but the truth is it terrifies me.
it can choose to still, to reflect
the sky and all its shimmering
promises. it can rise, roar, and
swallow.
~K.T.
I know you do not exist
But you think you do
Looking for darkness
In broad daylight
I float above the debris
Freshly risen from the grave
Where moths gently flutter
And the worms quietly dance
At the rhythm of blue crotchets
Hanging from red green wing tips
Resting beyond the horizon
Where your brokenness waits
Behind a shattered mirror
Light City
lounging poolside plague the apartments nearby yeah, im on your back you're, easy to second god them assume i need your — i really need your — my theoretical models more shameful than Jane Birkin theses and ripped red camelias these are no times for innocent eyes, bordellos our overeducated elbows — passers-by pre-September matchsticks arrival of late — trains you've seen it all, all it seems you've, waved goodbye, if it's fantasy made of swallowtail sensation drunk on your humid breath, — chisel your truths out: of my Mongol hordes hands that warm-up Prajnaparamita Sutra three am — is never deceased, a mouth of Korean cabbage heatwave artform, and we can superglue like last two pages, silky moist after hurricane rains
beneath the barren trees I am finally home
A life of commas and semicolons The pauses and hesitations of the ellipsis The catastrophic ending of paragraphs The solitude of the blank spaces And the freedom of the thought never written
it is twilight again. she settles
into her spot upon a sky full
of stars. she looks down. i
wonder if she can see through
the blinds and into my bed. if she wants to see all this pain.
~K.T.