back to more serious things I think that aside from gathering curses during exorcism in his cult, geto also uses the properties he received from his sponsors as donations and turns them into shelters or any form of charity organization directed to nonsorcerer population because that way the negativity constantly circulating those places becomes curses or at the very least guide him to where the curses are gathered.
the use of a charity institution was a choice not from the kindness of his heart because he has no love for ordinary humans, it's a fiscal strategy so he can launder money for the expenses needed during his travels across the country in search of said curses for the upcoming parade.
β this you? β π
" your drawing skills have improved. i can't say the same for mine, but i tried. you can keep it. " @limel1ghts
darker vibes
β i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. β
β this fear you feel? it wonβt last. β
β you are my salvation. β
β i revolt you, donβt i? β
β get the hell away from me. β
β i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. β
β iβll be your dirty little secret, if thatβs what youβre into. β
β worship me. until i tell you to stop. β
β donβt you know how sick with love i am for you? β
β fucking hit me already. β
β i would burn the world for you. β
β i donβt want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. β
β i donβt know how youβve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. β
β fix me. β
β they die for love, you kill for it. β
β you are mine, whether you agree or not. β
β do you like it when i bleed for you? β
β i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. β
β iβm starved for you, morning and night. β
β now i get to ravish you. β
β i am your god and your executioner. β
β you are doing so well, my pet. β
β youβre my sweetest poison. β
β letβs do something about that mouth of yours. β
β your fascination with me will be your death. β
β youβre the monster thatβs enticed me into your bed. β
β all you can say are pretty lies. β
β the fucked up thing is that it isnβt enough to just love you. β
β youβve broken me. all i can think about is you. β
β youβll beg for more. β
β an eternity with you would never satisfy me. β
β i would gladly let you drag me to hell. β
β everything iβve done.. every horrible atrocity, itβs been for you. β
β youβre a fucking nightmare. kiss me. β
β feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. β
β every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. β
β thereβs no black or white, only gray. β
β no one touches whatβs mine. β
β make me indifferent, make me horrible. β
β i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. β
β your lips are poison, your laugh a curse. β
one of the most challenging things about kogami to portray in writing is the mental gymnastics going through his mind the moment someone questions him about the real motive behind his obsession with avenging sasayama and chasing Makishima because at one point it stops being about the pursuit of justice and more about the destruction of your distorted image in a mirror staring back at you and when the abyss is mentioned to conceptualize kogamis turmoil and descent into an unhealthy obsession it's less about the darkness of the act and more about seeing your likeness in someone else, the sense that that something you always felt was wrong in the world, the bell tolling in a dark forest is closer to you than you ever imagined and you can grasp it and it can graze you back but all you need to do is accept it and that feeling alone scares you disgusts you but more terrifying than anything is that it entices you, otherwise why else would it haunt you afterwards? Why would it follow? Why would you let it stay in the shape of an illusion? Why did you respond to its calling? But that's hard to portray in like 2 paragraphs without making kogami look insane.
@limel1ghts
Xia Fei and Liu Xiao watching that fuckass movie
phew... almost done setting up this blog. just need to tweak a few things here 'nd there.
Would you ever consider writing Nanami, Toji, or Sukuna?
Based off my blog, what other characters could you see me Roleplay as?
NOT NANAMI AGAIN HELPPP, maybe this is a divine message to actually get to it and write him omg... two suggestions too many, will re-read the manga to see if the muse latches onto me.
as for toji and sukuna... wrote toji briefly for a couple discord rps but that's the end of it, the muse didn't stick but that's probably because i don't have any sort of attachment to his wife which is like a big part of his character, and i dont really agree with most interpretations that he's only strictly a bad father. man did what he could within the realm of his possibilities so seeing the jjk universe in absolutes is kind of a disservice to them; the structure broke not only him but geto, gojo, haibara, nanami, etc. and that's a rabbit hole i dont like touching as to avoid discourse.
sukuna.... i think i prefer reading him and drawing him than to write him. actually just drawing him lmao i don't feel like my writing style fits his character bc mine is kinda introspective and he's a pragmatic nonhuman being, which is a bit difficult to write for me with my limited english orz that'd need more direct words that i dont know helppp
this got too long omg
β dodge me then. β he stands in position, legs flexed and all spidery and the next thing nagumo knows is that he's under attack.
boop boop boop boop boop
Cue an exaggerated, immature dry heave as he's booped by @einshi . " Stop! I don't want to catch whatever is wrong with you. "
β You cannot know how frightened gods are of pain. There is nothing more foreign to them, and so nothing they ache more deeply to see.Β β pspsp from gojo
@chipen // BOOK STARTERS VOL.56 Β Β CIRCEΒ Β Β MADELINE MILLER
his eyes travel across the mountains on the other side of the glass, the wagons rattling with their metallic sound as the city retreats and disappears in the corner. rarely does satoru follow, busy as he is on solo missions, so between the growing mountain of curses disposed by his hand and perfection of his reverse cursed technique, thereβs hardly any chance for their paths to cross for longer than a brief glance or a good morning, have you eaten? wave.
satoruβs voice lures him in and out of his thoughts.
frightened. i donβt think iβve ever seen you truly scared. he doesnβt say.
β hah, isnβt that funny to hear. youβre a half-god yourself. β prodding at his ego is easier, so he goes for that, masking the tiredness weighing down his shoulders with a low chuckle, voice gone soft, β β¦going in headfirst does little to keep pain at bay, that much is obvious. you donβt seem all that affected by it - the pain. might be part of being made of halfsies. β
suguru finds the irony amusing, a sort of innocent arrogance that never fails to paint a smile on his face as he listens to satoru ramble on. this time, though, it leaves a bitter aftertaste. itβs partly distance β the division that separates a god from human, strength from anything broken β, the other bigger part is despondence and itβs getting harder to hide it behind the illusion of a fox-like smile. some days, his muscles donβt follow, frozen into an expression that he can hardly call indifference because the embers of something akin to anger linger.
this time it spills, briefly, not enough to stain the room but just enough to rekindle the conversation, words rasp like sandpaper, β what does it take to make you into a God, then? the fear, having something that scares you to death, or wanting it more than anything else? you donβt have to answer, iβm just wondering. β
βͺ π«πΆπ΅'π» πΊπ΄π°π³π¬ π¨π» π΄π¬ . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )
you scared me to death .
there's nothing left to save now .
i don't think i caught your name .
i like it when you take control .
you're sacred and they're starved .
how dare you ? and how could you ?
one of us is gonna lose .
i don't even really know how it happened .
i'm out of sympathy for you .
just let me hold you .
don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .
try not to abuse your power .
i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .
it's not like me to be so mean .
you just want what you can't have .
would you like me to be quiet ?
i haven't slept since sunday .
i don't want to want you .
it hurts , but i know how to hide it .
i'm the only one who does it how you like .
you better keep your head down .
a lot can change in twenty seconds .
why aren't you scared of me ?
i thought that i was special .
you're looking at me like i'm see-through .
you were a hero , you played the part .
i never really know how to please you .
see what you wanna see .
gold's fake , and real love hurts .
no way , i'll call the cops .
maybe you should leave before i get too mean .
i just wanted to protect you .
you only listen to your fuckin' friends .
they're never gonna give you love like ours .
all you wanna do is kiss me .
don't you know too much already ?
it's weird that we care so much until we don't .
i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .
i don't know what feels true .
did you really think this is the right thing to do ?
i would hate to see you go .
i'd never treat me this shitty .
i'll only hurt you if you let me .
you made me feel like it was my fault .
now i know what you are .
i feel more and more like i was made for you .
you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?
don't try to make me feel bad .
wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .
was i made from a broken mold ?
you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .
tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .
wait a minute , let me finish .
you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .
my demands aren't high to make .
stop , what the hell are you talking about ?
we both know i'm worth waiting for .
you ruined everything good .
you really know how to make me cry .
your love feels so fake .
i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?
spit it out , what is it exactly ?
i'll never let you go .
if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .
you can pretend that you don't miss me .
just fucking leave me alone .
don't say i didn't warn you .
it's pretty cool , right ?
i think i might have fallen in love .
i tried not to upset you .
do you even feel anything ?
don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .
i've been walking through a world gone blind .
i just wanna make you feel okay .
i know you don't care , but can you listen ?
don't you know i'm no good for you ?