This Hits WAY Too Close To Home For Me.

This hits WAY too close to home for me.

Escapism

Title heading: "Typical Narrative versus My Story"

Panel heading: "Childhood"

Left panel: A small auburn-haired child wearing a pink dress that is far too big for her, yelling "I wanna be a girl!"

Right panel: A small brown-haired child reading a book.  Text reads: "Escapism."

Panel heading: "Adolescence"

Left panel: An auburn-haired teenager awkwardly holding a skirt with a visible price tag, whispering "I really want this, don't I?"

Right panel: A brown-haired teenager watching a magical-girl animated series on television.  Text reads: "More escapism."

Panel heading: "Young Adulthood"

Left panel: An auburn-haired adult staring at a pill bottle with a feminine symbol on it and barely holding back happy tears.

Right panel: A brown-haired adult with long hair, standing at a table with a tabletop RPG set up.  Text reads: "Even more escapism."

Panel heading: "Later Adulthood"

Left panel: An auburn-haired adult woman in a dress with a handbag with a trans pin on it, waving to a nearby friend.

Right panel: A brown-haired adult is lying in bed, with a transparent pink feminine symbol visible over her. She has a nervous and alarmed expression and quietly exclaims "...FUCK."

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6 months ago

Oh hey two obscure things I relate to!

Is This Anything

is this anything

3 months ago

The thought of Gideon developing into Kiriona early is… horrifying. This is somehow even worse for both her and Harrow than canon lol.

Harrow growing up on the 9th alone.

Kiriona growing up with the saints.

I am SO glad this isn’t how it happens, but it would make for a heartbreaking read….

Hey I know you haven't really done anything TLT in a hot minute but how do you think John changes as a character raising Gideon in your Heiress AU? Thx!!! :]

Hey I Know You Haven't Really Done Anything TLT In A Hot Minute But How Do You Think John Changes As
Hey I Know You Haven't Really Done Anything TLT In A Hot Minute But How Do You Think John Changes As
Hey I Know You Haven't Really Done Anything TLT In A Hot Minute But How Do You Think John Changes As
Hey I Know You Haven't Really Done Anything TLT In A Hot Minute But How Do You Think John Changes As

You sent this ask like 80 years ago, I’m so sorry. But to answer your question, I think he would love his child… But I’m afraid he’ll always be John.


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4 months ago

Low key would LOVE to be able to attach computers to myself like this. Imagine the memories you could store and retrieve with this tech. Plus it just looks cool… that may be the main reason… body modification 🤖

Nerd And Jock From Yesterday’s Illustration

Nerd and jock from yesterday’s illustration

3 months ago

Oh hey, Bingo!

butch as in, “here let me get that for you.”

butch as in, I help all my friends move.

butch as in, “of course I’ll be the DD.”

butch as in, I walk on the outside of the sidewalk.

butch as in, “thank you, baby.”

butch as in, I’m the advice friend.

butch as in, “do you need help?”

butch as in, I’m active in my community.

butch as in, “say that again, I dare you.”

butch as in, I’m a jack of all trades.

butch as in, “will you stay?”

butch as in, a shoulder to lean on.

butch as in, “I can fix that.”

butch as in, I’ll pump your gas and check your oil.

butch as in, “I’d love to make you dinner.”

inspired by @femmefruit :)

6 months ago

Mood. Not a healthy one, but mood

“i must be faking this for attention” thinks the girl who isn’t even telling anyone about it

4 months ago

Goals

My Girlfriend Told Me This Once A Night Out And It's Lived Rent Free In My Head Since

My girlfriend told me this once a night out and it's lived rent free in my head since

3 months ago

🤯

Parents Think It's A Sin For Their Children To Disobey Them. Parents Think It's Okay To Assault Their

Parents think it's a sin for their children to disobey them. Parents think it's okay to assault their children in order to instill the fear of God in them.

Those parents are prime examples of using the lord's name in vain. But they don't want their children to know that. So they instead invent some bullshit definition.

3 months ago

Best advice I’ve ever found on Tumblr. Thank you friend 🫡

Hey, look at me. Look at me. I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again: you need to condition yourself to being okay with being inconvenienced by things. The first time I spoke about this I meant it in a mental health way- it is good to go out to the store and see people versus just ordering alone at home- but there is another more pressing societal issue you should be more concerned about as well.

Any service you rely on for convenience can be weaponized against you the moment you begin to rely on it. Streaming used to be a cheap and convenient way to see movies at home. It is now exorbitantly expensive, you need multiple accounts just to get what you want, and any of those movies can be taken from you at any time. And unless you have gotten used to going through the “inconvenience” of owning physical media, you can do nothing about it. Same goes for buying things on Amazon. Same goes for any service like DoorDash etc. These companies WANT you to be reliant on them for convenience so they can do whatever they want to you because, well, what else are you gonna do?

Same thing goes for the uptick in AI. If you train yourself to become reliant on AI for doing basic things, you will be taken advantage of. It is only a matter of a couple years before there are no free AI services. Not only that, but in the usage of AI’s case, it is robbing you of valuable skills that you need to curate that you will be helpless without the moment the AI companies drive in the knife the way they have done with streaming. Delivery. Cable. Internet. Etc. It will happen to AI too. And if you are not practicing skills such as. Writing. You are not only going to be at the mercy of AI companies in the digital world, but you are going to be extremely easy to take advantage of in real life too.

I am begging you to let go of learned helplessness. I am begging you to stop letting these companies TEACH you helplessness. Do something like learn to pirate. It is way more inconvenient at the beginning, but once you know how, it is one less way companies can take advantage of you. Garden. Go to the thrift store (older clothes hold up better anyway). These things take more time and effort, yes, but using time and effort are muscles you need to stretch to keep yourself from being flattened under the weight of our capitalist hellscape.

Inconvenience yourself. Please. Start with only the ways you are able. Do a little bit at a time. But do something.

6 months ago

+ … comb, checkbook, chapstick, spiro, pen, etc.

(Here, pockets refers to a black denim hip bag held together by D-rings and carabiners)

eldritchbrainworm - Morgan
5 months ago

Come Alecto the Ninth the absence of gender norms is likely going to come back to bite everyone in the form of a resurrection beast manifesting itself as a terrifying physical embodiment of dysphoria covered in blue hair like fuzzy dice. Mark my words!

i love the way the way the locked tomb does gender. like gideon is butch, undeniably, but also can you really be gender non conforming when there’s no real image of gender to conform to in the first place? palamedes and pyrrah aren’t NOT trans in nona; their souls are trapped in different bodies, and those bodies ARE the wrong gender but also that’s literally the least of their problems. ianthe is pretty firmly in the box we would label “femme” and she’s simultaneously the princess of ida and a tower prince. but that’s also the least of her problems she’s literally puppetting a dead body around. nona experiences dysphoria about her body (harrow’s body and the barbie body) but that’s because she’s literally the soul of a planet trapped in a meat prison. any shaped meat prison would be bad.

like i wouldn’t call the locked tomb a “post gender” world, but they seem to all basically have the attitude of “i don’t have time for gender right now we’re trapped at the murder mystery dinner party from hell and someone stole god’s sperm we have bigger problems”

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