s a series of negotiations you make with yourself over your whole life. it’s making one less self-deprecating joke. it’s looking at yourself in the mirror with a little more generosity. it’s forgiving yourself for that little mistake.

it’s not one thing and then you’re good. it’s many small choices you can make that slowly make your brain and body a little less uncomfortable to live with

Unicycling-stories (part 1)

So today I was unicycling at my local skate park and I tried some new stuff like gliding down a handrail (didn’t work out yet but I get there soon). So after some time some kids showed up, they were between 6 and 11 years old, and one of them went to me and saw that I hurt myself so he stopped me from cycling and started to ask me three times if it hurts and I told him that it didn’t but he didn’t believe me so he told me to stop unicycling and even took my uni and just went away with it and it was so cute that he cared so much and at the same time I was a bit annoyed. But it was funny to watch him take my uni because it was bigger then him. Whatever so as I already said I was too stupid to take some knee protectors so I had to learn my lesson and next time I am definitely going to take all protectors (I had a helm and elbow protectors). Oh also what was the deal with him was that he thought just because it is dangerous and there is a high chance of hurting myself I shouldn’t do it at all. And that is so wrong because just because there is a possibility by getting hurt outside of the house of even inside I don’t stay inside in one room never doing anything because it might hurt me or be dangerous. That is life. And now I am at my point: I love unicycling so fucking much because it is like life (actually even better in my opinion).

Why I would think that:

First of all when you fall down of a unicycle you get up again and you will fall down you will fall down so many countless times always but the point is to get up. Again and again and again maybe not right after you fallen of maybe sometimes you need some time and space but in the end the result is the same: you get up again. And it’s the same with life no matter how often somethings shitty happens you should get up again because the feeling of succeeding in the end of the training is the most ... actually I don’t know how to describe that, it is just like a super happy feeling inside of you and you are so proud in that moment it is just wonderful! Yeah and so it is in life if you get up again and again and solve the problem and defeat it you will get something out of it for sure.

Secondly ... I just lost my whole idea for this blog... whatever I love unicycling and I think it is just great and because none of my friends can relate to that I always stop talking about unicycles and unicycling because they would get annoyed about it. Yeah and now I find the solution through Tumblr because here I can just write about all that and even if no one is interested I still got to talk about it. Whatever so my first uni story has come to an end I will tell you more as soon as something cool happens or I just achieved an other skill on my uni (or at least at one of them XP)

Whatever I have no idea what you normally write at the end of a (long) post so here my signature:

Lia

YOUNG KUVIRA (The Promise p.1)

Diversity win! You got killed by a nonbinary person using they/them pronouns

I uh… I’m sorry to bother you again. I’m probably making a pest of myself, but I don’t think I caught your pronouns? Sorry, it’s just in my line of work, I always try to know everything about everyone, you know how it is.

Oh, they/them? Oh you’re nonbinary? Fantastic. Wonderful. You know, that is the neatest thing, because my… wife’s brother’s friend is nonbinary. Crazy small world we live in, huh? That’s just wonderful. Sorry if I’m bothering you, but that’s just really interesting to me because… aw now there, ya see? I’m getting caught up in these little meaningless details again. My wife says I think too much, but it’s the weirdest coincidence.

Because I was talking with my friend down in the evidence department, and do you know what they found at the scene of the crime? One of those little enamel pins, y’know? The ones with the pronouns on ‘em? And this one said “they/them”. Not too unlike that pin you have on your tote bag right now. What a coincidence, huh? Must have fallen off from someone at the scene of the crime, because you know the victim was he/they. Couldn’t have been his, huh?

I FOUND IT AGAIN

thanks to Glass Onion and the pool scene i remembered this video existed

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First time I wore a binder!! Eventhough it is just a way to small sport bra it works very well. It hurt but it was okay because I looked like a guy!

Thoughts

So I thought I should srew you guys because I realized how less of an importans all of this is. It’s just me screaming in the forest (metaphore for the internet) and some might hear me but most don’t because everyone is too busy screaming their own thoughts into this huge place. But that is not my point my point is I realized I shouldn’t scream into this forest to get anyones attention I should scream into this forest to get my own attention. What do I expect from the stuff I put out there what do I feel while writing/drawing it why do I put it out there? I think most people on tumblr are just searching this big forest and collect stuff they found on the floor but who put it there who draw this beautiful picture you reposted? Who wrote this heart breaking story you liked? Even though I am sure there are a punch of people who disagree, I for myself and not for you think tumblr should be about putting your stuff out there so someone might find it and be happy about it. Be happy! Someone is in a similar situation happy how beautiful a picture looks like or simply just happy because there are people out there who care. So all I am doing is screaming in the forest putting stuff in there for myself and for others. Even though I really would like attention but I mean who doesn’t? That is how we are so let’s move on with our grap and be nice to everyone even though that was not what my post was about when I started but now it is so be nice!